Quote Originally Posted by Iriba View Post
How is at least 20 reality checks per day very few?
lol, and why forget what i know about lucid dream?
what would be the point of that?
and my reality checks are always done with the real intetion
that i might be dreaming.

I really don't want to start everything over and over again.
i mean, this 3 years was nothing but a joke?
i feel my dreams had evolved in their clarity and stuff
and for this 3 years i learned how to take advantage of them
but if you're telling me to start all over again, my motivation won't be the same.
per more hard i try to start over i will never forget this harsh 3 years.
There you go again. There's nothing wrong with your practice in your mind, and all advice you get you reject for one reason or another, including lolling at people who spend their precious time to try to help you. You argue instead of working hard to understand. And you wonder why you have few responses....

I don't know, was it a joke? Did you enjoy anything about it?

If you'd done a thorough reading of the material on the forum, you'd know that self-awareness and memory are key to lucid dreaming, not technique or what you "know" about lucid dreaming. When I say "forget everything you know", I mean to erase your assumptions and look hard for what you have missed, for you have missed something! What exactly thatt is, I don't know, only you can find that. starting a practice "anew" wouldn't reset your self-awareness and memory gains, of course.

And yes, 5 moments of RC during the day, doing 4 back to back like it sounds like you do, IS very few! When I have a dry spell, I end up spending the entire day sometimes as one long RC it seems, and some intense days like this result in lucidity pretty soon.

Final bit of advice: the most important quality in an LDer is the ability to experiment, self-evaluate and adjust: keep what works, throw out what doesn't. The other is dedcation. Dedication, though, without the ability to course-correct doesnt serve much of a purpose. It seems you have a ways to go in developing self-evaluation.