non-lucid

Date of Dream: MON 3 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 704 - Do They Remember Me

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I remember, I drove to my old primary school and was now walking around the area. At first it was empty but then my year 6 teacher seemed to notice me from a distance. I forgot what he said exactly but he looked really happy to see me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 704
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 2 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 703 - Separated Sections

Dream 703 A - The Target Team
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was walking around Target in The Glen Shopping Centre when I saw Taka wondering around the women’s clothing area in their uniform; I realised he was working there. Once he noticed me, he approached me and asked me if I needed help with anything; and not in a pushy way either, but there was a sense of kindness in his voice and like he was going to look after me.

I was originally going to tell him that I didn’t need any help but then I decided to tell him that I was looking for something to wear to my upcoming graduation. Taka looked at the black pinny (pinafore) that I was currently wearing, and he said that I had to apparently wear the Target uniform to my graduation. But then he paused, and said I could wear this instead, as he led me to a rack to pull out a spotted playsuit that I could wear under the pinny. He told me though that he currently couldn’t find a size large enough for me (he had a size 8 with him, whereas he knew I needed size 12 or 14 (AUS sizing)). He said that he was going to be busy, so to find someone called Doryanne, once I found the right size first, and that she’d help me.

As Taka walked off, I went in size for the playsuit in a larger size. As I was walking around, I knew for some reason, that Doryanne was going to be a young Asian lady. I had eventually found the right size but I could not find Doryanne anywhere. Near the lay-by area, a lady popped out from behind the counter and scared me by surprise, but it wasn’t Doryanne; it was a young lady but she was fairly large and had blonde hair. Also, this lady seemed cold and nowhere near as friendly as Taka was when she asked me what I wanted. However, that completely changed when I told her that I was previously with Taka and that he told me to look for Doryanne, but that I couldn’t find her anyway. All of a sudden this lady was the friendliest person in the world and came out of the counter booth to help me herself.

Later on in the dream, there were mentions of Taka’s sister, but it wasn’t Monty like in real life. And soon enough, I would be coming face-to-face with this person. It was seemingly at an unknown house but the kitchen looked a distorted version of the one in my old house. And as I said, Taka’s sister in-dream wasn’t Monty. Rather, it was some African-American lady who to me was some random, crazy loon, and the following is why. She began to sing but after a while it got annoying and so I asked her to stop. She did not stop but rather she kept getting louder and eventually obnoxious too, like she was doing it out of spite and had this big, nasty attitude at me.

Somehow, the dream itself removed me from the scene now and I seemed to be off to the side. Like Taka’s dream sister was still singing obnoxiously but I was isolated in a sub-scene but still in the same house. The dream said that I could choose two dream guides that were going to deal with her. I had no hesitation in choosing Riku and then after a slight pause of a few seconds, I said that I would also choose 18-Volt.

In almost no time at all, both men casually walked into the scene; Riku in his KH3 appearance and 18-Volt in his Warioware Gold appearance. I could already tell; it looked like Riku was going to do the talking and 18-Volt was just acting as moral support. Both boys went into the room where Taka’s dream sister was and it seemed like they were sitting on a cafe bench. Taka’s dream sister standing at the stove, facing the boys, while 18-Volt and Riku got in and sat against the wall. As 18-Volt stared at the lady to make sure she was taking it in, Riku started speaking, and mentioned something about being connected by hearts. Never once did Riku raise his voice, he seemed calm at all times and knew how to deal with the lady. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 703 B - Sora In Annihilation Nation
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I seemed to be at Radiant Garden from Kingdom Hearts. The Fairy Godmother was there; and in-fact, the dream camera was enacting the dream as if we were playing as her! She ended up approaching the main courtyard and as she did so, she goes, “Just look at him”. This was in reference to Riku and it’s as if she was a mother telling us to look at how her child was playing.

The dream then went to Sora who was seemingly in the Annihilation Nation gauntlet area of Ratchet and Clank 3. The ground was entirely lava and there was this series of tall but skinny column-like platforms, arranged in a neat lattice as it were, evenly spaced apart. Not only was Sora going across these platforms, but there was also unknown dream characters doing the same things but off to the side.

