The IOSDP shared journal

Texture's Dream

I was at school, vague flashes. Was driving with some friends, drove straight through a car. Their was some deja vu as I knew exactly where to turn to go to the "SCRABBLE" store
Then we were on a steep hill and the car drove away leaving me on the slope. The car shot bullets at me and I dodged them matrix style. A tour guide came out of the woods with some people and the dream ended

windhover blocked doorway into katsuno's dream?

It was a short dream but...

I was walking down what looked like the hallway of my old Jr High school... and a girl i used to know backthen walked out of a classroom and handed me a black marker as she walked by..so i went into the room where she walked out of and rthere was a 5 or 6 stair staircase on the back wall leading to a door to what seemed to be the outside...i walked up the stairs and as i turned to the right to open the door, the door opened and what i believe was windhover walked in and stood infront of me, blocking the way...she was about 4 inches shorter than me..i'm about 5' 9" black hair, big smile on her face, and she was wearing pajamas covered with groundhogs of every color imagineable...i became lucid at that point and said windhover! i'mthe beastofold form dreamviews! you're dreaming! and she put her hand out and said, I knwo who you are and yes i'm dreaming, and you're not deep enough in to enter katsuno's mind..he would't liek it if you woke him up! i said..um..ok...what now? and she said......its your dream, do whatever you like! i said ok, in that case, i want to go through this door! maybe i can at least reach, or find chichen itza.....she looked up then back at me and said, you'd better listen to your dog first..at that point i heard my dog panting in my ear..thats how she tells me she has to go out...and i woke up....and as i do every night for as long as i can remem,ber..i woke up at exactly 4:16 A.M.

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1st dream: (this was really early in the night so it's fuzzy in my mind) COD dream, the weird map thats only in my head. brownish green with some white bunkers in it. even though it's cod not many people are in there, I don't respawn since I dont die, and I rarely kill people, i just run and jump to get away from the guy chasing me.
2nd dream: not exactly sure of the setting, only remember vague parts of it, at the end i was in a room with 2 others, when a girl i know walked in topless, nothing happened unfortunantly.
3rd dream: went to a friends birthday party, for some reason he was rich. he started to piss me off with wierd rules he was making up but i stayed because he had good food. there was an unrealistically tall water slide. after the party i brought 2 friends i havent seen in a while to my house to see my room (it was in an odd spot, but can't describe if you havent seen my house.) then the dream ended.
fragment: mom bought me all these presents, all clothes, and i had to tell her i didn't like any of them.
4th dream: fighting a boss in WoW, fall through the floor.
5th: WILD attempt gone wrong, felt like I was half way in the dream, or maybe just a spectator for my own dream. found a tunnel with green crystals, went in to a sewer like system, and found the city of these wierd creatures.

1st dream: (this was really early in the night so it's fuzzy in my mind) COD dream, the weird map thats only in my head. brownish green with some white bunkers in it. even though it's cod not many people are in there, I don't respawn since I dont die, and I rarely kill people, i just run and jump to get away from the guy chasing me.
2nd dream: not exactly sure of the setting, only remember vague parts of it, at the end i was in a room with 2 others, when a girl i know walked in topless, nothing happened unfortunantly.
3rd dream: went to a friends birthday party, for some reason he was rich. he started to piss me off with wierd rules he was making up but i stayed because he had good food. there was an unrealistically tall water slide. after the party i brought 2 friends i havent seen in a while to my house to see my room (it was in an odd spot, but can't describe if you havent seen my house.) then the dream ended.
fragment: mom bought me all these presents, all clothes, and i had to tell her i didn't like any of them.
4th dream: fighting a boss in WoW, fall through the floor.
5th: WILD attempt gone wrong, felt like I was half way in the dream, or maybe just a spectator for my own dream. found a tunnel with green crystals, went in to a sewer like system, and found the city of these wierd creatures.

dream 1 - I was at school and met my several friends. fragement

dream 2 - MILD mantra -> SP hits. I rolled down from my bed and visualized my hand. it was still at night.

I IMAGINE A SPIDER WEB ATTACHED FROM MY HAND TO KATSUNO! the spider web was glowing. cool.
first I felt his energy and it seemed really worked. I was amazed that the web vibrated hard.
I opened the door and followed the web. there was my mom distracting me so I said "mom plz get away I have to follow this web!"
as I followed, I was floating in the air. there was some kind of forest/ jungle, and finally there was a log house on the grass.

I saw Katsuno(maybe?) coming out of the house, maybe off to school. he was wearing black shirt. I think he had kind of curly, brown hair...
I got inside the house and saw his mom. she was making breakfast?
here the recall is foggy....
maybe I got shifted into non-LD. I was with Katsuno or a DC and his little brother in a white room. I saw some beehives up on the ceiling.
Katsuno gave me some chocolate nuts(?). it felt like chewing bread, but tasted like dark chocolate...yummy
I was worried of bees in the room. I insanely ran around the room and I got shot by a bee on my back. it really hurt.......gahhh
my toes were getting swollen up. Katsuno tried to heal me.

I remember the conversation with Katsuno but dont remember when I dreamed this, but it was in the first dream.

