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    1. Natural Awareness, Thanks to Ev!

      by , 10-24-2011 at 06:16 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      I went to bed at a specific time and set my alarm at a specific time, so I sync my biologicalclock with the sun, but I adjusted it a little so it would fit my morning routine, so with one sleep cycle (90 minutes). The way I know this is because of the Bio2 Real Time, Ev's app.
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      [COLOR="blue"]I actually remember many dreams, but they are not interesting for you and it's not worth to write all them down, so I will start at the lucid. But I can say that all the dreams were very vivid and most of them felt like I experienced them.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]Anyhow I had just finished my dream of walking up the stairs to the Eifeltower and it led to the Great Wall for some reason. But the dream changed and I was standing in my school, with my classmates.
      I didn't hear them talk, but I heard my friend just laugh to nothing "He he... haha hehe" I noticed that something was strange. I went to the toilet and started to pee. When I felt that I was done, the urge came back, so I couldn't stop pee.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I realised that this was a dream and I knew that I can pee in dreams without doing it for real, so I wasn't worried. I went outside, but I was standing there naked. For some reason my clothes had disapeared.
      I was feeling a little embarrassed, but I knew that it was a dream and it was only my classes' dreamcharacters looking at me, but it was a little uncomfortable, so I imagined myself some new clothes.
      I saw my friend Felix and asked him for fun "What stabilisation technique do you want me to use?" He said "Spinning" I started to spin slowly, so I could still see the surroundings. When I stopped Amanada was standing infront of me.
      I looked her in the eyes and said "Hello!" Then I throw myself up in the air and landed on my back, and it actually hurted a little. Then I rubbed my hands. I don't believe in dream sharing or that stuff, but in this dream I started to consider that Amanda might be herself in my dream, so I told her to count my fingers on one hand. She said "haha why? but ok 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 ... 15!". She looked surprised at me and I said "This is a dream! You are dreaming!"
      Shortly after this I started dreaming normally again, so I didn't experienced something special.
      Although in the non lucid dream after this, I jumped out from a window and flew a broom and I also used the cruciatus curse on a mean guy.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up alert and refreshed! I hope that this wasn't a placebo or something, because then Ev might have found the best lucid aid to lucid dreaming! And also I am ranked as a Dream Character on Banhurts Dream Journal program now :D [/COLOR]
    2. Lazy once again...

      by , 10-14-2011 at 06:27 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I did remember 4 dreams when I woke up this morning, usually I will remember them all they to when I write them down here and I usually also not them. But I didn't note them and I didn't remember them today...
      I woke up the timer though, but when I did my DEILD attempt nothing happend, so I was probably not in REM.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I remember that I dreamt that I was in my old school. And I talked to some girl, but then I don't remember anything more.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I still think that this timer makes it easier for me to DEILD so I will keep using it.[/COLOR]
    3. Close the Eyes To See With The Third!

      by , 10-13-2011 at 06:40 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This morning I actually got a lucid moment, so I would count that as a success and now I also know how I do it. So I learned something new today :) And this timer setup was with no doubt the best.[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I was a smuf character and Gargamel was chasing me. I were on a graveyard and his cat was looking for me. I was hiding with the other smurfs in a plant, but Gargamal had hypnotised humans to look for us. So we were really scared. One of the smurfs started to run and he revealed where we was. So we had to run too.
      I was chased by the cat and I were jumping longjump on the gravestones.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up to the first alarm, swtiched position and fell asleep.[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="blue"]I was in a car and we were running from something (not as a smurf this time). And I challenged to help a guy drive the car, who didn't had a driverslicense, so I had to use the double commando on the right side in the right seat. He wasn't a bad driver so I barely needed to help him, but it was a scary dream, because he drove fast![/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up again to the timer and now I felt so tired that I just closed my eyes and relaxed.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]I started to see my thoughts vividly and didn't even had to concentrate to make them appear. It was so vivid, I saw a guy and I heard him say "We need to run!"[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]It was now a dream, and even though I didn't realised that I said "What! Not a chase again like my other 2 dreams..." "Common!" he yelled. Then I were doing le parkour through a city, it looked like Russia or something like that.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="red"]I stopped and realised that my thoughts were now so vivid that it must be a dream "Because I were in my bed before" I thought. I started to think on what I wanted to dream.
      And in a blink the dream changed.

