BluePhoenix

I am on the bed with her. The bed is on a platform with a half circle step and then nothing. It is all hovering. And then everything is surrounded by a cage. I don't feel trapped. I know I can get out of I wish. We are talking and playing with various hamsters and mice. *

Amanda visits with a woman and a man. *I feel groggy and tired. I couldn't see well. I am half asleep like I couldn't wake up. We walk out back and had some conversation. We go back in and*
She uses my laptop. She and the strangers are sitting on the red couch that used to be there in the living room. *I go back to bed. I get restless and get up and walk down the hallway.**I try to walk to her and flop on the floor.*I ask what she did to me.*
I am suddenly back in bed and she is standing over me *She rudely hisses in my ear "I don't know if she did anything. But I'll try to make a cure. I can't promise"
I say "thank you"
I close my eyes.*
I feel sp and I think there is nothing else I can do so I give into the sensations of vibrations and tingling and create a fantasy. I bounce back and forth from dream levels. I create a scene outside. I own my eyes in level one. And I see the room but my vision is tinted red. I close my dream eyes
I am lucid. *
I am outside. I look around a field and look up and the starry sky. I begone to fly. I create a war scene. I swoop down and shoot the enemy on the ground with a machine gun. Some shoot back but they all miss. *The scene changes *i am flying over a city at night.*The scene changes to a snow covered and barren place. I continue to fly. I look for interesting structures to explore. I am kissing my flying ability. *I begin bouncing instead. I get bored. I turn around and see a huge moon with 3 smaller identical moons around it.i tell myself that I am dreaming. There is a foggy mist. I think I want to go to the moon. The mist becomes so thick I cannot see. I am afraid I will wake up. I turn back. The scene is now grassy with trees. I bounce around some more.*
I see a police woman.*She is heavy set and butch but also pretty.*
She follows me laughing.*
I am still lucid but think I am really outside running around like a mad man.*
I ask her if I am dreaming knowing I am. She laughs and says no.*
I bounce over a fence and sneak in my house. I lay on the couch and pretend to be sleeping.*Then she comes in and I pull the blanket over my head.*
She looks at pics on my phone and says
Ah ha I got you
I tell her about the dream
Then I am on street
A motorcycle cop woman pulls up in a strange chopper with glass cab
It is*The first woman in my dream. Amanda but older. *I think it is someone I fell in love with in a dream but now she is her and real.
She knows me too.*We are excited to see each other.*We make out
Dream shifts
Vague. I am thinking about my dream. Kids are around
I thunk it would be nice if my iPhone could take real pictures in dreams.*
Some other stuff
Wake up.*

I am walking home from work. I am near the hospital. A hot blond in a black sports car pulls up and offers me a ride. I get in. We are on my street but it is more wooded with less houses. The sky is now over cast and there are broken branches covering the street. I think there must have been a storm. She stops. She tells me that the road looks awfully secluded. I ask her if I should walk from here. She says no and slow continues making her way around the larger branches.
We are now in my house. We are having some conversation. She look at my pictures on the wall. There was something religous in one. She smiles and comments on it. I ignore her and we continue to walk down the hallway. I stop at
the door to my room. I thank her for the ride and begin to say goodbye. She walks to another bedroom. I follow her. I ask her for her phone number but instead of answering me she takes her shoes off. I say or you can stay and visit a while. My eyes follow up her bare legs an body. Or you can get naked too. She starts toward me naked. I open my arms to touch her. AND THEN THE ALARM WAKES ME UP!!!!!

I am following Randy on a trail through a rocky mountainous place. It looks barren but beautiful. We have some friendly conversation. The trail has something like a railroad made of rock not steel. We get to the end and he rides a rock rail car back and leaves me to walk. I felt betrayed.

