07.04.2012BDSM in the Conference Room Part 1 (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID First of all, HELL YES I'm lucid for once, and decent recall too! I'm really really really really really reallllllllllllly pissed at the end though. I get out of bed, and the house I'm inside of is completely different than in waking life. I believe I'm reading something on the computer. There's a DV member who posted a dream journal entry, but I'm not too sure who it was, just knew it was a male. It seemed English wasn't his first language, because the flow and syntax was way off. A female commenter wants the person who made the DJ to take out a few things, and the guy basically responds back saying he can't. He offers to give the lady a different version than what he types. I get off the laptop, and do a reality check. I can breathe through, and I do this several times to make sure, and I really am dreaming. I stay still for a while, start looking around, and then I rubbed my hands together. I rubbed them vigorously, and continued to rub the top of my body a little just to get in some tactile sensations. I had some difficulty with the stabilization, but I kept it up with perseverance and stayed calm. OH, and I counted how many fingers I had on my right hand, six of them. Counted again, six of them again. It seemed that the problem wasn't really my actual body to stabilize, but my eyes, since I know I tend to bring them close together to where they cause a little strain that could possibly wake me up because I feel that it will wake me up. I almost lost lucidity, but I kept rubbing my hands declaring, "I'm going to have a long and stable lucid dream." Seems everything is in check, I walk around a little bit in this small room I'm in, then I decide to get out the door into a dark kitchen. I see my mother, she's wearing a gray jacket, bandana, and some other parts that I really can't bother to care about in the first place. I decided I should pay attention to what she's doing in the dream, and I made sure I did more nose plug reality checks to make sure I wasn't going to go non-lucid. I finally convince myself that I truly am dreaming, and I head out the door, without caring what my mother would say to me. I go outside, and I'm led to an area tha looks a lot like my University. There are a lot of trees, and I see students casually walking their separate ways. My mind was a little sporadic at the time, but I made sure I kept calm. By this time, I don't think anything could've stopped me from going crazy in the dream. I walk a little bit to take in the environment, and it really is beautiful outside. I see some guy walking in the middle of the road, but there wasn't much traffic in the first place, but something felt odd about that guy. So what do I do? I wave at him!!! He doesn't acknowledge this because he looks like he's in his own little world. Guess I didn't have to pretend I was reaching out to scratch my head instead of waving at him. I start getting a little more confident and not worry about stabilization, and I start building up some running speed. Whie I'm doing so, I get the urge to do hand seals for some random fire jutsu from Naruto, but I ended up trying to attempt a Chidori. While I was in the process of the doing the hand seals, I tried to imagine the sensation of fire at first, but when I realized it's actually Chidori hand seals, it kind of ruined the outcome for me. Nothing was manifested around my hand, but instead of feeling sad, I had some random ambition to meet a teacher, preferably my Chemistry teacher. I don't really have a mental image on who it would be, hell, I didn't even care who the I wanted to meet, I just kept running and running until I picked a random building that I felt that whoever it is should be in. I go inside, and there are a few older adults coming out of the building talking to each other. I swear both looked like one of my Biochemistry and Biology professors, but I didn't feel like speculating on that, I just needed to meet "this" person. I run up the stairs, and I'm having difficulty going up. Man, who set the gravity to over 9,000 on these stairs? I continue to go up, straining myself upstairs, not really thinking too much on stabilization, everything is a rush. I finally reach the top, and I walk around the small hallway, and I see there are some office rooms and conference rooms. I go inside a random conference room. I see an older lady, I'd say she would be in her 50s. I assume that she'll be my Chemistry teacher that I want to meet. She does the usual crap my mind would create for me. She tells me that I haven't done a quiz as yet, and that I have a few missing assignments..... BLAH BLAH BLAH I'M FUCKING DREAMING WOMAN. I basically block out what she's saying to me, and I rested my arms on her shoulders, and slowly started to grope down towards her breasts. Not to insult elderly people, but what the fuck am I doing with this poor old lady? Ugh. I realized that I shouldn't be doing this, because the blinds outside of the room were not down. LOL, that's PERFECT logic there Link! I told----no I ordered the lady I'm groping to close the blinds. She's a bit slow, but I can tolerate her incompetence in this dream. To be honest, she was basically a ragdoll like most dream characters in this dream, it's just that she was able to spew out random information on how I didn't do this assignment, and blah blah blah. I slapped her ass and said, "I'm going to fuck that...." Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool. She slowly walks out, and I while more staff members walk down the hallway, they take a quick glance at me and then go their own way. They don't know anything that's going on, good good......still waiting on the lady to close those damn blinds already! She closes most of the blinds to cover a decent amount of the room so they wouldn't know what kind of "extracirricular activities" we would be doing. A random lady walks down the hallway ask the lady what she's doing, but the same lady just goes back to her own agenda with work. But instead of closing the door shut with the female, I double checked to make sure all blinds covered all spots. Seems the lady missed a spot. The corners of the window was a bit tricky to use some blinds to cover with. It was at least 3-4 inches wide, which would be enough for people to peek and interrupt us. Oh, and the blinds were blue, but I really don't give a fuck. I guess I don't like other people watching me have sex with someone else....hmmm, interesting....but why couldn't I get it into my head that closing the blinds didn't matter!!! Anyway, I finally have this woman to myself, blinds covering all windows, and then the dream starts to get sporadic and fade away. I wave my hands frantically at first for a few seconds, then I stopped and just thought that if I'm going to exit the dream, I should just be calm. I wake up, but my eyes aren't opened as yet, things are still a little blurry, and things go blank. I AM NOT GIVING UP!!!! PART 2 COMING UP _________________________07.04.2012BDSM in the Conference Room Part 2 (DEILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I just put this separate because it's a DEILD. I try to imagine myself back at the conference room again. BAM! BACK IN THE CONFERENCE, FUCK YEAH. The elderly lady that I almost ruined is gone.... Seems like a waste huh? NUH-UH. Two women are tied up on a table, one had a light green skin color, the other with a normal apricot skin tone, and one of them even had her knees tied to her ankles, and the same goes for her wrists and elbows. Best fucking moment in my dreaming life. Their facial expressions were basically like this, at least the one on the receiving end: The girls were anime chicks, with slightly larger breasts and thick thighs than your average non-anime female. The girl on the table was using her feet and elbows to keep the rest of her body elevated so that the other girl that was standing could start licking her vagina. The other one that was licking her vagina just had her arms folded to the back and tied up. She had purple hair I believe while the green-skinned one had a darker green tone for her hair. I was almost in the process of fully entering the conference room, but when I finally embrace this scenario, the dream fades. FUCK, I WAS JUST GETTING STARTED!!!! UGH!!!
