Keitorin's Dream Log

9:29 A.M.

I’m looking for something on the porch (at an old residence), it turns out to be a green cord hanging down from the roof - I can just see the end of it and I need it. Mom tells me not to try and get it but I imply that I have before. She climbs up on the wood railing. I stabilize her waist and end up lifting her as she grabs the cord. She’s impressed as I help her down. (She’s nearly double my weight IWL.)

I’m moving with a group around an empty house. We stop here and there to fight monsters. It’s like a haunted house only in the daytime. A few times one of the team, a girl, offers blood by cutting her palm and dripping it onto the wooden floor to make the monsters come. I keep talking about what some of the places are/their story, because apparently I used to live in this house. I think there was a guy or two involved in the story. There’s a hushed feeling and sense of expectation.

The last scene is on a small porch in the back. I remember seeing grass outside of it grown a few inches, and there was another porch to the left. It looks too small to be what I remember it as.

The girl asks me what I’m doing, and I say I want more monsters. More bloodletting here?

Inspirations: The last porch comes from the previous dream, I think I remember that it was supposed to be used as a room (possibly the fancy wooded one). Climbing the first porch railing probably comes from me climbing the kitchen counter to get something out of the cabinet. The green cord must come from the Christmas lights mom showed me yesterday. Monsters come from gaming. Wonder if I should add ‘old residences’ back to my dream signs list.

Notes:

Woke up happy that I remembered more than the day before, and felt like I had gotten better sleep. (Of course, now I feel like crud. XP)

Emotions: Hushed and expectant atmosphere.

My sleep schedule has done a complete turn in the last few days - I've been going to bed at the same time as my friend, and my recall is already improving. But man, being tired a lot is no fun. *yawn* Hopefully that'll improve soon.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

07.09.2010

School Life (Non-lucid)

Axis Powers Hetalia dream. School AU, Spain x Romano. The two were talking, especially Romano about his life, and he brought up Rome. Spain got a little sad, because Rome had been his teacher and he was dead now. Italy was also mentioned.

~Spain unbuttoned Romano's shirt to see his chest, which had writing on it.

~Romano took a shower?

~Fragments: Class, kids - 1, doesn't know answer

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APH Fragment (Non-lucid)

All I know was that it was Axis Powers Hetalia again and that it was about a couple. :/ I fell asleep before I could write it down.

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Crash Landing (Non-lucid)

Horrible vehicle accident dream. Took place at Renee Lane. I was driving in a truck(?) all over the yard, and apparently I flipped a switch that made me go really fast and I couldn't stop. I go flying over a hill but when I crash, I am no longer in the truck, but watching from the yard. I run over the hill panicking because mom and dad are in it, and how could anybody survive a crash like that?

When I get there, both of them are getting out looking banged up. I think I ask how dad is.

~Something about an injection in the neck. The tip was green.

~Something about me breaking a couple of fingers or maybe toes.

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Musical (Non-lucid)

There was a musical with four girls on stage. In the beginning I am one of the girls, and we're doing this part where we're sitting down and crossing our legs back and forth. It didn't really matter how we did it as long as we did it fast, but you had to start over again if you flubbed one a certain way.

Then I'm in the audience with my old school friend L. She tells me a story about how her 4 year old brother was killed by her other brother so that L, who was 2-3, could have his marrow to save her life. I think he got off because he was 'trying to save his sister'.

Someone in the audience asks the girls on stage what the 'funniest line' was. The middle girl thinks about it, says the line and explains why it's funny.

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H2 (Non-lucid)

Masturbation dream in the bathroom (not the one in RL). At one point Riley was in there, and jumped out. I thought to myself that that must be how she got on the something or other in the hall.

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Signing In (Non-lucid)

Mom needed help figuring out how to sign into a wallpaper site because she accidentally logged out. We couldn't find it anywhere though. She decided to call the site's tech support.

- On the left-hand side of the page in big letters was the word FUCK. I think I figured it was her username.
- When I woke up I got that deja vu feeling that the site was familiar.

* June 11: Couldn't post this yesterday because I was gone all day!

