Dthoughts

I had a really messed up dream where this girl's boyfriend was messing with me. And in a public restroom he pissed all over me. And i woke up. This made me furious that i didn't fight him or something. And i'm still angry, so i imagined fighting him and this might have influenced the next dream.

I wake up in a room i've never been before. It's normal tho , i'm living here or im sleeping over. I get up slowly and walk inside the living room and there's a lot of people and a few familiair faces. S, N and T are there. This is some kind of going away party for Tim. We all socialize and then it's time for Tim to leave.
I noticed N also packed her stuff and i say , "Ooh, is she also going away?" and sam replies , "Ofcourse silly, u know that." Oh.. right.

There's a car waiting outside and we stood there for a while. And in a later fragment i still remember we where inside and they where departing. I think i was gay in this dream cus i kissed Tim on the cheek and giggled while he was walking out the door. Tim barely responded and walked out.

There are people all standing besides me , a lot of guys. And a guy next to me tells me i make him nervous. i say, "Well, yea. I make everyone nervous." Later the situation got more messy and people wanted to fight me. I give out really hard punches and fought with a bunch of guys. I destroyed them all. I was really angry. (I don't remember but i can still feel the sensation of my fist hitting hard skulls)

Later i woke up in my own room. My whole body vibrating but i was not paralyzed or fearful. I have my phone in my hand and my subconscious/spirit guide is giving me texts. The text said, "Ur neighbour wants to know about paralell dimensions" and while i was reading this a man's voice in the other room was loudly repeating what i just read and some more that i coulden't understand. I figured i had to say something back about paralell dimensions but i have no voice again. I can only squeal.

I'm still vibrating and i wake up again with my eyes closed. I heared kids laughing outside and i feel myself screaming. The scream is incredibly loud and kids started screaming fearfully outside. Then it turned back to laughter and this would happen a few times. I'm still vibrating for a few minutes and my eyes are moving rapidly. But i have no hallucinations. I wanted to open my eyes and see if i could spot ghosts but i was afraid i might ruin the SP. I opened them half and i could see my room and in my perephical vision i would see a bunch of cables/tubes. I close my eyes and try to remember my lucid goals.
The first thing that pops up is fly, i want to fly. Then i think where do i want to fly to and i remember the moon. I wanna fly to the moon. (There was this feeling of blasphemy.) Then i remembered i wanted to go to chichen-itza. But there was no dream scene forming. The vibrating slows down and my body is still asleep. I lay there for about 15 minutes until i get bored and decide to turn on the computer.