Updated 07-05-2012 at 05:54 PM by 47756
07.03.2012DV Forum Art (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID There was a member what was afraid about something related to art. I responded to try and make them feel a little better._________________________ 07.03.2012Lunch with No Utensils (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm walking inside a fairly huge building that seems to represent a High School, or at least, a Middle School since it felt like one I've been to in waking life, but just with a different layout. I don't literally go to the cafeteria, there's some kind of table on the side with all sorts of food that looked very enticing. I think there was Lasagna and all sorts of things in front. The problem is, there aren't any utensils available. There was more food behind, and to get there, there was this small slope you would have to go up to see the rest. The food behind was horrible, I swear I saw dead fish being popping out of a wide gray metal tray with some weird-looking liquid, even with some bubbles forming around the fish. To the right of me, in the same section behind the fancy food, there's some rice, but the utensil for it looks like someone licked it already. Are you freaking kidding me? I forget who I asked, but my question was if they can get someone who has knives so we can cut and put some of the better food in front on our plates. They said sure, and I follow them just to make sure they don't disappear. It seems they're headed to the gym lockers, and I'm wondering why would they would need to go there for a knife. This isn't looking too well for me. I forget what happens next._________________________ 07.03.2012A Gay Poster (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Okay, maybe not a decent title for this dream. I'm inside of a lecture room, the flooring has a dark carpet texture, and the walls themselves are shades of blue as well, only way lighter than the carpet itself. There are some small posters hanging in a horizontal row on the walls. And there were a few on the ground as well, and I think I'm here to help pick the up along with a few other people as well. I look at one of the posters, two of them in fact, and they're both identical. They have a picture of a female, but I can't remember how she looked like exactly. I think she was wearing a latex suit. Apparently, there's some words above her picture that assumed she was gay. I wouldn't care about this at all, but I felt like there was a staff member in the next room to the right, and to confirm that, I had a spectator perspective again and saw some old man in classes in the next room. I start panicking because I want to hide these insulting posters from the man's view if he comes into this room. I quickly look left and right, and I think I find a stapler, and I start covering the poster with the ones on the floor, since they seemed to be more appropriate. I follow someone again, and I don't know for what exactly, maybe to try and paint over something. You'll see what I mean very shortly. =P I'm following someone by the name of "Pacify State," and I realize that the person looks like a Runescape Character. Anyway, the reality shifts back to normal again instead of the game, and I believe me or someone else sprayed a section on a ground somewhere outside. It ended up being a lewd anime spray painting. I think I gaze on it for a while, and I forget what I do next._________________________ 07.03.2012Scantron Fail & Algorithm (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm in a Biology Class lecture room, and the professor and his assistants are giving out grades for an exam. I get worried because I have not received mine as yet. Eventually, everyone get theirs, and I get up to go in front to find what's wrong. The professor, who looks like the prof I had my first semester freshmen year for Biology, holds up a pink exam sheet with a letter grade with a circle around it in red ink. I assume it's mine because I'm the only one who is going up front. The professor basically calls me out in front of all of these people, and I thought I received a "F" for the exam, and while in that thought process, I cover my face with my hands in shame as I get closer to the professor. I finally put my hands down, and find the grade is a "C." I felt WAY better seeing that, but even with that, the professor adds more mental injury by declaring that's the grade I would've gotten if I filled out the scantron. So I guess I only filled the answers on the pink exam sheet and not the scantron. I literally drop on my side to the floor feeling so many mixed emotions from being pissed, depressed, helplessness, and incompetence. It really sucked going through this. I think I grabbed the sheet and walked back to my seat with my head down. I don't recall anyone laughing at me, but still, it hurt a lot, because I thought this was real. Then I believe there's a dream shift, dream reset, or maybe a dream rewind before the event I experienced. I'm back at the lecture room, and I believe I asked one girl to left of me on what's going on in the room. She declared that apparently, we have an exam tomorrow. Is it possible to shit bricks in your dream? I didn't know ANYTHING about this, and the day in the dream felt like a Monday.....I was thinking "How is this possible?" and thinking about it now, we couldn't have had an exam if it was technically Monday in the dream. It would have to be on a Wednesday or Friday since this was most likely a MWF course. I literally stopped where I was, still shocked from this, and thinking how the hell I'm going to study for this exam. That shouldn't have been traumatic, since I studied at the last minute anyway in most classes. Lmao. Which is why I need to change that this coming semester. Anyway, the professor declared something related to an algorithm, but he used a different word instead, so I didn't know what he meant. I asked someone what that means, and they said it was an algorithm. The person who told me this had an Afro, and fairly tall, and looked a lot like someone I knew in High School in waking life. I didn't even bother to speculate why he's at my college if he doesn't even attend on in waking life. Apparently, when the professor talked about the algorithm, lecture time was up, and everyone started to leave the room.
06.29.2012She's Yelling (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I only remember sitting next to a girl that looked like Ashley who attends my University as well I believe. She gets annoyed at me for something I'm doing. I wonder why she's annoyed, but I didn't say anything to her, she puts me on the spot._________________________06.29.2012Jason Statham's Lecture On Talent (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I swear I had this dream before a loooong time ago, like years ago, except with a different character lecturing me.....ugh.....or maybe not.... I'm walking down the hall somewhere and Jason Statham is showing me what real talent is. He turns around after both of us walk some distance from the entrance we came into. He gets his gun and aims it at some random person who basically serves as a dummy to be shot at. He said something about that if you shoot a person in the head, chest, and some other place I forgot, it doesn't mean you're talented. Ummmm okay, thanks for giving me a Morals and Ethics on Killing 101 crash course. -______-
Updated 06-30-2012 at 02:56 AM by 47756
06.14.2012College Course Suggestion (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I took a nap from 3 something PM and woke up at 5 PM. I'm entering a building, and the floor tiles are white. Seems it's raining outside at the moment, or maybe the skies are just gray. I feel a girl on the left wall in this hallway sitting down, and I assume that since she's sitting down to wait for something, and it seems other people most likely are doing the same in other sections of the building, probably because of the weather outside. I don't pay any attention to them or the weather though, but I do remember the clouds being gray, guess it's about the rain. The girl herself was blonde, a little chubby and has some thunder thighs, but that's okay..... More cushion for the pushing right? Anyway, she has one leg sticking out, and is looking down somewhere, probably on her phone or something. I sit down on the right side close to her, and I basically let things fabricate into some event. A redhead comes through the right side, and she's wearing beige or khaki pants. She has a nice butt, and I didn't get to look too much at her visage because as she's walking to get closer to me, she was going to sit down to the left of me, her ass expanding from bending down was all that I was paying attention to. Lol. I see her face, but only part of it, just profile view, and it seems she's looking to the right, as if she's waiting for someone else to come. And another girl comes in to sit down as well. She sits to the right of the blonde on the left side, and gets herself comfortable. I look at her face, and she looks exactly like the Miranda I know in waking life from my college. "Hey Miranda!" She responds back, and then I complimented on her hair, "Your hair looks nice!" I pause for a few seconds, "It has a glow to it too." She smiles, but it's apparent that she isn't here for the pleasantries. I was saying it had a glow to it because parts of her hair, especially in the front were blonde, while the rest of it was a regular brunette's color. She looks at me without feeling awkward, and asks, "How's Biochemistry?" "It's going well." She starts to tell me of a course that I believe she took as well, and recommends I do it too. I asked her, "Is it (the exams) just a rehash of information where you just go to the lectures and study from that?" She nods, and I tell her, "Sweet! Thanks for telling me that." There's an Asian girl who is sitting to the left of her, and I think she's extending on the same course that I should take. She's telling me of her experience with the class as well. It was some kind of science class with the course number somewhere between 45-48. That's all I remember from the nap.
06.11.2012Almost Late for Class (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I have a schedule in my hand, but it takes me a few times to even read it properly. It seems I was just headed out to go to my next class, and from what I read, I had to go to a different section where I needed my bicycle to get there early. It feels like I'm driving a car, but I'm still riding the bicycle. When I reach an intersection, I have a hard time trying to decide if I should take the late to go left, or take the lane that allows me to go forward or left. There was some girl riding a bicycle too in front of me, and she's riding it a little bit slower than I am, which irritates me because I'm trying to rush to the next class. She's wearing a Tye-dye shirt with a mix of turquoise and light green, a female's sports shorts, and your basic running shoes I guess. I think someone, probably her friend, is telling her that someone behind her is waiting for her to make a choice, and she turns to the right to talk to her friend, probably to see who's behind her with her peripheral vision as well. But by the time she moves over, I'm already ahead of her someone, guess I was too impatient with her. Anyway, I put my bicycle somewhere, but I don't think I locked it because it all felt so rushed. I examine the inside of the building, and there are quite a few people in here. I look at my schedule, which I'm still have a little bit of a difficulty reading properly, but I believe the room I had to go to was "8o" or "80...." something like that. I look around the section that has rooms related to the number "8," so I check quickly for the ones with "o" or "0," and I find the room that says "80" I believe. Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm not near that section anymore, and I'm asking a lady who is probably in her 50-60s if I'm in the right class. She tells me yes, but she said I looked at my schedule wrong, and this class is the one I have to go to AFTER I've gone to the other one. Sigh...... I forget if I even thanked her for telling me that, I was in such a rush, and now that I have to go BACK because the class I have to go to before this one was in the same building as the one before it. I don't know how I reach there so quickly, but I get there somehow. I go inside the room, and there aren't a lot of people inside. There's maybe 2-3 lights on in the room, and 1-2 of them are dim a little faded. The tile flooring is white, and I saw some reflection from the light on a few of them as well. I look around to find the teacher, but I'm seeing most people who look like my age. But since it was maybe 7-10 people in the room, it didn't take that long to find the teacher. I look around a little more, and find 1 or 2 people are looking at me weird. Maybe they were looking since we see each other often, or maybe something was wrong with my looks, I wasn't sure. I can't remember talking to the teacher though, it seemed that he/she wasn't even here, and that students were just finding their own seats and waiting. As I head to find a seat of my own, I see one person having his arms over his head resting face-plant on the desk. Then as I'm sitting down, I realize I have no pants on. It seems I'm only wearing a short black dress that is only long enough to cover my private parts, barely. So I had to cover them as I'm bending down, and I tried not to embarrass myself by shrugging off the fact that I only have a long black dress on. And my hair was probably cut as well. I guess I spent the rest of the dream waiting for the teacher like the other students, or maybe he/she was there already....not sure. _________________________06.11.2012Facing Albert Wesker (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I think I'm playing Resident Evil 5, but I'm not sure if I'm the one actually pulling the trigger of various weapons, or the game controller. I assume it's Resident Evil 4 because I see Chris Redfield and Sheva Alomar, and I'm controlling them as well. I wasn't cognizant of Sheva's presence until later on in the fight. Albert Wesker seems to be after Chris, and both are inside a fairly dark house. There's a way out, but Wesker is walking so slow, just to make himself look scarier, that he's blocking the way out. After letting him get close to Chris, I press the buttons to dodge Wesker's attack. I get out of the area, and Wesker continues following me. Now Chris is at some offshore military base, and then I realize there's an option for Sheva to "wait" or "follow" Chris. By now, I guess I'm just playing a video game in the dream. I move Chris to a dead-end so he can turn around and start shooting Wesker with a pistol. Wesker takes a few hits, and he starts to get closer, and I make a dash past him, and the game prompts me to dodge his attacks again, which I do with ease. I go to the other side, turn around, and keep doing that a few times. Then Wesker starts to form into something even more dangerous. He just looks weird, certain body parts more bulged out than others, but I keep shooting him, this time, with a Sniper Rifle. It seems to work a few times, but after more shots, either I'm horrible at aiming, or he's immune to these types of gunshots. I try to calm down and keep shooting, but now he transformed into something completely different. He turns into a 3 headed red dragon. Wow. One head looked like a horribly drawn cartoon dragon head, and the other two looked very realistic and 3D. I believe the cartoon head was in the middle or on the right (left looking from my view). I really don't know what to do anymore except to keep shooting with whatever I have, and to make sure Sheva is getting damaged either, because if she's gone, game over for me too...at least that's the logic I believed in this dream. This 3-headed red dragon is impervious to my weapon's bullets, and after a few seconds are trying to dodge it's attacks, along with making sure Sheva is okay as well, it starts to float. But it's not that type of floating that leads to flying, it's floating like it's some kind of jet machine or something. I wonder why it needs to be floating, but it seems it's doing that so it can activate the turret contained in one of the heads. Ummmmmm...... It starts shooting sporadically at us, and Sheva takes a few hits, and I could tell because through the HUD Screen, her health was a yellow, and I didn't have any First Aids to help her get healed to Green Level. When everything seemed hopeless, someone comes to the left manages to inflict pain to the dragon with their weapon. Chris' face was looking at the ground crouching a little, because I thought I would die since I can't find a way to kill this thing. The same person who came in to save us was Jill Valentine. Her outfit was a mix of her wearing the cap from her B.S.A.A. outfit from the Spencer's State episode and the rest of her body was covered with the outfit she wore when she boards the Queen Zenobia. The outfit on the right is the one she wore, and the cap is probably what she wore as well on the left, but I'm starting to believe she wore the blue beret instead. I don't know how I was able to quickly tell it was Jill, but her presence makes the fight less difficulty. I believe another person came to help kill this dragon as well, but I couldn't see their visage. All I remember is that they were clothed with a very bright red outfit, most likely a dress, so it had to be a female, or a cross-dresser, but I high doubt the latter was possible. That's all I remember._________________________06.11.2012Staged False Killing (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID At first, it didn't make sense, but after everything was being analyzed again, these people were very clever in staging a false murder. I can't remember all the details, but most of the dream took place inside of a house. I guess it was a party or a hang-out of some kind, and after a while, a few people had to go already. Now for a huge dream shift, because I can't remember why it feels like I'm watching a movie where they explain everything. Apparently, those same people who had to leave early, they were the same people who staged the false murder. They stained the pillow from a bed with some red substance to imitate the look of blood, and did all sorts of clever things. That's all I remember.
I'm really motivated to start drawing out my dreams in the near future, especially when I think back on a few and can still remember the actions I did, facial expressions, etc.....maybe when college starts again for me, or some time during this vacation I might find one dream to do some drawings on. My ultimate goal is to even add music along with the drawings too. I can already tell that would take a lot of time, and I would have to do it gradually because of that, but it should be interesting. I'll just stop being reserved of what I can do and just use what I can do instead of wasting it each day I don't. 06.06.2012Dogs (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID The environment was kind of confusing to presume what time of day it was, but I assume it was morning because the sky was light gray, and the weather was kind of neutral, so it had to be morning, otherwise there would still be glaring hot rays over here. Very calm environment, very nice as well, I could even push it a little and say that this would be an ideal environment to take a little stroll.....definitely at my University in this dream. I believe I'm walking to get to my bicycle at what seems to be College Station in Texas, more specifically, the area where the statue of Sul Ross is located at. Yes, I can see it now......large spacious area in front of me, the statue probably 3-6 feet away from me if I paid attention to it. I see there's a small chihuahua, light brown fur, and probably wearing a little pink cloth hanging around its neck was barking at me. The owner was right next to it, and looking at the dog, I thought it was kind of cute for it to bark down on me like that. It looked so fragile that I could've squished on it if I wanted to. Then when I focus my attention back to walking again, something zooms past me to my left. By the time I turn my head to the left, whatever it is already gone, and I'm still a bit delayed from this. I'm like "uhhhhh" while still looking to the left and to the ground, and then after a few seconds, I look where the thing was headed that went ahead of me. I see it's a dog. Okay, no problem, I'm a little slow that it basically looks like a double sized pit-bull, and that the owner trying to stop it, even though her weight alone and her holding on the leash should've been enough to prevent the dog from moving. When I said her weight should've been enough, she was pretty chunky and short. She looked very young as well, I'd say 15-16 or so based on what I saw from far away. This dog was obviously not within her control, and I believe it was wearing a dark blue cloth around its neck as well. This reminds me of the group of dogs in Okami that are supposed to be guardians or something. I'd say the dog looked like the 4th one on the bottom to the right, and wore a blue scarf or cloth like the one 3 squares above it. Oh, and it had the ears of the one 3 square above it as well. I believe it also has a deformed white oval extending from the bottom of its neck, all the way to its body. I look at it for a while, still being a retard until something clicks in my head. HO LY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That dog was this close from freaking tearing my ass into pieces!!! I quickly look at it, it's still a good distance away from me, but if it could go that fast to where it takes a while for me to notice something passed me, the "safe" distance didn't matter. I'd say it was 20-30 feet away from me, and I saw that the owner was trying her best to stop the dog by pulling the leash very vigorously. I could've just played it off and ignore the dog, but this thing is too freaking twitchy for me me to be passive all over again. I finally get me legs in synch with the "holy shit" moment I just had, and the dog turns around 180 to see what's behind it. Something tells me that in that dog's mind, it was saying "Did I get him? Did I get him? Did I get him? Did I get him?" *sigh* But enough for instilling a Black stereotype on myself. I was still scared, just a bit, of this dog possibly coming after me. The owner finally had a good grip on him/her/whatever the fuck you want to label that atrocity, but I didn't want to take my chances. Me and the dog are both looking at each other from a distance, and it seems that it just happened to glance at me while it's looking at other people as well. I didn't want to take my chances, so I ran a little to the left away from it, built up some speed, and then prepared to do a twirl while jumping in the air like I'm some kind of Ice Ballerina. I actually pull it off with ease, and I think I land perfectly as well, I can feel myself twirling in the air, feeling as if I might fail and fall, but I land majestically, at least from what I experienced. When I landed, I bumped into one of those La-Z-Boy furniture chairs, so I guess the landing wasn't really perfect. It seemed I just happened to step on the lever that brings the sofa chair back, so I bend down to pull/push the lever to bring it back up. I can't remember what I did next._________________________06.06.2012Party (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm shirtless throughout most of the this party. It's held inside the house that I'm at in waking life. There seems to be a lot of young people here at first, and I assumed I guess I hosted the party, even though I never hosted on in my life. I walk around, see a few familiar people, and then I saw her... Isaura...sigh. She's not with her boyfriend. Why did she have to be in this dream? She's wearing a short black jacket that just hands half way to her waste, and I believe she's wearing a striped shirt going horizontally. She's also wearing a really short denim skirt with black stockings underneath and some pretty fancy dark red heels. Her lips as well are dark red, which makes her more enticing to have a conversation with. But she had a boyfriend in waking life, I'm not going to talk to her at all, even if it is just a dream. I'm waiting in line to get some food, wait, I have to wait in line if I'm hosting this bloody party? Wow. Anyway, while I'm waiting in line, I see some guy that looks like Ivan in real life (guy from High School that I kinda knew in one or two classes). He's shirtless too, though I don't really pay attention to the details, and I think some guys like myself were either wearing short black sports pants or some weird yellow or black cloth covering our private parts. Ivan asks a stupid question, like he mostly does from what I recall in waking life, and this query of this is wondering how he can alter the color of the cloth he's wearing. There's supposed to be an island cabinet in the middle of the kitchen (so much for reality checking), but the brown dining table replaces it, and some random person grabs Ivan's cloth, and you know the tiny little gap that shows from tables that can be split in two in order to save space when you don't need them? Yeah, someone puts the cloth between it, rubs it a little in between, and take it out, and it matches the color of the brown table. Okay.....don't know exactly why Ivan wants a change in color for his cloth, but not my concern, hell, I think I wanted mine changed too....LOL. Anyway, as I'm getting closer and closer to the food, I'm still waiting behind Ivan. Then I realize the food in front of me would be gone. Ivan goes around the table to where we're facing each other, and I see there's like 4 pieces of food left, like Hors d'oeuvres type of food. Sigh..... I let Ivan take it, and try to look around to see if there's any food, but the only thing I'm seeing are chips and