I don't remember much. I wake up or it think I wake up. I have a sense of a retreating visitor. I see my room exactly as it should be but the light seems to be on. I am looking at the floor. There are the clothes I left. Something else is there but before I focus on it I see a bright yellow dotted line trailing out of my room and down the hallway. It quickly fades away like it was chasing after the visitor. The room grows dark as it should be. I am now awake fully. I am halfway sitting up. I say, "no!" I takes me awhile to refocus and understand that I had been dreaming. I see the clothes and the dog asleep on the floor. All this happened in a fraction of a second.

Scary dream
I was outside a trailer that I used to live in. There was an evil presence. Someone kept seeing something but could not. I was afraid.

Arguing with dad
I was living at home and doing dishes my dad comes in griping again. I snap and chew him out. I don't remember what all was said.

Rat hoard
I am thrown into a watery sewer pit. We were to die from a hoard of rats. We despaired but I had a plan. There was an electrical wire and a large hook. I pulled the end out and some how attached the hook. We all grabbed whatever we could find and pulled out of the water. I release a flood gate that let water down a chute. Then the rat hoard came. I let the hook into the water and fried all the rats. When the water ran out no more rats came. *We all paused and waited. No more rats. I lifted up a board and saw a pile of rats fried and dead. Some of them were just bones but the bones where soft like jelly and jiggled. *All the sewer water was drained. We found a box with our stuff in it. I took a set of knives. A woman that looked like Switch from the Matrix argued that those were hers. I told her she took them from Hawker and way and she could share. The scene was like from a western. We ended up in a dept store. Bought some stuff an had some vague conversations.

Vague
Something with cartoon video games. Didn't sleep well. *

Dead Grandparents - LUCID #6

I was playing golf with some old people. It was more like I was caddy for my grandpa (Papa). Everyone's clubs were white and ceramic like. My wife grandparents were there. Art broke his club and I saw wood under the white. I took a shot but there was some sort of arm that batted my ball away. I though I hit to hard. Next thing I know Art it driving the next hole. Everyone was impressed with his shot. I feel bad because I messed up. I let my papa take over. He has a long put thanks to me. He misses. I feel really bad. Then I see my grandmother(Nanny) She is have a hard time walking. So I run to her and carry her to the next tee. We are over looking the golf course but I am mostly watching her in the corner of my eye. She says with great emotion "I love you so much... I am dead". Then everything clicks. I say, "I know. It's OK.I am dreaming". Then I get that familiar head rush I get when I become aware. I ignore it. She looks at me funny. It was a look of awe, excitement and puzzlement.

We are now in a living room. There is a couch full of people. I don't really look at them because I see my Dad in a recliner and my Papa is next to him. They are watching TV. The TV is very loud. I still know I am dreaming so I freeze time. The TV is quite my dad is froze with everyone else. My Papa is looking at me with that same look that my Nanny had. Then everything unfreezes and the TV is loud. I get annoyed and wave my arm over the room. Quite again. I point to my Papa and mouth the words: "Its OK I know. Come with me"

My dead grandparents follow me outside to the front porch. I can hear loud traffic and I have to talk over it. I don't seem to mind. Now I am getting a proper goodbye.I feel this will be the last time I will dream about them. I hug them and tell them that I love them so much and I am sorry that I did not take the time to be with them when I had the chance. I am crying but I notice that my dream self is not really shedding any tears. My voice evens out and I begin to tell them that I should have been there when I had the chance but my words are getting jumbled and I start having a hard time to tell them what I want to say. I am fake crying again but I know now that it is just my emotions trying to express itself so I let it go. The traffic is really loud now. I am still hugging them both. Then I feel the dream fade and before I could react I am awake. I wonder if I will ever dream of them again.

I am helping dad in the garden. I sneak away for a smoke. I think he knows. I put it out and pretend nothing happened. He says nothing. We have the dirt ready. We have railroad ties as build up. He finishes the rest with large stones and something that looks like a fireplace. I quit, thinking he is nuts. I watch as he finishes. we start filling in dirt. He asks what I think. I point to the fireplace thing with the fresh dirt in front of it. I tell him it looks like a grave site.

