Turquoise Dreams

12.06.13

Woke up at 9am sharp. Spent all day on DV. Read Ophelia's last DJ entry, how she "opened her eyes" and went on with a LD.
I have tried that before, but couldn't keep eyes opened for longer than few seconds. But I know, that if I read something often enough, it will start working for me too. I did a WBTB day before, but never got back to wilding. So I thought today is the day. Even, if it was exactly 6 hrs after waking up in the morning. My normal morning nap is 1-3 hrs after.

I kept saying "when I see, I wake up", and "I'm dreaming", "open your eyes and see". I was getting relaxed just minutes after starting. I was also saying "I'll notice vibrations".

Next 2 hrs, I spent falling asleep, waking up, I think I got 2 LDs, in which I started waking up as soon as I realized and I said "oh,, great, I'm lucid, now let's do it again for real". And there vere some dreams sexual in nature. Just before I got up at 5, I spent good 10 min, if not longer, in a transition. I tried to levitate up, trying to move my arms, I felt my chest getting heavier and it was a great feeling. I was pushing my head back to invoke the falling feeling, and for a minute, I actually felt, as if I was summersaulting to the front. I got headrush a few times. But the whole time, maybe I was too awake, because I was not able to cross the threshhold. Maybe because of THE NOISY NEIGHBORS.

Oh, I was also asking my guide to pull me out. But I think I was too pushy about it. Too excited. I should have just let it happen, instead of wishing for it.

No matter, it was 2 hrs well spent and I enjoyed every minute of it. I knew it will be great even before I started. THANK YOU.