some small packets of what seemed to be red salsa for it. I think there were Fruit Loops cereal as well. I get a bowl, and I think I put some chips inside, but I also think I put some Fruit Loops inside of it as well. I guess I forgot that I put chips in the bowl. The dream shifts, and I'm in the same kitchen, and I see bottles of some black stuff. In my mind, I thought they were overloads from Runescape. To describe what Overload potions are in a nutshell: Basically, you need 96 Herblore to make these things, but you can boost your stats up if you're lucky and get a 5+ bonus from Spicy Stew. When you drink a dose of an Overload potion, your combat stats go WAY up, making it useful for killing things faster, and the effect lasts for 5 minutes. If you're 99 in all combat stats, you're basically level 125 in Attack, Strength, Defense, Range (I think) and 106 for mage I think? (because having 125 Mage means you're a fucking god). Oh and if you drink potions that drain your stats, as long as you have Overloads and have the effect own, it boosts them back up to max, so it's the perfect potion when you use items like Saradomin Brews that boost your health way up, but drain your stats as tradeoff. Think of Overloads as Steroids in the game. Okay back to the dream. I'm filling out this black substance in different containers starting from as small as a regular bottle with a cap on it, to as large as a oil barrel. My second thought of what the black substance was is oil as well, the overload thing came into mind after I assumed it was oil. I pour it out in bigger containers, for some odd reason, and then I think I reached the point to where I just pour things out without really giving much thought to it. I think I drank some stuff from the bottle, then realized I probably took some of the black substance, panicked a little, but it was actually water, not the black substance. Then someone calls out my name, I turn around, and it's one of older people in their 50s calling me. It's from a group in waking life that basically has parties for anyone's birthday. Anyway, as I'm listening to her, though I forget what she said specifically, I'm tying up what seems to be a trash bag. I tell her to give me a few seconds to finish tying up the bag, and there were several people sitting near the couches and chairs as well. The dream shifts again to where the party finally ends. I go outside the garage, and the environment outside is completely mixed up. On my right, I see parts of College Station, Texas, more specifically, areas near the Clock Tower and Texas A&M. I even see the railroad lane and some oncoming traffic as well, and yet I don't do a reality check for this. I think someone comes in to see if the party is still going, but I'm not sure what I said, but they left eventually. I think I was outside at the garage to get some kind of fairly large blue object, like an over-sized notebook of some sort, and probably went back inside the house. _________________________06.06.2012Hypocrite (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I sitting on my bed, it's bright as day from what I see through the blinds and the overall natural lighting of the room I'm in. There are a few kids around, so I presumed I have to babysit them while the adults party it up....-.- I threw a paper ball at one kid, and quickly changed my facade to where I had no participation in this. He turns around to find out who it was, and he's not completely stupid fortunately. He's a small kid, probably 6-7 years of age I believe, and resembles one of the twin kids that I sometimes have to make sure behave when they come to this house in waking life. He's wondering where the paper balls are, and they are right next to my left leg. It seems I'm wearing long gym pants. Before the kid could check the left side, I slowly put my leg on top of the paper balls, and when he goes on the left side, he's wondering what the hell happened to the rest of the paper balls. Lol, what a bloody idiot. I continue pretending that I didn't do anything by asking him where they could possibly be. I even pulled out some sheets that I probably used to cover myself while sleeping to help him see if there were there. Nada, still under my legs, he isn't going to find those paper balls. Idiot. I guess he gives up eventually because there's a dream shift where I'm talking to another child. I have to bend down on my knees, and slant my back forward just to make eye contact with him. The kid did something that irritated me, probably something he said to the other kids. He's dark-skinned, resembles another kid who is a little bit more mature than the other twins, probably 9-13 years of age in waking life now. I tell him he's a hypocrite. His face is still, I don't think he knows what hypocrite or hypocrisy means. I almost thought he was going to tell on me for calling him one.....LOL...but really, he asks me, "What's that?" I gave him what I thought it was at the time with my diluted logic in this dream. I told him that a Hypocrite is a person who tries to proclaim ideals that should be met, and contradicts those intentions by not trying to follow them. I even give him an example, a horrible example that went a little out of context. I declared something about believing in God, The Bible, Angels, etc., and then contradicting those intentions and ideals by not believing in Angelic symbols. I'm paraphrasing here, but I know I did a horrible job with telling this kid what it means. Oh well, don't give a crap on what I instill in that kid's head, just wanted to enlighten him so he wouldn't be bothering me, or possibly go up to his parents and declare that I called him a hypocrite. Boy....that wouldn't be fun.....especially with how my father tries his best to let the adults enjoy and loosen themselves at parties...I might as well fabricate whatever came out of my ass at the time. Not saying I want to ruin the parties or anything, just that the children can be horrible sometimes with their behavior. Thank goodness for video games or just basic television, because that's the only thing that will shut them up. Man, I really do hate children huh? Guess I won't be considering marriage for a loooong time.
Updated 06-06-2012 at 01:50 PM by 47756
06.02.2012Helping Out (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm at a building, but some parts of it transferred me to a random house that I assumed was mine. Anyway, there were a group of young teenage boys walking and talking with each other. One of them was asking the other one why they didn't post their defense level to whatever site or group he was talking about. The building inside was one of those structures that you could hear the footsteps of people quite well slamming on the tile floor. There was adequate lighting, but not a lot, probably because it was still daytime when I looked outside. But even when I did, outside was a little darker because the clouds were covering the sun at the time. The guy said he'll do that, and the other guy asking him said there's only 2 spots left. Out of randomness, I wanted to help the guy, but I had things to do on my own. I'm going to assume they were talking about Runescape. Anyway, I tell the guy who has to post his defense level or whatever to follow me, and then we're transferred to my room in a random house. I have a T.V., and I can't really remember what game console I had in the room. From what I recall, there was a controller I gave the teenage boy to, and it looked like a XBOX 360 controller. I tell him to grab that, and then find a way to connect to the Internet, and do whatever it is he needed to do. For me, I believe I had to go to a school at around 11:30 AM-12, but going at 11:00 AM would be better to prepare for some things. After helping that kid out, I think it's close to 11:25 AM, so I started to worry a little bit if I'll be late to whatever it is I have to go to a school for. I can't remember what happens next, but the dream shifts to where I'm in the room again, with different people. There's one child in my room, and he's standing on those chairs that you see director's sitting on in movie production. I tell him in a slightly heavy and angry tone to get his feet off the seating area, and put them on the level slightly below it to rest them. He looked exactly like one of the children I have to babysit when one or two of their parents come. _________________________06.02.2012Finding Someone (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID First, I was riding my bicycle with someone who looked like my Psychology teacher in the last High School I attended before. I believe we were looking to see if someone would come near the oncoming traffic. The environment looked almost the same as the area that's a little far from where my apartment is at in waking life. The guy I'm following decides to go on the other side of the road, and once traffic clears up a bit, I ride my bicycle to follow him riding his own too. I had a little trouble pedaling it, the gears where shifting a bit, and I tried ignoring it, but it kept doing that for a while..... There's another dream fragment where the same guy was wearing a shirt that said "Gay" or "Gays"???? _________________________06.02.2012You Can Sit Here!! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I believe I'm in a lecture room in college, and I think I either tripped or something, because I landed on a random seat somewhere, and a blonde in a pick shirt I believe is right next to me on the left side. There's another girl on the right, but I don't pay attention to her, I apologize to the blonde girl in the pink shirt on how I didn't mean to sit between her. She said with a really enthusiastic voice, "That's okay!" and she really meant it. Her smile, her facial expressions, it was as if she was glad I was sitting next to her. I can still feel some of the positive energy from her. I don't know.....I could imagine hugging her and her showering me with wonderful energy... Sigh._________________________06.02.2012Star in Space (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I remember walking with someone, and it was near Traditions at Northgate at College Station. It was a little dark outside, maybe in dream time, it was associating that with early morning in waking life or probably just the type of 6PM-8PM darkness here in Texas. I look at the sky and see some kind of orange-red star in space, it continues floating slowly, and then as it's fading away, I take my right hand, formed it into a gun gesture and said, "Bang." I said it with weird confidence, as if I felt alive, as if I........ I don't know... _________________________06.02.2012Any Life forms on other Planets? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This dream was weird lol. I was at a void, and I could select which any planet within this solar system I wanted to explore. I was excited but also afraid as well, since I felt that when I do choose one, the sensation of going to another planet, and seeing the mysteries my mind could come up with would probably be too much for me. It was set up where I could mentally scroll which planet I wanted to go to, and I wanted to check Uranus, Lol, I wonder what would be in Uranus....looool, anyway, mind out of the gutter Link! I asked someone in the void if there are lifeforms in other planets, and they showed this screen panel of examples of lifeforms from other planets including humans from Earth as Well. How the entities were portrayed was like seeing an Anime representations. Kind of like the Chibi-style anime, and the entities varied from looking like Humans to completely different forms. They were all cute though, but something that made it weirder was that a penis related to their own kind showed up, and a female of their kind was giving them a tugjob. Wait. What? It just didn't match having a Chibi-style portrayals giving tugjobs penises that would match their type. All of them had the same animation of giving the tugjobs as well. _________________________06.02.2012Faye Valetine and wine (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID The environment I'm in is a cold one, at least it looks like it would feel cold because the whole setting was slightly dark, and the overall colors were different hues of blue. I'm walking with someone again, and it seems it's Faye Valentine. My recall of this is decent, but who I actually was with still confuses me, so I'll just go with Faye Valentine for now. I believe I'm holding wine bottles in my hand (that's something new, never drank alcohol in my life, or even in my dreams). I poured out some wine, and I'm not sure if I took a sip or anything, maybe I was pouring it out for Faye. I then decided I should mix the two bottles of wine together. Faye basically tells me, "No! Don't do that!" while smiling at me. I mix them anyway, and she just responds with a "whatever" look on her face. Teehee. Hmmm, wonder if I was setting up a roofie on her. LOL. Nah, I wouldn't do that, and I wouldn't know how to do that anyway.
