The book of mars

a long line of kids my age outside of my work place.
holy shit a gun? no- a lighter, no worries.
pehry passes joints around.
were gonna be here awhile.
moving along, all of a sudden i'm alone.
my surroundings have changed now that i "look up"
i'm in a borders books/clothing store, asking people where the line went.
dirty looks, still lost, think about taking small sketchbooks but i have a dream conscience.
we were supposed to see the abandoned building-
oldest submerged bathtub and dead bodies
(i can "see" what it looks like)

in an ice room. ice skating room...ice everywhere.
with my grandfather.
i touch the ice. "this is a dream"
not lucid. i just know.
touch it, break it, prove to myself.
laughing "this is a dream!"
but if i becoming lucid i "know" i'll wake up (would i have?)
so i don't.

intergalactic battle.
me (not really) vs the lady with goggles to see the energy of things.
she has an overlord, controlling the "spaceship"
that i get glimpses of thru some metaphysical window.
i am in a house in the attic, the spaceship is outside
being built/constricted. some are opposed (me), some are for.

on another field, i have bunny feet to battle-
she has bunny feet to counter me.
many identical beings are watching us -
they look different with her goggles on (i dont know how i know).
they float.

i lose this battle and my "team" are sent to the next level-
a hell.
it looks like the surface of the sun;
fire, explosion, CME etc.
"wait, why dont we feel it

im part of a staged audience
being filmed. we're in the wrong kind of stage hall though. this one is just for speeches.
i start yelling about how we should be in the right one and leave.

on a wintery soccer field with my brother. we kick around soccerballs.
when you kick them, even tap them, they go flying in whatever direction you want them to go.
i'm lucid.
i kick the balls, and it feels awesome, like i'm david beckham.
like i have all the soccer skills in my dreambody, i'm just really good at the sport.

my brother and i walk around the fence of the field. i follow him.
i try to tell him he's dreaming but i dont think he hears me or something.
he climbs up on top of a garage. i follow.
from the peak, i can see a huge black wolf (in a totally white snowy background- easy to see)
i get afraid but remember its a dream.
my attention makes her walk over to me. i get a little afraid.

i tell her its a dream. disappear. go away.
when i say this, she says it too at the same time.
"those tricks dont work on me, i'm not like that" she says and laughs,
and a wolf laughing is quite scary.

she disappears and i instantly lose lucidity.