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The dream starts down the shore. I'm vacationing in a beach house and I decide to leave to go to the bathroom. However, there's this guy following me who I recognize as one of my dad's patients (by dream logic anyway, I've never seen him in real life). He keeps trying to ask me questions, he asks "if im having fun?" and I ignore him because I really have to piss. I get to the bathroom and go up to the urinal, start peeing, and he comes up to the urinal next to mine. He starts peeing and I notice that even though he's a white guy he has an enormous black dick (bleehh). I leave immediately to wash my hands, and looking for a towel I look into a stall. There's a girl in one with the door open trying to cover himself up. The towel dispenser is for some reason above her head. I question why she's in the men's room and decide to leave without drying my hands to avoid being rude. However on my way out I look back over the stalls and I can still see her head. Some guy walks into the stall with her and they just stand there looking at me. I leave.

When I woke up I also remembered a noteworthy dream I had about a year ago and haven't really thought about until now. I feel like this would be a good place to keep track of dreams like this so I'm going to make a post with some old dreams.

I had my first dream where I actually became someone else the other night. Non lucid, but still interesting.

Me and a bunch of my friends were getting into my parents car. Only it was strange because the car looked disgusting, I remember it smelling really bad, and it was all run down and blackened. Then two classic dream signs hit me. Amazing I didn't notice them. I was in my high school with my college friends J and B and we were late for class. We went into a room where our class wasn't at and sat down for some reason. They get up and leave and suddenly I realize I've become E (a girl). As E I start flirting with my friend K from my high school. But at the same time I still know that I'm not E on the inside and I feel bad about doing it because I know I'm only leading him on.

I leave the class and I'm myself again. I find B. He's with a crowd of people and I go to the center to see what they're all watching. There's a tall black guy with glasses in the middle of the crowd and hes dancing in the weirdest way I've ever seen. It's also incredibly cool the way he's moving around. Dream dancing is quite interesting. When they're done B talks to the guy and his friends. B gets pissed off because apparently they have a tape of themselves waking us up at a sleepover by surprise or something. That's all I remember.

Then last night I had a pretty vivid dream with a lot of recall. But when I woke up I snoozed and went back to sleep so I only got a little bit of it. At some point I was on facebook in something that looked like my parent's office. I look out the window into the window of another building and I see M making out with her roommate K (also a girl). I'm just like "typical..." and leave. I find myself in a park from home. People are playing tennis. I go onto the court and watch. The people playing on my court are good, but on the other courts everyone sucks. I watch for a while and make my way out.

'sall I remember. My classes end in 3 weeks though so my journalling should get a lot better.

Had a long lucid last night, but when I woke up for some reason I didn't journal it.

I recall going lucid in my basement, being in a spaceship, cutting an outline in the wall of the ship and then punching it out, walking out onto mars, then being back in the ship, trying to go outside to fly, but ending up in my basement again.

Since I fell back asleep this is all the detail I can remember. But it does confirm that this all-day awareness thing is working.

Haven't recalled any long vivid dreams lately. On a dry spell as far as lucids as well.
Lots of little fragments in my journal though. Some I don't even remember writing.

I was with some redneck family from the south. We were watching Youtube videos while they questioned me about my perseonal life. I felt very uncomfortable.

I got kind of absorbed into one video. It had someone playing football with a guy from my floor. He's just a regular gay guy, but in the football game he was dressed as a complete drag queen.

Someone asks me if I would rather "bring an honors baby?" I remember going somewhere with this infant who was apparantly in honors classes and very smart.

Later I'm in an audience in a bunch of fold out chairs in a large well lit room with a speaker walking around in the front. It's a casual environment and I leave to go up a large set of stairs. There is a ping pong ball bouncing around and I'm trying to chase it. I finally return to the bottom of the stairs and go back to the audience, and everyone seems to be deeply affected by something. Some seem like they are about to cry. I ask "if I missed anything earth-shattering?"