      I was now standing in Gryffindoors door room, but it didn't looked anything like it, although I was convinced that it looked like that while in the dream. Then I went down to the great hall, by involuntary teleporting down there. I saw the sky in the sealing, but I got to foccused in the dream or something, because I lost my lucidity.[/COLOR][COLOR="blue"]I saw a skatingramp and Bam Magera, he said that it was his birthday and the whole school singed "Happy Birthday" to him. For some reason there was a stage that I got up on, and I started to play guitar songs like Green Day - TIme of your life, Oasis - Wonderwall. and Bam got a birthday present, a bulletproof vest... [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I know now that all I have to do to get a lucid dream with the timer method, is to close my eyes and be aware of what I see. So I have to learn to get more aware on the awakenings.
      It's like I am getting so tired that it's almost impossible to stay awake and I start to dream immediatelly. I will see if this work tomorrow as well, even if it was a short lucid dream. I am going to try the looking at the hands stabilisation technique, because that's a way to just stand still and not get involved with the dream again.[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-13-2011 at 07:12 AM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes , lucid
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails I hate this!!!-2011_smurfs_movie-wide-960x600.jpg   I hate this!!!-1533975673_42993d0595.jpg  
    4. Wake to Snooze.

      by , 10-08-2011 at 09:37 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Even though I drank last night and went to bed pretty late, I still did an EILD attempt.
      This time I didn't woke up from the message, but I didn't hear it either, so this was probably not a technique for me.
      I am going to start using the timer method that I used before and I am going to experiment with this until I foudn the perfect setup again. This DEILD-Alarm kind of way of inducing lucid dreams, is the best way for me to pracctise, because every awakening is an attempt. When I fall asleep I have the chance to get aware and I am more aware, because of these awakenings. But on every awakening I am in the perfect relaxed state, what people around here call sleep paralysis, but I would just call it mind awake body asleep, but I am not dreaming yet. That's the tricky part.
      But now I have lots of oppurtunities to pracctise just that.

      It will be tough in the beggining, but the more I pracctise this the easier it gets.

      Anyway this night I did one more attempt of meditation, and I have found that I do fall asleep, but I wake back up so it's a good way of staying aware, although it's very frustrating and uncomfortable, so I am not going to do it anymore.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about me an my family being threaten by a man with a gun. We managed to escape and we took my fathers car, but one of the sidedoors got broken. Then I don't remember anything more.

      I was in a mall with my friend Tom. We went into a videostore, which also had videogames in it. So I just looked around, but then I saw two girls. Louise and Robyn, my old classmates. We started to talk and they laughed to everything, so it was weird, but I didn't realised that it was a dream. Then we went out of that store to grab some coffe.
      A girl named Hanna described how good coffe should taste.

      Then I had a dream about No Ordinary Family (I saw the last episode right before I went to bed).[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]The timer method was something that I learned from Lucidology, but when I talked about lucid dreaming with my teacher, she said that she had have a lucid dream. I asked how did you get it? Oh I have it very often, by snoozing with my alarm clock. I said what do you do in your lucid dream? "I control what I want to dream" she said, "But don't you know that you can control that world just like you control this one?!" She was quiet for a second and then she said "Oh I have never thought about that.. I have allways thought that it's just a dream.".

      I will see how it goes, but this is the way of pracctise that I have worked the best for me, so I don't doubt that I will have great result.

      Btw new rank on the Dream Journal software: Lucid Dreamer!!! Wohoo.[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-08-2011 at 05:39 PM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
    5. Stop Thinking about Her...