05.29.2012Frost Dragon Bones in a Lecture? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Okay, this dream was completely associated with me playing Runescape late at night trying to do Fight Kiln with only a Unicorn and three Saradomin Brew Flasks (6 doses). Horrible move. Not only did do well with getting my ass handed to me, but still come out smelling like roses until wave 20 (there's 37 waves in total), I also managed to barely survive....and then I fucking realized I had two invulnerability crystals, but I didn't use them AT ALL, I decided to ignore them against the Jad on Wave 20....LOL. Anyway, on to the dream, since I actually remember a few! All right, I'm in a lecture room, and it seems I'm a little early. Go me for being goody two shoes and going to lecture rooms early! There are a lot of dream characters that look familiar to me. There was one that stood out to me, and the other was just a random person I didn't even know about. Both were blonde, what is my obessesion with blondes man? Anyway, while more people were getting inside the lecture room, for some reason, I decided to cover myself in pink cloth. Now get this, I.....for some reason I can feel every sensation as I'm pulling the pink cloth over my face and body. What's funny is that I could still see perfectly fine, it's like I didn't even have a pink cloth over me. What kind of logic is this?!?!?!? As I'm randomly looking at people (and I think I turned my back around or probably somehow to turn my whole body completely), I finally turn back in front of the screen. I look to my left, and I see another blonde girl in the same row as me. She looked nerdy, had glasses, blue or green eyes, wearing a light swamp-ish green sweater, and a long Khaki/beige skirt/dress that probably went all the wait down a few inches past her knees. She was looking at me for a while, and it was hard if she was spacing out and forgot that she was looking at me, or if she was just confident with herself and didn't care if I saw her. I look at her the whole time, see her glance away by looking on the floor in the row she's in, and then she looks at me again. Hmm.............. Glasses, Khaki/Beige skirt/dress, and blonde? Hmm............. Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, didn't even look close to her, she was honestly not someone with any kind of sex appeal. I wonder if she was dressed like that on purpose or something....oh well. Apparently, students are doing presentations, and I think I was starting with mine, seeing as when the dream shifts, I had to pick up this miniature sized Frost Dragon bone on the long desk. The bone was a transparent and cyan object, and I'm not sure I even picked it up, but I was done with my presentation....but I don't remember even saying anything.... Anyway, the boyfriend of this other blonde girl that caught my eye, let's call her Sammy, goes up for his presentation. I honestly don't know how a beautiful girl like her would be going out with someone below average....maybe she wants someone lower on the attractive spectrum to be loyal to her. LOL. Sorry, being a little too cocky there. I honestly thought this guy was going to give a horrible presentation, the way his face was, his hair, I think I compared him to myself too much. I probably was jealous because he had a cute girlfriend, and I probably wanted her to be my girlfriend in the dream. Don't try to steal another man's girlfriend Link...... As I'm moving out of the way for him to get ready with his presentation, He actually knows his stuff, and he's talking about Beetles, not The Beetles, BEETLES, insects. I don't know if he's pulling out these terms out of his ass or something, but he knows his stuff! At least he sounded smart, because that seems to be the only way to scare a few people who have to do presentations after as well. _________________________05.29.2012Casino (Possible Shared Dreaming Attempt to find Alyzarin?) (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Ah...despite my horrible recall from this dream, it felt kind of cool being in a Casino. Lol, as I was in the middle of typing this, apparently, Alyzarin had a dream where she owed someone money.....I wonder if this could've been a potential shared dreaming attempt that my non-lucid state seems to do at random times. Anyway, I think took the body of Spike Spiegel from Cowboy Bebop, or at least, had the voice of him (if I could imitate his voice, he'd be the only accent I would use in waking life, just an awesome voice to have! Cam Clarke doing Kratos' voice in Tales of Vesperia would come in a close tie or second). But let's just assume I'm me in the dream, body and all. I'm in an apartment, and there's a few people in the room, but I can't remember if I interacted with them, or just tried to blend in the crowd. It seemed I had a goal in mind, but I don't know what exactly. I decided to go to a door, open it slowly, and peek through to my right to see there's a few guys in Black Suits and fully armed. Shit. Close the door quickly! Nothing happens. Okay...... Open the door slowly again, seeing as they aren't out to randomly shoot whatever door pops up, which saves me the trouble of killing people not out to get anyone. Guess I should give myself a pat on the back for not actually killing someone randomly! I walk casually upstairs, and I finally get on the top floor to see that these guys kind looked like Bouncers, in a way, just armed. It seems I had a Gun Belt attached to my body, along with suspenders for the belt. So the gun that was contained in the case of the gun belt was actually on the sides of my torso region. I'd expect the armed Bouncer guys to be a little more serious, because I have a gun, and I could've just decided to shoot all of them at once, but again, I probably would've been riddled with bullets if I did try to. They were surprisingly calm, very calm, it almost scared me to the point where I thought this thing could be staged. Anyway, I put my hands up in that position where someone would tell you "Freeze!", but they didn't say anything, I just decided to be smart and raise them up. In fact, I was surprisingly calm as well. When Dreamprofesser saw me in a dream one time, he said I had a very calm personality... Hm....I wonder if I was watching my non-lucid state that has all sorts of behavior was exhibiting this quality for a good reason, or I'm probably just over-analyzing things again...probably the latter. I guess you could say I had the calming personality because I wasn't afraid to die or something. They take my gun, and they give me the OK the go inside this Casino section. The floor was green, carpet green, classic color for a Casino. I see some poker chips on a few tables as well. And from this point, I don't really remember anything else other than being inside a mini Casino. After going through those bouncers, I felt a huge load of stress coming off, and I guess I spent the time playing around in a Casino. But I don't think I would be the type to do gambling, I willing to put down some money to say my non-lucid state was looking for Alyzarin, since she remembered being at a casino/water park-ish area as well. Lol. I just contradicted my statement of not gambling, when I'm betting that this was a possible shared dream attempt. Whatever. _________________________05.29.2012Dog Pooping (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I don't want to go into much detail here....I'm in an area that looks a lot like College Station, and as I'm getting closer to an intersection, there are a few cars waiting for who got to the stop sign first before moving. This made it awkward for me, so to prevent myself from going at the wrong time, I sat down near the end of the sidewalk, and pretended I had something to do until the small traffic cleared up. LMAO....Socially Awkward Penguin trait right there... I shift myself to the right, because I found myself realizing I was blocking a walk way for people to pass by. But the sidewalk was wide enough for me not being a barricade though. Guess I just did it out of Courtesy. I feel that there going to be some people passing by me, and I was right. It was just a random group of older teenagers, and one girl was holding a dog. It looked like those Dachshund dogs, or the Sausage dog . The girl has the dog contained around her left arm, as if she made a circular gap with her arm for it rest in between. It started taking a shit, and I'm walking behind them as well. Come on woman, put the dog down and let it do its business instead of messing up the sidewalks! I didn't want to say anything, I just spend the time trying to dodge the dog pooping at random areas on the sidewalk. Ugh.....
