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[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This morning I used the timer method and even though I didn't used it correctly my motvation to use it , or something, made me lucid anyway. It's not that odd because the timer makes me have about 12 WBTB attempt and each time I fall asleep, the chance to lucid dream is increased, because I am more aware. And this time I could really explore the dream and it's environment. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]I realised that I was dreaming and I walked out of my house, it was night. I started to think about what it ment to be lucid, and I realised that nothing can harm me. So I thought let's try getting killed by a car, and when I though about that a fear overwhelmed me, and I lost my lucidity...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]The timer woke me up, well so I thought.. I were in my room and I hear an unpleasant buzzing sound. There was bees in my room! They were really big and I ran out of my room. I watched the bees as they ate honey which for some reason was all over my room. In real life I have an electric flyswatter, but in this dream it was gigantic. It was laying in my room on the floor and one of the bees sat on it and it turned on and I watched the be get electrified to death.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]Then I had a weird dream about me being Borat and I saw a hot chick on the airport, and she wasn't wearing anything to cover her, ehrm upper part. So I said "Very nice how much" haha. Weird but funny dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Then I woke up in my dream bed and there was a really hot chick laying next to me and yeah.. I got lucid :P I can't blame me she was way out of my league, as all girls seems to be in my dreams. Anyway I went out of my house (I resisted the distraction!) and I remembered that I had been lucid before, and I started to reflect over the fact that it's allways night in my lucid dreams. I remembered that I had once thought of in real life, how the pavement will look in my dreams, will it look real or like a bad texture? It looked real, very real and detailed.
I walked around my neighborhood and I saw that my busline took a weird path, it was not on the road but on a cycle path. I didn't consciously stabilised this dream, but by observing the pavement and realising how odd the bus was I guess it made me more anchored to the dream.
I wanted to see a grocerystore that I often go to, but this time in the dream. It's a small store, but in this dream it was enormous! I went in there and saw that it looked nothing like it. I watched a hot girl from behind and I told myself that I am not going to get distracted by her, "it's my dream tricking me" I thought. I then saw her face, and it was not what I expected, I immediatelly looked away. The grocerystore changed into a video store and I wanted to summon a person.
In my previous lucid dreams when I have tried to summon a person it was very easy, because all I needed to do was to think of that person, because the dream was just like a vivid thought. This time however, it felt like reality, if you want to know the feeling, I will try to describe how I felt. It felt exactly like reality although I wasn't as aware as I am in reality it felt like reality, but I am tired all the time, not exhausted, but the feeling you have after you have woke up.
So it felt like summoning a person in reality, which is impossible, Neo could free his mind in the Matrix I couldn't..
I asked a person behind the disk where I could find that person, and she said "Oh the How I met your mother series is in the back". "Weird that wasn't what I asked" I thought. I then saw that that person's face started to morph like a bubble, I got surprised, but then I looked away and when I looked back it looked normal again.
I went out of this store and when I got out I was far away from home, I was on the streets of New York.
I did a flying attempt, and I managed to levitate, but not fly with control, by doing this I associated it as a dream again, and I lost my lucidity, but I continued dreaming that I was lucid.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I said to myself "this is my dream, I control it!" I then flexed every muscle in anger and screamed "Someday you will all bow to me and I will be your God!". Some people started to approach me and said, we will obey you if you can stop our leader. Who is your leader? I asked. Who? What time are you from? they said surprised.
Then they told me that I was supposed to get up from a special ladder while they distracted guards.
While I was climbing that ladder a train approached me and it was going to drive in to me if I didn't hurried up.
I managed to climb up and on the top there was some weird creatures, I can't explain how they looked like, but one of them kicked me in the head and I fell and I woke up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I think I am going to continue using the timer, because if I can get experiences like these every morning, I will soon learn how to stay and to start believe so I can control the dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Today I noted my dreams as usual, and I ended up with four remembered dreams.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"] [B]How To Fly:[/B]
In the first one I dreamt that I knew how to fly in real life and I was teaching my friend how to do it. And I told him to imagine that the air was like water, and to fly all he had to do was to jump into the air and start imagining that he was swmming. I felt that I wasn't in complete control of the flying, so I told him that this is just to start levitating, to control the flying he had to do something that he associated with control, like put one arm out like superman.
He did and now we both controlled the flying. I might have become lucid somewhere here, because I got very aware.
But it was just a second of lucidity so I wouldn't count it as a lucid dream.