      by , 10-07-2011 at 06:28 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I went to bed and did the sleep deprivation experiment and I managed to do it for a little longer, but I gave up as usual, but this time I experienced new things.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]I started to think random thoughts and tried to do like a buddhist and just observe them, but instead I focused on them, and the black space infront of me started to create vague images, I lost my awareness in this stage, but i was still awake in some weird way or maybe I was dreaming and was just aware of the non-rem dreams, I don't know. [/COLOR][COLOR="silver"]I looked at the clock and I had been laying there for 1 hour! The next day was going to be my 18:th birthday, so I was pretty excited about that and i went to sleep.[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="blue"]I had a very longer never ending dream about me being in my school. I was in love with a girl and she was also interested in me. Normally I am very nervous around her, so I usually doesn't talk to her...
      But in this dream it wasn't me it was my subconscious saying everything it wanted and suddenly she was interested in me. It felt unreal, but I never become lucid. I was holding her hand and we were talking about a lot of stuff.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]My alarmclock woke me up, I tried to fall back to sleep. I did fall asleep, but my EILD alarm was to loud this time instead of too low, so I woke up..[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]When the EILD alarms stopped I was back in that school and I realised that the girl wasn't interested in my anymore. I asked my friend Andriano what had happend? But he just said "She's in love with someone else".
      I was heartbroken... I then walked to her to talk to her, but I noticed that I was walking in a really weird way, I asked "Oh so this is one of the reason?!" she said "yeah, but.." but I walked away. [/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up to my parents singing and forgot all about this sad dream :( :D Anyway I have done some progress with my meditation and method of staying conscious so I hope that I some day don't have to say that I am gonig to sleep, instead I am going to say I am going to Nirvana! Which I believe is a state of dreaming.
      I'll be back =)[/COLOR]
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails Another dream within a dream - Thanks Howetzer!-heartbroken_by_puritychick23.jpg   Another dream within a dream - Thanks Howetzer!-22160-clipart-illustration-yellow-emoticon-face-wearing-party-hat-blowing-noise-.jpg  
    6. Too Blind to See With The Eyes but Not The Mind.

      by , 10-06-2011 at 06:44 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]This night I used a rope instead of my elbow, to cover my eyes. If you want to try this, just use something to cover your eyes that gives a slight pressure on the eyes, not much, but just to make you unable to open they eyes. A sleeping mask just cover the eyes, but I can still open the eyes. So I lay in my bed on my back and started daydreaming and think about my day, then I got to the random thought stage again. I remember that my body started working against me and giving me unfomrotable sensations of giving up, and as usual I couldn't resist them. So in a reflex I got out of bed and throw the uncovered my eyes.

      This was a good attempt, because I didn't fell asleep unconsciously and I could still focus on my thoughts, so all I need now is just a little patience while doing this and I might experience some non-physical sensations.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt about a girl named Olivia. In this dream we were a couple and we took happy pictures of us on her macbook.
      I remembered that I was bothered with my hairstyle, so I had to fix it over and over again. I also remember that we had a videoconversation with my classmates Martin and David.

      Then I was on a bus, don't remember what happend next though.

      I were on a theater with my class, we complained over the seats, because we could only hear the actors not see them.. But then they changed scene and we were in a perfect seat and all the other had to change seats instead. Weird dream as usual so it's not even explainable.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I didn't woke up from my WBTB alarm.. and the EILD alarms wasn't loud enough for me to hear, for some strange reason. So the next night I will make my WILD attempt before bed and then hopefully I will wake up to the WBTB.[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-06-2011 at 07:42 AM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
    7. My Second Annoying History Lesson

      by , 10-05-2011 at 06:13 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      Before bed I did used the elbow-sleeping mask method :D to try too see weird images, and at first it was just black, and as usual I got to the point where I feel like I want to give up, because it's booring, but I resisted it! [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]So I laid there for some more minutes, and suddenly I saw a cloud shaped lightblue colour, infront of me. I started to almost hear some sounds as well. I started to think random thoughts like "It's in the sink." and I aknowledged that, but then the boredom of something convinced me to stop..[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]I am going to keep pracctising this, because at least it's more fun than just laying still and thinking stuff. Anyway shortly after this I fell asleep.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were in a sportshall with my class, my history teacher was there, and for some reason we had our lesson in that room. I remembered that I felt free for a second and I started to do levitating sidelfips, so I become more aware. Then we were going to do highjumps. But I didn't know the technique so I just did the parkour technique "lazy".
      Then out teacher told us to get a paper she had given us. She pointed out that it was a really important paper, and we couldn't get a new one. I couldnät find mine! So I borrowed my friend Johan's paper and I took a snapshot of it with my Iphone, but I couldn't see the text because it was too dark.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then my EILD message, woke me up.. I had set it too loud.[/COLOR]
    8. Jumping the rooftop!

      by , 10-04-2011 at 07:59 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I did one more attempt of the Ganzfeld Experiment, but nothing happend and I went to sleep.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I met my old classmate Thomas and he asked me if I had worked out, then I met Astrit and we just talked, I don't remember about what.