05.27.2012 I found the song that was playing on Episode 25 of Cowboy Bebop!! Cold Hearted Art Teacher (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID A dream about one of my Art teachers in High School, haven't had one of those in a while... Tried finding Kaomea last night, no luck, sorry Kaomea. It's late afternoon, or at least early morning, there are a few people out walking around, so it isn't exactly a ghost town or anything like that. The place resembles my University, just a little bit, and I could feel like there were a lot of trees as well. I wasn't focusing on the environment much, just some major components like the road and a few buildings. A shuttle bus that looks like the University bus is passing through, and some guy gets on the road, waits for it to pass, but the bus is still taking some time to go through. The idiot decides to walk back a little, and run, and he gets knocked out instantly when his body slams to the moving bus. He looked a lot like Kevin that I know in waking life. I quickly rush over to him, trying to wake him up and asking him if he's all right. I was prepared to call 911, but my recall of what I did next is horrible. Dream shift. Okay, I'm inside of a building, and I believe I'm in an Art Studio that seems to be owned by one of my Art teachers, let's call her Ms. J for short. Before I went to meet her, I go inside of the stuidio room, and find that I was working on a project. I look at the large sheet of paper in front of me, and it was as wide as the length of one of my arms. It seems that it's mostly graphite portraits of several people contained in the drawing, and there was still space for me to add a little more faces or full body figures. One thing that caught my attention was the girl I drew on the bottom right corner, she looked a lot like Erica in waking life. I speculate on who it really is, and I didn't even do a reality check. I look up to see Kevin, a different Kevin (let's call him Kev2 to make things less confusing, who was in my art class. I could tell this was the other Kev2 for sure because of the girl he was sitting next to looked like his girlfriend. She was also in an Art class that I was in while in High School as well. Hmm.... Kev2 seems to be explaining to her some math problems, sounds like Calculus. There was a person up in front that looked like he was a teacher, but I don't think he was discussing anything related to Art. I couldn't remember what he said exactly, but Kev2 kind of made the teacher stop in the middle of his speech several times, and the teacher got annoyed and decided to shut up so the Kev2 can get the hint that he's supposed to quiet and listen. The professor continues once Kev2 stops talking, but after a few seconds, he's STILL talking to his girlfriend about the math problem or whatever. Even though he's whispering, it's way too loud, and I get annoyed by this because in my mind, him distracting the teacher from saying what they wanted to say made me impatient, and all of these abrupt pauses made it worse. The dream shifts, and I meet my Art teacher, Ms. J. I believe she's sitting with someone, and I told her about what happened to Kevin (not Kev2, the first one). I don't know why I mentioned him to her, because I'm pretty sure she wouldn't have known him in waking life. I declared about the accident he had, and she justs has that look that says, "Okay" in a dull and stoic expression. I think she was even annoyed by me saying it, and think she wants me to leave. I could just tell, seeing as she has some company in the room. Why is it that the cute art teachers have to be so....so.....so....so....never mind, she's probably still in a relationship with her boyfriend who is apparently a CIA agent in waking life. Talk about having an awesome art teacher in High School huh?_________________________ 05.27.2012Dream on how I Lucid Dream (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This dream pisses me off so freaking much... My field of vision, it feels that my eyes are closed....okay....seems I'm trying to attempt a WILD after a WBTB. All right, and it feels like I'm trying to teach someone how I lucid dream, but I'm still not sure on that. Anyway, the field of vision was light green, a very bright green, had a lime color to it, but not much. I see little waves moving within this field of vision, and I pretty much only remember myself looking at that for a while with my eyes closed. Sometimes I wonder if that's what I saw when I tried to do a WBTB, but didn't get out of the bed...which made me drift to sleep quickly.
Updated 05-27-2012 at 04:02 PM by 47756
05.19.2012Onision Drawing Commission (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm inside of some workout area, the flooring consists of black tiling, and the walls are pretty dull and boring with a white and light gray setting. There also seems to be mirrors on the wall as well. I think I was resting on the floor or something, it just felt weird. I was watching some guy who looked like the Tyler I used to know in middle school that could run a mile in PE in around 4 minutes or so, except, he probably was way stronger and toned in this dream. He was racing some random guy inside the area we're in, and there's some black padding on top of the tiles I believe where they were running. My perspective was fixed at the right side of the gym area. There was a coach literally screaming at the top of this lungs when the Tyler and the other guy were racing each other. Tyler wins, and the coach tells the other guy to start doing some push-ups, probably as a punishment for losing. Then I see a colored drawing of two men in underwear, just seeing them in underwear, the lower regions....lol what? One had gray briefs and the other was white. I think this is the point I actually get up. Then I see Onision...the guy on YouTube, and he asks me if I have time to draw someone, and I think he meant it in a way that he'll pay me for doing one as well. This gets my attention, and I zoom right in front of the counter he's behind, and said that I'm basically desperate to get some cash. He shows me some reference photo of himself I think? But he wants someone else to be drawn. I asked him if he can give me a reference photo for the other guy he wants drawn instead of this random photo that kind of looks like him. Then some weird stuff happens, I'm focusing more on the other photo of some dude with dark pink hair, and I'm literally zooming in on the photo, and then I see Sheik appear out of the red mist that was forming. It's like I went to another dimension or something looking at the hair, it's hard to explain. I see most of Sheik's upper region, and then I finally get out from zoning out there for a moment. I tell Onision that I can make a drawing out of it if I cut out the guy's head and edit it to where it's on Onision's photo of himself. Then when I was going to tell him how I'll receive the payment to do the drawing, the dream fades._________________________05.19.2012Money Money Money MONEEEHHH MONEEEY! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm waiting in line at what seems to be a bookstore, and I go up to the cash register, and as I'm taking out cash to buy whatever it is I'm buying, I get distracted when there's some other people coming north east from me. I think the person coming from the other side is using fake gift cards, something like that... I ignore him, and then I realize I have way more money than I thought I had. Sweet._________________________05.19.2012Walking In College (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Not really an interesting dream, I just passed the intersection that looked almost like the one near University Drive at A&M in College Station. I'm wearing my light brown leather jacket (Looool in this hot weather?) along with light blue jeans, and it seems I'm just talking a walk while I'm heading down near the Sbisa dining building. I look to see if there's any traffic by turning my head left, and go to the other side. A lot of passive actions....sigh.
05.18.2012Lecture room Urinal (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm in a lecture class that looks almost the same as the ones near the BLOC area at A&M. There were probably two urinals at the entrance of the lecture. I take the one on my right (your right since you're looking at the screen right now), and while I'm getting ready to do my business, someone near the room tells me to close the area I'm in. I jump a little bit from them telling me to do this, but I do it, but it feels awkward closing myself inside the urinal, and I still do a reality check because urinals in a classroom is obviously not weird to me??? Then when I'm done, I get out of the room (there aren't any sinks for me to wash my hands), and there are these group of women, three probably, and I think one or two of them are fat. For some reason, I'm bothered by this, but I didn't pay attention to them, in fact, I barely remember their faces because I had my back facing them the whole time. I think they were trying to talk to me, or luring me to get their attention. I start power-walking to make things less obvious that I'm trying to run away from them. I think some point in this dream, I met my mother and father, but I forget what I was meeting them for._________________________05.18.2012With Alyssa (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID No, not Alyzarin, a different Alyssa that I met in waking life. I'm in a theater, and I'm sitting near Alyssa, but not close to her, I think I'm sitting one row below her. The screen we're watching is just flashing white most of the time, and then I decided to come up to her row and sit close to her. That's all I remember._________________________05.18.2012Drown him (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm with at least 2-3 people on my side, and we're trying to kill this entity that looks pretty scary, I can't remember exactly how he looked but he was after us. The environment was weird, it was like being in some kind of weird looking military base, with places you can jump off to get to lower levels. The guy was on a higher floor and was getting ready to jump down to come after that. Then I see his feet zoomed in, and cement or some kind of substance is being formed and hardened quickly to prevent him from moving. It seemed our main objective was to trap him just like that, create a stone wall so the only thing he could do was jump from a lower level, and then flood him within the small rectangular space. I forget how things turn out, but I remembered water coming out pretty fast to hopefully drown the guy._________________________05.18.2012Grenading Like a Boss (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID That area around 1:09 that Leon goes into is what the dream environment was like, only it was a little bit wider than that. I'm in an enclosed space, and someone that looks like Krauser from Resident evil 4 is trying to escape, or just being a retard by going around in circles. The area looked similar to the Lava room in Resident Evil 4 where there's some wrecking ball in the middle that you have to activate a few times to get to the blocked exit. The control room I'm in is closed, and he's trying to get out, but I'm tossing grenades at him like crazy, and he's not even trying to attack me. I throw a few grenades before he makes another cycle into the room, and then another timed grenade he he gets out. _________________________05.18.2012Ada Wong and Wesker (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID The first part of this dream was a bit weird and random, but the second part made a little more sense, and seeing two dream characters that I've seen before in my dreams makes me wonder if they're.....nah, I have to become lucid before I assume that. Anyway, I believe I'm wielding some bows and arrows that look a lot like Krauser's from Resident Evil 4. The bow itself was pretty interesting, it had a compact structure. What I mean by that is that when you see it for the first time, it would look small, but when you grab it, you could extend it by grabbing the sides, and it would get bigger. I hold it around a few times, and I think I shoot a few random arrows, they went pretty fast, and it was kind of cool holding a different weapon for once than a handgun or a small machine gun. I can't remember doing much other than screwing around a bit with the mechanics of the weapon, then the dream shifts. I believe I'm in a NASCAR racing arena that had a mix of Track and Field to it? It was weird, but anyway, I think I was riding vehicle, and I went to a pit-stop so someone could refuel something inside of it, it all felt like was being guided or something, or as if I was watching these things happen. There's a random DC in a dark blue wind jacket telling someone over some transmitting device near his ear to use the parachute if they crashed their vehicle. But when they used their parachute, it looked more like a glider. I think at one point, I'm using a glider as well. The dream shifts to where Ada Wong and Albert Wesker are talking to each other. In the mean time, I see a box in the middle open, and I take a look at it. It's seems to be another bow and arrow just like the one I had in the previous dream shift. I take it out, and start shooting with it a few times while Wesker and Ada are talking about some kind of new armor. It has vibrations that initiate whenever there's some kind of rapid frequency, meaning you can dodge something like an attack from the ground or things like knives, etc. being thrown at you. There were more details on the armor, but I can't remember them all, it was lightweight, making it ideal since it wouldn't affect speed and all that, pretty much an awesome armor to have. I can't remember much after that.