[B]RPG Game:[/B]
Then i had a dream about me being in the world of Rift and I can't quite remember now what it was about, but it was a rpg environment.

[B]Suck at soccer - Finding the bus:[/B]
I was playing soccer with some people and from the middle of the court I was supposed to get the ball into the goal with a goalkeeper guarding it. All the other guys did a pretty good job, but when I tried it I almost made the ball stuck in a tree. And I was embarrassed. When were gonig to get back home again, I couldn't find the bus. A guy told me that he could drive me to the bus station, because I couldnät find it. But we never found it and we stopped next to a gas station.
They went into a store and I followed, In there I talked to a woman, but I can't remember what we talked about. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up. The next night I am going to use the timer method to have a lucid dream, every time I have tried it and everything have worked out perfectly with the settings and so on, I have allways got atleast a moment of lucidity. So I will use this timer to get experience of the lucid dream world.

[B]I am also going to test out the theory of waking sleep paralysis, without sleep atonia is almost impossible.
So if I see vivid images or hear weird sounds I am going to get out of my bed imeddaitelly, because in theory this is only a dream bed. Although I have to be prepared to that this can still lead to a normal awakening, but I have learned to feel the different sensations of the non-physical and the physical world so hopefully I will notice it.[/B][/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This night I remembered about 4 dreams, but when I woke up I only remembered a fragment of one scary dream. I think I am going to start to note the dreams again so I at least remember something.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about a man trying to kill me and my friends. He tried to stab us with a kitchen knife and we ran, I pushed something into his mouth and he started vomit in the bathroom. It looked like he was unconscious, so we slowly walked to him and looked to see if he was ok. But then he opened his eyes in a scary way and said "Tricked you!" and a girl hitted him with a fryingpan as a reflex. The police came and took him to custody.
The dream changed and I was now a businessman and I went to my work and I saw a weird man looking at me with scary eyes. I then head him say "Tricked you twice.." I realised that he looked exactly as the man who tried to kill me in the previous dream. I then called out the gurards to take this man down. But when the guard pointed their guns to the man he said "I would not shot if I were you, you see right beneth you there are explosive gas, and yeah you get the picture." The guards started to cough, and the man screamed "realise my brother!". Then I saw his twin brother smiling. Everyone started to panic and tried to get out.

I was standing in a shopping mall and treated this scary dream as a horror movie. I looked at my iphone and saw that they were going to do a follow up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]Ok I fell asleep unconsciously on my WILD attempt. Score!
But I woke up frequentely during this night, and every awakening was after a dream, so I have started to notice my micro awakenings. I told myself to not write down any dream, and I ended up only remember two, but these were the most vivid and cool dreams anway.I will also starrt to give each dream a sepcial Headline, so I know what every dream was.[/COLOR]

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[B]Surviving The Train:[/B]

Me and my friend David was walking in an brittish neighborhood. Then a wind blow me up on a window, it was very high up in a building and I looked in through the window. Two men looked at me, they had a scary appeal and they pushed me of the window. I fell and under me was a trainrail and I was going to land on it. I heard a train approaching and I knew I was going to die. I fell on a fence and accidently pushed a fat man on the rail, his weight stopped slowed the train down and I miraculasly grabbed landed on the fence and saw the train pass by.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and I had some more dreams, but I don't remember them anymore. But after one of the awakenings I had this dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"][B]The Dragons Egg Quest:[/B]