This morning was great! I woke up a lot (even though I kind told myself not to, because I knew I needed to get up early). It was frustrating a few times because I'm always a bit hot and generally uncomfortable when I woke up - but I always got back to sleep, so.

Before sleep I meditated with my CD and I love how it puts me right to sleep. XP Also, each time I woke up after, I used my autosuggestion mantra to stop my mind from running rampant. It seemed to help. ♥

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

10.06.2010

Personifications (Non-lucid)

Personifications (anthropomorphic) of countries are real but unseen. Against the advice of others, I 'chose' some as, like, patrons or something.

In the end I was checking out America, boisterous as in Axis Powers Hetalia.

- Something about them being nameless.

- "I avoided them before, but now I'm choosing a lot/many." - me aloud

Dream evolves: It was more than that. They actually became a part of you, like in your mind. Some had names I think, and it wasn't countries anymore.

Note: Inspired by Axis Powers Hetalia.

The Art of Wart Removal (Non-lucid)

We are looking for something. We step in a room (which I believe is the room from my old house, but with nothing in it) and my mom's South Western blanket (black, orange, some red) is spread to cover the whole floor. A woman sits at the back on top of it.

We sit down on the floor at the other end. One man on my right and two people on my left I believe.

She starts talking about warts and how to remove them. She says that one reason you can get them is because of something to do with your period. I don't recall what else she said. However, I do recall some Japanese words, but they were in my head I think... And I tried to look up one (in katakana I believe) in my JWPce (Japanese word processor) but it wasn't in there.

The whole reason I think she was talking about warts is because beforehand, mom gave me a tiny tube of wart remover (blue lid, white tube, had some other small text on it). There were no instructions on it. I couldn't remember how to use it (so I went to look for mom to help maybe?).

Note: This is so weird, seriously. Warts? I haven't had one in years! Haven't even thought of the word itself. Ah subconscious...

Net Flooring (Non-lucid)

I was walking on the floor in one of my really old bedrooms (Renee Lane). It had some kind of clearish net over it. I toed one of the holes, it was wider than the rest like someone had stretched it. I didn't see anything in the room.

Apparently I had once had this really cool bed made of rope and net and such, but while it was nifty, it was dysfunctional for sleeping on so it was taken down.

APH Fancomic (Non-lucid)

I was watching an Axis Powers Hetalia fancomic sequence go by (in my head, yet not). It seemed to be humorous. There was England, Japan (UKJp?) and other characters.

Only thing is, I think I was awake. I opened my eyes. So I might have been in a scene. I get those fairly often, but this was just so BAM right there and I didn't realize I was awake. Hm! It was really cool though.

Taking Advantage of a Kidnapping (Non-lucid)

A bad guy told 'me' to call my parents and read out a code. He was surprisingly young (,not much taller than me) and had blond, short, curly-ish hair.

Only the code was messed up - it was like part of it had been erased, or written over. I showed it to him. He wasn't happy.

I can't tell if it was 'my' mother or father, so I'm going with father. So when I talked to my father, he sounded so dull, like he wasn't feeling anything. I didn't notice until this conversation:

Me: "He's stronger than me. I may not make it. I just want you to know that I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you."
Father: "Okay."
Me: Says something... "I have to go." maybe?

When he just said 'okay' so dully, I briefly worried if he cared what was happening.

This is kind of a gap, but I think I either beat up the guy or he just disappeared and I assumed that I beat him up. Some guys came and took him away.

I was in this area (of the house?) and I had these little square gray-ish pellets. I threw them into these little houses and they exploded. I remember throwing one in and shielding my face. It was cool.

But then I thought of something, and felt around in one of the houses as if there was supposed to be something in them. But it was empty. Just cool to the touch black flooring.

I threw a pellet into this little oil lamp and it set on fire. Cool, again.

Gap?

But then I realized that...there's food in the kitchen! I rushed over. I wondered where the trash bags were, thinking they might be under the sink which is where we keep them in RL. But then I spotted one on the counter. The area was just like my grandma's in RL.

I grabbed the bag and started putting stuff in it. There were a lot of chips (I remember cheese puffs in a freezer bag, barbecue flavor, and one other type of barbecue flavor or something I'd never seen before) in plastic bags.