I was a witcher like in the video game. I have a group I am traveling with. We were in a building exploring. I went back. I used a metal pan as a mirror to look behind me for some reason I don't remember. I was cautious. I walked slowly and carefully. I could hear my foot steps and nothing else. I made my way to a room. there were others witchers there. I had a brief discusion. I opened the door and looked out. I could see werewolves lurking about. We subconsciously agreed to attack. I charge forward while drawing my sword. I cut and slash and kill one. the dream changes to 3rd person as if I am playing a video game. I touch the screen on the next one to attack. No mouse. Killed it. I switch back to 1st person. I see the others holding a evil zombie like girl upside down by the legs. There are two girls the same. two witchers on each. Someone keeps saying look at the pretty bikini girl. The girls are wearing bikini underwear and miniskirts. being upside down I see all. Someone pinches up a part of the vagina. I know I must kill but I cant. I walk to the other and and someone puts a blade deep inside her vagina to the hilt. I am disgusted and saddened. I turn to the other. I reach out for her and she shrinks into a barbie doll. I throw the doll to a big stationary monster. It is a blob of flesh with stubby arms, no legs and all teeth. It grabs the girl and eats her head first. I can hear bones crunching and flesh tearing. I wake up suddenly.

I was with some boys and Tempi's younger brother. (who may or may not exist) Tempi was a kid and there was this room. She was moving his bed out the the room and through a window that went into another bedroom. She was giving away his bed to her friend. He was so upset.

I was in department store shopping for clothes. There were some guys in there cutting up and making fun of people. I just ignored them as best I could. Then I see my ex and ignore her too. Then she's suddenly in front of me wanting me to hold her. I try to avoid but moves too fast. Then I give in. I think of A and wonder about her. This is not right. [COLOR="blue"]Then I realized it was a dream anyway[/COLOR] and started making out with her and taking clothes off. My mind warped us to a private place on a bed. Then suddenly she says "no nope not going to do this." and started to get her clothes back on. I wake up.

I was in a play. I was the bad guy. Kind of vague here but I was thrown down and my shoes where taken and my shirt. Something. I was taught a lesson.

Play is over. C and E were the stars. The audience was nuts. They were parading them around on their shoulders and chanting their names. I was jealous. I thought my performance was good. Then I am lost in a throng of people. All I was is my clothes back. I make my way to outside of a room. E's friend was there. She wouldn't let me in.
"Girls only," she says.
"Have you at least seen my belt?"
She shrugs.
Then I see E and explain to her that I need my clothes from in there. I don't think she says anything. Just smiles and shrugs.
Frustrated, I march off into the crowd of people all pushing and moving so fast.

Babies crying
Two guys go check
one guy is Zach Galianankis

other guy:
What did you feed them?
Garlic Bread and pizza?
That's a cheat food.
Not something they should eat.

Zach:
Common they are with me.
You eat fancy or you starve.

Other Guy: Oh geez. Maybe it's ok.

Then it's me. I hold the baby and rock him.

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Head in my mommas lap. she was stoking my hair like when I was a child. View of myself in a pavilion by a river. Not my momma anymore but a beautiful woman. So comforting. Peaceful. I hear an Angelic voice whisper "salvation" over and over. I jolt awake.

By*myself on a farm. Whistle for horse? dog? It was shifting between my dog and a horse. Walking through a barn with a series of stalls. It was like a maze. The dog/ horse always tagging along but having trouble because of all the doors. *Gotta feed animals. Trouble with shoes. felt like Ag class. There where chickens. Eggs all messed up. Some baby ducks in there. One chick sitting on an egg. Others helped because it was too small to cover the egg. I was going to gather eggs but that egg feels heavy. I put it back thinking it will hatch soon. So many eggs ruined. I saw boiled yolks and torn egg whites everywhere. The duck posing as a chicken was eating the eggs. I wake up. **