I were in a van with 5 other guys. We were some sort of team and had just robbed a bank. Every member had a really cool appearance and I felt like just a regular guy among the cool guys. The police started to chase us, but then one guy in the driver of our van who seemed to be the leader said "Ah to hell with this, and he stopped the car and went out" He yelled to the policeman "Let's solve this man to man" And then he approached the policeman and did the coolest kick I have ever seen.
In this dream I somehow rewinded this kick and saw it all happen again in slowmotion. The policeman was knocked out.
It looked something like this but in a jump: [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uy6rG-jTVRs&feature=related[/url]
Then another police stepped out from the policecar, it was a midget police, but a musucular one.
He ran and dived into our car window and start hit us, the our leader grabbed the midget in the neck and throw him away haha. Then we walked into an old town and I picked up some rocks from the ground and saw that they had a layer of gold.
Some guy said "It's nothing compared to where we are headed. Infront of us were now the most epic castle or building I have ever seen. It was built of something red material, but I couldn't figure out what it was.
"Inside there are dragons who are gurading eggs, and these eggs are made of gold!" I hear someone saying.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Cool dream, but here I woke up...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]This time I tried the "numb" my legs method again, and this time I fell asleep unconsciously.
I will keep trying this weird technique every night, because even if can't stay aware, it felt like I was more aware of my dreams when sleeping on my back.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had some dreams, but I am not going to note my dreams anymore, because I am gonig to try to develop complete natural dream recall, my dreams are gonig to become my memories too! If I don't remember one dream well, then I was not aware of it enough, so I am forcing myself to remember more and to become more aware.

I had one long neverending dream, but it was a really cool dream. I were in my school talking to some friends, and then we went to a lesson called "Lucid dreaming class". In the dream this was completely normal for me and I went in there to meet my teacher. I noticed that I was very tired during the class and I fell asleep, within the dream. I started to dream and I become lucid.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I were standing in my friend's house and I thought "If I want to stabilise this dream I have to do it aggressively and I started to look at every object in the room, but I never stabilised my "Mind" or my other senses.
So this was just a brief moment of lucidity, because I forgot that I was dreaming, although the dream was still very vivid.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"].
I was still dreaming that I was lucid though...
I met my friend and we were going to watch tv and when we opened the door we saw a couple having sex!
We immediatelly closed the door and looked chocked at each other. We then peaked through the keyhole and saw a really beautiful woman with an ugly little man. My friend told me that he wanted to have sex with her so badly and asked me if I could make that happend. And I said "Sure I can make that man go away and you can take his place". So I ran into the room and heard her moaning, and I jumped into the bed and grabbed the man's leg and throw him out of the room haha.
Then my friend went in there and I got out.

Then I woke up inside the classroom again, and thought I was awake. The teacher was giving a lot of wrong information about lucid dreaming and I got angry and protested. The other looked weird at me, but I just ignored them. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up for real. I am going to keep doing this normal WILD -> DILD style on weekdays. But on weekend I think I am going to do the bullet proof timer method, just to make sure that I can pracctise dream stabilisation every week. The timer method is great although, when you get lucid, you only have some mniutes before you lose it, but when I think about it what differs that from the other lucidity moment I have ^^ ?
But I also want to be a "natural" so the timer method will work as a break from that pracctise.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]
[COLOR="lightblue"]Hypnagogic[/COLOR]
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This attempt was the coolest, but also the most weird attmempt I have done.
I set a six hour WBTB Alarm and then I tried to go to sleep. I sometimes have problems with falling asleep, so I said "hah whatever I do a meditation attempt in a too comfortable position so I can fall asleep". The clock was nos 22.30 and I started to relax I didn't think much in fact I can write exactly what I thought:

"Ok I am going to go through my day, I woke up and my said that she was ill and was going to stay home from work, ah I will never be able to stay awake while doing this hehe"

Then I felt my right leg "yawn" you know the feeling you get when you yawn, it felt exactly like that, but in my right leg.
I told myself "Oh sleep paralysis" in sarcasm. I then felt the same yawning sensation on my left leg.
I thought for a second that my legs really got numb and I muscle twitched just for fun and I felt that the numbness increased!
I then imagined that I really was unmoveable, so I started to twitch my arms and so on. Then when I tried to move my right leg slightly I felt a magnetic feeling, everytime I moved my right toe I could feel it in my left toe!
I have no idea to explain this, but every bodypart felt connected in someway. I tried to slightly move my left arm and I felt the magnetic feeling in my left arm! I though about lucidology and he said that when the legs a partially paralysed, the way to increase it is to move the closes eyes up and down. But as soon as I did that every numb sensations vanished...
I did a reality check and then I looked at my watch, it was now 22.55. Then I fell asleep.
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[COLOR="blue"]Me and my two friends were going somewhere, I dreamed that I got lucid and my dreamy me wanted to meet a girl. So I summoned a hot girl but she ran away and hide in a bus. It was a game. I went into the bus and my two frends looked desparately after me. I started to talk to the girl and she said "Your friends are not welcome here" and I asked "Why?" "Only people with high IQ can be here" she said. Then she asked me a question I had no idea to answer and I told her that I had no idea what she was talking about, and she laughed and waved her hand and..
I was teleported to a forrest.