Eventually, Sora got to the main arena where he was going to be involved in some sort of boss fight. On the floor was ascendable lava, in which there was a really tall tower shooting up, like a giant version of the earlier column platforms. There was an elephant on the tower which looked like Bing-Bong from Inside out and he was talking to Sora about what to expect in the boss fight. Sora was just hanging on for dear life and was about to fall off the tower and into the lava until someone saved him at the last minute. The mysterious dream character was a cross between Aku Aku and the mysterious purple mask advertised for Crash 4.

The dream then went back to Radiant Garden, to the Fairy Godmother’s perspective again. This time, she also had a health bar and was walking along a side strip of streets, meaning the area was distorted (because there are no tar roads in the actual game version of KH Radiant Garden). She turned her face to the dream camera as if to talk to me, and she said “I call him Naeir Waer”, which I know meant she calls Sora ‘Near Where’. The dream ended there.



Dream 703 A
Dream Guide: Taka (Target Staff), 18-Volt & Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 703 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 31 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 702 - Separated Sections

Dream 702 A - Get Off My Property
The dream started with me walking down this wet gravel road, which at the end was a house. A lady came up to me and told me to get off the farm. I asked why and she said that it was Edward (Ed) B’s property. I told her that I wasn’t even aware and that I was just taking a casual stroll with my dad in an area I thought was public. She explained that they were initiating a new rule though, that no one was allowed to set foot on Ed’s property even for casual activity as some people could see into his house through the window. I understood when it came to the people that wanted to stalk him; but at the same time, I was sad that Ed was barring everyone off to an irrational degree.

My dad and I slowly but surely headed towards the gate and off the property. However, on the way out, the lady got our attention again and said that Ed was giving things to people that had given him fanmail as it were. Everybody got some sort of small sack with something in it, but I also ended up getting back my Christmas card that I gave to him in 2019. Apparently he was emptying his house of EVERYTHING except what was solely his own; and he was also going to throw away my Christmas card but decided to give it back to me instead. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 702 B - Shopping Centre Woes
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at some sort of unknown, large shopping centre. As well as me being there to look around for fun at my own things; my mum and my brother suddenly placed obligations on me to buy things for them. This shopping centre was odd in that I couldn’t get to another part unless I went through Woolworths. And then this happened again when I had to go through Coles to get to the last section of the mall. However, in Coles, this employee, a middle-aged lady ended up stopping to talk to me; it seemed like she was comforting me, but I forgot why; I didn’t seem to be upset for any reason.

I eventually went into the last part of the shopping centre and walked into Target. When I was in there, I bumped into a who I thought was a stranger at first, when I looked more, it was a distorted version of Dreamy WB. She was wearing a dark red office dress and her hair was frizzy but had honey coloured highlights in it. No matter where I went, people could tell I was upset but I myself never noticed that I was. This was also the fact as Dreamy WB quietly stared at me for a short second and then came up to me and hugged me. She even dropped what she was doing in Target, supposedly being one of their models (and she never came back either), to walk me across the rest of the mall, having her arm around me; it was only then that I progressively felt myself becoming more emotional.

For the last part of the dream though, I was on my own. In the fresh food section of the shopping centre; Riku appeared as a hologram, in his KH3 appearance, and said this: “If it’s about Sora I can help you, but if it’s about Sora’s data, then I can’t help you” as he then shrugged his shoulders. It was then that the dream ended and I woke up.



Dream 702 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 702 B
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 30 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 701 - Melbourne Dermatologist

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in some scruffy looking area of Melbourne back alley streets. I had entered a dilapidated building and on the second floor, there was a dermatologist called Nicole that was going to be looking at something on my back; she was Asian. She said to me that as other specialists burnt the areas, this wasn’t effective, but apparently her treatment was going to be much better. She was a genuine, friendly person in this dream; though I can’t remember anything else that happened.



Dream No. 701
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 29 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 700 - Separated Sections

Dream 700 A - Victim In The Lab
I don’t remember how this dream started. From what I remember, I seemed to be in a hospital but the actual lab I was in felt more like a school science lab in there. There was a chubby, middle-aged man in the room who was called Trevor. The dream didn’t really give a logical sequence for explanation, but Trevor was really scary, mean and nasty. He offered us some sort of meal but would let us leave the room. We were basically being held hostage. Later on the dream, I can’t recall how I got out but I managed to without Trevor knowing. However, I knew he would soon realise and be after me.

