Linkzelda's Dream Journal

06.19.2012

Was that Eva? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Oh if you see me say "blonde," I really mean "blonde female," I'm just too lazy to type "blonde female" all the time, sucks I don't know her name, because she pretty much saved me.

This blonde had to be a double agent.....and Eva was technically a double agent when she pretended to be a replacement for Adam in MGS3....hmmmmmmmmmmm, could the blonde had been her? Probably, but my recall is a bit horrible....visual recall on the blonde is what I mean by horrible...everything else is pretty much decent.


Seems I'm at the outside of what seems to be a fortress, and Asuka Langley Soryu is apparently the one who owns this place, because I've had several encounters where she finds me if I go to a certain spot, and I have to escape out of the fortress again until she gives up on finding me.

I believe I'm saving a blonde, that's for sure, but at the same time, there's other blondes, like Rika Shiraki, who ends up being a klutz, and some other random blonde that finds me at some point in the dream.

The amount of dream resets, or re-entering in the fortress is so crazy, that I wonder how important this blonde I don't even know is to be going through this.

Everything is kind of mixed, and my recall is a lacking a bit, but I'll try.

I go into the fortress, and it's really really dark, and I believe the fortress is most likely set out at some uncharted island. It doesn't have any trees, at least from what I recalled, because the fortress itself took up the whole structure of the area.

I tried sneaking in to the right side of the fortress, but Asuka finds me, and I get so scared of what she's going to do to me for some reason that I decided to make a run for it. There's some device floating above me that shining so many lights at me.

Like really, there isn't any point of shining that many lights on me for one little machine, the whole fortress already knows I'm invading....ugh.

Anyway, I have to go up a few stairs and descend down a bit to get out of the fortress, and I believe the dream resets itself. I think it takes me a few times to get it down, and to realize that Asuka chick is always going to be looking for any intruders on the right side of her fortress.

I don't know why I'm presuming that she's the leader/owner of the fortress, but her voice....it sounded so dominating, like that bratty older teenager kind of voice, almost the perfect candidate for a tsundere.

Spoiler for Tsundere Meaning:

A Japanese slang term to describe a person with a hot and cold attitude. Cold on the outside, but sweet on the inside.

After going at it with the fortress a few times, I get closer and closer to other areas. There's one moment where I think I'm following a blonde, but I only see the back of her, and her long and curvy hair. She senses that Asuka is coming, and prompts me to duck under a table to the right of us.

I just go with whatever logic this blonde is dishing out at me, and it seems the section of the floor under the table contains some weird objects, there's a lot of them, but I didn't bother worrying too much about them because Asuka is coming.

The blonde, or whoever it was, damn it, it was someone helping me though, tries to play innocent with Asuka when she comes in. Asuka, being the observant bitch that she is in this dream, and I'm sorry for using that word, but she really was a bitch, god, I swear she wants to kill me in this dream!

Or best case scenario, capture me, tie me up, and do sexual acts....something tells me that she was smirking every time she saw me....

Anyway, Asuka gets closer to the table that I'm under, and the blonde quickly walks a bit closer to Asuka, and there's a bottle of Ginger Ale on top, Canada Dry Ginger Ale more specifically.

Lol. Sweet, dream uses what I like to drink as a means for the blonde to save my ass completely. Even though I'm under the table, I'm able to change how I'm viewing the room with ease. It seems the blonde "accidentally" drops the ginger ale, and "accidentally" open it so that it sprays all over.

Good, using all the sporadic spraying to distract Asuka, I like this blonde! Or whoever it is that's helping me. Asuka looks at her weird, and even though I can't tell her facial expressions at the moment, I just felt she was trying to be cautious, since I entered the fortress like.....2-3 times, even more?

The blonde tells Asuka that everything is okay, and the blonde immediately gets on her knees and spreads her arms frantically under the table I'm in. She starts moving the objects on the floor surrounding me. I honestly thought this would be the moment where the blonde screwed up her clever tactic, but it's still going strong here!

Asuka has that look that the blonde is just being silly with the Ginger Ale, and her constant awareness of being cautious dies down a little.

There's a dream shift, but we're all in the same room again, and I believe the blonde that's helping me let's Asuka drink from the bottle of Ginger Ale. The moment Asuka gulps it down, she dies. Apparently, she was chewing tobacco, and since the Ginger Ale just fell from the floor, the blonde opened it, and the fizz combined with the tobacco being reactive somehow to it makes Asuka go crazy.

She falls down, yep, she's dead. By this point, Asuka looked like someone else, but I'll just keep labeling her as Asuka because of the orange latex suit she was wearing most of the time in the dream.

I believe there's another dream reset, and this time, I'm in the same room, except Asuka is not here. Rika Shiraki, the adult version of herself from Bible Back: New Testament *gulp* (I'm innocent here!!) looks at both of us.

She's wearing some green outfit, like a green military uniform. She asks the blonde or whoever it is I'm following why am I here with her.

Recall gets a little scratchy here, but I'm sure that if Asuka was someone the blonde could trick, Rika wasn't going to be that difficult.

Another attribute that leads me to believe that could've been Eva, because she did manage to trick Volgin in MGS3 that he was her little plaything/secretary type of role, when she was just doing that to get closer to the Philosopher's Legacy roll tape (which had the locations of where the total sums of currency were located).

Okay now for the part that still gets to me.....

We're at the same room again, that same room that seems to be like an office of some sort. I'm under the table again, and this time, I don't have the ability to go into another perspective while I'm under the table. I tilt my head, and I see a blonde come in, she's in a green military outfit as well like Rika was.

She turns around, and she already know I'm under the table.

Shit. I felt as if I was going to be captured, but she just smiles at me as she turns her head at me. Seems like she's going to talk to someone.

And she pretty much looks like Eva with her hair tied up....and it's not even me wanting it to look like Eva. I've tried suppressing the possibility of it being her, but my mind just keeps locking in on her smile that she gives me.

Just add a smile, and bam.

Okay...

From this point, the dream shifts to another location, you know, going to the right side of the fortress and finding Asuka yet again...but you know what? I'm tired of mentioning her all the time, she's just a thorn on my side.

Things get random after that Eva lookalike.

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06.19.2012

Tyler Perry's House of Payne (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm googling on the ratings for "Tyler Perry's House of Payne."

I don't really have a liking for that show, guess I must've been really bored. One of the characters that I'm looking for a rating for is Malik Payne (Larramie Shaw). I read what one site has to say about his performance in the show, can't remember though.

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06.19.2012

Gardening (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside, and I'm 50 feet away or so from getting close to the entrance to an academic institution. It felt like a college, but the atmosphere was completely different, maybe it was, it's just my perception at the time, and the randomness with the dream that distracted me a lot.

There's seems to be some kind of outdoor convention of some sort, or maybe all of the resources, chairs, furniture, etc. are being moved outdoors to fix something inside the building. I walk around a bit, and I see a table that had huge books resting, and I a few sketching pads with drawings of head models.

I decide I should go ahead and sit down somewhere, since other people are sitting as well, and there seems to be an elderly lady who is probably a staff member, a teacher most likely, that tells everyone that they have to show that they're doing some kind of work.

She doesn't want us fooling around, so I take that as pretending to study for something. I'm on the right side of the section outside, and there seems to be a mini-garden in front of me. Some student is watering the plants, but I'm wondering if that constitutes as "work."

I look at the elderly lady to see her response to this student, but she doesn't really mind her at all. After that, I only remember the female watering the plants having a little difficulty setting the hose to the right setting.

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06.19.2012

High School Biology Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking down a hallway, and had that feeling that this classroom I'm entering would be one that I haven't gone to for a few days because of some circumstance.

I see the Biology Pre-AP/K-level teacher I had as a Sophomore in High School looking and smiling at me. I think she asks me if everything is okay, and if I finished the Biology lab.

I say yes, but I'm not really sure if I did finish it. I sit down in front row of the class, and that's all I remember.

06.19.2012

Solomon Moto is a Grave Robber (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's dark at night, and I'm near some graves, and I think I'm being informed that grave robbers are coming.

So to find a place to hide, go inside a hole where a coffin was contained, and cover myself in dirt. I see Solomon Moto from Yu-Gi-Oh with 2-3 people wearing masks coming to take the coffin I placed above me.

After they left, I quickly remove the dirt and get out of the hole.

Weird...

06.14.2012

College Course Suggestion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a nap from 3 something PM and woke up at 5 PM.

I'm entering a building, and the floor tiles are white. Seems it's raining outside at the moment, or maybe the skies are just gray.

I feel a girl on the left wall in this hallway sitting down, and I assume that since she's sitting down to wait for something, and it seems other people most likely are doing the same in other sections of the building, probably because of the weather outside.

I don't pay any attention to them or the weather though, but I do remember the clouds being gray, guess it's about the rain. The girl herself was blonde, a little chubby and has some thunder thighs, but that's okay.....

More cushion for the pushing right?

Anyway, she has one leg sticking out, and is looking down somewhere, probably on her phone or something. I sit down on the right side close to her, and I basically let things fabricate into some event.

A redhead comes through the right side, and she's wearing beige or khaki pants. She has a nice butt, and I didn't get to look too much at her visage because as she's walking to get closer to me, she was going to sit down to the left of me, her ass expanding from bending down was all that I was paying attention to.

Lol.

I see her face, but only part of it, just profile view, and it seems she's looking to the right, as if she's waiting for someone else to come.

And another girl comes in to sit down as well. She sits to the right of the blonde on the left side, and gets herself comfortable.

I look at her face, and she looks exactly like the Miranda I know in waking life from my college.

"Hey Miranda!"

She responds back, and then I complimented on her hair,

"Your hair looks nice!" I pause for a few seconds,

"It has a glow to it too."

She smiles, but it's apparent that she isn't here for the pleasantries. I was saying it had a glow to it because parts of her hair, especially in the front were blonde, while the rest of it was a regular brunette's color.

She looks at me without feeling awkward, and asks,

"How's Biochemistry?"

"It's going well."

She starts to tell me of a course that I believe she took as well, and recommends I do it too. I asked her,

"Is it (the exams) just a rehash of information where you just go to the lectures and study from that?"

She nods, and I tell her,

"Sweet! Thanks for telling me that."

There's an Asian girl who is sitting to the left of her, and I think she's extending on the same course that I should take. She's telling me of her experience with the class as well.

It was some kind of science class with the course number somewhere between 45-48.

That's all I remember from the nap.

I took 10-15 pills of Melatonin last night (3mg each)

Lol, WOW....stop trying to get into a coma Link!!!

Anyway, slept like a baby, until I woke up 2 hours before the alarm was supposed to ring, and probably slept after I turned the alarm off too instead of staying up for a WBTB.

06.14.2012

Taxi (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside again, and I'm looking for some kind of transportation service, more specifically, a taxi. I believe I had the intention of heading to an apartment, probably to see the status of it.

I felt as if I was going to my apartment, but later on in the dream, it wasn't the one I'm renting now in waking life.

Anyway, I was in that cheapskate mentality and finding whatever service that was decent and not too much in terms of cost. I find that there's an Indian lady (she looked Indian) that was using her fancy white van as a taxi service.

The door opens, and there's a long green cloth over the dark gray passenger seat. I believe she had a baby behind the back, probably her own, and I guess I told her that I needed to go to a certain location.

She turns on the meter, and apparently, it's $6 per X amount of miles or something like that. I feel like I'm going to be ripped off, but seeing as I didn't really have a lot of time to think about that, I just went with it.

I eventually reach the area, and I think I only had to pay $6 bucks to get there, guess it wasn't so bad.....and I also think she was probably waiting for me somewhere further away from the apartment I'm going into (but not too far).