I saw a lake with frogs in it, I was annoyed by them and I even fell into the lake once. Then when I was about to leave I saw ducks approaching me, but these weren't ordinary ducks, they were working. They all had a stick and I stood in their way and they quacked angrily at me. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and saw that the clock was now 2.00 so I had dreamt in one of the early rem stages.

Then I did a WILD attempt, I sang songs in my head that I could remember completely (Green Day - Time of your life and Muse - Time is running out) Somewhere I llost consciousnes and had a normal dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that my friend wanted to see a hot girl from my new class, and I showed him a picture of a girl (but she doesn't even exist in real life). But in this dream I thought she did.

Then I had a test about traffic and cars.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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Thoughts[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]I went to bed 10.30 pm.
This night I meditated for 1 hour and 30 minutes. In other words I didn't moved a muscle for 1 hour and 30 minutes!
I slept consciously for that long, although I never hit rem during that time. If someone else want to try this out the trick was to find a position that's hard to fall asleep in, but you still feel comfortable in it. I had 3 pillows behind my back and were in a sitting position like this figure will illustrate :) i__ [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I gave up eventually because I hadn't slept unconsciously so it was really exhausting although I felt rested. But it was tough to just entertain yourself with your thoughts. So I went up and looked at my clock and it was now 00.05! The first rem is supposed to come after 1 hour and 30 minutes, so I immediatelly switched to a more common sleeping posture and prepared myself to see the dream form infront of me. I thought about weird things, things I wouldn't even think about consciously, although this time it felt like I did. Here is what I thought:[/COLOR]

[COLOR="lightblue"]I didn't physically saw it, but I sort of visualised it.

There is a witch telling me to mark locations on a map where she want's to send flowers. On one of the locations there was a rock, I lifted that rock and there was a gold coin under it. There were also some branches and I started to associate those with the game Rift so I collected them. Then I "woke" up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I was perfectly aware of this happening, because it was me thinking it! This thought or hypnagogic wasn't vivid at all, but I still wrote it down as a dream to my notes.

I looked at the clock and it was now 00.48. I decided to fall asleep normally, but it was hard, but I did it eventually. [/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I was standing in a house with a lot of people dancing and drinking. This was a big party.
Some nerdy looking guys said to me "here drink this" and I grabbed a glas and he gave me a milkpackage.
I pured up some white milk into the glass, but when I looked back at the glass, the milk disapeares and was replaced with some dark brown liquid. I asked the nerds "What the h*ll happend?!" and they answered "it's vitamin B12 from appeljuice and milk concentrat. And for some reason I was fine with that and pured some water into it to mix it up and then I drank it.
This was undoubtley a dream, because it was vivid, but I never realised it...
I looked around me at the party and thought "OMG There is some really hot chicks here!" and the nerd said "Yeah.. I guess so". And I said come man you have to hit on some of these girls, and they said "No I can't do that I am to afraid".
In this dream I acted like the most smooth player in the world and I said "Nah I will teach you".
Look over there isn't she hot? Watch and learn.. Later on I ended up with 10 girls chasing me, because they had found out that I had "played" them. I think this dream ended when I got kicked by one of the girls in the face xD. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Although I woke up and thought, This was a dream! But the only difference between this dream and my thoughts and hypnagogic, is that it was vivid. I looked at the clock and saw that it was now morning 07.00 and I had to get up. Although I realise that Thoughts, Dreams and hypnagogic is the exact same thing, except everything that happens in the body during each of them.

Even though I also realised that the vivid dreams occur later in the night and meditatation the whole night is exhausting and not necessary, I now have the disciplin to do a WILD attempt over one hour! So next night I will do a WBTB and do a Traditional WILD.[/COLOR]


Thought of the Day: =)
MUST SEE: [url]http://www.lyricinterpretations.com/Owl-City/Fireflies[/url]

haha really deep interpretation of the song fireflies and it's so true!

