Turquoise Dreams

10.30.13 Bed 9:47pm - 9:50am

Emotional rollercoaster last few weeks and exhausted, hence the early bed.

1. I'm standing on the outside of a 1-2 story, european style, family house. Terracotta color, red roof. A friend of mine just turned into a grasshopper with human face. He hopped on my shoulder and asked me to show him the chimny. So I started climbing to the roof on the outside of the house, while he was hopping all over me.

2. I'm really tired. Mentally drained. I'm on hospital bed at a doctor's private house. I don't think I'm sick, just tired. At some point I can see with my eyes closed. Doctor is leaving in the evening someplace, his replacement came to watch over me while he is gone.

3. I'm cutting vegetables in the kitchen, that doesn't have side walls. I feel Ophelia nearby. I'm telling someone with laughter, that if my fingers were messed up, I would be dreaming. I lift my left hand up and my ring finger is shorter. I tell this persone "see, just like this" and I start laughing hysterically at my mind, how is it trying to trick me again.