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    Q Zukin's Journal of Dreams

    Hello and welcome to my dream journal!

    My name is Zukin and this is the journal where I keep my most memorable dreams. My other journal, updated daily, can be found here. I have been a lucid dreamer since childhood, and have recently sparked interest in developing my own shared dreaming technique. I am a university student, I love to play video games, practice contortionism, and lucid dream.

    Zergoth - Vistors welcomed, but warned.

    My dream world, Zergoth, is innocent by day and is full with beautiful landscapes and stunning temples. By night, it becomes an entirely different universe. The bent, wicked trees of night creak and howl and unearthly creatures rise to feast. These creatures will rarely confront you, rather they prefer to stalk quietly and inflict their victims with mind bending psychological horror.

    See KNIGHTMARE
    See also - (Older) Cartography map of Zergoth

    Lucid Dreaming Experience

    I love to practice lucid dreaming, though university studies often get in the way. When lucid, I am generally not a fighter - though I will rise to the occasion if threatened. I am a seeker of information. I love to explore and take my consciousness to new heights. I have found and met my amazing dream guide, learned my dream name, and discovered my origins. I occasionally love to give myself a scare - few know the horrors of a lucid nightmare, a dream spun out of control.

    See Transcend - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

    Shared Dreaming Experience

    I have been involved in shared dreaming for the past three years. I have developed the ability to distinguish dream character from entity, shared dream from normal dream, and have taken the initiative to develop a new method of sharing dreams.

    See Castle of Darkness - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views
    See also Hacking into the DreamNet


    I have also been polyphasic (uberman). My blog of the torture of polyphasic can be found here.

    Character List:

    Charmy/KestrelKat: Known as Charmy in my older entries, before she joined DV. She's my best friend, we met in Germany.
    Akira: First boyfriend (4+ yrs ago), lots of "supernatural" history between us.
    Dread/Izam:: Two ex's of mine
    James: Strange character of unknown origins. We keep entering each other's dreams, usually intentionally.

    1. Castle of Darkness

      by , 12-28-2011 at 04:54 AM (Zukin's Dream Journal! <3)
      This dream was HYPER-vivid.

      I'm standing at a bus stop. It's dark outside. It's cold. And it's raining.

      "That asshole stood me up," a girl remarks, pissed off.

      "Can't you just teleport to him?" Her friend replies.

      "Fuck, I can teleport here and there, but not TO him."

      She demonstrates to her friend how she can teleport around the area.

      "I don't know how to teleport to where he is," she whispers, shamefully.

      "Then we'll just have to leave without him. Screw him!" Her friend calls out.

      Around this time, another girl enters the scene. The two girls start walking away and I feel inclined to follow them. I feel stuck to their presence.

      The fourth girl tags along with me.

      It's raining really hard outside and I can feel the rain seeping through my shoes. My socks are getting really wet. I can hear the squishing of water, and it really bothers me.

      All four of us girls walk into an entirely new scene. It's daytime outside and it's snowing now.

      One of the first girls smirks as she looks out past the sidewalk and into an abandoned lot. The lot has piles of snow buildup.

      She turns around at us, smirking, and says, "I hear a girl committed suicide here. They say she left hundreds of suicide notes and buried them in the snow. Everyday she would make a new note, hoping that someone would find it and respond to her cry for help."

      We start walking over the hilly, snow covered terrain.

      Before my eyes, I can almost see the sad hills bursting out with her suicide notes, unable to hold back their paper tears any longer.

      "I think they removed most of them," the other girl remarks and sits down in the snow. We sit down with her.

      She casually brushes off the snow from the ground and reveals a letter that must have been left behind.

      She opens it and grins, looking to her friend who seems to acknowledge her.

      "I should have known before," she says, grinning, "that all of this really doesn't exist."

      "Yeah? And?" Her friend encourages her to go on.

      "And that really, none of you exist apart from my own mind," she continues, "that I am the main character of this narration, and all three of you are just the supporting roles here."

      Her friend smiles at her discovery and adds, "Except me."

      "Right," she replies, though I sensed uncertainty.

      A character in the dream determined that I was a dream character in her dream, and it DIDN'T EVEN REGISTER WITH ME. WHAT THE FUCK.

      I am now one hundred percent convinced that we could actively be senseless dream characters in other people's dreams. Because her telling me that didn't even phase me in the slightest. That's messed up.

      "I think we have some things that we need to attend to," her friend adds after a moment of silence.

      "Right! If he doesn't come to us, then we should find him instead," The Lucid Girl replies.

      I eventually gather that The Lucid Girl and her friend are searching for her exboyfriend because he wronged her in some way. The fourth girl, who will be named later, and I are so far just tagging along.

      We leave the snowy remains of the realm of the hills who are bursting with paper tears and come upon a castle almost hidden in the snowfall.


      We walk through the garden and into the front door. It seemed easy enough.

      Until everything went HORIZONTAL.