I said: "hey your house is log house right?"
Katsuno: "what? no... my house is made of brick"
"-.- really?? the house had a door on the corner of 2 sides of the house..."
"no, it's not...my house is red-roof house."
"damn then it was just my imagination. we didnt have shared dream T^T"
"hey dont find me, practice dream control first."
"what?! this is IOSDP experiment! I cant ignore it!"

dream 3 - again MILD and I got brainwashed by Katsuno that I have to practice dream control first so here I did what I wanted to do.
I transformed into Saya but dont recall anything from this dream.

dream 4 - again MILD and I rolled from my bed, visualized my hand. I crushed the room window, and I wanted to practice fight in dream!
I ran to the middle of the car road and I kinda wanted to crash my self into a car. then this white truck came toward me and I positioned myself to get ready,
but the car stopped infornt of me. then I just wanted to do transforming. suddenly Gumiho came in my head, and did the transforming jutsu from Naruto.
(this jutsu worked really well for transforming.) I heard pong! sound and saw smoke popping out around me. omigod! I got taller and felt her long hair
and nine tails!!! and the white hanbok!! I really felt I had her 'aspect'.
so now I wanted to use magic powers and stuff. I went in this school building and there were some enemies. kids ran out of the building.
I started to use "geuk(infinite) myul(destroy) sum(power?)!!!" and then BOOOOOOOOM..... the whole building was destoryed, even my dream scene...I woke up.

dream 5 - FA. I turned my computer on and checked DV. one notification

That's my Cat!!!

I am outside of my house and I can see my cat sitting on top of a roof of someone else's car, while the car is driving away. But that can't be my cat! My cat died a couple of months ago. I point this out to my wife and we start to think that perhaps he didn't die and that we were confused - it was just a cat that looked like him that must have died!
We go back inside the house and I remember that we have his old collar still, for some reason I find the collar and it is brightly colored and has been printed out of a 3d printer.

Higher planes inside Kasuno's head
I am on the dreamviews Forum, we are discussing about the next experiment - one user mentions that we should try to see how far we can travel 'upwards' onto higher planes, he says that he has traveled up to 15-16 planes upward, something that I have been trying to do (travel onto higher planes) but then within the dream I remember a dream I have had during the night while trying to get into Katsuno's dream (dream fragment):

I am in a colorful place, I think I am in Katsuno's private world, there are lots of colors, like a forest - and I let myself sort of get absorbed by the surroundings - this makes me travel upwards to a higher plane where it is even more colorful and then I get absorbed again and go to plane 3 and once again everything is just so much more vivid

Last night was really weird...But I count the events as a (personal) success. I'm sure that my dreams were affected by you all. I could feel that something was different last night. Here are my dreams:

1st: I was walking towards a building. There were other people also walking to that building and for some reason I remembered about the experiments and knew that they were other dreamers. I didn't get lucid but at one point I tried to sit down and sleep. So I fell asleep in my dream and had a dream-inside-a-dream...I dreamed of Call of Duty and I thought that this was the dream of a member of the IOSDP. When I woke up again I continued my way to the building. I decided to fall asleep again and this time I dreamed of some things about Matrix. I woke up and finally entered the building. I was inside a huge hall and it looked beautiful. Everywhere were lamps made out of crystal. I sat down on a chair and suddenly there were some classmates with me. One of the lamps was destroyed but it moved in random directions all the time. I asked my friend what this is and he just said that this is normal. He climbed up the table and tried to touch the lamp. The dream scene skips and I'm now on DV. I chat with some members and tell them about my dreams (the call of duty and matrix dreams) earlier. I woke up for real.

The strange thing about this Dream is that it felt like it took the whole night but when I woke up I only slept for an hour! It's almost impossible that I dreamed all this in my first REM-cycle and I had no REM-rebound to make up for it :O

2nd: I don't remember much of it but I know that I was looking at myself in a mirror. I checked my hair and that stuff when I noticed a HUGE mole on my neck. It had a enormous amount of hair growing out of it and it was really disgusting. I took my shaver to get rid of the hair but it instantly re-appeared. I also noticed that my hair suddenly was partly gone and I freaked out. I woke up because of the shock and instantly ran into the bathroom to check if everything's alright ^^

3rd: I was near my school and I noticed that I was dreaming. I tried to open my dreamworld for all of you and I focused on my password but I woke up again. I could manage to DEILD and I was inside the dream. It was weird because it was a really low-level lucid but it felt stable. I could not see really clear so I focused on my sensory emotions. I felt how my feet touched the ground and I made my way to my school. I wanted to jump down a stair to test if I could ignore the feeling of pain but when I jumped it really hurt. I guess it was because the lucid was not clear enough and I had not much control over it. I walked down to our canteen but 2 guys blocked the door. I made myself slim and sneaked behind them. I walked on and got into a room and remembered that I wanted to find somebody. I stood before a door and said that the person would appear behind it. I opened the door but only a DC of a girl I like appeared. I jumped up to the ceiling and punched 2 holes in it. I tried to climb to the next room but I had no strength in my arms (which is weird because I can do that in waking life, too). I tried to float up into the room and it worked. When I was up there it was empty so I jumped out of the window and flew to another part of the school. I remembered that Nomad said I should stay in one place but I thought that they would find me anyway. I landed and a girl appeared. She said...well...that she wants sex and you can figure out the rest... I woke up