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[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]Before bed I read about technique to keep your mind awake, but your body asleep.
And how to not fall asleep while meditating. One of the tips suggested that I was going to have a comfortable posture, but it should be a little uncomfortable to keep the mind awake. So I put two pillows behind my head, so I had a straight back, but my legs were still in their normal position. I concentrated on the blackspace and looked between my eyebrows and I started to think about normal things just to see if I could stay awake, and everytime I lost focus I didn't looked at that spot, so I just looked back again.

But somewhere I just blacked out. :)
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[COLOR="blue"]This whole dream was weird, but cool at the same time. Because it tried to convince me over and over that I was awake, it eventually did, but I got lucid.

I woke up in my bed and heard weird noises, normally I would DEILD here. I really thought I was awake, but instead I did the noseplug reality check in my bed and it worked![/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I was now laying lucid in my dreambed and I went to see my parents. Everytime I talked to my dad I was overwhelmed with feelings or something that tried to convince me that I was awake.
Then I went out of my house and I admired the vivdness of the dream. I thought to myself "This feels more real than the physical world!" and it did! The dream was vivid enough for the sensations, so I didn't had to stabilise that. But my mind wasn't stable enough so to speak. I can fix this with spinning, but I wasn't aware in my mind enough to do that. so somewhere here I was aware of that I was dreaming, but I wasn't aware through my conscious, but through my subconscious.[ so that makes it a normal dream again.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was filled with joy and I didn't had to care about anything, I started to climb up to the rooftops and I ran. I tried to stabilise the dream by running in a straight line and it worked. The dream was super vivid. but then I woke up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I was now in my real bed and I wrote this dream down, then I fell asleep again.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was eating lunch with my friends and a girl there that my friend likes was there too. We tried to make him talk to her, but he was to shy. So we started to talk about random stuff, then for some reason we went into a store and we met some other guys, then I woke up.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]WILD before bed is really hard I admit that. But I am trying to find the perfect way to keep your mind busy without falling asleep. I'll keep trying.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="silver"]This time I also put on a sleep mask, don't know why it was just for fun. I started to think "Ok now I am going to think about my day, the first that happend was" ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Well I need to find a better methpd to prevent my mind from falling asleep. I think that any thought will do as long as it keeps my mind busy. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I were looking at a wall somewhere in my house. One guy and two girls were pointing at the wall and screaming "Oh my God it's a cockroach!". I looked at the wall and saw that it wasn't a cockroach, but a supersized wood-louse.
It was enormous, but I knew that they aren't dangerous, so I took a stick and made it fell down to the floor and it crawled up into a ball. I took a giant piece of paper (I have no idea where that come from) and I put the wood-louse on it and then I bringed it outside.

I were now standing on a green and I looked at my hands.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"] I was now awared of that I was dreaming, I remembered to rub my hands and then I did the "butt-ground" stabilisation that I had done before. I was now a little more aware of the dream, but as usual... I didn't stabilised enough. and I lost myself in the dream[/COLOR] [COLOR="blue"]I started to fly and heard police sirens and I started to think that this was the dream chasing me down, because they don't want me to be lucid. althoug I wasn't anymore.. But I still thought this way. I landed on the ground and started running, now I saw normal people walking down the street and I realised that every person here is a potential enemy and I have to watch out for people with guns, because if an agent takes over that body, I am screwed, I can't dodge bullets like Neo.