The dream went to a scene where I was on the creek-side walking track near my house. Riku ended up appearing on the path in-front of me, in his KH1 appearance. He was talking to me about the environment we were in and commented on the peacefulness of the ‘forest’ (there is no ‘forest’ in my IRL local area, but it was one in the dream). In-fact he himself felt so at peace that after a moment of quiet reflection, he opened his arms, prompting me to come over to him and when I got close enough to him, he gave me a fairly tight and lengthy hug.

Once he ended up releasing me, he then told me that he wanted to take me somewhere deeper into the forest; to ‘The Drinking Cup’ which was supposedly a relatively tiny, naturally formed body of water that we could drink out of. By the tone he was using to describe it, it felt like the equivalent to ‘Peace Rock’ from The Jungle Book.

The scene then changed to where we were actually at the area and Riku was flying me across it, holding me outwards so he could lower me for a drink while still securing me. We ran into a huge problem though as the area was completely flooded over. Riku actually struggled to get higher as my feet were dangling and we didn’t want to get them wet. Eventually though, Riku managed to gain altitude and get us out of the area.

The dream then went back to me in the hospital complex, and I was silly enough to go back into Trevor’s room. That being said, I was once again one of his victims and was never aloud out again. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 700 B - Pyjamas At A Wedding
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at this lush, outdoor setting; like it was either on the outskirts of some park or the grounds of some church. Apparently this scene was a wedding event but I was in my pyjamas. In the distance, there was a photographer taking photos of the wedding couple as well as other people in the wedding party. At first, I thought there was no way I could get past or they’d catch me in the photo in my pyjamas. However, I needed to catch my mum before she left the premises, so I ran, ducked and weaved my way through all the photo shoots to get to her.

This next scene was playing as a sub-scene. I was supposedly on Twitter, and my grandma’s friend had posted a photo of herself with her granddaughter; but this baby wasn’t one I had ever known about in real life. Therefore, it looked to me like my grandmother’s friend was holding an ‘alien’ granddaughter. The baby girl also had big and black eyes; but not as big as depicted on IRL cartoon aliens; just very big eyes for a tiny human.

The next actually dream scene was one where I landed in hospital. Apparently I was treated unfairly by Edward (Ed) B and so if he did mistreat me, I’d end up in hospital for 4 weeks; this was the case. I sat up in my own bed to notice my one of my teddy OC’s become realistic in the dream as he was wheeled into my ward. Apparently Ed had also done something to him; any teddies he mistreated would be in hospital for 2 weeks.

And then Ed came into the ward himself, looking surprised but sorry to realise that his actions and landed me in hospital; as if he wasn’t previously aware. He said there wasn’t a need for me to spend the whole 4 weeks in hospital and just to wait until the next Saturday (PST) to be released; meaning the length of stay would only be one week. He specifically said to remain in hospital over the next Friday (PST) (today was ‘Friday’) so he could do something on his next weekly show without interfering. He mentioned nothing about the newly admitted teddy. The dream then ended.



Dream 700 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 700 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 28 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 699 - Separated Sections

Dream 699 A - In Order To Sit The Exam
I don’t remember much about this dream. To me, it only felt like a very short scene and that was it. In my voice, the dream was saying to me that in order to be able to sit the exam, Riku needed to sign some sort of form. A sub-scene then showed Riku (KH3 appearance) standing in the dining room of my old house while he was signing something, but the dream didn’t show what he was signing.

Dream 699 B - Kneading Pizza Dough
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was in my garage and I was trying to kneed this pizza dough, that was sitting in a plastic box, into a specific shape. However, the pizza dough became extremely hard and so I had an extremely hard time kneading it. I heard that I should have started kneading it earlier when it was just freshly combined; apparently exposure to the surrounding air was making it hard.

I looked up and my grandma as well as some of her friends and other members of my family were sitting at the edges of the garage. They were encouraging me but it seemed ‘torturous’ in a way, like they were making cute faces at me as if I was a kid and I grimaced at this. I then still wondered why the pizza dough was so hard to knead. As I squashed it together, all these Kingdom Hearts figurines suddenly came flying out of it and landed in pieces on the window sill.

