I remember a name or alias "Desperator" ( I have no idea what this means, desperate maybe? googled. Close to the Spanish word despertar meaning wake up. Coincidence?) I was in the living room. My parents were there. I got upset. I realized I wanted to stay. I opened an album put the pages were blank. I knew what was missing. It was her. I cried til I woke up.
Went fishing with MP and hi son. Odd I never talked to him. Nothing worked right. My knots slipped out and my fish were getting away and some were floating. Felt frustrated.
I had a minor cut on my head or neck. I was bleeding a lot. I was washing. The blood was running over me. Jokingly I was reminded of vampire girl bs Frankenstein girl. I looked in the mirror and made a scary face. But my features actually changed and my teeth became pointed. It scared me but I tried to laugh it off.
We were dragons. I was fight with another to capture R. She did not look reptilian inthe face. I remebered who she was. I held her from behind. It felt so good. Her soft skin. I was going to rescue her.
I was playing with Helium balloons at work and there were differnt things attached to it.
Old ladys house. Cooking. Fancy house. Nice comfy couches. Feeling that she wanted me. Disturbed.
Shooting squirrels with bb gun. Eyes fall off. Decapitated with a cinder block dead mans eye ball. jumped out of airplane. Talked my way in. Crawled under building. Found body and got eye. Ran. Hills. Chased. Wiccans in a circle around fire. Burned eye ball. Chaser saves half burned eye. Painting house blue. Trying to force it white. Bj on toliet with R. Strange sign in car. Letters missing. Makes it funny.
I was with Randy at 13th. I was trying to clock in butthe computer was all messed up and it would not work. It made me late. (mildly vivid) Something about a snake biting me. (Vauge) Something about facebook and OS 4. (Jumbled)
I tried My usual techniques lastnight I got some jumbled dreams but nothing I can really put words to.
I've been away for a long time. I'm going start again by working on my recall. Hopfully I will have something to post in the morning.