      I was driving a car and it felt like the game GTA, because I saw a star fill in in the righr corner of my eye, you know that star you see when you are wanted by the police, in the game. I was collecting coins like in another game. But I saw swat, fbi and you name it, trying to grab me. I saw my friend Christoffer and he told me to follow him, I did and he led me to two motorcycles that we drove as fast as we could away from the police. But we hit a dead end, but I found a pile of weapons (Snipers, Mp5:s, Kalatchnikovs and other guns). I grabbed a sniper and a weird looking mp5.
      Then we ran into a house and up through the stairs. I saw my friend taking a leak and I found that weird.
      I looked out from a door that led to a rooftop. [/COLOR]

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2532[/ATTACH]
      [COLOR="red"]I became aware of that I was dreaming, but I sort of doubted it at first and I thought "Hmm I am dreaming now, what do I want to do?" "But wait is it, yeah it's a dream". I thought to myself that I wanted to meet Morpheus, but first I wanted to jump over this gap that led to another roof. "I just have to believe like Neo hehe".
      Even though this lucid dream wasn't as vivid as reality(because I didn't paid enough attention to the dream), it was still a very scary to do this. But then I just ran and landed on the roof and did a roll. I have to realise the truth while I am in there.. "There is no roof or me for that matter. And there is no jump, so just JUMP!".
      The excitement from this jump made me lose my lucidity, but I still acted like it was a lucid dream, but I wasn't aware anymore. [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Then I saw another gap and on the other side I saw old ladys wave, it was weird. I heard a car and I got an impression of them being agents, but they were muscular and black. They grabbed me and my friend and put us in the car. They told us that they were going to make sure that we weren't a problem anymore. That sounded way too scary so when we drove past a factory of some sort, I escaped the car by going through the car door and under the ground!
      I saw a stair that I associated with the Tron fortress, which I have never heard or seen in real life, but in the dream it seemed right. I walked down and saw a chair with cables moving like tentacles and I thought "This is my chance to enter the Matrix!" So I tried to plug myself in to the chair, but I didn't have any cable holes, because I am natural born and haven't been grown like the others, I thought. So the machine worked against me and throw me away...

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      I remember that I was hiding from something, but I can only remember that I heard a machine voice talk to me and one of the aurors in Harry Potter. Then I saw two cats fighting haha. [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. Weird dreams as usual :)[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-04-2011 at 08:18 AM by 49122

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails The big question, can you do arithmetic?-mirrors-edge1.jpg   The big question, can you do arithmetic?-matrix-field1.jpg  
    9. Kidnapped or?

      by , 10-03-2011 at 08:51 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]I went to bed later than usual, I don't know if it was because of that, but either way I only remembered a small fragment from one dream when I woke up in the morning. I did remember some other dreams but I didn't noted them so I forgot them too.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I was in a place in Sweden called Småland, and I was laying in another bed I got a little nervous because this was so vivid that I almost thought I had been kidnapped or something, but then I recognised where I was.
      Then I don't remember anything more.[/COLOR]
    10. First "Adventure" Lucid Dream!

      by , 10-02-2011 at 09:29 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      Before I went to sleep I did the Ganzfeld sensory deprivation experiment: [url]http://www.dreamviews.com/f49/sensory-deprivation-wild-technique-119898/#post1753892[/url]
      Although I used a sleeping mask instead of ping pong balls, so it wasn't correct, so nothing happend, I am going to buy the things I need some day.
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were in a asian house and I played a game with my friends. I throwed coins into holes in a wall, and the one who got most "points" won all the coins. It was really hard to hit the holes, but I dreamed about this for a very long time.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up and wrote down this dream, then I wanted to try a Traditional WILD.
      I started to focus on my breathing. After each breath I thought "I am aware.[/COLOR][COLOR="lightblue"]I started to think random thoughts, and realised that this was a dream forming suddenly I was standing in a mall.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]I lost my awareness and dreamt about my being J.D from Scrubs and I was threatned by Jordan who said that if I didn't do what she said she was going to show pictures of my and every person I have had sex with, as J.D. I saw a box fill with pictures of J.D and girls like Alex, Elliot, Jordan, Julie, Kaly, Danni and so on.
      I reflected for a moment over what this meant "Hmm this isn't supposed to be something I want to hide, but this makes me look like a manw*ore." Suddenly I heard policesirens all over the place and I thought they were chasing me for some reason, I was now my normal self and a police caught me...
      I managed to escape and I ran over cars and realisd that I jumped very high. They chased me with a car so it was just a matter of time before they caught me again, but I managed to run away from them. I looked for a place to hide and I found my way up to the roof. There was a doorhatch with a lock on, so I thought "dam* it I am stuck.." Then the door just opened. I climbed up and saw an apache helicopter, like the one Trinity fly in The Matrix. So I thought humorous to myself "Tank I need a apache program".[/COLOR]

