Dthoughts

As far as I remember I was already lucid because: My dad reminded me that he thought he saw an UFO in the sky. I'm like, Okay! I'll check it out. Imagined a piece of my consciousness in the sky which was attached to myself and catapulted right out of the window and flew at the direction where he saw it. Enjoying the thrill of the flight. I'm thinking. I better calm down soon before i lose lucidity (myth or real). I look at the buildings. Yup, this is a lucid dream and things look pretty detailed. I land and investigate. I get sucked in by all the dream activity.

I am rapidly experiencing scene after scene after scene after scene after scene after scene. Indoors, outdoors. A common theme i was witnessing was the presence of long tables and long benches. They where there in at least 3 dream scenes. In one of the scenes it was a round table and some chairs. In that dream I was seeing a kind of crush and her ex boyfriend who i have never met. I kind of rested my face on her boob and she seemed okay with it for a second. Then another scene I was harassing a girl from my appartments and people where commenting on her reaction saying; Look, he would have never grabbed your ass if there wasn't a connection in the first place. At some point I crawled on my knees and she rode me like a poony. Then in another scene a crush from the past was present and talked about making plans together. I interrupted the conversation to hit 3 dudes to the ground. It was very crowded! Everything was crowded. I saw a boy from school get into a fight and weirdly later on I held this boy in my arms like a baby (he was the size of a baby) and walked trough a wall to guide him to this table but asked my nefue on a table near it to protect him because hes my buddy. And I saw the start of the fight I was witnessing earlier. At some point I walked with 2 dogs like my watchdogs into a doggy park and saw dozens of big scary dogs and my dogs blended in nicely. One of the meaner variety of these dogs seemed to check up on me and glanced at me while I respectfully glanced back and walked slowly. There where long tables and benches and I saw about a dozen of people sitting. On closer inspection I noticed these people where dogs and there was but 1 human. I talked to him and had a conversation.

In the middle of this conversation he started morphing and I finally realized that the person I was talking to was not actually a human. He was... An.. Ostrich bird.. So weird. This was a very serious moment. I was having a very serious although lighthearted conversation with this animal. I remember that he simply said in a kind of highpitched but somehow stern and authoritive voice; "Yes i am an Ostrich bird". Strangely intimidating.

Later on after almost 2 hours I found myself indulging and craving for applepie. I was back in a building where I also saw people from my appartment building. They handed out apple pies last week and I saw one and almost picked it up and thought to myself; No. I'm in a dream. Overindulgance might mess with my lucidity. And this was actually the most lucid moment of the entire dream. And I asked my subconscious a serious question; "What do i need to do?" ... A voice was heared "Breathe"

I walked to a mirror and looked at myself in perfect detail. I didn't breathe. Not consciously. I looked in the mirror and said; "I want to see my higher self". Nothing happened. I tried to make a 'dream spin' to make it work but nothing changed. I was feeling a little eery and vulnerable. Someone was at the door though. And I saw someone from my appartment building coming in. She didn't look me in the eye. I asked if she was my higher self. She seemed to be thinking for a moment and said. "Yes, i am". I did not believe her, questioned her. She looked inside the cabinets of my room and still woulden't look me in the eye and said she was definetely my higher self; "Did i ever lie to you?" . I don't completely trust this person. I try to give her the benefit of the doubt and slowly wake up. Pity.