I went over to examine the figurines and make sure they weren’t broken in any way. The figurine at the front was Riku and he looked fine. I then saw other characters like Terra, Aqua and Kairi in the back ground. I then went over to Roxas, this set of figurines having ‘stick’ legs. Roxas’ current pose was a sitting one, but I could not get him to sit properly on the window sill. So I ended up detaching Roxas’ current legs and changed them over so that he could stand. He ended up successfully standing.

I then went back to the dough in the box and suddenly it was easier to knead, either that or I seemed to apply more force this time around. The box also seemed to fill up with a tomato-based pasta sauce. Somehow, the dough broke into small pieces and went amongst the sauce, and then I got in and ended up bathing in the mixture. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 699 C - The Disney Stairs
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at a shopping centre that felt like a cross between Dandenong Plaza and The Glen, but was identified to be Dandenong Plaza. On Level 3, I came across AD and she just seemed to plainly ignore me as we passed each other. Further up the corridor, I discovered that there was this huge attraction in Target called ‘The Disney Stairs’, which I had to go and check out.

So I took the escalators down to level 1 where Target would supposedly be, but apparently I wasn’t there yet. I wondered where ‘The Disney Stairs’ was and soon, I saw a sign saying ‘To Disney Stairs’ with an arrow on it. I grew worry as I thought it was an elevator going down, but eventually, I see all these people going down a narrow, weirdly formed escalator. I wondered why it was formed the way it was and someone said to me that it was good practise for the actual ‘Disney Stairs’. The escalator was moving terribly fast and the steps were very narrow, so I had step on at the right time or I’d fall. I thought Target would be 1 basement level below, whereas we actually went down many ‘mysterious levels’ to eventually end up in Target.

We approached the ‘Disney Stairs’ scene which was actually a Christmas set-up which looked more miraculous than any one I had ever seen in real life; it was a corridor full of ‘Christmas’ leading to an unknown journey path. Mickey was at the front of it and seemed to be the curator for this event. There were twelve of us and so he told us that we’d be in three teams of four; blue, red and white.

Mickey then told people to start coming up but they all hesitated so I decided to go up first. As I approached Mickey, I realised Santa standing just inside the corridor, which was actually Riku dressed in a Santa suit! Mickey said to me, “And I see you have a special relationship with Santa”, which proved further that this was actually Riku. Whereas the rest of my teammates were going to get a plain white robe, I got this elegant cream coloured robe with dark teal patches on it and fine beading; as if it cost $500 to make or buy. Just as I was about to go over to Santa to start the adventure and potentially be greeted with a hug, I woke up.



Dream 699 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 699 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 699 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No



The exam is the IRL response I will be writing to Kingdom Hearts (imaginatively) once all 7 dream tasks are completed.

Date of Dream: MON 27 JUL - 2020

Warning! Depending on the reader's judgement; Dream 698 A may make mentions of mature content such as sex and/rape. Please avoid reading if this ought to make you feel comfortable or you are Under 18. The dream character expressing the concerning content is 'Nathan'.



Dream No. 698 - Separated Sections

Dream 698 A - A Boy With Big Problems
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in the hills, in one the supermarket, when I ran into a couple of girls currently attending my old high school, wearing their PE uniforms. However, it like the girls recognised me and were really happy to see me. One of the girls told me that it was ‘Wellness Wednesday for them’ and this is why there were at the shops. It was eventually that I saw some girls in the academic summer uniforms; but then what I saw next shocked me; a couple of boys in summer uniform. Since when was this a co-ed school?

There was one boy that really caught my attention though, and this was for the wrong reasons. Just by looking at him, I could tell that he had violent tendencies and therefore huge mental problems. I found out that his name was Nathan. It wasn’t very long though before he started acting up towards me and that he actually wanted me for his own ‘desires’ as it were. I tried to get away from him, but he was really forceful and would actually be really violent to me if I tried to leave; so I was basically trapped.