I go up a few stairs to enter the apartment complex, like the ones packed in together that you can see in most parts of New York. It seems the apartment that I'm looking for is to the left of me near the front section. There's a sign up that says that the Tenant has not paid their rent.

Wait...

I.....for some reason I felt that this was my apartment, but I know this can't be my apartment because it isn't like an indoors apartment

(You know, where there are rooms inside a building rather than individual doors being located outside, like a complex...even though I said I was heading for one before just now).

NEVER MIND, doesn't matter...

I call my father, and then I realize there's a dream fragment where my father had $3,000 withdrawn from his bank account.

I still wondered why I should care what happened in his account, because I was worried about my own account. Apparently, our accounts are temporarily linked together....sigh......

Now back to this dream, I'm calling him to see if the money was transferred back again, and he said "Yes."

Sigh....this means I'm going to have to go to the realtors or investors and tell them they made a mistake here......because I felt that I already paid the rent in this dream, even though it technically isn't my apartment, I just felt like it was.

So I was stressed out over nothing, but still believed it was my apartment. I get out of the building, go downstairs, and the Indian lady is probably expected that I need a ride to go to wherever it is that I'm going to...

Nope, I completely ignored her. She gets pissed that I don't need her taxi service, but she can't really do anything about it. She just flings her arms in anger and goes back to the vehicle to drive away.

I can't remember much after that.

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06.14.2012

Dark Knight Ingrid (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember the lady from the Dark Knight Ingrid Series sitting at the corner of walls that were white all over. She was wearing that black costume like she did in a certain episode *cough* Episode 4 *cough*.... >.>

I get close to her, and I have a feeling she has a few things to sell, weird vibe coming off from her. She looked like she was happy to see me, or maybe just had drugs injected to make her looked relaxed.

For some weird reason, while she's sitting down, I decided to sit on top of her large breasts and I looked down, and she's just looking up at me waiting for me to do something.

She's really doesn't mind me on top of her. Then I see a laptop is near her that looks like mine. I'm still on top her large breasts, and I think I open the laptop to check what's in it.

So much for a potential breast job....you choose the freaking laptop over an anime female.....

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06.14.2012

Counting (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Just a small fragment, I feel like it was associated with another dream that I most likely forgot.

Basically some guy was spelling out parts of a word to me, and expected me to repeat after him. I think I even used my fingers to count up, but didn't really pay attention to how many fingers I had in each hand.

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06.14.2012

Cute Blondes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being outside, it's daytime, and the sky is blue without that many clouds showing.

I'm standing near the corner while a group of people are talking to each other, so I assumed I introduced myself to everyone else, and didn't have anything to contribute to whatever conversations they were engaging in.

Okay, no problem, just stand there and wait and see what happens next.

I also turn around a bit, and see an elderly Black man with glasses on. He has a beer belly, is wearing a dress shirt, and short pants. I believe he's a relative of whoever it is that is hosting the party, or maybe just a friend or neighbor.

Then another elderly man, dark-skinned as well, comes in to shake hands with everyone outside, seems he came off from work or somewhere. He was wearing a gray shirt, dark pants of some kind, and looked like he was giving off as much energy as he could to make it look like he's lively and positive towards shaking his hands with everyone outside.

Maybe that's just me....

I feel as if I'm holding a video camera at times, but maybe it's just because my vision may have been faulty a few times. Me and the group of random people I'm hanging out with are getting ready to go inside.

Guess everyone is tired of standing up, okay, I follow them inside, find myself a nice position to rest on the dark brown leather-ish sofa furniture. There was another furniture like it on the right that was perpendicular to it.

While I'm sitting down, it seems that more people are expected to come. To my right is some female with an average looking boyfriend/finance/husband whatever, and I'm mostly focusing on what's in front of me, and what's to the right of me most of the time in this dream.

The overall colors for this house are shades of brown, the flooring is either beige or light brown though, probably to show a bit of contrast compared to other elements of the house.

Anyway, two blondes are out by the door, and not the one where we came into from the back, it seems that this place is like a large apartment, because I can see other doors for other apartments while the two blondes were outside.

I believe one had a small cloth bandana on her head to probably prevent other regions of her hair from appearing in front of her. The other one had long hair hair as well, a little longer than the other one by maybe 5-6 inches.

This is the closest image I could find to somewhat describe how the freckled blonde looked like. Her face was a little paler, and her hair was little bit more bleached as well.

Both of them were wearing a short jacket that went all the way down halfway reaching to their waist, and both wore jeans and a shirt underneath, probably a gray shirt for both.

Hm................

The one with the bandana covering some of her hair in front was looking at me, and both of them were waiting for these two females talking to each other in front of them to finally realize they're in their way.

The one with the bandana continues looking at me....

Um...

Not like creepy gazing, just probably to glance to see who's inside, but it seems she's only fixated towards me. She's cute, not exactly the type to be drop dead gorgeous, but I think it's because of how she layered herself diluted my perception of how beautiful she really looked.

The other blonde girl with the longer hair, she was a little skinnier than the other one, but again, it's probably because the other one wore clothes that weren't as tight as the longer haired one.

The long haired blonde was just waiting to the side with her face in profile view. I guess she was probably being patient and was looking down on the floor until the women in front finally realized they're blocking their way into the room.

It was hard to tell if the long haired one had freckles and acne, or just a little acne. It wasn't too disturbing though, at least not after I coped with it for 10 seconds of gazing at her.

The two women in front of the opened door finally realize they're blocking the two blondes way from entering. They do the usual apology, and it seemed the long-haired blonde was the only one planning to come in. So I guess the clothed bandana blonde was just there to drop her off, but there's something that bothers me about the long haired blonde.

The other one was able to look at me with more confidence, while the other one folded her arms while looking at the side somewhere waiting, as if she was too shy to see who was inside, but at the same time, she looked like she would be the confident type of person based on her looks alone.

Seems I was right, she starts heading near the couple that was sitting to the right of me, and I assumed she was going to sit at the couch perpendicular from them. She gives the guy a fix on the forehead, and the same for his girlfriend/fiance/wife.

Nice save there kissing both at once.

Then she gets near me and kisses my forehead or cheek as well (probably the forehead because all I could see from this view was her legs until she retracted again to sit somewhere.

I look to the guy right the girlfriend/fiance/wife, and he's turning red. Seems he's more excited than I am that he got a kiss on the forehead from a cute blonde who's hair was slightly bleached as well.

I look at him weirdly, then looked at my wrist, seems I'm perfectly normal and not blushing as much as this guy. While he's smiling, trying to hold in the moment of being kissed on the forehead, he looks at me and has that "What?" expression on his visage.

He then has the audacity on how I wasn't as excited as he was when he was being kissed on the forehead with the blonde. And I believe he's interrupting someone else from talking too, because I heard abrupt pauses from a different sound source several times.

The guy pisses me off, but I just use a passive aggressive demeanor and basically ask him what he means by what he's trying to tell me. Sort of like a "Pardon me?" type of question.

Then he starts getting serious and essentially (paraphrasing here) declares that I wasn't as excited as he was, and even puts up his finger pointed upwards, and I already knew where he was going with this.

He was using his finger as a model for a penis, LMAO, then he bends the finger downwards to imply how I wasn't excited to meet the blonde. Then he indirectly calls me a degenerate......

"Wait, are you saying I'm a degenerate?"

(Both of us were mixing up the term with something else, but it seemed that since we were both a little hot headed at the time that it didn't matter....we knew what both of us meant).

I can't remember what happened next, other than me feeling slightly pissed off from this dude, and his wife/fiance/girlfriend isn't even saying anything about that matter on his rude behavior.

06.11.2012

Almost Late for Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I have a schedule in my hand, but it takes me a few times to even read it properly. It seems I was just headed out to go to my next class, and from what I read, I had to go to a different section where I needed my bicycle to get there early.

It feels like I'm driving a car, but I'm still riding the bicycle. When I reach an intersection, I have a hard time trying to decide if I should take the late to go left, or take the lane that allows me to go forward or left.

There was some girl riding a bicycle too in front of me, and she's riding it a little bit slower than I am, which irritates me because I'm trying to rush to the next class. She's wearing a Tye-dye shirt with a mix of turquoise and light green, a female's sports shorts, and your basic running shoes I guess.

I think someone, probably her friend, is telling her that someone behind her is waiting for her to make a choice, and she turns to the right to talk to her friend, probably to see who's behind her with her peripheral vision as well.

But by the time she moves over, I'm already ahead of her someone, guess I was too impatient with her. Anyway, I put my bicycle somewhere, but I don't think I locked it because it all felt so rushed.

I examine the inside of the building, and there are quite a few people in here. I look at my schedule, which I'm still have a little bit of a difficulty reading properly, but I believe the room I had to go to was "8o" or "80...." something like that.

I look around the section that has rooms related to the number "8," so I check quickly for the ones with "o" or "0," and I find the room that says "80" I believe. Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm not near that section anymore, and I'm asking a lady who is probably in her 50-60s if I'm in the right class.

She tells me yes, but she said I looked at my schedule wrong, and this class is the one I have to go to AFTER I've gone to the other one.

Sigh......


I forget if I even thanked her for telling me that, I was in such a rush, and now that I have to go BACK because the class I have to go to before this one was in the same building as the one before it.

I don't know how I reach there so quickly, but I get there somehow. I go inside the room, and there aren't a lot of people inside. There's maybe 2-3 lights on in the room, and 1-2 of them are dim a little faded.

The tile flooring is white, and I saw some reflection from the light on a few of them as well. I look around to find the teacher, but I'm seeing most people who look like my age.

But since it was maybe 7-10 people in the room, it didn't take that long to find the teacher. I look around a little more, and find 1 or 2 people are looking at me weird.

Maybe they were looking since we see each other often, or maybe something was wrong with my looks, I wasn't sure. I can't remember talking to the teacher though, it seemed that he/she wasn't even here, and that students were just finding their own seats and waiting.

As I head to find a seat of my own, I see one person having his arms over his head resting face-plant on the desk. Then as I'm sitting down, I realize I have no pants on.

It seems I'm only wearing a short black dress that is only long enough to cover my private parts, barely. So I had to cover them as I'm bending down, and I tried not to embarrass myself by shrugging off the fact that I only have a long black dress on.

And my hair was probably cut as well.

I guess I spent the rest of the dream waiting for the teacher like the other students, or maybe he/she was there already....not sure.

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06.11.2012

Facing Albert Wesker (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I think I'm playing Resident Evil 5, but I'm not sure if I'm the one actually pulling the trigger of various weapons, or the game controller.

I assume it's Resident Evil 4 because I see Chris Redfield and Sheva Alomar, and I'm controlling them as well. I wasn't cognizant of Sheva's presence until later on in the fight.

Albert Wesker seems to be after Chris, and both are inside a fairly dark house. There's a way out, but Wesker is walking so slow, just to make himself look scarier, that he's blocking the way out. After letting him get close to Chris, I press the buttons to dodge Wesker's attack. I get out of the area, and Wesker continues following me.

Now Chris is at some offshore military base, and then I realize there's an option for Sheva to "wait" or "follow" Chris. By now, I guess I'm just playing a video game in the dream. I move Chris to a dead-end so he can turn around and start shooting Wesker with a pistol.

Wesker takes a few hits, and he starts to get closer, and I make a dash past him, and the game prompts me to dodge his attacks again, which I do with ease. I go to the other side, turn around, and keep doing that a few times.

Then Wesker starts to form into something even more dangerous. He just looks weird, certain body parts more bulged out than others, but I keep shooting him, this time, with a Sniper Rifle.