      "WOAH!" All of us suddenly scream. Instead of walking on the floor, we are walking on the walls!

      "I think it's a trap to deter wanderers," her friend announces, "if we keep walking it should go back to normal."

      We walk through the next door. Gravity returns to normal, however the surroundings of this room look worse than the first.

      "He's been here. I sense it," the fourth girl, who has been relatively quiet up until now, whispers.

      The room is dim. It has a checkerboard style floor, but the only things in the room are a broken TV and a ransacked armoire. The television is buzzing with static. One of the girls turns it off.

      The room is dim and dark. The vibes here are not only strange, but disturbed.

      "He's definitely somewhere in this castle," the fourth girl adds. I can feel that she seems to be bursting with psychic energy.

      "This place is a maze."

      We walk out the front door and summon a ladder to access the second floor through the window, as we can't find any staircases which lead up to it.

      The second floor is darker than the first.

      "I feel as if he's not the only one in this castle," The Psychic One whispers. Indeed, I feel it too. There is a dark energy here. And it's lurking all around us. Following us.

      I hear a strange noise coming from a nearby room. I split from the group to investigate it. The noise leads me to a bathroom and towards a drain. I watch as the drain regurgitates water and green muck.

      The other girls wonder where I am and find me standing here in the bathroom, puzzled.

      "What's wrong with that drain?" The Lucid Girl asks.

      "Don't go near it," the Psychic One whispers darkly.

      "Why not?"

      "That drain reeks with dark energy. Whatever entity is living in that drain will pull you down with it," the Psychic One replies.

      The two other girls listen to her warning, but not closely. The dark energy coming from the drain lures them closer. The drain gurgles as it spits up water and green muck.

      I can't take what I'm about to see. I try to pull them away from the drain at first, but their curiosity is peaked. The Psychic One tells me not to bother.

      I run from the room, knowing also what is about to occur. And I don't want to see it.

      I run out of the bathroom and past one of the mainrooms where the Psychic One is standing.

      "Wait!" She calls out, but I run past her.

      I run out to the garden where we came in. I am perplexed to find that it is night time.

      And before me are hundreds, if not thousands, of twinkling fireflies.

      They buzz before me in the garden where the morning glories bloom on a white trellis.

      The fireflies surround me. They unite as one and become a beautiful blooming flower, which takes me on its petals and floats into the air.

      I fly on the petals of the flower higher and higher into the sky and they lead me to the highest point on the castle - a single tower.

      I see as the Psychic One becomes alarmed at my disappearance. She runs out to the garden and another army of fireflies takes her away.

      They fly her across an ocean of lava and gently set her down on a single island amongst a sea of lava. On the horizon she can see a castle. It is a different castle. It is the enemy castle.

      Both of us are concerned as to whether the fireflies were trying to help us on our journey, or if they are just another curse in the castle.

      Got awoken right then.
    2. The Slime Monster Returns (EEK!)

      by , 08-15-2010 at 10:51 PM (Zukin's Dream Journal! <3)
      Joe was showing me a new virtual reality game. In the game we were on a giant pirate ship. The pirate ship was sinking rapidly, and we were trying to deploy the lifeboats. The lifeboats weren't shaped like canoes or anything of the like. They were like little pea pods and fit one person per pod. I got inside a blue pod and floated in the water. Once everyone was off board then we switched to bigger pods. Still very unefficient however seeing as they now fit about 5 people and we still didn't have any paddles or any means to control the boat. My exboyfriend was in the boat with me...Oh no. We'll call him JA.

      Our little pod floated into a cave and went around a dark bend. In the corner there was a platform and a thing wearing a dark cape...Sensing our pod it turned around rapidly.

      "Why hello there, earthlings!" It snarled. I recognized it at once...!!! It was the Slime Monster from one of my earliest childhood nightmares!!!


      From the old TV show, Ghostwriter


      "I would like a volunteer from the audience to come up here," it says. I don't trust it. A man steps out of the pod in the water and steps up onto the wet rock that the Slime Monster is standing on.

      "I will show you guys what I am most hungry for...FRIED TONGUES!!!" It laughs evilly...Ew...The Slime Monster reaches down the man's throat and rips out his tongue. He devours the slippery tongue. Ew!

      "Now my darlings, I am still not satisfied. RUN or I will eat your tongues too!" Everyone scatters from the boat. The goal now is to run to point A where you will be Safe. After escaping the cave I run down a set of rock stairs, like something from a castle, and then ran into a green hedge maze. He was chasing me, but he was very slow. I must have been totally scared out of my mind because the hedges in the hedge maze gave me no concern, I dashed through the hedges and finally made it to point A near the center, where a green frog exploded when I reached the target area (Frogger, anyone?). Next to me I saw a floating "B" and "C" and realized that I would have to run from this tongue loving lunatic several times over...



      I think I told Joe that I didn't really like the video game because it was too nerve racking...

      Is this not the most f'd up video game ever?