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I now saw a man with a black suit and a earpiece. I started to run. I ran passed a police with a gun, and heard the sound of him morphing into an agen as I run. I then remembered I can fly away from them. So I jumped up into the air and heard the guns fire at me, but they missed. I flew into a house, some kind of never ending stairs were there. I saw my friend David and I told him that we have to run. So we ran up the stairs, and we started to feel the house rotating, so the stairs that we were running up from was we now falling down from, we had to decide every move and adapt to the house rotation. We heard an agent laugh outside the building.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up, but I was aware of that I had woke up. So I tried to DEILD, but nothing happend..
It might have been an awakening, but I didn't reality check. From now on I am going to get out of bed on every awakening and reality check. Deild is nice, but I am going to see how man false awakening I really have, and not make them a false awakening anymore.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="silver"]This WILD before bed attempt was harder, because I started to lose consciousnes already on the "go through my day" part.
But I used to have trouble falling asleep, so this is both a way to relax myself and to someday maybe WILD.
It's my weird way of Yoga Nidra Meditation. But I fell asleep and had this dream.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]It felt like I was thinking in my bed and suddenly I was dreaming, although this was many hours later.
I had a weird dream about me being imprisoned by an evil queen. I had the form of Eddard Stark (The character in Games of Thrones) and my (HIS) two daughters were there. We did an attempt to escape, but the queen stopped us.
This queen by the way as the hot Queen Cersei (From the same serie). She came to the prisoncell to smack talk me. I looked at my hands and [/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]I become lucid. But aw.. I couldn't control myself I saw the queen and thought "I Am gonna punish you so hard". She is evil in the serie and she was evil here, but still hot... So I had sex with her, but as soon as those feelings took over the lucidity vanished.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I then had a dream about me having a American girlfriend and we were going to take the boat to somewhere. But only people who talked Swedish were allowed, so me and her tried to fake a conversation. I said "Are you tired sweetie" in swedish. And she answered (Ja) "Jaaa" which means yes. with a long e xD. But we couldn't convince the man and he throw us both into the water! I hate water and I woke up. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I have to remember to ALLWAYS stabilize the dream, I forget it to often.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="silver"]This night I tried to WILD before normal sleep. I have heard that it is impossible, but I was thinking and thought, if we can
be aware of a dream, to be lucid in that sense. And still be able to rest, wouldn't it be possible to stay have the mind awake the whole night and let the body rest. This is called Yoga Nidra "Conscious sleep". I have allways told myself that a dream is just a thought, but a vivid thought and I have even seen my thoughts become a dream in a WBTB DEILD.
So if I can just stay aware until my thoughts, become vivid then it should be possible.
I considered the problem of staying awake long enough for that to happend, but I came up with an idea to keep my mind busy and to totally forget about my physical body.

I like visualization, and day dreaming in that sense. I thought that if a dream is a vivid thought, then a thought must still be the closest to a dream that I can come while being awake. So my method to keep my mind busy is to daydream, but not the nornal way. Usually when we day dream we think about something and associate it with something else and suddenly we think about anything and then we fall asleep.

I started out by going through memories of my day in my mind, as detailed as possible. When this was done I assumed that I was perfectly relaxed, my body felt numb and uncomfortable feelings started to appear. Now I pretended that I was going to separate from my physical body into my non-physical body, pretend that I WILD so to speak.

So I visualised that I went out of my bed and I chosed two objects in each room in my house to explore.
And when I come to the kitchen I started to lose consiousnes from time to time, but I returned to the visualisation.
Eventually I lost it completely and I had a dream.
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[COLOR="blue"]I were in my school and this dream was boring, because it was just about a normal schoolday.
Then I was walking home from that schooldream and suddenly I realised that it was a dream.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I didn't stabilise I was not aware enough in my mind to do that for some reason, instead I looked around and were surprised that I remembered this much from the real world, because it was a real location.
I took pace and ran and jumped and started to fly, I have had many fly dreams now so I had enough confidence to control this flying. And this time I decided to fly to the universe! When I were up there and saw the starts and the empty black space I started to accelarate and it almost felt like falling. And I fell and fell and suddenly I was back in my bed.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]I heard my mom screaming "Your dad is shopping clothes!". "In the middle of the night?!" I said surprised. "Yeah go back to sleep" she said. And when I did I woke up for real...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]On my real awakening I did a reality check and I was now awake. I looked at the clock and it was now 4.40, so I went back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was now standing in my tv room and a person I don't really like was laying on the couch and eating popcorn, this was a weird dream and I don't really remember it.