The dream no longer played in the supermarket, but Nathan seemed to be a consistent theme in all the scenes. However, to my relief though, my dream guides seemed to know what was going as Dreamy WB walked into the scene to try and get Nathan off me. She managed to provide a distraction and told me to led me to wait in the ‘staff room’ of the complex. For a while, I was just dawdling in there until someone came into the room and told me to get out. I did, thinking that Nathan was finally dealt with.

Though as soon as Dreamy WB had gone, Nathan came back and was threatening himself on me again. I needed to act fast and decided to call for a male dream guide to see if they would yield a better result. I decided to call for Riku and somehow managed to summon him without Nathan detecting me. What was even more satisfying is that Riku had walked into the scene (KH3 appearance) and Nathan didn’t even suspect that Riku was there for me.

Riku came and sat on the ground, prompting me to sit down in-front of him. However, I thought that in the current position, Nathan would be able to whisk me away and use me. So I asked Riku to bend his knees out slightly so I could go back in towards him a bit more. I ended up lying down with my head on Riku’s lap as he then looked up and started to speak to Nathan. Despite the severity of Nathan’s actions towards me and his obvious mental illness; Riku didn’t raise his voice to Nathan at all or even insinuate that he had a problem. It’s like Riku knew not to flare Nathan up or that’s when Nathan would become uncontrollable and bad things would happen.

Riku actually simply smiled at Nathan, connecting with him like a friend, and said to him, something like, “I think you should go and see Mickey. It’d be good for you”. And to my surprise, Nathan left the scene on his own and did not come back this time. I also knew what Riku was really doing. It was Mickey that was going to give Nathan a good roasting; Riku basically insinuated, in a disguised manner, to Nathan, that he had problems and needed counselling. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 698 B - Dirty Bathers
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, family friend couple EW and JW were at the beach and apparently they were recalling a phone call that they had gotten from my mum, asking them to wash my sandy bathers while they were at the beach. The wife JW had taken my cobalt coloured bikinis and held them over the water, waiting for the waves to wash over them ten times. Meanwhile, EW and their baby were standing on the sand, listening as JW counted the number of times the waves had washed over the bathers.

As soon as JW said ten, she stepped back from the ocean and went back to EW and XW. EW had pulled his phone in order to film proof for my mum that the bathers had been washed. However, as EW was filming and JW was now holding XW and my bathers, XW took a swipe at the bathers and they immediately fell on the sand, taking the family back to square 1. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 698 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 698 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 26 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 697 - Separated Sections

Dream 697 A - Drive Or Stay Home
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my family were planning on going to a holiday to Apollo Bay. My parents were discussing arrangements at the time such as who was going to drive there. It was supposedly going to be a long drive, so I suggested that I drive a portion of the way. I said to asked my mum if I could drive down the portion of the major road that was going to be straight, but my dad wasn’t having any of it.

After I failed to get the message through to my dad, my mum tried explaining to him. He kept insisting though that I wasn’t allowed to drive and he said it in a mean and somewhat aggressive way. Though by now, I wanted my way and since my dad kept resisting, I snapped and said that I wasn’t going to go on the holiday with them at all and that I was going to stay home. The dream ended as I walked into the house to begin my home-stay and my parents and brother were getting ready to leave.

Dream 697 B - Kairi's Light
The dream started with me wondering around in my old house. A middle aged Asian lady approached me and brought my attention to some sort of video that Kairi had made to supposedly teach others about her light and its powers. As she suggested for me to watch it, I went over to the sitting room and sat on the couch as the lady set up the video and darkened the room. The rest of the dream was now a sub-scene, which was the actual video, the dream camera now actually immersing me in it rather than playing from the sitting room.

The scene showed Kairi in The Final World and both Sora and Riku were also there with her; all in their KH3 appearances. Also, as the entire scene played, Kairi’s theme was running in the background. Kairi was saying something, insinuating that she used to have different powers but that she chose her current light powers for a reason. She then went to the group. Although they were standing equally apart from each other, it’s like the dream gave the illusion of Sora being in the middle and Riku was off to the side.

And then the dream camera went to a close up of Sora, though I can’t exactly explain what he was doing persay, I think he ended up looking at me, studying me, but I’m not sure. But then the dream panned out again and that’s when Kairi was seen to close her eyes and then peacefully ascend somewhat, with when she was at the highest, she was glowing with all this light. When she descended again, she walked back over to the dream camera again to supposedly communicate with me. She did say more but I forgot what it was that she said. The dream ended after this.