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      [COLOR="red"]Here I realised that I was dreaming, no idea how, but I think the apache made me aware. I saw some other people standing there and they asked me if I were the pilot, and I said yeah sure.
      I was very exciteed, because I was going to fly the apache and experience my first lucid dream adventure!
      I climbed into the helicopter and saw two joysticks and I realised that I have no idea of how to fly this thing, I remembered that I sucked at flying it on Battlefield and allways crash, so how am I suppoed to do now?
      I turned the joysticks in different directions and miraculously I managed to lift the helicopter.
      I was now flying over a sea and I screamed "Wohoo!" I noticed that the helicopter was slowly sinking and I couldnät make it go higher, a person in the back asked if everything was ok, and I nicked nervously.

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      Then I crashed into a big rock in the water. We climbed something that looked like a mountain.
      When I reached solid ground I troed two reality checks, I didthe noseplug realitycheck, but I had dream water in my nose so it felt like I sneezed, then I looked at my hands and they looked perfectly normal, but I when I counted each finger one by one on my right hand I reached the number 9, then I tried the "bump" reality check (throwing myself on the ground to get aware) I felt an incredible pain in my upper jaw, but it slowly vanished.

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2531[/ATTACH]
      I saw another man on the other side of a river and I saw who it was. It was Jesus!
      I took pace and ran and jumped into the air and did a swimming motion in the air to fly. Jesus showed with his arms how I was going to do it, so he guided me in a sense. I asked him why he was there and he answered "Because you are borned to!" and I was surprised that he didn't answer my question, then I followed him into a store, I said wait i have more questions. Is the world going to end and why? He said "Doctors, stressed out people you are killing yourself!"
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. I did one more attempt of sensory deprivation, but I still didn't do it correctly so nothing happend. This dream was cool, because I did something I probable never will do in reality (flying an apache and meeting Jesus)[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-02-2011 at 01:01 PM by 49122

      Categories
      side notes , lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails A entry from my journal for a change-badass-apache-helicopter.jpg   A entry from my journal for a change-idaho-snake-river-canyon.jpg   A entry from my journal for a change-white-jesus_116297357.jpg  
    11. Meditating Non-Lucid

      by , 10-01-2011 at 10:19 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]This night I went to bed very late, but I actually still remembered some dreams. The next night I will use the "Wake to Snooze" method :D[/COLOR]


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      [COLOR="blue"]I sat on the floor in my school. I wondered why and people looked at me. Then I associated this with meditation, and my teacher actually had a lesson about Buddhism and told the whole class to meditate once. So now I thought about that and I closed my eyes and started to focus on my breathing, in that moment I felt as aware as every time I meditate, but when I opened my eyes I saw a girl I liked and my concentration disspear.
      I wasn't lucid, but i got more aware.

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2527[/ATTACH]

      Then my friend Felix asked me if I wanted to play soccer. I said sure and we went out. We were going to cross the street and I ran with the ball and tried a trick, but I failed and the ball rolled out on the street. Felix tried to grab the ball, but there was car driving by. He screamed to me "Why the h*ll did you do that for?" I said "Sorry it was a misstake.." Then a car drove over the ball...[/COLOR]

      Updated 10-01-2011 at 06:33 PM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
      Attached Thumbnails Attached Thumbnails indoor symbology ;P-images.jpg   indoor symbology ;P-image2s.jpg  
    12. Party like a rock.. jerk

