Eva has returned!
Ooooooo I likes her. And she has those eyes. Look at those eyes, they just lure you right on in... Thanks Link, good thoughts for the fire.
I don't keep in touch with her that much. But yeah, I guess she does mean a lot to me, but since I'm already crazy, those feelings kind of go on and off for me unfortunately. :/
Lols. This is really hilarious! I'm starting to sense your mother means a lot to you, or probably you've been seeing her more often now.
Good luck on your training!
I guess it is, but yeah, if you have large sums of cash, it's an easy way to make money if you're hosting, as long as you know how much to risk. But yeah, I've been trying to get charms for 99 summoning, I'm 96 Summoning at the moment, like I've been for months and months, and I have enough charms to get past level 97 and hopefully a little bit half way to 98, but I have to get more if I want to get a 99.
Been playing too much RuneScape huh? So that's where you have been during your decreased activity in DV? I've never heard about the hot/cold gambling in RuneScape. Must be a mem thing.
Ah ok. I understand... and I'm sorry. You don't have to apologize, hahaha. You are already experienced in things I'll be going through, so I know you're not out to get me or anything like that. I don't know what I'd do without my waking life friends. They mean the world to me. I mean, dreaming friends are great... but they're only in dreaming... and as real as that world is, it's not at the same level of waking life. For me at least. I just think the opposite because I think more of the idea of there being an afterlife, and leaving all of those people you've met as teaching you how to learn how to appreciate life in that realm. It's kind of a bad thing for me to follow, but I can't really stop thinking about it, guess it's my own fault, but no worries. And online friends are good too. Except the barrier of having the medium of the internet leaves things unfulfilling in some way. I've actually been thinking a lot about this lately... wondering if maybe I spent less time in some places... I'd have more time in others. Yeah, I'm not really as active as I was on this forum. I still go on the Chill thread and post my dreams, but nothing more than that I guess, maybe go to a few Senseless Banter threads, but yeah, I feel I can have more time playing video games or something lol rather than going on the IRC and be in group with people of various social beliefs. Anyway, yeah, school is important to you.... and money. But sometimes you can make friends with people you have classes with. Study sessions can be good for making friends... I did that. They were cool... nothing too deep but having simple friendships are nice too. That or getting a job... I have lots of coworkers from past jobs who I still hang out with. They're nice people. Well at least you're sane. When I think about study sessions and all that, I only think about using people for my own benefit, I'm just pathetic that way because in High School, I used to help people out a few times, and would always feel like I was being used because they either did well while I ended up getting average or worse, and it really irritated me lol. But I can't blame those people though, they were clever to use me like that since they knew I was decent in many things. Eh, yeah, I dunno. Do what makes ya happy. Sounds like you know what you want. Does that make you happy? I sound like I do know what I want, but I have no clue what I want to do in the future. I'm just willing to do anything that will get me a good income, at least that's my status quo for now. I just don't think that I could find a career that relates to my hobbies, because I don't like that kind of lifestyle where the income is low, even though the passion for it is high. It just doesn't feel right when I can cope with a difficult job with a high salary (because isn't the difficulty of it and other obvious factors make it have high pay in the first place?) I guess you could say I would be the perfect candidate to become a workaholic if I can find the right job, and combine that in the future, I'll be able to lucid dreaming just as good as you can, I would be a content person. My mentality will most likely change on this, but that's what I believe right now. I don't think I'll find happiness in waking life, just content, but again, this is probably just a phase I'm going through.
Ah ok. I understand... and I'm sorry. I don't know what I'd do without my waking life friends. They mean the world to me. I mean, dreaming friends are great... but they're only in dreaming... and as real as that world is, it's not at the same level of waking life. For me at least. And online friends are good too. Except the barrier of having the medium of the internet leaves things unfulfilling in some way. I've actually been thinking a lot about this lately... wondering if maybe I spent less time in some places... I'd have more time in others. Anyway, yeah, school is important to you.... and money. But sometimes you can make friends with people you have classes with. Study sessions can be good for making friends... I did that. They were cool... nothing too deep but having simple friendships are nice too. That or getting a job... I have lots of coworkers from past jobs who I still hang out with. They're nice people. I dunno... I'm just rambling. Just keep in mind, you can kill two birds with one stone. Er, don't go killing two people now... but you get it. Eh, yeah, I dunno. Do what makes ya happy. Sounds like you know what you want. Does that make you happy?