Dream 697 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 697 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No



This is the second time I have successfully completed a task for a 'dream project' that I have set. I thought since Riku is my current dream guide, and he's from Kingdom Hearts which is a world that seems to have laws of its own, I thought I'd do something to give back to him for helping me pass all my university subjects as well as all the other times he's helped me in-dream. I thought that since the last KH game, Sora has gone missing; so the dream project that I have set is for me to incubate dreams where I may get fictional leads on Sora. The dreams form the 'assignment' component, and then in waking life, I'm going to write an imaginary report on my dream findings which forms the 'exam' component.

For the assignment component, I set six compulsory tasks and one optional task to carry out in dream. The tasks are as follows:
Task 1 - Have Riku take me to Shibuya so I can gauge the area that Sora has to survive in until IRL canon rescue via whatever game they make next.
Task 2 - Conduct a supervised audit on Yozora. 'Supervised audit' meaning that Riku has to be accessible for assistance if Yozora gets bad in the dream.
Task 3 - Get Riku's perspective on his connection with Sora.
Task 4 - Pull Sora for a one-time 1-on-1 meeting with me so I can get his perspective on any matters.
Task 5 - Explore the Destiny Islands to get some leads on Sora's homeworld or something about he himself. Riku can take me or I can go independently.
Task 6 - Conduct an independent audit on Organisation XIII. 'Independent audit' meaning I don't need a dream guide in attendence.
Task 7 (optional) - Get Kairi's perspective on her connection with Sora.

Once again, Task 7 was optional, meaning I wasn't attempting to incubate it in real life, but could execute it if I stumbled upon it in a dream, which is what happened last night (this morning actually; the sun was up when I woke up and fell back asleep).

So far I have completed Task 5 (Dream 693 C) and Task 7 (Dream 697 B). I still have 5 tasks (1, 2, 3, 4 and 6) to go before I write up the paper which I have given myself the imaginary rule of two days to write 'till it's due. The two days will be set once all 7 tasks have been completed.

Lastly, although Riku was in the scene, I have not declared him as a dream guide here, because this felt like it was Kairi's spotlight and Riku was such an insignificant part of it, so much so that he didn't even shudder or speak.

Date of Dream: SAT 25 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 696 - Kingdom Hearts In Shibuya

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was surfing one of the Discord servers via my computer. For this scene, I wasn’t in it, rather I felt like I was spectating the scene via a live-stream being played in the server. Through the live-stream, I saw both Riku and Sora in Shibuya, sporting their relevant Shibuya appearances from the actual game. Then Riku spoke, and he said to me that the reason they weren’t saying anything is because they both wanted to have on their records, when they return home, that they maintained peace within themselves. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 696
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 24 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 695 - Too Late To Study

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, we were in the front yard of my old house. My mum was asking if my parents could attend study at Chisholm 311 because they were interested and it was close to home. I said to my mum that it was too late as the last intake was for semester 2 2020 and that had already passed. I did also say however that they could contact the Glen Waverley office (doesn’t exist in real life) and check with them in-case they had a different answer.

Later on in the dream, I saw all these people at the playground across the road from my old house. I wanted to use the swings, however all the swings at the park were taken and so I felt somewhat gutted. Still I crossed the road and new swing appeared, just for me. As I was now swinging at the park, an old man ended up having a conversation with me, but I forgot what about. He was as a hologram and was actually a man that died in real life at age 85. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 695
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 23 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 694 - Exposing Domestic Violence

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was first of all driving down the main road towards Knox shopping centre. As I was heading into the parking lot, the shopping centre being very distorted in this dream, I was anticipating my upcoming rendezvous with Riku in MYER for him to take me for elevator practise again. He hadn’t turned up yet, so while I was waiting, I decided to wonder around the store.

I came across a little girl who spoke to me in a very friendly way. I then walked over and saw a fair skinned, dark haired man, he wasn’t doing anything, but something felt off to me; I gauged that he was hiding something. When I ended up trying to question him, that’s when he became irritable. I then realised, he was the girl’s father and he had a reputation of being abusive towards her. Indeed, when I called him out for his behaviour, he became very aggressive and somewhat violent. However, I did not let my guard down and was throwing my weight at him and telling him where to go. As I was escorting the man out of the store, telling him how disgusting his behaviour was, the dream ended; Riku didn’t show up.