It seems to work a few times, but after more shots, either I'm horrible at aiming, or he's immune to these types of gunshots.

I try to calm down and keep shooting, but now he transformed into something completely different. He turns into a 3 headed red dragon.

Wow.

One head looked like a horribly drawn cartoon dragon head, and the other two looked very realistic and 3D. I believe the cartoon head was in the middle or on the right (left looking from my view).

I really don't know what to do anymore except to keep shooting with whatever I have, and to make sure Sheva is getting damaged either, because if she's gone, game over for me too...at least that's the logic I believed in this dream.

This 3-headed red dragon is impervious to my weapon's bullets, and after a few seconds are trying to dodge it's attacks, along with making sure Sheva is okay as well, it starts to float.

But it's not that type of floating that leads to flying, it's floating like it's some kind of jet machine or something. I wonder why it needs to be floating, but it seems it's doing that so it can activate the turret contained in one of the heads.

Ummmmmm......


It starts shooting sporadically at us, and Sheva takes a few hits, and I could tell because through the HUD Screen, her health was a yellow, and I didn't have any First Aids to help her get healed to Green Level.

When everything seemed hopeless, someone comes to the left manages to inflict pain to the dragon with their weapon. Chris' face was looking at the ground crouching a little, because I thought I would die since I can't find a way to kill this thing.

The same person who came in to save us was Jill Valentine. Her outfit was a mix of her wearing the cap from her B.S.A.A. outfit from the Spencer's State episode and the rest of her body was covered with the outfit she wore when she boards the Queen Zenobia.

The outfit on the right is the one she wore, and the cap is probably what she wore as well on the left, but I'm starting to believe she wore the blue beret instead.

I don't know how I was able to quickly tell it was Jill, but her presence makes the fight less difficulty. I believe another person came to help kill this dragon as well, but I couldn't see their visage.

All I remember is that they were clothed with a very bright red outfit, most likely a dress, so it had to be a female, or a cross-dresser, but I high doubt the latter was possible.

That's all I remember.

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06.11.2012

Staged False Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

At first, it didn't make sense, but after everything was being analyzed again, these people were very clever in staging a false murder.

I can't remember all the details, but most of the dream took place inside of a house. I guess it was a party or a hang-out of some kind, and after a while, a few people had to go already.

Now for a huge dream shift, because I can't remember why it feels like I'm watching a movie where they explain everything. Apparently, those same people who had to leave early, they were the same people who staged the false murder. They stained the pillow from a bed with some red substance to imitate the look of blood, and did all sorts of clever things.

That's all I remember.

06.09.2012

Kaomea and then my Mother (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's very late at night, and I remember seeing a girl with a red shirt and blue pants, long chair, a little round on the sides for her face.

It's Kaomea, didn't really do an ignore test to see if it's the real deal or not, but yeah, I follow her around a bit in his house that barely has any lights one. I think I'm asking her for a card, and she's being too playful with me right now but stalling for a little while.

I keep up with the persistence, and she makes a slight pout face, which was cute to see, and she stretches her arm quickly to hand out what seems to be a white card.

I think Kaomea turns into my mother from this point, but I didn't realize this until later on. The dream character was wearing a black dress, and I was extremely horny.

Keep following me on this "I didn't know it was my mother" mentality, because I REALLY DID NOT KNOW it was her until later on. I raised up the black dress of the dream character, and noooo, I didn't think it was Kaomea, she was long gone lol....I think.

Spoiler for 18+:

Anyway, I asked whoever it was to let me finger them, and they were a little resistant and said no.....


So I slowly rubbed my own dream penis against the top of their ass, and humped them gently to.....what....

Then I have a feeling it's my mother.

EXTREME COCKBLOCK WTF IS THSI HAFSAGHDISFHSSSSSGKH
BLOODY HELL LINK........

I back way of course.

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06.09.2012

Would you Like some Fries with that? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems I'm at an area that resembled my apartment, though I didn't know this until I woke up. I go near a few doors to the apartments, and there's a covering over this area like my apartment. Like imagine having a few columns sticking out, like you're below a stair's surface, yeah something like that.

There were these weird looking creatures that were hanging under those stairs. It reminded me of those creatures in Half-Life 2 that would pull you up if you came in contact of their really really really long tongue.

Fortunately for me, all of them were dead, and their overall color matched with the dark blue of the apartment's exterior.

Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm watching a video, but without seeing some kind of external video sources portraying it though. There was this girl, dark-skinned, had a nice glow to her, and she's with this squad force, at least they acted like they're in a squad.

There were detonators on top of the roof and near the top of the doors of the apartment, and they were making beeping noises, so she and the other group of squad look-alike were feeling tense because these things could explode from touching them.

The girl sees one detonator right on top of her, which she completely was oblivious to seeing while being distracted to the one on top of one of the apartment doors. She ducks for cover right under the one on top of her, not really a smart move.

I even make a comment to myself that what she's doing right now is stupid, then the girl shoots the detonator on top of the door, then throws the other one inside of a hole somewhere, but it turns out this hole she threw it in led to a room where some of the squad members were in....

LOL....you just bloody killed probably a decent amount of useful people because you were too hesitant to find a decent place to throw it...don't blame her though, I probably would've kept the detonator in my hand and just stand in shock and not do anything.

The girl realizes there were people inside the room where the hole was showing, and makes a mental face palm to herself with how her facial expressions were.

I can't remember what happened next, but I do know the video or clip in my mind was coming to an end.

I believe my mother is behind me now, and she's following me as I'm heading forward to leave the apartment. I'm still walking under the stairs instead of actually go out the other gaps. I'm walking slowly, something tells me that someone or a group of people might show up.

I see a foot coming out, seems the whoever it was is walking slowly themselves. My heart literally is in shock as I see that the outfit of the person looks like some General or Commander's Outfit. It had a Khaki or Beige color all around, and the person was wearing the General or Commander's type of hat as well.

He has another person following them, and both are dark-skinned too. He takes a smile at me, does the nod that signals, "How are you doing?" and he turns his focus back to what's in front of him.

I feel less tense, and continue walking, then my mother stops, and the same guy and his companion stop too....um.....

The guy turns around, and I think he was going to talk to me and my mother, though I didn't feel like listening to the conversation because I wanted to go somewhere, but I didn't know where exactly.

The conversation ends pretty quickly, I'd say 10 seconds or so, and then the dream shifts to where it's night. I think my mother wants something to drink....forgot what it was though.

But I tell her I can buy something from the fast food area right behind us, and I think I tell her I can't just buy only a drink, or something along those lines. She tells me I can buy some fries with the drink or whatever.

I go to the entrance of the store to see if it's closed, and I see some sign saying "Closed," but it's actually inside of the store somewhere else other than the front.

For some reason, I still thought it was closed, but I saw people in it, so I double checked again and realized it's still open. There was a brunette to the left of me that looked like she was the person to ask if whoever came in wanted "For Here or To-Go," something like that.

But it was a fast food area, so I don't think it would fit her role to be there. Anyway, I go up to the cash register, and it's this fairly decent looking blonde...........okay she's kind of cute too, and she's wearing a black hat while her hair is in a ponytail I believe.

She smiles at me, like anyone else who would be paid to do a forced smile at customers, and before I could take my order, she asks me for my name.

Don't know why she would ask me for my name, the store wasn't busy, so they didn't need to go that route to ensure that orders were given to the right people, it's pretty much close to empty here.

I play along with her and tell her my name.....I even spell it out for her, first and last.

Um. Okay. Lol. I'll just remain oblivious to the possibility that she could've been that dream girlfriend Kaomea was talking about.

Okay, she continues smiling at me, which forces me to smile at her because by this point, I could tell it wasn't a forced portrayal of enthusiasm.

She starts asking some more personal questions, though I can't remember what exactly, but some made me stand still and even blush too because I felt myself having to smile to hide those feelings away.

I think she asked something related to how much I was paying attention to her, it was something that made me feel embarrassed for some reason, but I'm sure she was just playing around with me.

She was really nice to me.

So much for the fries for my mother though, lol.

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06.09.2012

Where Are the Stairs? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking near an area of the Clock Tower at College Station Texas.

(I'm going to have to add that as a dream element because I've been at this area at least 5 times from previous dreams I can sort of remember from the top of my head).

Seems that I'm trying to quickly get somewhere, and I have to wait for a little while in traffic for the walk sign to turn on. It finally turns on, but I barely have enough time to even walk, I have to dash before the counter says "0," and by the time I made it past the other side, the vehicles to the right of me were already moving.

Wow, seems everyone is in a rush lately. I continue running until I get to the area with the intersection and stop sign....Socially Awkward Penguin moment...


But I didn't have a cellphone to pretend that I was busy texting with someone, so it was felt really awkward for a while. Then I see some guy flash by, completely destroying the logic with the Socially Awkward Penguin moment when you're stuck at an intersection, not know when to go because you don't want people in vehicles to wait for your decision for too long.

=P

Anyway, I eventually make it to the other side, and the dream environment changes. It seems to be a mix of a school area, and incomplete houses.

I go towards the one on the right side, and see there were incomplete stairs. Like, I only saw the little hooks that would support a step of a stair, but no steps at all.

And there were people inside the house too on the top floor inside....lol, how did they even get there if there weren't stairs, or a door that should've been apparent by now.

I think I even see the Pre-Calculus teacher I had in the last High School I was in, and she was blonde just like the one in waking life. But I only see her for 1-2 seconds probably, and I think I'm asking someone a few questions.

Then there's a slight shift to where I'm in class, and I'm staring at a girl and wonder how her ass is so big (it wasn't that big). I think I even blurted out how that girl's ass can be big...looooool.

06.02.2012

Helping Out (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at a building, but some parts of it transferred me to a random house that I assumed was mine.

Anyway, there were a group of young teenage boys walking and talking with each other. One of them was asking the other one why they didn't post their defense level to whatever site or group he was talking about.

The building inside was one of those structures that you could hear the footsteps of people quite well slamming on the tile floor. There was adequate lighting, but not a lot, probably because it was still daytime when I looked outside.

But even when I did, outside was a little darker because the clouds were covering the sun at the time.

The guy said he'll do that, and the other guy asking him said there's only 2 spots left. Out of randomness, I wanted to help the guy, but I had things to do on my own.

I'm going to assume they were talking about Runescape. Anyway, I tell the guy who has to post his defense level or whatever to follow me, and then we're transferred to my room in a random house. I have a T.V., and I can't really remember what game console I had in the room.

From what I recall, there was a controller I gave the teenage boy to, and it looked like a XBOX 360 controller. I tell him to grab that, and then find a way to connect to the Internet, and do whatever it is he needed to do.

For me, I believe I had to go to a school at around 11:30 AM-12, but going at 11:00 AM would be better to prepare for some things. After helping that kid out, I think it's close to 11:25 AM, so I started to worry a little bit if I'll be late to whatever it is I have to go to a school for.

I can't remember what happens next, but the dream shifts to where I'm in the room again, with different people. There's one child in my room, and he's standing on those chairs that you see director's sitting on in movie production.

I tell him in a slightly heavy and angry tone to get his feet off the seating area, and put them on the level slightly below it to rest them. He looked exactly like one of the children I have to babysit when one or two of their parents come.

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06.02.2012

Finding Someone (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First, I was riding my bicycle with someone who looked like my Psychology teacher in the last High School I attended before. I believe we were looking to see if someone would come near the oncoming traffic. The environment looked almost the same as the area that's a little far from where my apartment is at in waking life.

The guy I'm following decides to go on the other side of the road, and once traffic clears up a bit, I ride my bicycle to follow him riding his own too.