Then I was walking into a Chinese store, I looked at a t-shirt and it was a cool background and a text saying "Zhore".
I then saw a bowl of red balls, I asked what it was and the person behind the disk said "Dragoneggs" and then I woke up.[/COLOR]


[COLOR="silver"]I will make a new attempt to WILD today, but if I fail which I probably will I have an alarm to WBTB.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="lightblue"]Middlestate (I change this to hypnagogic, because that what it is)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This morning I woke up and remembered a dream, but I told myself let's test if I can skip to note this dream and still remember it.
I didn't... I went back to sleep and had this dream.
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[COLOR="blue"]I were on a big balcony, that was made of stone. In some kind of caslte I think. Then the teenage king from Game of thrones "Lannister..." open the big door and sais something to me. I thought about this weird experience, although I wasn't lucid I was very aware of my body and choices. It almost felt like I was controling my movement, but I didn't know that I was dreaming. Weird state, because what is tricking me to believe that this was real? It was the same feeling you have when you watch a movie. You are somehow involved in it. Although this time I was controling my actions.
Then I hear someone climbng on the steep mounatin next to the balcony. I look down and see a whole group of soldiers.
"We are here to rescue you" they said. The one who was first grabbed my hand and all of them lose their grip and they formed a chain, like you see in movies when people almost fall down from a height. The guy below that person who held my hand held in his ankle and so on, you get the picture. When all were up they gave me climbing equipment and we climbed to the side of the castle and then down, to the grass. "Down with the king!" they yelled. Then they started to burn down houses in the village, and I shouted "Stop! What the hell are you doing?"

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The dream transformed into the wild people from the same serie and I was now transformed into Khal Drogo!
I think I associated harrassing villages with that. Now I wanted to do backflips! I ran and did a backflip to impress everyone, but on the landing I bit my lip. Everybody was chocked, although I hadn't noticed it myself until I saw their eyes direction.
I got chocked, then I woke up. Cool dream thought[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]It felt like my dream was that vivid because I am used to the dreamy feeling. But it can just have been a coincidence, and it's weird that I didn't become lucid.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="lightblue"]Middlestate[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Last night I went to bed, feeling dizzy and terrible. I am ill. I still did the exercises for day 3 and 4 and then went to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a dream where I really had the urge to go to the bathroom. The whole dream consisted of me trying to find a toilet. When I finally did find one I stood there very long and let it flow. I understood that something was wrong, how can I pee for this long? And why doesn't the urge dissapear?!
I then got a terrible realisation, what if this was a dream and I wet myself for real, so embarassing.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and saw that, no I hadn't wet myself. But I still[ had the urge to go to the toilet.
So I went to the bathroom and then went back to sleep. I told myself that I will recognise that I am dreaming.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was now standing at a theater, and I was a part of it. My role was to just say one line at a certain time. I saw my parents down in the audience... I don't remember why or how, but I went down under the scene and saw that someone had started a fire with fireworks, so the play had to be canceled.

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The dream sceneary changed and the basement was now a part of my real house (I don't have a basement) and I went up to the kitchen and saw a hot violinist. I immediatelly thought about sex. But when I went out there to reach her, she transformed into a flower. I was discouraged. I then went to my livingroom and I looked at my hands.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I instantly became lucid. This time I was really focussed on how to stabilize this dream.
I looked at my hands and I touched my body, I rubbed my hands. And then I did something I have never tried before.
I jumped placed my feet infront of me, so when I landed I will hit my butt. On the landing everything become super clear.
I then leaned back, like the test you do to test trust, but this time no one was catching me and I fell straight down on my back. The spine felt weird and I bounced straight back up. The dream was now clear, but I forgot to spin so my mind wasn't clear...
I went out in the garden and flew, with surprising control. Then I saw my dad, I somehow become convinced that he was my real dreaming dad in my dream, so I did everything I could to make him realise that he was dreaming.
I shouted "Dad you are dreaming!" "Look at me you are in a dream", instead I lost my lucidity... [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I woke up and wrote this dream down, I could have chained it but chances are that I wouldn't have remembered it then, so I didn't wanted to risk that. Instead I went to the bathroom again and then back to bed.
I now thought to myself "I can enter a dream without falling asleep, my thoughts wil be vivid enough"[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I then had a dream about something that I can't remember, something matrix related though.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]Then I see a hot girl and become lucid haha. But this time I didn't have the same control over my subconscious mind. I instantly thought about sex and lost my lucidity right away.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I then had a dream about me trying to kill a person from the Games of thrones series.
Khal Drogo, incredibly strong and fast. But somehow I managed to put a knife in his chest. Although I was chocked.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]It feels like I am getting better at stabilize a dream, but today I am going to read about what more I need to do according to the most famous authors on the subject. Maybe it had been done if I had spinned too.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
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[COLOR="silver"]Right now I am doing the exercises that I tell the people in my school project to do. And although I have already pracctised my awareness alot, it's still a good pracctise for. This evening before falling asleep I just looked at my hands nothing more. And I had some vivid dreams and even a short lucid dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that I were in school and were listening to my history teacher. I normally like history, but this time I didn't undertstood anything she said. And she kept repeating that this was something that we should now by now.
She described different peoples life by drawing, weird lines and dots on the board. I raised my hand and told her that I didn't follow. But she only got angry and then she kicked me out, after I had a breakdown haha.

