JoannaB

So while napping I did stuff as a dream guide that was wrong. I don't remember what I did wrong but it was a few things and all of them involved gab somehow. At least one of them involved gab deleting a message I wrote. And then gab sent me a long PM about my "unhelpful behavior", and I woke up thinking that this was something I needed to fix in waking life because I like gab so much, and don't want her to think poorly of me. It almost felt like I had woken myself up on purpose because I wanted to fix these issues in waking life. But I do not remember for sure whether I really did do that - that would imply a tiny bit of awareness waking myself up like that after all.

Not long after waking up, I realized that all those issues with gab happened in my dream, that there is nothing to fix in waking life, at least nothing I know of. I tried to go back to sleep but could not, so I went into DV. I must admit that when I saw that I had a notification, I got a bit nervous. I opened it almost expecting it to be a PM from gab about my "unhelpful behavior". It was a notification about a Like.

Edit: I thought about why I had this dream. I think part of it is because in the forum where I belonged to before DreamViews I would get into trouble with moderators and part of my subconscious still expects that. However, more importantly I like to half-joke that gab is my muse - I had my first successful WILD due to gab when I first joined DV, and I still associate gab with WILD success. Today during the nap I was trying to WILD but I think I was too tired and just fell asleep unaware. But I dreamed of gab as a result.