Tomas's DJ - "Exploration of the inner Self"

*(I woke up laughing)... Marek, Martin and I are going to Prague to Botanical gardens. There is also Lukas Vrchovsky. Some woman comes to me and some gay man comes to Marek. Marek is farting all the time, long and loud farts. Then Marek gets txt message from internet banking services (???) that the keys he lost were found. As we go through the botanical gardens, Marek and Martin take shoots of various plants with intention to grow them at home. Marek is still farting out of joy that his keys were found. Then two Marek’s friends come. I think that one of them is Tomas Makara. They go down the stairs (????) and when they come to the room, they say “what the fuck”. (LOL)
** I am in a room now. There is some wooden balcony or walk around there. I have to climb up on it, but when I want to go down but I find some wire there. (???) There are some people under the balcony and they are talking about me. I can hear them saying how smart I am, that I just look in the sky and can see Proxima Centauri (!!!!!!!!!!!!). And how much knowledge I have. I tell them that it’s finding Ministry of Sound in London. (LOOOL I am not sure what logic is in this). Then the balcony seems to fall down soon, so I jump down.
***I am in the basement of some school. There are some other people, guys and girls. I go to the toilet and I notice that some girl is following me. I see some guy at the toilet. As soon as he sees me he puts on yellow rubber glows and takes a mop and starts mopping the floor. I feel he realises that this is his job, cleaning toilets. I also feel that the girl is feeling sorry for him a bit. Then some person shouts that they need more paper.
****I jump in the lift with some other people. But the lift is already pretty full so we are all squashed there that it’s impossible to press the button. So we go all the way to the basement.
*****I can see some old man and a young guy arguing about a car. It’s a very old car. They argue about how much it was. The young wants to know how much it was, but the older doesn’t want to tell him. But the young one is fairly stupid so it wasn’t difficult for the old one to fool him. The young one apologises at the end.

*Somewhere around the area where Eva Pavlatova lives I go for a walk at night. I see some smoke and when I look closely I see little flame. So I call Fire Brigade immediately. But to something until they are there I pick garden water pipe and start squirting water on the fire. In a moment there are two or three fire brigades and firemen start running out of the cars. I tell them that the flames are up on the roof. There is always some kind of problem with water pressure or location of the fire.

I am at work and it’s the first day of the week. But its Tuesday as there was a bank holiday. I struggle with getting deliveries I have ordered. I am looking in the basement and loading bay delivery room and I look through all the deliveries. I need to sort out all the ones that are not for me. It confuses me a bit as there are some old ones and out of date. Then I find the right one. It all happened by the big compactor. I put the delivery on the ground and just as I turn around and turn back it disappears. I look around where it is and see one of the cleaners there. It’s a big polish girl with straight blond hair with another black cleaner. They putted everything in a rubbish bin. I start taking it out but cannot find everything so I search around. Then a delivery guy comes and gives me a copy of an invoice.

*This dream is happening at Finsbury Square near my work place. I is dark, because it’s a night time. I am there with someone and we want to photo the moon. I am trying to locate it and choose the right angles with some iPhone application. Then suddenly some army (as if Russian) is chasing us. I think we are not allowed to be there. I show the person how to escape quickly. The army is coming closer and closer, closing more and more streets so we cannot escape. But they catch me. I try to impress them with smart talk. The sky stars to close.

** I am with Dee watching Darren’s Brown show. It is in Jablones. After the show a little girl gets lost and people are looking for her. We are sitting outside in front of the cinema. As I sit there I observe the buzz of the crowd and the dynamic in between the people as they are trying to find the girl. Then I realise that Dee is not there any more and she must have left home with the other girls. So I try to call her and she tells me that she is behind the cinema, but somewhere far. I didn’t want to walk all the ways so I jump in to a bus. But the bus goes totally different direction, through some fields and so and it’s snowing on top of that. But then some man starts vomiting in the bus and the bus stops so I can get out.

***Then I talk about my dad and some little speaker in his ear blocked by blue dough used for blocking sound. I could feel how it hurts you. He uses it because he is cutting glass, which makes loud noise and it protects his ears.

****Milan is a truck driver. He has broken leg so I offer that I take over his shift. We agree that on the way to Zelezny Brod he will wait for me. He is waiting her Hadek’s repair shop. First I go to a petrol station where I buy some stuff. When I pay, I pull out quite a lot of money and the shop assistant says something in a sense, how much money I have. I tell her that it is not mine, that my dad gave me the money to buy the petrol. Then she leaves so I wait. But she is not coming back for quite a while and I worry where she is gone. When she gets back I pay. Then many cars come to the station. I go to the park place where is our old ford orion. I assume that I came with the car (no longer truck) and open the door. But I realise that car was not locked. I look inside and see that its ok, it hasn’t been robbed out. So I get to the place where I am supposed to meet my brother, but he is not there. So I call him and he tells me that his leg is broken so it will take a while. Then George arrives. I didn’t want him to know about this.