Updated 05-19-2012 at 03:37 AM by 47756
05.17.2012Purple Scarabs (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm inside a lecture room, and I think everyone is watching a screen presentation. I could tell that most of the students could care less from what was being presented, and after it was done, a lot of people started to leave one by one. There was a female professor in the back of the area that wanted the students to stay, probably to see if they had a few questions related to the presentation, but her voice was weak, it wasn't convincing enough to startle the students that left the room. I look at her face after she wanted to students to stay in the room, and then she has this passive demeanor that is full of disappointment, it's like she felt like a failure, and she just looks at space randomly. Probably to forget about how she can't even instruct the students with confidence. After there were only 10-15 students I decided that I should go ahead and leave as well, seeing as this lady failed. I felt kind of bad for her, but there wasn't anything interesting after the presentation was done. I think some point while I'm in the room, a swarm of purple beetles or scarabs start from the front area and begin covering the walls quickly. I think I'm running from them, but that's all I remember. ___________________05.17.2012Almost Late to the Bus (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm sitting near the stairs of a building outside, and it's probably late afternoon. I'm resting from some kind of activity before, but I can't remember. I was wearing short pants, gray or black, don't know why I'm mentioning that though. I'm just taking my time relaxing, just watching, hearing, just getting used to calming down. I could've done a reality check at this point, because everything was neutral, which should've made me realize something was wrong. There were a few people walking past me, and I believe I had my shades on, so I that gave me a little confidence in staring at them a bit longer than usual. Pathetic....I know. After watching and looking at random people, some girl and her friend suddenly remembered that they have to reach for the Bus before it's too late. She said it's 7:25 I believe? I find that funny because I set my alarm to wake me up for a CANWILD technique attempt around 7:45 AM...wonder if that was a cue for me... She and her friend get up and run to the path to get to the Bus, and I had a hunch that I should be going to the bus as well. I end up passing the two women, and a blonde female is riding the bus. She was pretty skinny, and was wearing a very light violet hoodie the was opened. Then I look back to see if the other girls would come, because I was going to tell the bus driver to wait for them. After they go in, the dream shifts to where the bus driver is taking a right somewhere. I'm still holding on to the small pole near the entrance of the bus, and something doesn't feel right...it's like I don't really belong here. It's because before, I could've just ignored what those women said about being late to getting to a bus stop. Funny how things turns out when you decide to take a random path... _________________________05.17.2012InvisibleWoman (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I can't remember much from this, but I'm on IRC chat, and InvisibleWoman (DV member) was showing me a link with a lady with large breasts. She was wearing a light pink dress shirt with both sides lining up half wear on her breasts. I think it was an anime picture as well, reminded me of a certain woman from a movie called "Immorality." Oh right, the chick's name is Sayako, she's kind of like some kind of sex demon that drains the life force out of men while seducing them....isn't that funny.....another succubus... And as for the movie itself, you don't want to watch it, it's lame....reallllly lame.
05.16.2012Political Science Class Moved (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I don't really want to remember much from this dream, kind of boring and pointless seeing as I already took the class. I'm upstairs in a building with carpet flooring, it's dark blue or something like that. I'm following some blonde female in a pink tank top and skirt. I'm wondering where the Political Science Exam is being held, and there's nobody in the room I think it's supposed to be in. Then I found out it's pretty close by, and I follow the blonde I believe. By this point, I'm not even sure if it was an exam we had to take, because people were asking what they can do if they couldn't finish the assignment right. The professor said that he's willing to the person who asked start over again, and then tells everyone they can fix anything they think is wrong, and wants us to start doing it immediately. _________________________05.16.2012Girl with Tentacles (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Wait what? I saw this in my notes, and I don't recall ANYTHING from this lmao. I guess that's what it was....girl with tentacles...wow....I really should've taken the time to type it when waking up.... Must've been those images I saw late at night..... Well...I already said too much there....._________________________05.16.2012Dead Bear (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm going back to my apartment, I see the blonde neighbor that lives two doors to the left of me in waking life. She tells me "Hi," and she was busy talking to someone. I think I respond, then I go to open the door, go inside, and find a lot of changes to my apartment, but I didn't do a reality check....I'm not even at my apartment in waking life right now... My father shows up at one point, forget what he does, I go outside, I see a dead bear, or at least it looks dead. It's laying on its back with arms and legs spread out. I think me or someone pulls it in. _________________________05.16.2012Bunny Girl Porn? (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Uh....this was in my notes as a dream, but I guess it was just me watching some kind of Bunny Girl Hentai or something....
05.15.2012Just walking and chilling (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm walking in the back alley or some remote and quiet area was what seemed like a city beyond my view. I start spacing out a bit, and as I'm walking, something doesn't feel right. I nose plus reality check, and I can breathe through my nose. Instead of getting too excited, because I know there were so many things I could've done, especially with the city that would be apparent if I had been able to stabilize a little bit longer. I believe I was wearing dark or blue jeans, alone with a white dress shirt with short sleeves, and there really thin black lining on it going vertically or horizontally. It could've just been the shade, but yeah, I saw myself in third person view for a while, like seeing myself and looking up from the ground, and then I established a first person view again. The area I'm in, it had a huge contrast compared to the city that would appear if I moved a bit further. I'm going to take a moment to describe the feeling and the environment around me, since there's not much going on except me focusing only on the external. When I realized that I was dreaming, my hands were extending out in front of me, and my eyes slowly opened. It was completely dark at first, but I could still see the city from beyond exhibiting a very bright energy. The place I'm in had this sense of calmness despite it being a little dark, it was just dark enough for it to be considered as shade compared to the city out there. There were small hues of purple on the skyscrapers I was walking through. When I looked up in third person view, these skyscrapers were huge, and I literally so the point of view from above as if I'm zooming in my perspective at a certain point. I said that now because in waking life, it isn't like that, normally, I would only see this rule being applied loosely in things like How-To-Draw that include a section on perspective and everything._________________________05.15.2012I just want to freaking sign my Signature!!! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID This dream happened after the lucid I had. I heard the alarm play the two times I set it for the late morning. I honestly don't know how I'm remembering all of this, but hey, if my mind is giving me the experience back again...no use complaining! And I really need to start describing my dreams more and more, really helps with linking things back together. I'm riding my bicycle at University Drive in College Station, and I believe I'm wearing something related to the sleeveless cardigan sweater I was wearing in waking life (because it was kind of cold in the morning, and I didn't want that to interfere with me trying to go into a dream). I also had a orange shirt under it as well. In my mind, I was wondering if I should head over to Jin's Asian Cafe around here, but I already passed the road to get to it from University Drive. Then I decided that I should just go ahead and go the extra length to get there. I stop at the intersection at University Drive, turn to the right, pass through whatever eating areas were there, only focusing on going to Jin's Asian Cafe. I believe at one point while riding on the University Dr., I was waiting for a few people to pass by, but I got impatient, and there was a round curb. There was the metal pole that would be the support for the stoplights above on the left, and I saw that there was a little space I could ride my bicycle through, and if I timed it right, I could dash through the people walking slowly without bumping into them. I managed to riding into that tight space, and then....I saw this girl. Not your ordinary girl, compared to the rest of the dream characters in this dream, at least the females, she was completely different, and although I shouldn't focus too much on her, seeing as I didn't really care about anyone in the dream because I was hungry (talk about biological needs....hahahaa). Anyway, she had black hair, and it had a shine to it that made it looks so realistic and full of depth. I believe she was wearing black lipstick or dark red lipstick as well. She wore one of those Black trench coats, probably because it would be better at resisting the slightly cold weather in the environment. I know I started to feel cold the moment I saw more dream characters wearing jackets as well, not all of them did though. Anyway, back to the girl, when I almost ran into her with my bicycle, she freezes and is in a slight shock. We both gaze into each others eyes for a while, and even though it only happened for a split second, something tells me that