I have a theory. A theory of how to possibly distinguish yourself from possible invaders in your dream!! Such as inorganic beings.
Now according to established dream philosophy, all dream characters are essentially tiny manifestations of your mind. Some are just mindless manifestations of ideas and memories. Others actually hold bits and pieces of your subconscious self.
In this dream philosophy, you have the Shadow Self. This Shadow Self consists of parts of your own consciousness that you reject or deny. It's important to understand that the Shadow Self IS conscious. It IS you. At least, the part of you you hate, dislike, or fear. Self love is so fundamental! The Shadow Self craves to be accepted, acknowledged, loved.
It turns into a monstrous or frightening being. But it's rebellion against our happy dreams is like a child throwing a tantrum. It just wants our loving attention.
According to dream philosophy, if you approach the Shadow Self with love and understanding, it will cease to be monstrous. And transform into the most helpful DC ever. A DC who talks to you and tells you things you haven't acknowledged about yourself. In other words, our Shadow Self is actually a good guy who only wants us to reach higher balance by owning all parts of our self. Such as our unacknowledged fears.
Take this philosophy one step further. Because ALL DCs are said to be manifestations of you, ALL DC'S want to be loved by you. Why not? You are their maker!
With this idea in mind...you SHOULD be able to run around your dream and tell any and all DCs, even the hideous zombie, that you LOVE and accept them. Under this idea EVERY DC should openly recieve and beam back your love.
Some DCs will simply fade away because they are illusions. Other DCs that hold your subconscious self will love you back. Creating a wonderful harmonious loop of self love. After all, who else could you be loving when you love your DCs but yourself?
So where am I getting at?
What does it mean if a DC REJECTS your love?? What does it mean if a DC is DISGUSTED at your love?? What happens if a DC doesn't believe you, or seems confused, or just reacts poorly in general that you could love them?
When even the infamous Shadow Self is said to beam back your love quite easily and WILLLINGLY?
Could this be a way to test whether or not a DC really is a manifestation of yourself?
I had an extremely realistic false awakening years ago. A young girl was sitting by my legs. She was doing something to them that hurt. But I wasn't scared by her precense. It felt like something prevented me from experiencing emotions actually. So I just sat there watching this girl do painful things to my leg.
Finally I ask "Who are you?"
And she's caught off guard, having realized I've been watching her this whole time "I'm...your gaurdian angel. I'm trying to heal your legs."
Oh, that's lovely! I was reading about gaurdian angels at this time, and according to some random website if you love your gaurdian angel, they beam back your love a 1000 fold!
I can't think straight. I don't even question her. Even though nothing about this scene was angelic. Wanting to see the face of my gaurdian angel, I try to get a closer look at her face. But she hides her face behind her hair, and keeps her eyes below my eye level. She's almost terrified of my curious gaze.
As I disturbed her work, my legs finally stopped hurting. Still brain-foggy, I don't question this and simply say "thanking you for healing me". Her response was some indistinguishable muttering.
She lays down next to me, as if she always sleeps here. Oddly, it's a space on my bed I never use, as if an invisible being has always been sleeping there. But she turns her face away from me again. I don't really think about her body language, I don't really think about anything.
Instead I simply tell her "I love you!!!". Believing naively so much that she is my gaurdian angel, that she will simply explode into a firey ball of love and love me back. Instead....she sorta...jerks. Like I startled her. And again, still avoiding my eyes she mutters "I uh.....I uh........I uh love you too." But it wasn't convincing. It didn't feel real.
Finally her poor and unexpected response gets something ticking. And my logical brain begins to wake up. This is no angel. I wake up from the experience. Everything is exactly the same except the girl is gone. The moment I woke up it was like I could finally feel my emotions again. The only thing I felt was fear and confussion. Looking back at the experience, she was disturbing, frightening, unsettling. Why couldn't I feel any of this in the dream?
Years later I would experiment telling the most random DCs that I love them. Each and every one to this day has recieved my love and beamed back to me what I gave to them. Not a single one hesitated, or reacted so poorly. Making this false awakening stand out like a sore thumb. The other weird thing about this false awakening was the transition between the dreaming and the waking. I blinked. And when I looked again, the girl was gone. Just like that, a blink.
What do you think? Do you think this is a possible way to test if something is an inorganic being?
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