*****I go to school with my sister where we are supposed to help someone with something. I am not sure what with. We get to a large lecture room like with seats by the right hand side. So we sit there for a while the lecturer talks for a bit. Then I go for a break. When I get back there are many more people. The teacher. Then the lecturer tell the kids that they should not call each other “pumpkin and chocolate” and so on, because it is not good for building up reputation.

******Guys trying to convince me that we will go backpacking somewhere to Krkonose or so. They say that we can use the cabins as a transport so its faster. I tell them that I cannot, because I have to study for my exams.

*It’s all dark (!!!). There is my mum and my dad and we all go to some party.

**I am by a sea with some other people. We are jumping different stiles to the water form a high pontoon made of sand. We always search for a good spot to jump from and we also have to wait for a good weather. I have some chicken bones and throw them to the water, but there is some girl swimming and she starts shouting at me. I tell her that at leas the fish can eat it. Every time when I jump to water, it creates some ornaments and creative splashes. Melissa is there too and we talk about sex and swimming naked.

***I am at my mouse in Czech with Pavel and some other people. We wait for a good weather so we can go jumping as well. Then suddenly a wind starts picking up and I watch as it blows stronger and stronger, picking leaves form the garden. Next, the wind turns towards the windows and I can see how the glass is bending inwards and I am worried it’s going to break.

**** Then we stand at some bar, with Pavel and this slim tall skin head “Novotny” or what his name is. Pavel is drunk as usual and they argue who is going to go jumping first. Then Pavel punch him over his head and the guy punches him back and a rectangular piece of skin peals off Pavel’s head and starts to bleed badly. We try to put it back but as the wind blows still, a lot of dirt gets in the wound. I try to clean it but it’s still dirty. Pavel is playing hard and doesn’t want to have anything done with it. His eyes glow blue. Then Dan and I decide to take the skin off totally so it can heals better.

*****I am in some kind of space ship. Its all dark again there. There is some college of mine shooting with a gun in to some tunnel. I look at him closely and it is Dolph Lungren. Some other college looks at what she shoots at. So he turns on the lights in the tunnel and there is a large plasma screen and Lungren himself on it. When he sees that he has been shooting at himself, he is all devastated and upset.

****We are at the airport and some lady wants to fly but there is some problem. She goes to the information desk where she is told that the flight has been cancelled. She starts to scream and complain that she is going to complain higher. She is told that the plane is going to be at platform 2 but it has to be transported there.

I am at Georges garden. I am talking to Melissa and I show something and tell her about what it is (I think is a song or application for iPhone… I cannot tell). Then we sit by a table and I watch her whether she eats with good manners (!!!). She asks me whether I want to connect my laptop to the internet and chat to someone ( I think she mentions Serendipity). This really surprises me. There was many more dreams, but I cannot remember.

I am in a massive spacey room with huge bookshelves on one side. I have a feeling as if it was in my old school in Zasada. My mum is there with me. It feels as if the books were there for ages and no one cares about them so my mum and I are taking some. As I go through the lines of those big books, I pull out one about planes or something similar. I show it to my mum and she is admiring it and excited about it. Then I continue going through the books.

*It’s a work setting. We are preparing lunch. It is chicken Fricassee probably. We need to stock up.
**I am finally meeting Panther again. He has a club (one room) in Morava. Panther and I go to some club near by. I can see the beet tap, but it starts to rain inside, and I am surprised that no one cares about the stuff getting wet. Panther tells me that he no longer works as a truck driver but he works in an office. He worked out some trick that cuts down the time required for his work from 4hours to 4 seconds. He is very happy about it and hopes that it will allows him to do music again….

*A strange game similar to curling is being played at Zasada’s sky area. Some yellow barricades surround the area. I am confused about the game; in some moments it looks like mini golf too.
**I am in a perfume shop and I am looking for a Givenchy perfume. Then I try some CK perfumes to. One of them has really nice bottle. I cannot decide which one to buy.

*I am riding a sledge on some really long track. It’s not really steep but really long. There is someone else on the sledge with me.
**I am in a fight for good. It looks like some computer environment. Like Unreal Tournament or so. I can’t really tell what is the fight about, but I think it’s with George. Then we eat pork and cabbage. George has chips and I feel like I want to have one. LOL. We eat with hands….

