Dthoughts

Habitual sleep pattern. set alarm for 2 hours maximum. No pre-sleep

Am naturally lucid. Half convinced that I am dreaming. Making jumps with other people. Flying at slow speeds. Think to myself. Not sure if i can fly harder. Or if i'm dreaming. The non-linguistic voice in me tells me this: You know ur dreaming. Trust urself.

Two or three people are flying with me. They ask me questions. Can we fly harder or will we wake up?

I fly harder. I've done this before. Trying to look cool. I wake up not longer after. It was euphoric

Lie on my back, head on the edge of a couch. considerately uncomfortable but so damn tired i just didn't feel like moving an inch and fell asleep with the TV on low volume.

Not long after am dreaming of two friends standing near my kitchen talking to me bout something i did which they thought was dumb. i could have been playing a video game with a friend that i really wnted to play in HD on his game-station. Then they specifically mentioned LOTR the game. (which means little to me, however i did ask my friend for a favor and he sort of denied and i was like well fuck it, nevermind) this probably alludes to that or it is senseless

I realize that I must be dreaming by looking at my environment. This is not my room. Things start to shift. And I start thinking of things to do. (I was 100% convinced I was dreaming but I had in my mind that I wanted to do a check anyway. Just to increase vividity) I just coulden't think of something. Then one of my friends said (apparently he can read my mind) I will help you. And he did some motion as if he was pulling a bag on my body. I get sort of pissed.. Why would you do that. I don't trust anyone who is capable of having conversations with me in my dream at this point in time. So I distrust intentions and I make an escape move. Just had nothing specific in mind but the intention to escape. I saw a DNA strand in my well.. third eye vision that I use in normal life. Except it's different here, it could encompass the entire dream if I want to. IT feels as if this DNA is somehow the same feeling as my spine.

I see the dream scenes change from scene to scene and become less stable.. I open my eyes. I am suprised how long this unstableness is lasting and I still haven't woken. I feel like my eyes are open but somehow I am still dreaming .. This would be amazing if this was true. There is no way of knowing. I try to imagine a dream scene, maybe that helps but by this time I am truly awake.

Let's see if i can retrieve some memory..

"I know I was not lucid because I believed in every dream.." How do I stop this?

-O's face behind a window - Dream sign.. i never see him

-It's thursday.. I am my parents. I am "not looking forward to today" .. I have an appointment with my parents on this day along with my caretakers
^This should have been obvious. A dream sign.

-Vivid thoughts rather than dreams of a girl. She "reacted".. not sure if imagined or how I predict she would react..

-I certainly didn't dream as much or recalled but I enjoyed this little piece of death more than usual. the melatonin from weed was very comfortable. I ddn't want to wake up.

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Had dreams of standing on a rooftop earlier this year. Had another strange dream where I felt considerately free and somehow I linked these two together ven though they where had on different days. The link I believe is that Is tart believing both are actual realities that I was creating/living and not a dream.

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Earlier

- Walked past Miquel's house. Spoke to him last week. He was surrounded by a bunch of college looking girls.

- Yara hasn't been in my dreams for a while. Adrie hasn't been. Esmee.

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Sniper, someone on the roof. Shoot. See my sister across the corner. taking a look. Can't actually hit. far targets.
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