Dream No. 694
Dream Guide: Karla (Me)
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 22 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 693 - Separated Sections

Dream 693 A - Call Security
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I had come back from shopping for something at Dandenong Plaza. I was now at home and was somehow in my parents’ bed. I was going to get in to have a lie down with Riku (in his KH3 appearance). However, my dad got in between us and was being very annoying. There was a digital clock in the room with a weird set of numbers and every time that went off, my dad would harass me to wake up and would not let me have a moment with Riku.

Eventually, I ended up calling out these various 5 or 6 digit numbers, making the threat to my dad that I was calling security. Every time I called out one of these numbers, he’d stop what he was doing and leave the room, but it wasn’t effective at all as he’d come back almost immediately. The dream morphed into us being in my bedroom and my dad was being annoying again. I remember this being the last ‘security’ number I called out. Also, Riku was partially distorted for this whole dream and just as Riku was finally about to ‘un-distort’, the dream forced a wake up on me.

Dream No. 693 B - Royal Melbourne Lies
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was initially at the Royal Melbourne show with my mum, checking out all the various attractions. It was only a short while before one of the grounds staff members came and took her away as it were. Unbeknown to me, she was actually working at the show. I ended up speaking to Jasmine’s sister who was also working at the show but specifically with the horses. She said that if I came back at 11:00 AM, my mum would be done.

The dream scene then shifted to me being in an actual part of the Melbourne CBD and I was wondering around until it was time for me to go back to the Royal Melbourne Show. However, I wasn’t even back yet and I realised that they were keeping my mum for longer than they had said; she was basically their workhorse now. I now had to make my way there in order to get my mum back. Not only was I cross at the officials for keeping her, but being on my own seemed to make me feel somewhat scared and insecure. I feel like I needed help and so while still in the CBD, I went to look for a dream guide.

Just outside the train station, Riku ended up coming (in his KH3 appearance). I have entirely forgotten how he was summoned and how he came. Riku had a cool, casual, and fun temperament, but by his energy, I also knew he could tell that I was scared. The dream still had a while to go but Riku never let me out of his sight and always stuck close by for the rest of the dream, as if he was fulfilling the role of a mother.

It then became the scene where I was due to take the train to get back to the showgrounds and only in this scene was Riku seemingly not present. Rather than an actual train, the dream seemed to make me fly low across these railway tracks myself, as if I was the train…? However, I saw all these brick walls and various obstacles within the train tunnels and this freaked me out. As I sped towards the obstacles, just as I was about to him them, I thought, ‘if I hit them I’ll die!’. The time came and I hit a brick wall with high speed but I was not affected AT ALL and rather the brick wall itself crumbled apart. I was now on the other side, continuing the show, I thought ‘how could this be?’, but then I remembered that although not visible, Riku was still with me and so he must have protected me and made me cause impact to the wall instead of the opposite way around.

I got to the showgrounds and Riku was physically human again, now holding my hand and letting me take him wherever I wanted to go. It almost felt like I was now attending the show with the boyfriend I never had IRL. Riku was still able to ‘mother’ me and protect me while laughing at various things we ended up talking about as well as looked at the attractions I pointed him to. We came to a pavilion with all these carnival games and prizes, the most significant one I remember was the ball in the clowns’ mouth game.

While we were there, I looked down and I seemed to have all these laminated cutouts neatly ordered in my hands. There were four of each of my dream guides; (from left to right) of Riku, 18-Volt, and Dreamy WB. Riku’s were of his default KH3 pose. 18-Volt’s hair was bizarrely ‘too black’ but his skin was ‘too pale’. Dreamy WB seemed to have her OCT 2016 school uniform appearance with the two braids. It felt as if these cutouts were a part of the carnival game prizes, like a ‘collectors edition’ as it were.

I was then back to talking with the real Riku and making him laugh. After going to some more attractions on the fairgrounds with him having his arm around me, the dream ended.