I had a little trouble pedaling it, the gears where shifting a bit, and I tried ignoring it, but it kept doing that for a while.....

There's another dream fragment where the same guy was wearing a shirt that said "Gay" or "Gays"????

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06.02.2012

You Can Sit Here!! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I'm in a lecture room in college, and I think I either tripped or something, because I landed on a random seat somewhere, and a blonde in a pick shirt I believe is right next to me on the left side.

There's another girl on the right, but I don't pay attention to her, I apologize to the blonde girl in the pink shirt on how I didn't mean to sit between her.

She said with a really enthusiastic voice,

"That's okay!" and she really meant it. Her smile, her facial expressions, it was as if she was glad I was sitting next to her.

I can still feel some of the positive energy from her. I don't know.....I could imagine hugging her and her showering me with wonderful energy...

Sigh.

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06.02.2012

Star in Space (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember walking with someone, and it was near Traditions at Northgate at College Station. It was a little dark outside, maybe in dream time, it was associating that with early morning in waking life or probably just the type of 6PM-8PM darkness here in Texas.

I look at the sky and see some kind of orange-red star in space, it continues floating slowly, and then as it's fading away,

I take my right hand,

formed it into a gun gesture and said,

"Bang."

I said it with weird confidence, as if I felt alive, as if I........

I don't know...

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06.02.2012

Any Life forms on other Planets? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was weird lol.

I was at a void, and I could select which any planet within this solar system I wanted to explore. I was excited but also afraid as well, since I felt that when I do choose one, the sensation of going to another planet, and seeing the mysteries my mind could come up with would probably be too much for me.

It was set up where I could mentally scroll which planet I wanted to go to, and I wanted to check Uranus,

Lol, I wonder what would be in Uranus....looool, anyway, mind out of the gutter Link!

I asked someone in the void if there are lifeforms in other planets, and they showed this screen panel of examples of lifeforms from other planets including humans from Earth as Well.

How the entities were portrayed was like seeing an Anime representations. Kind of like the Chibi-style anime, and the entities varied from looking like Humans to completely different forms.

They were all cute though, but something that made it weirder was that a penis related to their own kind showed up, and a female of their kind was giving them a tugjob.

Wait.

What?

It just didn't match having a Chibi-style portrayals giving tugjobs penises that would match their type.

All of them had the same animation of giving the tugjobs as well.

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06.02.2012

Faye Valetine and wine (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


The environment I'm in is a cold one, at least it looks like it would feel cold because the whole setting was slightly dark, and the overall colors were different hues of blue.

I'm walking with someone again, and it seems it's Faye Valentine. My recall of this is decent, but who I actually was with still confuses me, so I'll just go with Faye Valentine for now.

I believe I'm holding wine bottles in my hand (that's something new, never drank alcohol in my life, or even in my dreams).

I poured out some wine, and I'm not sure if I took a sip or anything, maybe I was pouring it out for Faye. I then decided I should mix the two bottles of wine together.

Faye basically tells me,

"No! Don't do that!" while smiling at me.

I mix them anyway, and she just responds with a "whatever" look on her face.

Teehee.

Hmmm, wonder if I was setting up a roofie on her. LOL.

Nah, I wouldn't do that, and I wouldn't know how to do that anyway.

05.30.2012

High School Cafeteria (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out with me being inside of a classroom. I'm pretty sure it was a Spanish class I was taking, and it was almost time to leave as well.

I'm being passive by listening to the people talk and not taking part of anything. They mostly were talking with the teacher, and the teacher was declaring on what she will do in the class and such.

I leave the classroom when everyone else leaves, and my vision is saturated and diluted. I can barely see anything, just faded out outlines of whoever it is in front of me. I had a feeling who it was even with the horrible vision.

Then my vision starts to synch back, and it's John again that I knew from a High School tennis team. For some reason, I was talking to him like I was drunk, but I don't remember drinking in this dream, and I have never taken alcohol in waking life as well.

So much for reality checking..

I ignore John, and continue heading to the cafeteria, and the school itself was familiar, and it's obviously one of the ones I attended before. I think I find another person that looks familiar as well, and decided to sit next to them.

Then more people came, and I see that two people that were going to sit next to each other, I waited until one person asked if I could switch seats with him. I said "Sure," because I assumed they were good friends.

I don't know why, but I just did because I know that the waking life ones know each other pretty well, since they live in the same neighborhood.

Then as more people come in, more people wanted to switch seats, not with me though, just with other people I think.

I look around the cafeteria, just what's left and right of me, but not the back of me. There's one guy with a serious and dull face.

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05.30.2012

Using Two Penises on Ashley Graham? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I honestly don't know anymore.....but something felt like I did......anyway.

This dream was kind of weird, it was going good for the first few moments, then I'm confused as hell later on. It feels like I'm playing Resident Evil 4, with the over the shoulder shooting.

Except, I feel like I'm actually IN the game. What I mean is that the mechanics that define the game was incorporated into this random dream environment I was in that probably wasn't even close to the environments in the game.

It felt like I was in a very nice mansion with red carpet all over. It had your classic brown doors with golden door knobs, fancy chandelier lights. I was on the top floor, and saw the bottom floor when I was about 4-7 feet away, so the pathways on the top floor were kind of closed in a little.

This meant that since this is a shooting match with random dream characters, there would be a lot of close quarters combat, and weapons ideal for short range would be a smart thing to use.

I move around, shooting a few things, hell, I can't remember what or who I'm shooting at.

Then things get a little hectic, and I see Krauser from Resident Evil 4 as well. He's close to me, getting ready to attack. Then the body that I'm playing as, I see it in a third person view. I'm wearing a fancy black suit and pants, and I believe I was wearing shades along with a purple shirt underneath the suit.

As for the face, I can't really recall it too well, it could've been me or just someone random. But yeah, the reason why I think it was me is because when I'm kicking Krauser like I'm freaking Van Damme, I can feel the sensations of lifting my legs back and forth.

Then another dream shift and.......it's hard to remember what I did exactly.

Edit: It's best I didn't post that little section there >.>

If you can find out why I added two pens, well, you'll get yourself a tasty cookie.

Spoiler for 18+ Material:

I see Ashley Graham, naked I think.....all alone in a room, she's blonde too, so...more dream signs for me! YAY.

I....I only remember her being penetrated in both of her holes, and it's not with two people she's engaging in double penetration in.

I think it's one guy with two dicks formed conveniently for vaginal and anal penetration.

I think Ashley Graham is sucking a dick as well, because I don't hear her complaining at all.

Just...BDFMANKFDJHDKGJSDKAGJDFGKJSAKGDFJGKGFKDJSGF HJDFHKSSDJGKDFJSGHKHJ, probably, don't recall hearing at many sounds.

OH, and I didn't feel anything when (if) I had sex with her.

Yeah..>.>

I can't remember anything related to that, so I'll just assume there's a dream shift.

I think I'm facing Krauser....AGAIN....and we're in room that's closed in as well, even less space than our last encounter.

I'll tell you one thing, you do NOT want to be in a small room with that guy, that's giving yourself a hard time just to stay alive with the things he could do, especially if he used his Enhanced Arm Blade from the Plagas within him.

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05.30.2012

Shoot out (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems to be another crazy dream where people are out to kill other teams.

I only remember getting on top of some fairly large vehicle, the size of a van, and it was white too. I think I was taking cover the whole time, since it's war zone now to me.

05.22.2012

D in Biology 112 and OctoberWind or Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't even know what to say about this dream. I think it's a really pathetic dream, seeing as it's trying to be prophetic with which grade I'm going to get for my Biology 112 course.

I'm inside a building, but it feels like a middle school building instead of a section in college, in fact, it looks likes like the Thornton Middle School I used to go.

The flooring, the walls, and the gym that is basically one of the major sections in the school were all paired pretty accurately. It's kind of hard remembering what I did first, so I'll just trace my steps back and hope for the best.

I believe I start getting ready to run to the gym, and I'm running pretty fast too (seems I was right about speed running being something I never really have to practice much in my dreams). Then there's this female in a blue jacket that is running along with me, and I realized that when I'm running, I'm using my toes to push myself forward.

I decided to plant each foot to the ground instead of using my toes alone, and I went much faster, but the girl to the left of me went even faster than me. I tried to catch up to her, but she made me look so slow.

She didn't even turn her face to talk to me or anything, especially since other dream characters weren't even running at all. I decided to just stop running, take a moment to stand still, and then just casually walk my way to the gym.

Well aren't you smart to not do a reality check Link...*facepalm*

It seems I'm going in the gym to do some kind of fitness test, but at the same time, it feels liike I'm trying to get my overall grade for the Biology course, very confusing. I get near a random guy sitting down who looks like a staff member who seems to be giving out information or something important to other people.

I check my wallet for my college ID, and I see an ID, but it isn't the one for my University. I don't panic (oddly enough), and I had to go back to wherever (should've questioned where you were the last few minutes in your dream Link!) it is I started from.

From here, my recall of where I went is totally blank, but there's a continuation of this dream with a dream shift.

I believe I'm sitting in a different gym, it's a little darker, but it is very spacious and has just feels like I'm in a pretty clean environment. I'm sitting in a partial lotus position, and I see a few random females near me.

Then I saw a girl that I thought I would never see in my dreams. She looked a lot like Shelby in waking life when I was a senior in High School. She's a blonde female (Go figure Link...), and even though she may not have the looks, she looked cute to me in waking life, but some guys would just think she has no appeal at all.

Guess I'm weird like that, though I do admit that I looked at her body more in the dream, but just can't find the right description for it. She was wearing some shorts, and a shirt with long sleeves. The shirt itself was light green, with a mix of turquoise to it, I'm not really good with specific colors here....=(

Then I have another dream shift where it feels like I missed something....that I forgot something important....then I had a "OH CRAP" moment. I'm outside, the sky is pretty neutral and gray, and I turn right to head to a buiilding, and for some odd reason, the insides of it represent a Biology lab.

I go inside, close the door, and spend some time looking around. It had almost everything to fool myself into thinking it's the real deal in waking life. The blacktops with dark brown wood finish on the bottom, top shelves on the side, things like that.

Then I realized I had to go back to get something....(it really took me a while to realize that I'm heading back with my ID this time, but even then, I'm not sure if I paid attention to double check to see if I do have it this time).

I turn to my left, and I see someone in a blue jacket again.....Her hair, her face, she looked very happy, but she was looking down on the ground, and walking fairly slow. But I think that's because my mind was in such a rush. I could've sworn I saw OctoberWind just now.

The girl fits her visage, cheekbone structure and everything, and she had a cute smile as well. I look at her for a while to see if she really is her, and I'm pretty sure that was her.

But I didn't have time to do an ignore test to see if I accidently met her on the dreaming plane. Sometimes I wonder if it was Alyzarin as well, because I remember her wearing a blue hoodie as well in an non-lucid shared dream I had with her before.

I was too focused in going back to the gym, and I think I have a dream shift to where I'm in the hallway getting closer to the gym. I have a feeling that it's too late for me to get whatever it is I'm looking for inside of the gym, because I see a group of guys in orange shirts and blue pants telling me that whatever it is, it's done.

I didn't give up though, I ignored them, went to the right side and started to run quickly. Then I stumbled upon an older lady. She was a little shorter than me, she wore a black suit jacket with a white shirt underneath, and I was asking if I can get my grade for Biology.

I asked her because I heard people talking about the grades they had, and tells me to follow her a bit. There's a small basket on top of a table with white cloth over it, and she takes out a folder with some paper in it (or it could've just been a set of papers she took out instead of a folder).

Anyway, she shows me the grade I have for the lab section of the course, which is an "F"?