she was trying to get my attention by randomly appearing and accidentally bump into me, go through that whole "Oooh I'm so sorry" phase and introduce each other like how Mako had the Moped accident with Asami in the Legend of Korra. Loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool I just know those two characters are going to reach a conflict and have some kind of dramatic breakup...the potential is just SITTING RIGHT THERE!!!! No chick that hot would just randomly go up to a guy and go out with him without having some kind of mischievous plan....right?? /legend of korra rant But nope it wasn't like that, I managed to just barely stop myself from accidentally ramming into her with my bicycle by stomping my right foot on the ground, since only one side of the brakes (the right side I'm presuming) was working. (And it's like that for the bicycle I have in waking life...). I just treated her like she was just a random dream character, I get on the bicycle lane, and then as I'm going to head right, (sorry, I'm back tracking again because I remembered more events as I was typing this out) I have to stop AGAIN to wait for another slow walker going through the lane for walkers when the light showed up for them. I tried to restrain myself from getting pissed off, but this dude was being slow, and I don't know what's up with random people like the lady in the black trench coat suddenly being in my way. But I couldn't take it anymore, I screamed, "GOD WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE SO SLOW?!!??!!?" I knew the guy registered my rage towards the general people, but I was trying to indirectly tell him that, and I knew he heard me. Yes, you fucking heard me, but he looks down the ground and tries not to look at me. I look at him in rage, then shifted my attention back to turning right from University Drive (again, sorry for the back tracking there). Anyway, as I'm riding down to another stop sign, there aren't a lot of cars around the small intersection, so I immediately take a right. I'm riding, and the road itself to the right had a slight slope to it. It wasn't bothersome, but I felt that was I'm trying harder and harder to pedal the bicycle, the gears might make that weird shift, and that sound where you know it's trying to go to the right level might occur. But I kept going, despite it being difficult to ride the bicycle. I finally reach Jin's Asian cafe, and now, I had to find a place to lock my bicycle in place. There weren't any bicycle rails to do so, and I saw one bicycle on my right lock their bicycle around some small pole. I turn to my left, and I see some weird furniture on the parking lot, but I ignore this, like I normally do. I can't remember where I lock my bicycle, but I'm sure I found some area, because I wouldn't be caught dead without my bicycle if I'm using it. I go inside the restaurant, and I see an Asian lady who looks similar to the one I normally see there at the store, the shy and quiet type. She's not really all that enticing, but she has a nice and kind behavior in waking life. However, the one in this place was kind of cute, though my recall on her complete visage is slightly blurry. I take a moment to sit down, and there are other people who are waiting for their To-Go meals as well. The environment was kind of tricky to analyze and test my reality and all, since I'm not really used to the area in waking life because I only went there a few times recently before leaving to go home. It takes me a while to realize that I didn't order anything To-Go as yet, so I quickly get up to the counter, and tell the lady that I would like Sweet and Sour Chicken with Fried Rice. She asked, "Anything else?" I respond, "Ummmm, how much would it cost if I wanted to have the cheesecake as well?" She inputs some information down on the cash register, "$2.50" Not to make myself look like some guy who knows too much about the prices of this area, I do know that cheesecake was definitely not that cheap in this restaurant, it's actually $3.99 in waking life because I remembered the pink menu I got from them in the mail. I find it funny that I'm aware of that in waking life, despite not being aware of other things....I guess when it comes to food, I have a better awareness for these things, hahaha....hmmm that could be good practice for dream awareness, but again I might be oblivious and ignore those subtle alterations. Anyway, instead of doing a reality check, I said "Okay" with a slight smile, and she tells me the price for everything in general, and I forgot how much. I would assume it's over 12 bucks in total, at least, since the Sweet and Sour Chicken would be $9.65 including tax alone, again, there I go again with remembering the exact price in waking life! XD I check my wallet, and it looks exactly like my wallet, except my debit card isn't there, but I wasn't too worried about that since I knew beforehand in this dream somewhere, that I had over 20 bucks. I know I had at least one ten dollar bill, 2 five dollar bills, and a few 1 dollar bills as well. I take a while to decide I'm going to give my money, because I wouldn't want to use a ten if I could use the the two five dollars along with the several one dollar bills. I forget what I decided to do, and just hand the lady the money. She inputs the amount on the register, and takes out the receipt and I have to sign it. That's another thing I didn't pay attention to, because I would only have to sign it if I used a debit card, but not cash....oh well. Something to work on next time, I guess. I go ahead and sign it anyway, and I'm doing pretty well signing my name in a dream on a receipt, except when I tried to sign my last name. I wrote something completely different in cursive. Instead of asking the employee for another receipt to sign, I cross out the random last name I put, and tried to put my actual last name this time, but the pen started to run out of ink. Ugh....DAMN IT!!!! Always happening when I really freaking need a pen...I changed my pissed off demeanor back to a neutral state and told the cash register lady that the pen isn't working. She looks up at me, and I give her the empty pen, and she gives me a new one probably. After this, things start getting a little TOO dramatic. I can't remember much during the transition phase, but there's some old man who is wearing a light brown suit along with a white dress shirt underneath it, and he's also wearing a light brown cowboy hat as well. As for the pants, I can't remember how they looked, and prefer not to look down there anyway. It seems he's annoyed that some order of his isn't getting through, and he's a little TOO angry, because there are other people waiting for their To-Go orders as well....man...old people.... I don't mean to disrespect them or anything, but wow, after him getting pissed off, it was kind of annoying because it was distracting me from getting this fucking signature signed on the receipt! After indulging in the moment with this man's rage, I turn my back, and then I heard a cock of a weapon.. Are you fucking kidding me old man...you're THAT impatient over an order that hasn't gone through for you as yet? He's not aiming the gun at me, but I silent turn my head and see that he's holding an old-school revolver. He starts getting more confident, obviously since he has a gun. I'm not sure if I had a gun in my dream, and I would assume I wouldn't anyway since I'm going somewhere remote and humane like this restaurant. The guy starts threatening the staff members, and I'm just like......annoyed by this point, even though I should be scared because this guy was being a bit sporadic and could've sublimate some of that rage towards me. God damn it, why can't I just sign my fucking signature!!!!!@$%@#%$ That's all I remember unfortunately...I know I had another dream after or before the lucid I had at least, but it really doesn't matter...I hope..
Updated 05-15-2012 at 08:18 PM by 47756
05.12.2012Come Sit Next To me... (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm in a hallway that looks like a place where students wait for the Lab TA's to come out or come in to open the door to start lab classes. Our TA was a young and black teenager. He wore a gray shirt, wore some fairly thick glasses with the black sides, like the stylish kind of shades. He wore some dark dreams as well, and we all go inside the classroom, and it seems we're trying to find a place to sit. So I'm presuming this is the first time we've entered lab, because I see everyone trying to find whatever people they can interact with. I go to the back, and the TA has his desk at the back as well. I look a girl who looks like Erica in real life, and I wanted her to sit next to me, but she sits in front of the lab. I don't know why, but I felt depressed when she didn't sit near me, even though I have mixed feelings for her in waking life._________________________05.12.2012Sound Muffling (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I can't remember much from this dream, so I'll start at the point where I'm sitting next to some girl outside at a bench. I keep a distance from her, but she seems to glance at one or two times, but I just keep track of that with peripheral vision. It seems someone is announcing something up front, and I probably was annoyed and wanted to sit somewhere to get away from the lady speaking, and I found that the sound was diluted a bit. What I mean is, as I'm shifting from one location to the next that is short in distance, the sound of the female's voice is almost eradicated, but I'm still hearing the muffled echos of it. I believe the girl sitting to the left of me wants to talk, and I forget what we said, and she looked like a variation of a Chemistry Lab classmate I had the last semester as a Freshmen at the University. I believe the table had some cloth over it, and had blue and white squares to them. I forget what I did next. The interesting part of this dream to me was that I was able to pick out how the sound started to get muffled and lower when I moved away from the lady talking in front of a group of people. _________________________05.12.2012Show Time (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Some people wanted me to sing, but I didn't know what to sing. I decided I should sing a song from Code Lyoko from Subdigitals, and I looked for any dream character with a stack of papers with lyrics on it. I see one to the right of me has a whole set with the X.A.N.A. logo from Code Lyoko, and the font to the left of it said "Code Lyoko" as well. I can't remember what I did after.
Updated 05-13-2012 at 12:53 PM by 47756
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