I haven't been part of many people's lives in waking life because of certain beliefs of mine (not religious, just my own thoughts on people in general), I just don't feel it's necessary to really bother with them. So no, it's most likely something related to dreaming, and it could just be a random dream scene, who knows. But yeah, I have a general respect for people, you know, respect me and I'll respect you, basic stuff, but it doesn't really go further than that. Not a lot of friends in waking life, at least ones I keep in touch with. I have you, Alyzarin, and others here, but that's just online friends. Real life friends aren't really my priority since I'm already content with looking forward to dreaming each night, and things like drawing my dreams, and then going to college soon again keep my occupied. And I tend to be too analytical of anyone I meet in waking life, so it's not worth the effort for me to find those types of people for now ,especially since I'm going to have to put in more work to do well this year as a sophomore. Money means everything thing to me right now, so getting good academic progress is worth more than hanging around with people if I want to have a decent future. Which is why I tended to be ambitious with finding Eva and finding you guys, it's the perfect way to sublimate things I have to sacrifice in waking life in the mean time, because if I had good friends, I probably wouldn't be so antisocial towards others. While waking life seems to be more awesome for you than your dreaming life, yet your dreaming life is equally or can be more awesome if you feel like it, dreaming life is pretty much the only exciting thing going for me right now. Waking life is kind of stale right now because I have to make sure I do well in college, after that, who knows what the future holds for me, but until then, my system of trust in waking life is pretty basic, nothing too complicated because I don't really have to exhibit those tendencies to a lot of people. It's just some people in waking life are just.....they just, I don't know, I just can't find myself trying to be their friends at the moment because they're so average you know? Boring. They just want to focus on getting a family someday, simple things that are bound to happen.
HAHAHA, anal cakes! That and you tried showing them to your mom, HAHAHAHA. Cool stuff about your DJ. I like those three people Hyu does tend to have inspiring things to say. Your trusting thing, is that based on waking life or just a random dream scene?
Ah I didn't appear in your dream journal dream, or it would have been "Deja Vu". Anyway I had a dream where I had a video playing in my mind too, it doesn't look like I was playing it from a device because the video just smacked right in front of my face.
Lol, a dream about dream journals Ha! (that happened to me too, a week or so ago...lol!) That's too bad you don't remember what Hyu said, it sounds like what you needed to hear. Maybe it will come back to you later
Hey! Inner-glows are a serious matter!
but not to the point of the man who was giving you a hard (pun intended) time about it. *gets tazer* If that's the blonde I'm thinking of, she is very beautiful... NOT by physical standards... I mean, yes, she's very do-able and attractive... but it's the inner glow that puts her REALLY up there. Lmao inner glow, so cheesy. You make me laugh when you mention beauty (in regards to the man and women in this dream) in terms of physical beauty. I'm glad this is comedy hour for you.
So much for a potential breast job....you choose the freaking laptop over an anime female..... Lmao. I often make that choice on a regular basis Have no fear, you are completely normal Totally cool dream about the blondes!!! You also showed some restraint... and you seemed interested in the situation but not to the point of the man who was giving you a hard (pun intended) time about it. Freckles hmmmm? If that's the blonde I'm thinking of, she is very beautiful... NOT by physical standards... I mean, yes, she's very do-able and attractive... but it's the inner glow that puts her REALLY up there. You make me laugh when you mention beauty (in regards to the man and women in this dream) in terms of physical beauty. And LOL I love that you both mixed up a term since you were both upset.
Okay then, guess I'm going to start off with the Akashic records dream and try to draw myself in it. Might take a few weeks xP
I fucking LOVE that corset. Like, beyond LOVE. Borderline OBSESSED. Victoria's Secret needs to up their game and include that in their fashion line. Damn it, where the hell do I buy that from?!
"Wait, you dream about me?!?!?!?!?!" or even worse, an ex-crush coming up to me, "I HATE YOU! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER!?!?! YOU SUCK!! I HATE YOU GO BURN IN HELL" *SLAP* Pfffffft! That's douchebaggery behavior right there. (I've been waiting SOOOO long to use the word 'douchebaggery' that I'm SOOOO excited I finally got to use it!!!!) People who judge you based on something they know little about aren't worth keeping in your life. People who judge you based on something they know about, are double douchebags because they should understand how things work in the lucid dreaming realm of awesomeness. The people you want in your life are those who are understanding.... and possibly those who support you and your interests. The rest don't matter. I read that from a box of cereal once. It sounded good, so here you go. It served me well enough.
Good recall dude! I love CoD pwning dreams; they're always so satisfying, even if I do miss most of my shots somehow... Actually, now that I think about it, they're frustrating as Hell coz my guns never work!
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