Wait what? Isn't that supposed to....this doesn't even make sense.....but I didn't do a reality check..*sigh*

Then she shows me my Lecture Grade for the course, which is a D A.....freaking D, you don't know how happy I felt when she handed me those papers for myself, and she said that this type of grade would give me a C.

For a class that had a trolling professor who purposely wanted the class average to be a 70, passing the class with a D alone was enough for me.....

I get out of the gym, walking a blindly in the hallway, still having the thought of passing this course saturated in my mind, and then a guy to the left of me said that I'll probably just get a D instead of a C.

Well, okay buddy, way to try and destroy my moment of happiness. I don't really like the idea of a D or a C in a class, but it's Biology, so my standards are little bit different than they were in High School...

That's all I remember.

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05.22.2012

House Inspection (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with my father, and we're inside of a random house, and the owners were not there at all. It seems they were evicted, and couldn't get all their belongings in time. My father goes inside one bedroom, and it's lit up as well, and the whole place looks like someone was having a rush getting their things together.

I noticed I had a gun in my hand, in fact, I think it's the same gun in waking life, loooooool. Anyway, I had the magazine on my right hand I think, because with me being ambidextrous, my left hand seems to be a better trigger side instead of my right.

Because if cocked the handgun back with my left, it's too weak and I struggle too much, so I have to use my right.

I brace my back against the wall, and I honestly don't know why I'm all paranoid, since the house was empty. I almost put the magazine within the chamber for the gun, but I only put it half way, I had a hunch that I should just wait to see how things played out. Oh, and before I put it half way, I made sure it was inserted the right way....would be embarassing if I put it the other way and tried to shoot, get pissed because it didn't work, and then wonder why I failed, hahaha.

I go inside the bedroom my father is looking around, and I see a bunch of stuff here that should've been taken into consideration on the evicted people's list of things to get. Like really, a mini HD TV on top of the shelf? *sigh*

I forget what I did after that.

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05.22.2012

Linkzeidra, Kaomea, and Alyzarin Banned (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

No, I didn't spell my name wrong, because there was a person who had an account of Linkzeidra, or something like that, but not my name.

The way this dream was set up, I had moments where I asked myself, "Wait a second....." but never did a reality check....LOL.

First, Kaomea gets banned for some weird reason, I saw her last post being on the Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain thread....LOL. I think she posted like one or two words on a post, and then another Kaomea bans the previous Kaomea that posted?

The new version of Kaomea's account had a dark avatar, like, it could've been a picture of a succubus or something, but it was a lady in profile view, and her skin was ranging from dark grey or light black.

What what??!?!?!?!?!? And I STILL didn't do a reality check.

This Linkzeidra guy, apparently it's my account, because I'm worried on why I'm banned. The account has over 9,600 likes, and it takes me a while to go into a "WTF" expression when I saw that many likes. I looked at Alyzarin, who was also banned, and I forget the number of likes she has.

I started to speculate on how the hell did I get so many likes in a short span of time, but again, no reality checking for me, guess I was happy with the 9,600+ likes....hahahahahaha

When I tried making a post, I get a message saying that my IP was banned, and I'm wondering why the hell am I still banned.

I think I log on the KVirc client, but that doesn't work either. I also noticed that the KVirc client had a black background theme to it, another subtle change I didn't realize until now.

After being patient, I go back and try to make a post again, and I'm finally able to. Apparently, Dreamviews is linked with Runescape? Because I was on the Runescape hompage, and it said the reason for the bans were because of a "Snook" test?

Weird....anyway, that's all I remember.

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05.22.2012

Sitting Outside (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside of my apartment, (I'm not even there in waking life), and I'm sitting at some chair near the columns supporting the upper regions of the apartment complex.

I think I'm waiting for someone, and I see my blonde neighbor go out with some chicks. She's wearing a faded blue hoodie, and she and the two other ladies are walking straight on the grass, and then turn to the left to go inside the vehicle.

I shift my attention back by looking down to see the desk I'm sitting on.

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05.22.2012

Starbucks and C.C. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at Starbucks, and instead of going to the cash register, people can go near the employees making the coffee, etc., and ask them what they wanted.

It was my turn, and I wanted to get a Vanilla Bean Frappuccino, but before I can make complete sentence, I start stuttering. The blonde female in front of me that's waiting for my order, she goes over to the next person, most likely because she's seeing I'm having trouble saying a few basic words.

I finally tell her what I want, and she starts making it. How it's set up, she has to take 4 cups, add certain ingredients to each one, and then mix them all up in one cup.

She asked me if I wanted more of any of the 4, and I started to stutter again, but I quickly got out of that and asked if I could get more sugar.
She finishes making it for me, and then something weird happens.

I get a flashing view, or maybe I'm seeing her right in front of me when I turn, but I see C.C. from Code Geass (but I didn't know her name until I googled it, hahaha). It was kind of awkward because when I turned around, I go into this weird view of looking at her from the bottom up.

She had some ASS, and the moment I'm looking up slowly, I see green hair near her waist, and from that point on, I think I see her face, but then things start to fade too quickly.

Okay.....>.>

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05.22.2012

Mii Avatar Couple Insanity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's a Mii Couple standing on a ship, like the upper levels where the Sail is attached. The husband has to kill his wife who is near a ledge, I guess she was too crazy, and had to be killed.

It takes the husband a while to kill his wife, but he slices the front of her head off, and he starts going crazy and I think he's crying while running away from where his wife died. I think there was a swat team or something like that.

Too disturbing, but I did see blood for once.

I believe there's a dream shift to where I'm Link from Legend of Zelda: Windwaker, and I'm going through some areas until I jump on a dark and evil section. The castle looked like one of those shady looking monsters where their eyes and mouth were the main features.....too lazy to remember that one.

05.16.2012

Political Science Class Moved (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't really want to remember much from this dream, kind of boring and pointless seeing as I already took the class.

I'm upstairs in a building with carpet flooring, it's dark blue or something like that. I'm following some blonde female in a pink tank top and skirt. I'm wondering where the Political Science Exam is being held, and there's nobody in the room I think it's supposed to be in.

Then I found out it's pretty close by, and I follow the blonde I believe. By this point, I'm not even sure if it was an exam we had to take, because people were asking what they can do if they couldn't finish the assignment right.

The professor said that he's willing to the person who asked start over again, and then tells everyone they can fix anything they think is wrong, and wants us to start doing it immediately.

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05.16.2012

Girl with Tentacles (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Wait what? I saw this in my notes, and I don't recall ANYTHING from this lmao.

I guess that's what it was....girl with tentacles...wow....I really should've taken the time to type it when waking up....

Must've been those images I saw late at night.....

Well...I already said too much there.....

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05.16.2012

Dead Bear (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm going back to my apartment, I see the blonde neighbor that lives two doors to the left of me in waking life. She tells me "Hi," and she was busy talking to someone.

I think I respond, then I go to open the door, go inside, and find a lot of changes to my apartment, but I didn't do a reality check....I'm not even at my apartment in waking life right now...

My father shows up at one point, forget what he does, I go outside, I see a dead bear, or at least it looks dead. It's laying on its back with arms and legs spread out. I think me or someone pulls it in.

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05.16.2012

Bunny Girl Porn? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh....this was in my notes as a dream, but I guess it was just me watching some kind of Bunny Girl Hentai or something....

05.13.2012

Carrot and Anderj101 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took 6mg of Melatonin last night, set the alarm to wake me up around 3.5-4 hours of sleep.

I had the alarm wake me up another time after that, and I typed up this dream in the mean time before going back to sleep to wait for the second one to ring.

At first, it seems that I'm the only one in the backyard of a random house, but both my father and mother were there, they were just in different areas of the garden. It's really bright outside, but I don't necessarily feel too hot.

There's this huge tree stump that I'm walking on, and I'm wondering when we're going to get out of this place. There's a random female dream character walking back and forth on the other side of the gate, which was kind of weird for me. I believe she had dark brown hair,but didn't get to see her face sadly.

The place has fairly high grass, almost reaching to the top of your ankles. The dream shifts to where I'm on top of some really green hill with someone who probably is my father. He's wearing shades, and we're looking over at some people below.

It's still a bit bright outside in the dream, and the area almost looks the same as the place near my apartment, except that there's a really huge peak somewhere in the middle this time. Some people look familiar, one person on the bottom looks like Anderj101, and I don't know what they're doing, but it looks like they're waiting for something to happen in the mean time.

I told my father that these are people I know on the forums...

Shit....are you kidding me? He wouldn't even be the last person I would tell ever about this forum, but I said it without feeling hesitant, so this is all the work of my sporadic non-lucid state of mind. He didn't really take what I said too seriously, probably to respect my own business.

Then the dream shifts a bit to where I see this girl that looks like Ashley M--almost said her name (for personal reference: girl with light brown hair at A&M)....Anyway, Ashley wanted to get some guys to help her carry a mattress I'm assuming. It looks an awful lot like mine, dark blue, and having a gray bottom.

I decide to randomly join in with carrying the mattress. It wasn't too heavy, and it was pretty small for a mattress, so I don't know why she would need 4 guys to carry it. Anyway, me and 3 other random guys carry the mattress while moving forward in a completely different environment.

It seems like the setting is early morning, or early evening with the sun fairly close from being out of sight. The guys helping me carry the mattress, one by one, start to take their hands off it, and I'm still holding it awkwardly.

It takes me a while to realize this, and then I tell and yell at time a bit, not too loud, just out of surprise. One I believe started to laugh a little bit, but I didn't see their faces, just the back of their heads.

They started to run, and I started to run as well. It takes me a while to be cognizant that I'm still holding on to the mattress, and then I put it on the top of my head, and started dashing for those guys for being silly and not helping me out.

I realized that they were basically useless, and I could take care of holding it myself. I believe I dropped the mattress at some point in this moment of running.


Then, another dream shift, I'm in a fairly busy area, and most of the dream characters are Asian.

(Just using this to remember how rushed the dream felt at this point)

I didn't notice this yet, but I was holding my pillow on my left hand, and running like crazy looking for Carrot (DV member). Dodging people and trying not to cause too much of a scene, I finally see Carrot running as well.

I don't know exactly why she's running, but as I'm running, I notice something barking, and I turn my face to the left, while still running, and see a black and brown dog.

It had a mix of a German Shepherd, and the face of The Sulimov Dog. Basically, a hybrid between Lapponian Herders and Turkmen golden jackals

It didn't seem to be after me, but rather, a companion? I ignore it, unfortunately, since it was a brief moment and was too concentrated on why Carrot is running so quickly.

I take advantage of my environment with a fair amount of people walking in a city by blending in with the crowd, still maintaining a steady run after her. I see Carrot finally decides to take a break and walk a bit, and she turns to her left to see if whoever is chasing her is gone.

She looks relaxed, and then turns her head back in front to walk. I come in casually, like nothing didn't even happen, and told her while having my hand on her left shoulder about something related to me and her having a party before I have to leave and go back home.

The dream shifts to where I'm sitting down with a blonde female to the right of me at a restaurant, but I only recognized her hair with peripheral vision, and I didn't seem too interested in the table I'm sitting next to her.

The reason being was that I was seeing that the dream was going to fade a little bit, and it sucks that I didn't get to see the face of the blonde to the right of me.....damn it lol, dream signs of blondes are getting a lot more frequent now.

And I'm not even picking out random blondes, she was RIGHT there next to me, sipping on some kind of beverage. I believe she was also wearing a strapless Khaki dress, but it looked a little bit lighter in material, so that's the best thing I can associate with it, not really keen on the fashion stuff for women.

And I noticed that the table cloth had red and white squares, but I didn't pay too much attention to that.