*I am at Bara’s garden, where all the little trees are. It is summer time. She is there. I look at her and I feel like I want to have sex with her, but I don’t want to tell her, because I don’t know if she is still with the guy called “Banana”. I haven’t seen her for long so I lost the track. We walk around the garden and it looks that we are alone there. I keep following her and I don’t like it much. I notice that she dries photos in the garden. Then I see her sister in the distance, where the drive way is, but she doesn’t look the same. She is blond. Then I hear some voice, so I turn around and there is Banana. He kisses Bara. I feel a bit angry as it means that they are still together. I think I am helping them in the garden with something. Then we go upstairs to her room, but I don’t stay long and go downstairs again. I see that in the corridor is an old fashion bathroom. I look in the sink and there is “solvina”. But then I notice its all over the sink. There is a kind of bowl made of solivna on the side of the sink with a soup put in it. I wonder what Jirina and Emil haven’t done something about it as they usually pick on anything possible.
I see people gathering there. Different people that I don’t know, but I can recognize the band Cechomor, or at least I believe it’s them. Then I notice a man sitting in the bathroom, he looks little bit like Slavek Janousek. His hair is a bit funny. I try to remember his name, but cannot. It reminds me of the music that the Cechomor violinist plays in the lift in Rok Dabla movie. I really like the music. So I ask him and humm the music. He is very excited and says “yea its me, its me”. Then I go outside and see even more people gathering. Then Bara stops me and says that she is expecting some delivery. It is supposed to be some marble blocks and some wood for her new terrace or garden house or so. She describes in good details how its going to look, but uses terms that I don’t know, so I cant really understand. Then it flashes through my head, how advanced everyone is in terms of family and settling down. They are already building houses, planning kids and so on. An important though that went through my head was this – when I wash my hands with “solvina” the sink keeps blocking up, then I hear Barbara and Banan talking together somewhere on the stairs and I think that they talk about me. So I try to unblock the sink quickly, because if they walked in to the bathroom, they would know that I heard what they were talking about me. But most importantly, as I wash my hands, I think about Bara, what a great girl it is as she has the creative drive and certain ease. Then a thought of Serendipity goes through my head… and I am reflecting with Melissa.
**I am in some kind of camp. I do not recognize the are, its just somewhere in a valley in the middle of a forest. For some reason I know that the next evening people give presents to each other. It is not Christmas though. I know I haven’t brought anything to anyone so I try to put some things together at the last moment. Then I am queuing up for some fast food sold at a stool. I think it’s a hotdog or something similar to it. They sell small and large ones. Marek is there with me and I joke with him that he buys the small one and he sais “mind your own business”.
***Then there is a time jump. Everything is under water. The whole camp. I can only see some walls sticking up the water. I see some drowned people around. I am running around trying to find some door to let the water out, but then the water starts to fall down. Most of the people survived but what surprises me is that everyone takes it fairly easily.

I remember very little from this night...

I was watching kittens in a basket... there was a mother cat too, I think ginger... I knew that I must not touch them as she would kill them. There had no hair and had some dark pigments.

Also I walked on a street in my village, and saw a van parked across the road. It was snowing.

I am running to catch a bus. Suddenly, one pound coins fall out of my pocket. I can see them clearly on the ground. Its raining and the ground is wet and dirty. There are 3-4 coins. I pick them up and catch the bus. I run in and throw the money on drivers desk. I don't count them because I don't want to hold the whole bus behind any more. It is the old fashion bus from my country. I go down the alley... then I wake up

(Melissa wakes me up just when I fell asleep and I feel it influenced the dream)
*Its somewhere around our house in Czech. There is Michaela. I can see ropes running from our green house to the garage of the neighbouring house. Then Michaela says she is about to give birth. But she falls. Then she gives birth to a girl, with a nice chubby face.

*I am in the field in front of Kouril’s house. I think I am going somewhere soon. There are some other people with me and we check the bus timetable at the old metal bus stop. It is summer time and it feels like late afternoon, maybe 6pm. I think there is a black person there too. I go back to my house and pas by a group of people walking towards me. One member of the group is a punk or Asian or so. Then the black person starts shouting something at the punk guy. He wears green “bomber” jacket. He turns around and walks towards the black guy. They start arguing and soon fighting. Then other people get involved in the fight. Suddenly someone comes to me and we get in a fight too. I use different fighting methods, elbows and such. The fight talks long and many people is involved. I feel like it’s a good way to practice.