I was aware enough to realise that something was wrong, the school flelt different, everything felt different.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]The dreamy feelingitself made me realise that I was dreaming. I looked at my hands and it stabilised a bit, although I forgot my old goal to use the spinning technique. Instead I foccused on the lockers and the surounding. And I saw that everything become more clear. I thought for a second (Why I don't know) "Who am I in love with?" Then I see her walking out of the library and I was not surprised to see who it was.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Unfortunately those feeling made me lose my lucidity, although this was the end of my 4 day dryspell :)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I am glad that both my conscious and subconscious agrees with something.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Normally I would say, I were out last night and went to bed late.. So I did no attempt because I was to tired.
Or .. The battery of my Iphone died so the alarms didn't wake me up all the way. But this time I did all the misstakes that I have allways blamed my not succesful attempt on, but I still succeeded![/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I got to bed really late! But I just changed the timer so I slept the same amount of hours.
When the alarm wakes me up. I feltl really uncomfortable so I moved.. and then I fell back to sleep again.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]Then I had 4 False awakenings in a row. I know that they were false awakenings, because my Iphone died long before those awakenings... But I dreamt my own alarms! On the fourth false awakening I thought about vaccation, and the exact same words that I thought about I now heard my mom say in the other room "We should go to Spain". But I didn't become lucid...
Then I woke up and saw that m Iphone had died... So I thought "Ok I failed no big deal, I know that it would have worked if my Iphone hadn't died.[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]Then I close my eyes and I see that it's a yellow cloud on the back of my eyes! I observed it and my last thought of a location I were on the previous day becomes my dream.
Either it was a False awakening that I WILDED in, or it was a normal awakening I don't know, but it doesn't matter because I got lucid anyway. I was now standing on a parking lot and (I'm am chocked and ashamed over what I did) my bestfriends crush M. is looking with horny eyes at me and my dreamy me thinks "This is a dream, it wont hurt my friend". I don't even like her that much in reality... But then she jumps at me and tells me that she want to have sex. I stabilise the dream by feeling her lips when we kiss and touching her body, and rubbing the.. hands haha. I scream I am dreaming! It stabilise only for a bit. But I am still in a dizzy feeling, then I just forget that I want to stabilise and I have sex with her. Then my friend shows up next to me not even bothering! And then he joins and that feels a little weird so I left. But he followed me so I thought hmm the last day we were bragging about how we knew how to impress girls, even if he didn't know them. So I tried to imagine the location we had been at. And the dream changed, but then it morphed into something random. I thought "Were do I find nice girls?"
Then it started to appear lot of McDonals restaurants! And was like "WTF?!" Then I just went into one of them, and there were nice girls alright :shock: I walk up to one of the girls, and say "Hey what's yor name?" and she answers "Annie". But then she says alkjhaaöhwfwaf :? ... And then I say to my friend "Come man you have to dare to fail to succeed.
Then I pushed him to talk to someone and I talked to a girl that was 15 years older than me, it felt weird to hit on her :/ Yeah I was a total jerk in this dream... [/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I think it's pretty interesting that dreams tend to draw my attention to forbidden thoughts
Sex with my bestfriends crush, hitting on older girls. Maybe that is the stuff my subconscious is fighting with holding back. The norms and my conscious mind believes it wrong, but my subconscious loves and hates what my conscious hates and love.
I did stabilise properly in this dream, but it still didn't work, it got stable only when I stabiised, the second I stopped the dream become more unstable. Subconscious VS Conscious 1 - 0 ...
I think I am going to try the spinning technique next morning, because that is something that many people have talked about and sais that it works. The truth shall be told![/COLOR]

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