I believe I was talking to someone in front of me, and even though the speech was diluted a bit, signaling a dream fading or something of the sort, I could tell that I didn't really want to engage in the conversation in the first place.

The interesting part of this dream is that as I typed it up in a Dream Journal program, I was looking for breeds of police dogs on Wikipedia, and the Sulimov Dog was the BEST match for the face of the dog that I saw in the dream.

And it's a Russian dog too (I think?), seems either it came to light in the dream because I read an entry of Sinoblak's where she met Eva and her playing Russian music (Eva that is), or it came as a coincidence.

I don't think that's mere coincidence, homologous association at least, but not coincidence....because my mind likes to associate a few things late at night rather than during the day, sometimes.

And another interesting thing was me holding a pillow. I never held a pillow before in my dreams....ever, at least, all the ones that I recalled. I wonder if it's because I watched the commentary and walk-through of "Catherine" for the XBOX-360/PS3 on YouTube.

Spoiler for Vincent in Catherine:

Spoiler for Random stuff about Catherine the video game:

The main character holds a pillow solving these complex puzzle schemes in order to get out from an nightmare. Following that logic, if the person dies in the dream, they die in real life. It was a really funny game to watch, especially with the commentator named "theRadBrad."

It's a cool game related to dreaming, succubus, 8 endings to it, and some really really really stressful puzzle sequences, it's a good scare just trying to finish those levels, at least what I saw from the commentator playing, but it's a good experience either way for people who like a lot of difficulty.

And the endings themselves, it's funny what options Vincent has between picking Katherine, his long time lover, or Catherine, a succubus who comes into waking life realm in order to seduce men and.....you know, what succubus do.

I think both females are hot.....anyway....random insight.


Catherine:



Katherine


Imagine waking up seeing the blonde one in your bed, and knowing the bottom one is your girlfriend, and then realizing both names sounded the same....yeah, would be kind of stressful for any guy.

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05.13.2012

Talking to Carrot (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I decided I should sleep for 1-2 hours, I didn't really expect a lot to happen in that time, but it was good practicing to listening for the alarm though.

When the alarm started to ring, I kept my body still, and dozed off to sleep was I was trying to recall the dream I had before it woke me up.

All I remember is that I'm talking to Carrot, and probably someone else as well.

Had the alarm wake me up at several times, well, just 2-3 times, which is why I remembered a few dreams.

Took 6mg of Melatonin before going to bed, had one moment where I could've done a DEILD, but gave up, had one moment where I could've used the CANWILD tech, but failed to cooperate....ugh...but I met a certain someone, twice.

05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms..... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in a gym, and I'm resting on a wall somewhere, and it seems that me and someone in my arms is in an area with some group of children and teenagers. She was resting on my chest, probably sleeping or something, because there wasn't a lot of movement on her part.

I think she probably was injured, but I'm not sure. While I was wrapping my arms under her armpits and to her sides, I also touched near her upper thigh region. There were children around, but I didn't really care if they were going to see some awkward things happening.

I didn't realize it at first, but I had to be holding Eva, because for some reason, I think I had a dream shift from a previous dream, and I don't know if it's the second time I held her in my arms below, or if that was first and this was second.

Ugh...anyway, I had her wrapped on me while she's sleeping, and I had my hand close enough to where her private areas could be touched, but I didn't do anything else.

Some child who looked like a kid I knew in waking life is looking at us basically groping each other, or maybe groping her, and tells me,

"Hey you can't do that!"

Just hearing this brat's voice pissed me off, I wanted to tell him to Shut the fuck up because he has no say in this matter, but I tell him in an awkward tone,

"Yes I can! She's my girlfriend!"

Uhhh did that just come out of my mouth in this dream?


.....................looooool....

The worse part about this dream was that I could only feel someone embracing my body, so it being Eva could be wrong, but it felt like her....I guess? Even though I never really knew how she was towards me?

I guess she could've been alive, or I could've been a necrophiliac and had a near to death body....BAHAHAAHAHHA, that's not really funny....*cries* who knows....

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05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms.....again? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm playing Metal Gear Solid 3, or at least seeing Snake walk around in third person perspective, and I believe I'm controlling him without actually playing the game, if it is a game....

I believe we were in the Swamp/Forest/Jungle part in the game, and I believe I was trying to hide from Ocelot, but I didn't notice until the dream resets just a little bit.

I saw Eva disguised as Tatyana, her alias, and she was wearing the whole green outfit as well. She looked like she was waiting for someone, seeing as she was just standing there.

There's some gaps in my recall on this, so I'll presume there's a dream shift, and it seems that I'm holding Eva in my arms again. I think there was some major fighting going on, since I saw Snake being pulled up from a helicopter, along with a few other DCs except for me and Eva.

She looked tired and injured, like in the last dream. I go to an area in the Jungle where we can both rest. I believe I braced against a wall and sat down while holding her in my arms.

The dream resets, and I say reset because Eva was standing in the same position I saw her in.

This time she asked to herself,


"Where is that asshole?"

.........................................>.>

..............<.<

...............heh....hope she wasn't referring to me.....*cries*

Anyway, while she's standing around, I hear the Caution music for MGS3 playing, and I think I'm playing as Snake again in third person mode. I think I had to lure Eva to go to a certain spot so Ocelot wouldn't see me.

And the same item I had to use was a Croc cap....loooooool, okay, working with the logic, I throw the croc cop somewhere in front of Eva.

(It wasn't the whole croc cap, just the package it comes in when you find it in the game)

As she goes towards it, I go around this small boulder separating us, and I think I put her in a CQC hold, or in short, just holding her near her neck, but not really trying to kill or injure her.

I think I had another moment where the dream resets again with me throwing the Croc cop near Eva's area, but I kind of threw it in an awkward position, so I picked it up, and threw it again.

I don't know why the dream resets for me to be in that situation, but I get to Eva again either way, but I didn't get to hold her because Ocelot was still around.

I thought he caught me, but apparently, he doesn't have any intention to kill me, he's just surprised that I'm here, I guess, and he wants me to take out all the weapons and items I have.

The environments starts getting weird, I'm seeing Solid Snake in third person view instead of Naked Snake (Solid Snake isn't really supposed to be born right now, seeing as he's the son of Eva being the surrogate for Naked Snake???....but it's a dream, so oh well).

The environment turns blank and has some colors of gray or silver. The whole place is dull, it's like this whole thing was simulation like in the VR missions you see in MGS2 with Raiden or Snake.

Anyway, Solid/Naked Snake (I can't tell anymore) starts dropping his weapons and items, they just come out of him like that lol.

Ocelot is inspecting them, picking them up, and while he's doing that, my perspective is kind of weird. I'm also checking them as well, in a weird third person perspective. I saw some letters like "p squared (p^2) and probably "q squared (q^2)" as well.

For some reason, that has to be related to the Hardy-Weinberg equation of p^2+2pq+q^2=1......


Hmmm, I wonder why the description on some items had elements of that equation???

I can't remember much that occurs later on in the dream, except for Ocelot looking around and picking up all the items around Snake that he wanted him to take out.

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05.10.2012

Biochemistry Seminar Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking outside near my University, around clock tower, and it seems I'm headed for the Biochemistry Seminar course I had this semester. I see a guy wearing a fluorescent green shirt and black pants, along with a black packpack as well.

I couldn't make out his face, but it looked like he was one of the classmates I had for the class, and he was headed his way to the classroom as well. I go the usual way to get to the class since there was construction going on from the last route I took the first semester of college.

I tried to see if the construction still went on in the dream, but the place was gated, so I couldn't go the other way even if it was all cleaned up and brand new.

Now here's the next part that I'm confused on which happened first......

I go inside a building, and the carpet is green I believe, I head near a room that I assume is the class I have to go to. Then I see a blonde girl sitting near the door, and I sit next to her. She was wearing a white shirt and black sports shorts with the white lining on the sides of them.

Then I believe I decided to head into the room, and I see almost everyone that took the class in waking life. I see that they're turning in some paper for a seminar, and it had the previous guest speaker's name on it...let's call him Pat.

I realized something was weird and asked them,

"Wait, didn't our teacher say that since it was our last seminar meeting, that we didn't have to turn in a paper?"

They all realized this and some probably had a mental facepalm moment and said, "ooooh yeah."

Even though I realized that we didn't have a paper to turn in, I still didn't do a reality check myself because I'm already finished with the course, so I guess it wouldn't have been any better to tell them that, but I guess it was better for me, because I would be panicking, because I didn't think I had a paper to turn in for the teacher.

Since we didn't have a paper to turn in, and since it was our last seminar class last week, I told them while standing up getting ready to leave,

"So I guess this means we can go........right?"

I look at them, and it seems they're turning their face towards a Biochemistry Adviser in waking life that I've seen before. I sit back down and ask her a few questions like if the teacher is going to show up.

Apparently, she's there just to fill his spot in the mean time. I was confused, and ask her why she's here, but I said it indirectly, which made it harder because she didn't understand what I was asking her, looool.

She was talking about some theories on the white board, and was making some kind of weird model of some kind of hormone, RNA, DNA, or whatever molecule.


She told us to watch out for any small green parts to the model being on the floor. I lean to my left side, and I check the floor, which was fluffy, and there seemed to be no green parts at all, so I get back up and watch her go on some wild tangent over random information.

It was something like a Butter something Theory, where the hottest region in the universe would roll all over, like a dab of butter in the middle of the pan would be heated up, and the pan would lean to various sides, causing the butter to move around.

She didn't really tell me all this, but the name of the Theory automatically made me associate it with that in the dream.

The dream shifts, and I think the real professor actually is here. I forgot if I asked him if I can use a printer, or if he needed to get something printed, but I use the printer to the left of me, and it seems that it isn't printing right. As the paper is going down to be printed, it goes down too fast, which means things get misaligned. The paper even folds into two because of the force, and I look at the professor awkwardly.

Then he starts talking about some stuff, and was using some headphones I had as a microphone, but I signaled him that he should use the microphone that's placed right in the middle of me. He takes it, and I move the wire away from the printer so he can have more wire to move around with.

I'm not listening to ANYTHING this guy is saying, I just pretend that I'm interested in everything he's saying. Then I get some flashing clips of some lady in a shiny and silver latex suit, kind of like the suits one of the ladies from the Beauty and the Beast unit in MGS4 would wear when they had the name "Laughing (name)."

Even though I'm seeing the ass of the woman, I think the lady had black hair or something, and she was crawling all over the place showing her ass off. I think it was probably Raging Beauty.

Better view than listening to the professor....and I should've caught that the guy never taught in class, all he did was just have the filler role of guiding the guest speaker to the right place after they gave us a little preview of that they'll be talking about.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Melanieb's Hot Older Daughter (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, this dream.....either I'm seeing someone in the future, or maybe Melanieb has a daughter my age that she hasn't talked about to me.

Anyway, I'm looking at a photo of a hot blonde girl, probably around my age of 18, and there's this guy who has six pack abs and everything, a perfect trophy boyfriend for the girl.

Melanieb is talking to me through some instant messaging program, but it's appearing as a small hologram instead of me using a laptop. She starts talking about how fine the guy looks, and I just take what she says about him.

I zoom in closer on what might be an older daughter of hers, and she was pretty hot. Her lips were little big, but it wasn't a distraction or anything.

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05.10.2012

Get Out... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This same dream...I could've done a DEILD from the CANWILD tech I was trying to do...you'll see...

I was arguing with my mother about something, and we're inside my apartment, lol that's weird......

Anyway, I started to get serious with her, and eventually, she can't take it anymore and wants me to get out of my apartment.....um okay....it's my apartment, but okay, I'll get out if you lost the verbal battle with me.