At another point I find myself in a building like a mall mixed with a hotel. M is here. She decides to leaves and for some reason I follow her. She walks into an area with lockers, presumably not knowing I'm there, takes off her shirt, turns around and looks at me, laughs, turns around and keeps walking. I leave and go outside. I wander around the streets in the dark. I believe I went somewhere after that but I can't recall any more.

Anyway, I'ma go flood my brain with a lucid subliminal messages video and take a nap. Wish me luck!

Over spring break I had a lot of short dream fragments, some really interesting, but I don't have my dream journal from home so I'll have to put em up later.

Yesterday I was taking a nap in my dorm and I experienced something like the beginning of a WILD. I've been reading a lot about them lately and really want to try it but my fucked up sleep schedule hasn't really allowed it.

I remembering half waking up but unlike usual, I didn't open my eyes or move. I had full consciousness but I was still in a dreamlike state. I remember focusing on not moving and not getting excited. With my eyes closed, I began to see what looked like static from a TV channel not coming in. It slowly began to turn into pages of a book, one by one flipping in front of me. I tried to relax and watch it as if it were a movie, taking me into my lucid dream, as I remember reading in a WILD guide.

Then I heard my roommates playing video games and talking. I tried to tune them out as best I could, and for a few minutes I could maintain the state I was in, but it began to fade. My mouth was drying out as well so I decided to open my eyes and wake up. Very interesting experience. Wonder where it could've went if my roommates hadn't been making noise.

I don't remember much of this one, but it had to do with my college friends, my home friends, and playing in a band on stage.

I used to jam with some of my friends (I play guitar but just as a hobby) and we would joke about making an actual band one day. In this dream it had come true and we were standing in front of an auditorium of people. However, my friends who were in the band kept changing around into different people between my college friends and my home friends.

Anyway, I suddenly realized we hadn't practiced or prepared any songs to play. I panic and ask one of the band members about this. We agree to just improvise.

So, the band starts playing and I just mess around with some chords and scales and it actually sounds good. I get into it and keep playing as it sounds better and better. We sound like professionals and I'm having a blast. This continues for a few minutes but then I realize everyone else in the band has stopped playing. I stop, we all look at each other kind of funny and then the singer jumps back in and we start playing again.

To add to the weird dreams I described in my last entry, just last night I had a very vivid and more or less insane dream.

It starts in a busy city. I'm standing on a cobble road and it seems sort of like an olde english setting, except there are skyscrapers. There's a lot of people standing around.

Suddenly the ground starts to rumble. Somehow I know that there's a massive amount of water welling up beneath the city. Fuck. I look at a fire hydrant and it blasts open, shooting water high up into the air. I look down the street and like dominoes every fire hydrant (theres one every building) does the same thing. I look up at a window and it explodes open with water gushing out. Everything starts breaking apart and every window in the city is blasted out and floods water onto the street.

Next thing I know I'm in the aftermath. Everything is broken down and people are chaotically running everywhere. I am with my parents and we are trying to figure out how to survive. For some reason I have a large handle of vodka in my hand. Huh. I toss it into a shelter which happens to be on fire and the entire place blows up. We go inside after said explosion and everything seems to be just fine. There is a large cooler of Coke Zero in this shelter and over the course of the dream me and my parents survive off of these sodas, but eventually begin to run out.

However, before we can run out, the dream changes around. I am now tied to a chair with my friend being fed strange objects by three witches. I know that at least one of them is supposed to kill me. I have a flashback to how we were captured and I recall me and my friend getting knocked out in front of a staircase and the witches coming and pouring some strange blue liquid out of Erlenmeyer flasks on us.

I then remember that the whole thing was actually a PLAY that I am watching. I leave the theater and see a dance major in my college whom I have never talked to. He looks like a tall african god (as he does in person). We have a conversation about the various people coming in and out of the theater, and after this point the dream ends.

I wake up only remembering the very last part, and think, bleh, thats not worthy of even putting in my dream journal. But I started writing anyway and when I did ALL the rest came flooding back (excuse the pun). I'm glad I decided to start writing.