december TOTM fail
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, 12-01-2016 at 09:03 PM (589 Views)
Off today
Last night bed - 10:35
2:35am - 2x alpha GPC
sleep till - 4 am
4am - WBTB
4:30am - 2x 4mg Galantamine
before waking up to take alpha GPC
DR1
I'm a doctor. There are dead bodies washing up on the shore and I'm told to go examine them. It's evening, getting dark and I'm not feeling the task.
DR2
I'm on a hill with some fruit trees. From somewhere, some real people size dolls are appearing tied to the trees. We turn around and there is a rag doll, tied by her arms around the tree and the girl who is with me is happy that she gets another doll.
Yeah, I had spicy food before bed : (
DR3
I'm looking at my watch thinking I messed up. I was suppose to sleep till 4 am and now I woke up too soon, messing up my chance for a WILD.
4:30am - sofa
Fell asleep pretty quick, as I was very sleepy. My head started to buzz as I turned to my left side to fall asleep, after being on my back for a bit.
The head buzz is quite intense. I woke up at 7 am after the lucids.
The whole thing was about 35-40 min long and all in darkness or near darkness. Like at night with bad visibility.
I started out with looking for sex : ( Got undressed, first the bottom, then the top. I remembered how it's not easy for me to get undressed in dreams, because it seems like new garments are showing up on me or I get tangled in so I can never really take everything off. So this time I moved slowly and really paid attention to getting my clothes of. Finally it was done.
I found a few partners but I wanted more.
Then I moved on. Few times I looked at my hands, remembering that I didn't do it in my last lucids. So I look and count the fingers. There is more of them on the left hand and the extra fingers are coming out crooked and short.
I end up on a busy street. I stand in the middle of it and "remember" the TOTM to make a car disappear. I focus on a truck or a bus. It starts to sparkle and colors lose intensity. I wish it to disappear completely and a wave of invisibility washes over it and it disappears.
Then I remembered that the TOTM was to lift a car, not to make it disappear. There are no more cars around, so I fly and I want to land on a prking lot that finally shows up. But I can't steer or slow down.
I remember spinning which was another TOTM. But I don't remember where I ended up, or even if I just remember me practicing spinning last night.
The whole dream was pretty chaotic. Not clear or vivid, except for some small portions of it. Not much awareness either. I was rushing through it, couldn't make it bright and I don't remember if I even tried.