I look at the table to my right, and I grab a shirt before going outside. She's pointing her way to the door, and as I'm getting closer and closer....

THE ALARM RINGS....and I wake up. Lol, I could've went for a DEILD, but eh.....I don't know what was wrong with me, that was the PERFECT association my body has made to signal me that the alarm was about to initiate.

Oh well...

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05.10.2012

Ho-Oh (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in this area where there's a few green hills, along with buildings with some stone gray stairs, and having an overall color of gray to them. There were a lot of areas where you hide under the stairs.

I think I was playing a game with some random people, I can't remember exactly, and I believe I saw a Ho-Oh somewhere in this dream.

The dream shifts to me just running around the place, trying to find the people I was playing with....

What a boring dream......

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05.10.2012

Sidney Poitier Arrested? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a house, and my mother and Sidney Poitier are with me as well. The doorbell rings, and I go check to see who it is by looking through the hole. I couldn't get a good view of them, because everything was blurry. I told the people inside what they looked like, but I can't remember the exact description.

I head to go back to a room somewhere in the house, and the door opens. It was two cops in black uniforms that came to arrest Sidney Poitier.


One of the cops comes in while Poitier is being hand-cuffed, and he's asking if one of us is the father.....lol wut??? I looked at my mother, and asked her if I should call my father (wait why would I do that???).

The cop said I can call him, I think? I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Blonde girl kidnapped (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm honestly freaked out by this dream....ugh...

There's this blonde girl who looks like she's around the age of 4-7, and she's wearing a light pink outfit. I believe she was going to walk with her friend to go home, but I think she disappeared.

Then a random old man in horrible clothing, almost as if he's a homeless guy, comes in and grabs the little girl, and has one hand over her mouth so she wouldn't scream.

He said that they would both have a fun time together...

Ugh...disgusting.

05.08.2012

Alarm (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's late at night, I'm in a random house, I look at some chick that is sleeping in pink pajamas, I can't make out her visage though, but from what I remembered, she looked cute sleeping.

I think I was eating something, and was going to get up to put the cup and plate in the sink. I wanted to go somewhere near the female that was sleeping, but when I do, the alarm for the house triggers. It startles me a little bit, but I quickly go to the alarm thingy that you go to enter the code.

Apparently, the code was related to personal bank stuff....lmao, and I even said the code in a form of a question to someone. Don't know if they responded back, but how could I not tell that I said a personal bank pin to a random DC?

Then I see my father come out of the door, but he's in a passive state, probably still tired, and he sees the alarm is taken care of and goes back to sleep.

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05.08.2012

What is this, Titanic?? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a group of people, and it seems we're inside a ship because there's water coming up all the way to our knees. I believe me and a girl decide to stay together.

The girl herself? Not even attractive enough. Either I was extremely fucking horny or extremely fucking stupid to stay with this girl.

The reason I'm saying that is because the group that's heading out, one of them apparently was going to bomb the doors, meaning we couldn't get out. But I didn't know what was going to happen to us, maybe the water levels might increase gradually, and we'll drown together.

The girl on the other hand, she didn't care at all on what's going to happen, it seemed she had an abnormally active sex drive, and she was fixated towards me.



Like, I swear, this girl would be up for any kind of sex. I can't recall too much, but judging by her positive emotions, this girl was probably past the level of insanity. We're going to die either way, and me and her both decide to stay inside the ship that's going to flood...*facepalm*

Come, at least be Eva or some other hot chick with a vagina. Looks don't matter? pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffftt okaaaaaaaaaaay

Spoiler for 18+ Stuff eeeeew:

Anyway, my perspective changes, and I see the girl being drilled doggy-style, and she's enjoying the thrusting the guy is giving her, but the guy isn't me.

WTF, I just....but.........this isn't fair!!! At least let me bang the chick with my body!

Then the girl decides to lick the guy's asshole, but she has a little challenge trying to open his ass cheeks, loooooool. She gets down to business and starts drilling him with her tongue....eeew

The dream shifts to a completely to where I'm in an area that looks like a place related to my University environment. There was a blonde lady who looked a lot like my AP English 4 teacher I had at High School.

For some reason, I assumed that this lady was looking for her son, and in my mind, the son was the one who was going all freaky time with the chick from the last shift. The problem is, the guy didn't look like her son AT all.

Weird logic being sustained in my mind, no doubt, but as usual, I don't do a reality check from something as abnormal as that. I started talking to myself and laughing mentally at this women, and I believe one of those speculations were,

"Aww poor woman, it's sad that she's not going to know her son is going to die until later on..."

Don't know why I said that, but hey, guess I'm a real asshole when I don't have control over my dreams.

There were people lined up near some fence, and apparently, it seems to be some kind of collaboraiton with singers and instrument players.

The weight size of these people was hilarious, one looked like a bloated balloon, some had bigger proportions in other areas, it was just awkward just to see them do hand formations and even dance.

By dancing, I mean twisting their bodies to one side and to the other, not exactly professional dancing, but who am I to blame them....I only know two-step and three-step back and forth dancing...meh.

So I get closer to this group, and go under this small area under what seems like a bridge, and I'm standing in front of a person that looks like a guy's brother that I knew in the Tennis team I was part of in High School.

I basically have to extend my right hand, with one finger pointing up, and I have to make a reverse U sign from right to left to inform whatever group to move their fingers the opposite direction. And apparently, when they do that, music starts playing.

I get out of synch at first, but I finally get used to it and synch it right. Then some random guy tells us that he admits that he doesn't give us the instructions online, making it hard to understand what the hell we had to do just now.

What an idiot....

Then he starts bragging about this 1:1 interaction is nothing compared to how he has to do 5:10 or 5:20 with other people

The ratios I mention above just means interaction with people, so I guess he gets 5 people to interact with 10 or 20 people at once. Didn't really see what's the big deal with that, you're just responsible for a few more people.

Whatever. That's all I remember.

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05.08.2012

A little privacy please?!?!? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm headed to the bathroom, and my perspective is weird in this dream. While I'm in the bathroom, I can see what's going on in the kitchen or living room in the house, and the people in it.

It seemed my mother and Kim (another dream with her again...) were going to the bathroom as well.

Kim was interested in what I could be doing in the bathroom, and starts laughing while she questions me on what I'm doing.

Ooooh I don't know.....obviously freaked out that you're asking me that question!?!?!?

(The reason why I'm kind of annoyed is because she's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay older than me and not really good looking....if it were a younger woman, sure come right in!)

I brace my back to the door, because I have a feeling Kim is going to go inside, but my mother comes in and says she has to get something in the bathroom.

Okay.....


That's all I remember.

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05.08.2012

Biology Lab Stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in Biology Lab, the setting is different, the TA for the lab is the same one I had for Biology 112.

It seems that it's the end of the lab, and everyone gets out.

I think I have another dream shift before or after this one, and I'm talking with a woman who looks Indian. I guess she's average on looks, and I forget what she was telling me.

I was telling her how I was compared to some other Indian girl I knew in waking life. We'll call this girl I'm mentioning Hum.

I told the lady that I was in the top 3%, while Hum was probably in the top 8-10%. I don't know how I got that random percentage for Hum's ranking though.

I think me and the lady were going to enter a building, but I can't remember.

I took some Melatonin (3mg) last night to help with sleeping. I heard the alarms I set, but since I had some good sleep from the Melatonin, it was kind of hard to stay a conscious for a WILD. For the WBTB, I think I tried at least two times, I had the temptation to sleep quickly.

Woke up for the final time, and I feel like a new person. Remembered a lot more dreams, some where so long that I should've woken up for a while to write them down. Oh well.

05.07.2012

Left my Backpack (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a huge dream shift that I probably forgot, making this dream confusing.

Basically, I go into some random men's athletics room, and I see my backpack to the right of me resting on a bench.

I had a herp derp moment, and took the backpack just like that. I move forward to left side to rest my backpack on the left bench. There's a guy already at a locker, and he has a bunch of crap to put in, or put out, not sure what he's trying to do, but he has a lot of clothes and stuff in a pile.

He looked like Felix in waking life that I used to know in Middle School and High School. There was a guy named Brian, who was his friend in waking life as far as I know, who came in. Felix tells him that the locker that Brian is trying to go to is occupied, and Brian says in an almost scared tone towards him,

"Oh okay...."

I don't know, either he was afraid of me, or he was doing crack or something, because he was kind of twitching a little too much for my taste.

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05.07.2012

Lady with Plug (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some lady is our teacher, and I don't know who I'm hanging with at the time except for her. I think we're in a computer lab of some sort, and the floor is white, and the room is a kind of dark, I was wondering who is going to turn on the lights in here.

There was some lights from the outside hallway that provided enough to see what's going on, but it would've been a helpful to still turn on the lights.

A girl has a problem doing something on the computer, and I think the teacher takes the time to help her. There's some other stuff I can't remember to well, but there's a dream shift to where she explains to some girl that the plug, as in an outlet, is prone for error if not inserted correctly in an outlet.

I guess it served as some kind of flash drive in an abstract way, and it was white all over. It looked like your basic plug-in with a chunky white layer hiding the wires and all that, with the two outlet connections sticking out.

There also seemed to be something she utilized to protect those same ends sticking out, and when she did, it would light up a small bright green light, probably to confirm that things are in place.

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05.07.2012

Moving Circular Waterfall? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh, I don't know how to describe this waterfall, not even sure it's a waterfall, it's the best I can come up with. I googled what a circular waterfall was, but that wasn't it...too lazy to edit it out with a different name....


I believe I'm walking on a Circular moving waterfall? It's kind of hard to describe it any other way, but it feels like I'm walking, or someone is walking while I'm looking in first person perspective on a waterfall that's moving.

I think I slip down one of the holes after going high to up, and it's basically seeing a person slide left and right in third person view now. Apparently, before the small shift, I think the reason that as each time the person went down, things started to fade more.

I think they needed a specific amount of points to go to a certain afterlife, but I'm not too sure on that, because even though things faded, the person still went deeper.

They finally reach the bottom, or at least a good surface point for now, and they start moving a bit. I'm not sure if I'm playing a video game, and watching the character move that I'm controlling or whatever, but it feels kind of weird. I think I'm at some kind of Game Expo or whatever like E3 or even Comic Con.....not sure, just hearing a few people talking, but their voices are diluted while I'm focusing on the video game.

Oh, and the person seemed to be in some kind of sky city, because the bottom level, you can clearly tell that if they fell off, they would be falling for a pretty long time from above.

I can't remember anything else from the dream.

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05.07.2012

10 Reports (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

The dream is kind of confusing to me....having a little bit of gaps in recall as well.

Some parts of this dream I remembered was being underwater I think to see how some kind of demon male can pretty much eat any kind of creature for some reason I can't remember.

The demon, or at least I thought it was, was dark violet, and when he turns around, he opens his coat layers or whatever it is, and there's a bunch of pink penises on each side. He had white hair too I believe, along with blue horns.

(The closest picture I can find is the demon girl made by uthstar01 in a certain gallery online)

The chick on the right...white hair, purple body, except it looked like a male in the dream.

There are other parts of the dream like me looking for some small animal in the grass, and then trying to kill some guys who want the same animal or object as well.

The dream shifts to where I'm inside a room, and I see a person that looks like my Biology 111 professor. I had a hunch I had to give my reports on the experiences I had before with the animal searching and all that stuff with the demon.

I remember a girl being next to me that looked like Linda, a Hispanic girl I knew in waking life. I was giving the professor my report, and the first one was kind of short, seeing how he read it so fast. I think he is getting more impressed each time he sees another report, and Linda is nudging me as if I got this thing for sure.