      by , 09-29-2011 at 07:00 PM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]I think I am going to stopusing the timer method on weekdays, it makes me really tired and it's really annoying alarm to wake up to every day. And it only seem to work when I have slept for more than 6 hours, so the weekend is perfect. Anyway this morning I had a weird dream about something that appearntly my subconscious if focusing on.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I had a party at my house, there was a girl there I used to like when I was younger. Her name was Lisa, she is really good looking, but I don't like her anymore because she has changed. Anyhow another girl called Madeleine was there too and she is also hot, and I do like her but I'm not in love with her. Partly because we are two different persons and partly because my bestfriend is in love with her. Although in the dream she was hitting on me, she looked at me with eyes that showed me that she was interested in me in a shy way. I had to make a decision, go with Madeleina or Lisa.
      I started to like Lisa again for some reason, but I still choosed Madeleine... I can assure you that I am not in love with her in real life, but my subconscious feel guilty for some reason...
      [/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]On Weekdays I am going to try the technique that my phiosophy teacher uses to dream whatever she wants, and my mom used to get her first lucid dream.

      The original snooze and sleep. Like a fast WBTB just to increase the chances of a DILD. Let's see how that goes.[/COLOR]
    13. Day-Influenced Dream

      by , 09-28-2011 at 06:11 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I remembered four dreams when I woke up, but I didn't noted it so I forgot one of them :D ... I remembered it again![/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I were in a bar with my friends, and I wanted a cupcake but also something to drink. So I wanted a cola, then I saw a Blue botte and the tag said "Coca Coola Beer" and I said "I must to have that!" but then I couldn't afford a cupcake I thought, but when I reached down my pocket I found enough money to be able to pay. The previous day my friends had talked about beer andI had been drinking coola, so I might have dreamt this because of that.

      In my next dream I was in a hospital and I saw J.D from Scrubs (one of my favourite tv-shows). I walked around the hospital for a bit, but then I felt an extremely desire to go to the bathroom, but when I got there Turk was blocking the door. He said "No on is aloud to go in here" and I said "I'm about to shit my pants let me in!". "NO!", "Ok then I shit outhere" I said. Turk got really scared and said "Ok, ok get in". Inside there was a man who looked like Mick Jagger and I understood why Turk hadn't let me in. I think this dream was influenced by Pandabear's dream :)

      In the third dream I was in a house and saw a kalabas. Inside it I found a breadlamp a loaf of bread and I asked my dad what kind of bread this was. And he said that this wasn't an ordinary loaf, "It's the loaf of language! I you take a bite of it and say a language and you will be able to speak it". I took a piece and said "French!" "aihjawlkjfawfhwfoi" nothing made sense.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up from the timer, but I didn't lay still so I didn't made a conscious DEILD attempt, although I saw a dream form infront of me, but I didn't stayed aware...[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I was out in the rain and I saw a girl with a red dress, she looked like my old classemate Louise. She told me to follow her, I did but she was very fast, but I eventually came to a house. I went inside and saw that it was an internet café. She stood in line to pay, it was weird and then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-28-2011 at 06:20 AM by 49122

      Categories
      side notes , non-lucid , dream fragment
    14. Weird fragments

      by , 09-27-2011 at 06:25 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic
      [/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]I had some very vivid dreams, but I can't remember exactly what they were about. I used the timer setup but with wrong settings so instead of giving me a lucid dream it gave me headache...[/COLOR]

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2516[/ATTACH]
      [COLOR="blue"]I had some dream about bees, but I didn't remember more and I don't want to recall the rest hehe.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I was at some kind of camp. There were a really evil guy who was mean to everyone. I wanted to say hello and see if he really was that mean. I got into his room and said "Hello my name is Christian" and I gave him my hand, he just stared at me with a "I don't care look". And I said "you will regret this. I then sat in some kind of computer room and my old classmates were there and I told them about the guy and we all agreed of kicking him out.
      Weird dream, but this was the only thing I can remember from it.[/COLOR]

      [ATTACH=CONFIG]2517[/ATTACH]
      [COLOR="blue"]I were out with my parents and their friends on a trip. Their dog followed me and I scratched his neck. We were good friends, we walked into a forrest and suddenly the dog shrinked into a the size of a bean. I got chocked! I didn't realised that I was dreaming, but I got a little more aware. I told the others what had happend and they also got chocked. I heard water and saw that there was a river infront of me. I saw a guy on a surfing board with a chainsaw approaching me, I jumped really high and escaped, but I saw my parents get sliced behind me!
      This was a weird dream as well, but the alarm woke me up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]Oh by the way, I have all my dreams collected in the Banhurt Dream Journal software and now I am ranked as a REM Chaser. Hihi very motivating.