In one of the bags was a green bottle of some alcoholic beverage with some other little things. I decided to take it with me. I wondered how mom would feel about me drinking it.

Then I knew I needed to put the fire out because it would take too long for me to get everything packed and out of the house.

The fire was actually in the wall, and blazing around one area...and it went down in a strip down a nice cupboard. It was really cool looking, very similar to real fire except for the way it spread. Too slow and contained.

I grabbed a pot (with dried candle tart in the bottom?), filled it with some water and splashed it on the wall. It didn't quite put it out, so I did it again.

Gap.

RL Mom (and dad?) came. She asked why I was taking food, because we had some at home - but she always says that even when we're super low. I said, "But not junkfood." She couldn't say anything to that. XD

She started going through the stuff and helping me. I felt a bit jealous that she was getting to see things - I didn't want to miss out on all the good stuff. I was pretty excited!

Mom said that she hoped she wouldn't be the one having to carry all the stuff out. I said of course not, that I would be.

I found some cereal - lucky charms and a bag of some other kind. I said that it was what I had been planning to get the next time we went to the store. (It wasn't really, I was just excited and they looked good.)

Gap-ish...

I saw that there was stuff on top of the refrigerator. Candles, picture frames, a few other doodads and later, flowers in pots. Everything is so nice looking and I got excited again. I started taking off the things that I wanted.

I got excited...again! when I found a Lucid Dreaming candle. It even had instructions on how to use it on the side. It was white and blue.

When I went to show mom, she pointed out that I had brought the 'Good Fortune' candle instead. There was another one on the fridge as well that had a beautiful mythical woman on it. It was a lovely rose madder color, and written on it was a line about how once burned, the effects would last for a while.

Then I saw the flowers. At first there was just some boring green ones, but I did see this little cactus plant that I liked. I was worried about taking it though, because it could spill if I put it in a bag, or I'd have to hold it in the car.

I got up on...my full laundry basket from RL? and started pulling all the pots of plants to the front. That's when I saw the colored plants. I called mom in to see them. There was a really pretty red one. I'd say it was a rose, but it was too big/wide.

~Gap~ I discovered the movies!

There was Spider-man 1, 2, 3 and...4. Mom asked me if it was okay if she took the last two. I didn't care.

I saw Supernatural and practically jumped on them. There were a few on VHS, the rest were seasons. I was excited to have nabbed them before my sister, who was suddenly there looking through the movies too.

She discovered Merlin and I was even more excited. She handed me a stack of them - they were the slim cases that are usually in a box, like with Joss Whedon's Firefly.

- At some point I worried about taking stuff, because I thought maybe there were people that came by to take care of it all. I wasn't worried about the morality of it, just that I'd be hindering their job or something.

Note: My sister loves movies, so I'm not surprised she appeared at that time. And about the food thing - it totally makes sense for my family. Luckily we got our food stamps today and went to the store.

I think...this is the longest dream I have had yet. o_o

Lost One (Non-lucid)

I got lost. It was like I was young again. I got on grandma's back porch and peered in the window. She was in the kitchen. I couldn't get myself to knock.

I thought about sleeping on the swing. It was a bit cool out but it felt good. Before getting off the porch, I took out my red permanent marker and wrote a 'thank you' type message on a board.

As I went down the steps, there was a German Sheppard Dog, normal in the dream. I patted it.

Gap~

I made it back home somehow, and mom said that it was good because it was cold out. I told her about where I went and about my message.

Note: Grandma got a new dog, but it's not a GSD. I just want one and was talking about it recently. This is a deja vu dream - as I wrote it down I felt like I had totally had this dream before. While I know if I've had 'at grandma's house' dreams, I was never young or saw a dog...but then again, I think I was lost once... Hmm.

Cappuccino (Non-lucid)

Mom came in saying she'd get me some coffee/cappuccino. Seems we were going somewhere, or she wanted me to go somewhere with her.

I thought about bringing up my Starbucks' card, but she mentioned somewhere specific so I decided not to say anything.

Note: One of those dreams that's so real life that it's surprising when you realize it was just a dream.