She was wearing a sleeveless black shirt and light blue jeans. She had black hair instead of light brown hair as well. I can't remember much after that.

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05.07.2012

Swimming to Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember was that me and Alyzarin, at least I assumed it was her, underwater, and she looked like she was unconscious as she's descending. She's still near the surface though, maybe 3-4 away from it.

I'm trying to reach her by swimming as fast as I can, but I'm going to slow. I assumed it was her because the entity looked a lot like the person on her avatar. Green hair, wearing a light colored full dress. etc.

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05.07.2012

Spike Spiegel Dies (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember for this dream was Spike Spiegel and some girl who looks maybe 6-8 years of age walking together at some random park. They're on some stone road, and I believe there were Pink blossom trees, and some of the leaves are floating in the air.

I think Spike decides to kill someone, but I'm not too sure on that. Whatever the reason or action, this causes the girl he's walking with to pull out something that looks like a lipstick of some sort.

It actually is a mini-pistol of some sort, and she shoots Spike. Spike grunts, and says something like the lines of,

"You little....you took it while I grabbed your.." something.


That lipstick trick reminded me of a scene in MGS3 where Sokolov thought Eva was going to kill him with some weapon that ended up being a lipstick...lol.

(From 0:00-1:15)

05.06.2012

Afraid of the Dark (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know how to categorize this lucid, lol. WILD, DILD, DEILD? I'll just go with WILD I guess.

I believe this is after I heard the alarm, because I said to myself that I would do a reality check after the alarm started to ring.

I'm resting on my bed, and I decided I should do a nose plug reality check.


I feel awkward at first, but I know I'm lucid because even thought it was hard to breathe through at first, I know that in waking life, my insides wouldn't be able to expand.

I'm at my apartment, and it's dark, barely any light at all, maybe near the kitchen, but I'm not sure about that.

I take the time to try and turn on one of the lights several times, but none of them are working for me. I believe I rubbed my hands at some point for stabilization, and I decided to open the front door. It's still dark outside, and I see maybe two or so random people walking outside.

I couldn't see their facial composition though, there was one person that looked like a silhouette, literally, and for some reason, I was afraid of going outside in the dark, so I go back inside my apartment.

That's all I remember.

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05.06.2012

No exam for me (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I moved to another school in this dream, because the main thing I wanted to ask this random professor in the ends was whether or not I still have to take an exam for moving in at an awkward time. The professor seemed to be awesome, everyone paid attention to him and all that fun stuff.

After class was over, I go up to him and ask if there's any exams that I have to take. He pauses, then smiles and says,

"Nope, we're pretty much done."

I remember the dream shifting to where I'm waiting for my father to pick me up.

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05.06.2012

Store Rage (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I go inside a store, and I asked one of the employees how much they would buy a pair of black shoes I was holding on to.

"Ten bucks..."

I said, "Make it 20$."

"You got yourself a deal...." he replied.

I go up to the guy, get my money, check it, and then he said,

"That easily would've gone for $15."

Okay.....I get out of the store, then I checked the amount of cash I had, there was some trouble reading it (missed reality check), and it takes a while for me to calculate how much I have in my hand right now.

I actually see a nine-dollar bill while looking through the amount I had. I realize that guy gave me over $20, and I decided to go back into the store to tell him this, but then I had a gut feeling to just not tell him, I almost did, but I stopped midway.

The dream shifts to where I'm probably in a different store, and there's an Asian employee this time of a Caucasian one. I'm looking above the shelves to my right and see a bunch of printers and scanners.

I'm interested in the scanners, and ask him how much they cost. I check the price tag on them, and saw $30. I was surprised at first, but I checked again, and it was for the ink cartridges. The actual printers were around $100 or so.

The Asian guy gets angry at me for some weird reason, and I'm trying to figure out why he's being so mad at me. I look down at one of the printers, and I see Japanese symbols that were printed out, which leads me to assume that it doesn't print English.

He gets more serious, and I just reach the breaking point and basically told him to go screw himself and left the store. I get out of the store, and I think I'm shifted in the dream to where I'm near the store again, and the Asian guy is taking a smoke.

I don't think he notices my face, but I'm still pissed at him for getting mad at me for no reason, so I ignored him and get near a fairly deep ledge to get on the grass on the bottom.

I look left and right for traffic coming by, then when it's clear, I jump off the ledge, walk down the road to get to the section in the middle with grass on top of the curb to split the lanes, and then cross it as well.

I see a blonde girl in a black jacket and some short sports shorts, sitting down with some females. There's other groups of people around, but I just continue walking forward.


I had another dream, but I forgot it, whatever..

05.04.2012

Throw the gum away (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in class, and it's almost time to leave, I can just feel it.

I was doing some project with some people I can't remember, but apparently, people were waiting for me to be able to be dismissed. It took me a while, but everyone started to shift their attention towards me.

I look at them have that "Okaaaaaay" face on me, I get up, and I think I was chewing gum.

Guess the teacher wanted me to spit it out for whatever odd reason that prevented us from being dismissed. I wanted to be a hero and throw the gum in the trash can, but I miss, like I always freaking do, and did the walk of shame.

I heard some voices going, "Nooope" "ahhh ahhh!" "awww" when I was going to shoot the gum in the basket.

I go back to sit down, and that's all I remember.

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05.04.2012

Running up Stairs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I was with a group of people, and one of them was summoning trees to grow larger or something, and then the dream shifts.

I was in a house, don't know who it is, but it has a lot of small sets of stairs going up to the attic. I was going up pretty fast, probably even skipping a whole set, and turning to the other sets until I'm finally up to an attic.

I see those same trees that were extended, and they were weird looking trees, they looked more like zoomed in versions of flowers.

There's this random tree-house attached inside the house, and it extended to the outside. What I mean is that if you decided to go inside of it, it would be in midair, but supported by the house itself.

It looked unstable, since I tested it but tapping my foot near the floor, and there was some creaking sounds....definitely not going to an unstable tree house outside of an attic.

Oh, and apparently, mooseantlers (DV member) built the tree-house because a message came up as a chat bubble saying,

"Mooseantlers built this."

After that, I can't remember anything else.

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05.04.2012

Two Men & One Woman (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This felt like a middle school dream or something of the sort, maybe a High school one. I was sitting down near the bleachers in the gym, and I was sitting next to a blonde girl.

Someone was complaining why we need to eat stuff, well duh, to survive...right?!?!?

Anyway, I was holding an object in my hand, but can't remember what exactly. The girl I was sitting next to, the blonde, she basically smelled me without making it apparent she was smelling me.

She was disgusted by it, and shifted to the left a little bit. I ignored her to pretend like nothing happen, and to save embarrassment if other people looked at her and saw that she moved away from me.

There was some guy sitting one level on the bottom of me, and he was telling me what's up, and how it's been a long time or something like that, but I ignored him. I saw him make the face that said, "Oooh okay, guess I'm not cool or anything." but I didn't care too much.

I believe she was wearing a white dress shirt, blue jeans, and based on my peripheral vision, she probably had freckles as well. The instructor/teacher requested everyone to arrange themselves to where there would be one female and two males for a group.

She said that,

"It would be best to have it with two males and one females, because having a female in it will give more attention to you all" or something like that.

There was this new girl sitting next to me, and based on my peripheral vision, she looked like she resembled a Biochemistry classmate I had this semester. I forgot her name in waking life though, and she was Hispanic as well.

She wore a black sports jacket with white stripes along the sides of her arms, and had a red shirt underneath it. I believe she was wearing long black sports pants as well. There was another guy with us, but I didn't care too much about him, he was sitting left of her.

After a while, I think the dream starts to fade, and this is probably one of those dreams where I get closer and closer to finally getting a CANWILD technique done.

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05.04.2012

Eva? Anyone??? (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, so......IT WORKED IT WORKED, now to just keep up with the technique. I set my alarm on the computer to wake me up after four hours of sleep instead of the usual 5-6 that I tried this week.

I told myself that when I hear the alarm, I would wake up, keep my eyes, closed, and remain still. Worked like a charm! In fact, I woke up from a dream naturally, kept my eyes closed.

I presumed that since I woke up, it was probably a few minutes before the actual alarm set off. So I told myself in this void state from coming out of a dream that I would still keep my eyes closed and remain still, and it works!

So the CANWILD tech, although I came out of a dream naturally, I was able to listen to the alarm passively. Once I heard it, started getting ready to get into the dream state.

After maybe 10-20 seconds of being still, started to feel this fuzzy feeling around my head and neck region, but I kept calm, with my eyes slightly open, but I closed them shut, and then I realize it's my dream eyes.

But to make sure I wasn't opening my real one, I closed them and imagine what the room would look like.

My dream eyes opened naturally. I was laying on my left side in the bed, and when I was looking inside of the room, the walls were white, and it definitely was NOT my apartment this time.

I think it was either me in someone's house, or maybe this is just a new setting my mind wanted me to explore a little bit. I do a nose plug reality check, and from that point on, I focused on stabilizing the dream.

Stabilization was my main objective, along with trying to summon Eva, of course.

Anyway, the same bedroom I'm in, it had stickers all over the walls. I couldn't tell exactly what they represented, but I know there was this dim light blue light radiating from the bottom somewhere, probably to serve as a nightlight for whoever house this is.

I open the door, and slowly walked out to the living room. The flooring has a wooden shine to it I believe, and it's fairly empty, but everything is pretty vivid in this dream. I turn on the lights, because there were a lot of doors arranged in this dream, and I was a little fearful that something random might pop up.

I kept holding my nose and breathing through it to remind myself that I'm dreaming, since the place would be an environment that I would take for granted and become non-lucid or something. There was some temptation to roll my eyes, which has a nasty tendency to wake me up, but I suppressed the urge, and still kept myself in the dream.

I'm walking around the living room, and there's a light lamp shining from above, while all the other areas such as the kitchen and dining room were left in the darkness.

I decided to summon a T.V., didn't expect it to work but, it did! An HD widescreen T.V. showed up, and it was gray on the external layers on it.

Wow.....that's amazing, summoning something simple as a T.V. was a challenge for me. I think I either turned on the T.V., or listened to another one in the house.

A commercial was playing, or some clip of a random movie, but I never seen anything like it, so I guess it's just a collaborated event going on. There's this blonde female in the shower, and there's two men in it I believe.

Don't think it's porn scene, lol. Anyway, she looked like she was afraid of something, and walked over quickly to the strong and muscular guy for protection. It was kind of short, the clip that is, and I focused my attention back to myself.

I even rubbed my hands slowly as well, finally getting a sense of what it's like to feel my dream hands. Things shift from third person to first person perspective for me a few times, and I believe that's what caused me to get the dream stabilized, since in most of my non-lucids, it's mostly third perspective.

So I guess I just need to get used to being in first person perspective in these lucids now, will help tremendously.

Anyway, I figured that since I'm stabilized in this dream long enough, even though I should've stabilized some more, I decided that since I summoned the HD T.V. in front of me, I said,

"Eva!" and waiting for someone to appear, but nothing. I mean, I knew that it might've taken a while, and that I should've been patient, but since that didn't work out, I decides to say,

"My previous dream guides!"

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Nothing lol.

I was sitting on a small soft chair meant for one person to sit on, and I think I had one of my legs over the other.

Disappointed, I get back up again, and then the dream starts to fade, and I think it's because I was starting to see myself in third-person perspective.

Anyway, glad I got a lucid from autosuggestion and setting the alarm after 4 hours of sleep for the successful DEILD, so even though I didn't do the CANWILD like I thought I would do, I still did it because I told myself that I would be aware of the alarm, and remained still and keep my eyes closed.