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050413 One long night of dreams remembered(slept in)

spend a little longer before going to sleep telling myself that I would remember my dreams and I know that I am dreaming. I go to bed late after midnight after one of my games this is in real life. I wake up around 4 something and I am NOT able to remember any dreams at that point. I go to the bathroom and use my phone to try to wake up a little more and when I go back to bed I tried the SSILD cycles and I still seem to have trouble remembering the steps and following them especially doing all three together at the same time. Upon waking in the morning around 6 something I lay there recalling my dreams. One dream I was in a maze of a locker room that was coed, mostly families. The men's and the women's area are right next to each other and open, no doors. I accidentally went in to women's area and quickly back out. I was
going back through the locker room I noticed it had several sets of doors on one side like another way into the locker room from the ticketing offices. I decide to go back in? Another time to look for my towel ?? I remember seeing 2 company towels in different areas. Some guy is folding laundry and I wonder if they are washing a new set of towels that maybe I could grab one. Some guys are talking about real estate saying something like we find out if we get 1.5 or 1. Also refinance talk?

At beautiful view loan guy is there using salesman like skills in discussing something maybe a refinance. 2 different times salesman skills were used. Someone comments...always the salesman about him .. The beautiful view is vivid and daylight scene. I said something like Wow beautiful view to the others in the room overlooking the view. The room seem to be perched up at a high point maybe on a hill. I comment how I came up there and didn't even notice the view at first. That I am...quote unquote going around in oblivion. And I remember thinking about awareness and thought about or maybe did mention that I was working on awareness. I don't believe this made me lucid. I was saying did you see that it is up on what do you call those? someone answered piers. Yeah piers isn't that beautiful. So the piers were laid out in a v-shape and behind it was like a small island beautiful with a tall hill. On the piers were some kind of man made design didn't seem like
buildings but something to make it look beautiful? Like landscaping I think. ( as it comes back to me)

European train? People on train start clapping. I ask what the clapping is about . Oh it is union appreciation..postal workers etc..guy: "back in (hometown) we..." I say "I'm from (hometown)...We could appreciate the workers more..the ones that work.." he ignores me?

Arguing with wife. At airport? Or train station? I say something like oh so you want to do that with your boyfriend instead of me?(no boyfriend known IRL) No response as if it's true so I storm away I leave down an escalator at busy busy airport or train station. It seems like we started off in a hotel room but I can't remember.

Different dream or tied into one of the others I am walking to my car that is parked in a free parking spot seems like an area where I'm worried if I might have had a broken window and it even seems like there's a window out or down as I'm sitting in the car maybe? (From the way the sounds are coming into the car) On the way to the car I pass 3 small rough looking boys that look mischievous and one of them throws a small round beige thing on my neck maybe a piece of candy? Up ahead is a rough looking man that looks like he is serving as a lookout and when he sees me he kind of signals to someone like No no not him as if I will not be a good target? My car seems fine and I consider leaving it there for the rest of the day and whether or not it will be safe to come there at the end of the day, could be night time. It is definitely daytime during this dream scene.

Sleeping in...more dreams..
My buddy is watching a greek mythology movie and he lights up while he thought I wasn't paying attention. it was during a scene with a Half Man half horse creature with a bare butt..gave me the idea that he might be gay. Before I was talking about his name being Tim instead of Timothy. in real life this is probably from the Lucid video guy with lucidipedia because whenever I watch the video I think he looks like my buddy and I think the lucidipedia guy's name is actually Tim. I look at his drivers license and I see a different name it seems like he didn't want me to know his real name.? Later dream, girl Friday asks me "who calls me boo?" I say that would be your boyfriend. It would be weird if I called you boo right.. She says right.. Undercurrent suspected but not known as if she wanted me to call her boo or wanted herself to be my boo(I don't even use the term "boo" IRL).. I guess I would call you (insert nickname L has for girl Friday). Later..some kid got hurt two different times in the leg and on the second time she
got impaled in both legs by deer antlers "you know how there is always miscellaneous junk laying around at the park" someone says. They were going to have a pillow fight. As I pull up the little girl's head it is S S. Who did this to you I asked. I was worried it would be N. She said it was so and so (not N). She showed me her injuries one was like a blister and she said she liked it..it was like a nice bubble I guess. Maybe this turned into the boo conversation with girl Friday(injuries, boo-boo's). Later I am sitting on the floor with D in the office and I'm telling him about Arnold IRL, a success. Then C comes along and we're talking about the office use to be here. Then later we are in a different part of office overlooking a lower section and it is C and one other female I can't remember who. C says you need to find a rich man. I say rich man? Maybe one of the women here. I
suggest. And it seems like I felt like they were hinting that I should be with her. Before the rich man/woman comment it seems like they were talking about some previous technical issue that I hadn't heard of and someone asks me well how long have you been doing this?..Like they couldn't believe I hadn't heard of that previous issue. Go back to sleep and had a daydream? with girl Friday where I start off in the living room where we were the other day and I remove A and the little guy and L and the drunkard basically sweeping them from my dream scape or fantasy scape and there she is lying there in her short blue jean shorts curled up in the fetal position kind of like she was in real life and started looking at her butt. I think I restart(the daydream?) a couple of times when I maybe start getting the mini dreams as they can be distracting from the focus. I slowly undressed her and we had various dialogue. We had intercourse. It was such an intense
experience that I wrote down that it was an emotional orgasm. Later the SSILD cycles gave me a strong sense of the various feelings throughout my body, odd awareness. I think of the circulatory system arteries veins starting with the heart pumping in my body. Made me look up how the arteries and veins connect IRL.