      When I woke up from the weird dreams and the annoying alarms, I heard my dad saying that he had his first lucid dream, wohoo! But he wasn't excited so he didn't woke up, instead the dream tricked him that he was dreaming again.[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-27-2011 at 06:32 AM by 49122

      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare , dream fragment , side notes
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    15. Dreaming for 45 Minutes!

      by , 09-26-2011 at 07:40 AM (Choi's Journey of the Conscious Mind)
      [COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="silver"]
      My school starts late today, so I asked my dad if he could wake me up before he went to work.
      He woke me up 7.15 and he set my alarmclock to wake me up 8.00 so I didn't overslept.
      It should be added that before my dad woke me up I had used the timer method, so I had had like 12 small awakenings or WBTBs. But after my dad had left, I fell asleep again.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="blue"]I saw a steel door, I opened it and saw a stair I went down through the stairs and now I saw a lot of shoes, and I immediately realised where I was. I where in my old taekwondo club, which is a basement.
      I went in there I noticed that there where a lot of people, and usually we only were are few. But now it was many teenagers like 10 boys and 12 girls, and this is a small taekwondo club. I was wearing jeans and a tee-shirt and I asked the trainer if it was ok that I joined the training with that. Then I saw that all the other were also wearing normal clothes, and the trainer told me yes. There were many hot girls there, and I got a feeling of me wanting to show of, in real life I have pracctised taekwondo for 8 years, and have a blackbelt so I should be able to impress newbies. Suddenly I see my classmate Martin running passed me, and I thought "hmm weird what is he doing here" and then I saw my friends Mattias and Johan. I wanted to impress them too so I did a wallflip and a sideflip, but then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I was aware of that I had woke up, so I lay still and just thought my way back to the same location again.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="lightblue"]I started to see vague images of my previous dream, but then I was just standing there again.
      [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]This time however, I was lucid! This was my longest dream ever, but I lost my lucidity very soon, but not as fast as I usually do, so that's improvement.
      I saw my perception getting clearer and admired the vividness of the dream, and I looked at the new guys training.
      I wasn't lucid enough to understand that the people where dream characters, but I was lucid enough to understand that this was a dream and I can do what ever I want. I associated the taekwondo club with one person. A girl who once where my best friend, but i haven't seen her for a long time, since I quitted. I started to yell out her name "Nikita are you here?" and I heard a voice "Yeah I am in the other room." I said hey! and I hugged her. She sat in the clubs minigym and I thought oboy let's try to lift something really heavy. I thought to myself let's try benchpress. I thought that this is the truley oppurtunity to try to "free my mind", I grabbed the bar and it weighs 20kg/44 pounds so I tried to do that with one hand, it's not much I know but I am not that strong for real either :P But it felt completely normal, so I tried to imagine that the bar was made of styrofoam, and I felt that the bar was easier to lift! This was just a small test, but every little helps. But next time I think I will summon Morpheus instead to get the real training going.
      Then something embarrassing happen. The girl's mom came into the gym and gave me a friendly kiss, like the kiss small children gives to their moms, so not a passionate kiss, but still... and I lost my lucidity, although the dream kept going.[/COLOR]
      [COLOR="blue"]I went into the training area again, and I noticed that the trainer didn't know anything about taekwondo and I got angry, because I don't want him to embarrass this beautiful sport. So I told the guys, "Hey if I can do a sidewallflip on this wall, will you let me hold the training then?" They all seemed to be hating me, because I had stolen the attention from the girls. So they said "No, but do it anyway haha" I did but I didn't landed perfectly so I tripped and fell. They all laughed, but the girls were still impressed so it was worth it hehe.
      I went out from the training and walked to the entrance, where the dream had started out, I remember that I head a baby scream and some girls talking french, then I woke up.[/COLOR]

      [COLOR="silver"]I woke up from the alarm my dad had set. So the clock was now 08.00 and I had dreamt non stop! So that makes it a 45 minute dream. It's possible that I don't remember some blackouts or what ever, but I was very aware the whole time so that's not very likely, too bad that this wasn't a 45 minute lucid dream though :cheeky:

      And oh if you wonder why I dare to write these private dreams, with names and so on, it's because this is nothing compared what our minds really WANT to dream, and you guys also dream these things, I promise :D[/COLOR]

      Updated 09-27-2011 at 08:42 PM by 49122

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment , side notes
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