Dream No. 693 C - The Destiny Islands
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I seemed to be at the Kingdom Hearts Destiny Islands myself. I didn’t necessarily spend too much time there. As I wondered from the coast with clear blue water and skies, I ended up seeing all this ‘dark, blue/purple’ crystal fissure-y stuff embedded into the cliffs. I decided to walk in the direction to see what it was about and as I kept walking, the rocks were all saturated with that crystal stuff, as if it were turning into the Realm of Darkness.

However, I saw the other-side of the cliffs and made a realisation. I noticed I had ended up in a dry, barren, somewhat polluted dessert and came to the realisation that this was the wastelands from Jak 3. I remember that I had only walked in from the Destiny Islands though, so I this was not another dimension. I thought to myself ‘the sky is connected’. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 693 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 693 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 693 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 21 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 692 - The Better Way To Go

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was outside a distorted version of Waverley Gardens Shopping Centre, which in the dream, wasn’t a shopping centre at all. I realised that elevator usage was compulsory as my family were holding a celebratory barbecue for my brother at this place and we had to enter from the rooftop and go down to get into the actual venue.

Fittingly, I saw Riku (for the first time in his KH Re:Mind Shibuya appearance) casually walking down the footpath, but off into the distance. However, I knew the dream put him there for me to get. So I ran after him, trying to get his attention. As I puffed and panted, I told Riku that my family were holding a barbecue for my brother and invited him to come (weird that I mentioned nothing about the elevator). Still though, he didn’t seem to turn around and so once I caught right up to him, I reached an arm out and tugged at his hood. He seemed to jerk a bit but gave no response and kept walking off, and then he was gone, so I thought he completely ignored me.

In the next scene though, my family were walking in the entrance of the venue and Riku also ended up being there (same appearance), so he did hear me in the previous scene. I looked up on my own at the elevator doors and began to shudder, though at the very last minute, I noticed that a well of stairs had appeared. Just as everyone was getting into the elevator, including Riku, I made a dash for the stairs. As I was going down the stairs, the dream seemed to show the rest descending in the elevator. My family were doing their own things, however Riku looked still but as if his energy was suggesting he was confused, like he knew someone was missing but couldn’t put a finger on it.

Once we were down, I seemed to be isolated and I never saw my family or Riku again. They were supposedly at the barbecue, but I ended up at this weird convention with various people I had known throughout my physical life and online life. Our group then went into a smaller room and I was being bullied by the speaker who was a teacher from my high school. As someone was also bragging to me about their character that protects them called Michael, I looked down and realised I had a laminated 18-Volt in my hands to supposedly protect me. My attention was then brought back to the teacher who was yelling at me for not being at the front of the room, but somebody else stuck up for me. I forgot what they said though and that’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 692
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 19 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 691 - Back To Croatia

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my mum was mentioning something about her and my grandma going to Croatia. The dream made me think like they were going to be gone forever, however they were apparently only going for six months. In addition, my grandfather was also going to be going with them (who is deceased in real life). I had to make a decision on whether to stay home with my dad and my brother or go with my mum, grandma and grandpa.

I decided I would go but then I also realised that I would lose everything I knew. I had very little time to get my luggage packed and I also had to label every single object or the airport would lose it. I picked up a laminated Riku and stared at it, wondering how I could put a blue label on it to say that he was mine. Eventually, the laminate morphed to give an extra spare space tabbed above his head so I ended up using a hole-punch, tieing the string through the hole, and attaching the blue tab to the string.

I then also made another realisation; that we could still be in Croatia when it was my birthday, so nothing would be the same. I packed frantically. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 691
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 18 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 690 - Warioware Dream Eater

I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was in an unknown house and was drawing on some sort of device which seemed like a cross between a phone and a table. I seemed to be drawing horribly rough sketches of some of the Warioware characters. First of all was 13-Amp and she was almost non-identifiable due to how messy she was. Next was 9-Volt and he only looked a little bit better. Last but not least was 18-Volt and next to him I also ended up drawing the Dream Eater sigil from Kingdom Hearts. And then the dream used this illusion to make me think that the sigil was placed on the back of his jacket. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream No. 690
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No



18-Volt was still identified as a dream guide by me due to the Kingdom Hearts sigil, but because he didn't actually help me in anyway, the dream guide tab remains as 'none'.