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Date of Dream: FRI 25 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 796 - My Grandpa Is Going To Get Me

When the dream started off, I seemed to be at a distorted version of Waverley Gardens shopping centre, it looked very different to real life. As I was still shuddering at the sight of the elevator, I called Riku for an extra practice. Riku just came but the scene changed before we could get in.

The dream was now playing in my driveway. My whole family was there including my deceased grandfather. Some of my family members acted normal, other’s didn’t, and then there was my grandfather. He was comprehensively and consciously intent on murdering me. This time I knew I had to call Riku and did so fast. However, Riku wasn’t coming quick enough and my grandpa was slowly, frighteningly, following me down the driveway. When Riku did come, I quickly but quietly urged us to get away. Once we were far enough away from my grandpa, I also noticed that Sora came.

Riku (KH3) was wearing some plain white business shirt with his normal short hair. He had tossed me up onto his back and this time there were no gravity problems, only some minor slipping but not too much to make it feel uncomfortable. Riku was wearing a shirt, but when he carried me, it was made to look like his KH1 clothes. As I was down on the ground next time, we had to arrange another carry as my grandfather was coming after me a second time, and this time a little bit faster.

A little bit down the court, Riku put Sora on his back, and then I got on Sora’s back. However, the weight distribution wasn’t good as Sora is smaller than me, so I would have fallen off. So I suggested that I’d be on Riku’s back, and I’d let Sora be on my back. I also said this because I felt like relaxing more on Riku. The arrangement was quickly changed and we went off before my grandfather could have any other chances to get at me. This time around, there were no carrying issues, and Riku felt the most comfortable ever. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 796
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 9 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 791 - Let The Choir Entertain You

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was once again on my way to a gathering with the Kingdom Hearts group, but this time, I wasn’t alone. I had a whole choir with me, in which I was the conductor, I was going to treat the Kingdom Hearts group to a choral concert. We ended up setting ourselves up at some grey stone brick backdrop, we even had a pianist with us.

As the Kingdom Hearts group gathered around, we started to perform “The Rhythm of Life” first, with my reason being to have something fun to start with to get them in the mood. With one section being done solo by me as I thought it would be too difficult for the choir members to do. Then after that, the choir ended up doing “Here I Am Lord” to which some of the Kingdom Hearts members were crying. Being my dream guide, I was able to perceive Riku’s reactions; however, it was Terra who caught my attention more this time. I actually saw a tear fall from Terra’s eye as he wiped it away and tried to smile. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 791
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 8 DEC - 2020



Dream No. 790 - Riku's Dreamer, A Parallel

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of house. It may have been my house but then it didn’t look anything like my house in real life. Even though I was in the house; it was the sub-scenes that took precedence in the dream; so it’s as if from the house, I was observing this dream.

The first sub-scene showed Riku and Mickey in the Realm of Darkness as depicted in Kingdom Hearts 3, and with that, the music playing in the background, that of ‘Night of the Dark Dream’. I remember Riku and Mickey talking to each other; but not exactly what they said. However, I do recall that the sub-scene was trying to portray a certain emotion; and it’s almost as if ‘Riku’s approach’ was solemn, dry and serious, supposedly fitting the vibe of darkness and despair.

It was still considered a part of the same sub-scene, but the dream seemed to transition with the ‘water droplet’ effect; and now it was me in the Realm of Darkness, but just me by myself. With that, the song that ended up playing for me was the ending credits from Coraline. The emotion that my ‘observer self’ felt from this was that even though the place was scary, I had a more enthusiastic and even mystical approach in the things I did. Eventually though, I met up with Riku and Mickey, and with the song still playing, and me looking surprisingly ‘happy’ for the Realm of Darkness, running and skipping across the darkened beach, Riku seemed to elbow Mickey as he looked at me amazed, like he was dropping his jaw.

I was then back in the house and I started bopping and singing the line ‘Sing till the power of the Lord come down’. At first it was just an individual voice but then the second, third and fourth time I sung the line, harmonies of my own voice were added on. I ended up doing this musical loop twice. Then back to the sub-scene roll; As Mickey and a gobsmacked Riku looked on, I sung the line as I skipped on out of the Realm of Darkness and seemed to do a ‘flash mob’ across all the Kingdom Hearts worlds, the camera showing a bit of me running and singing through the Keyblade Graveyard. As that scene closed off, the dream ended.



Dream No. 790
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 17 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 779 - Abandoned By My Friend

The dream started off with my by myself at a seemingly unknown shopping centre, but then the area I was currently at also looked like Flinders Street Train Station. I was there with my friend from childhood, Yolanda. Went ended up going to a couple of stores together but then all of a sudden she left me, although she said, she’d come back. She never came back.

However, as I walked on, Riku came walking towards me out of nowhere, in his KH3 appearance, wearing a white business shirt and black business trousers. I led him into a store called Sussan as I wanted to look at some scarves and accessories. At one point, I asked him to pick me up, in which he hesitated at first, but then sighed and did so, hoping the lady working in the store wouldn’t notice. As I picked up a set of earrings, I paid for them and then we left the store. I can’t remember anything about this dream.



Dream No. 779
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 13 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 776 - Separated Sections

Dream 776 A - Belt Shopping At The Market
I have forgotten how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was home and my dad had done something to me, again, forgetting what it specifically was. Amongst my dad’s verbal threats towards me, the dream seems to mute his volume as I am heard calling for Riku, to ask Riku to take me to Dandenong Market so I could shop for a belt to match a particular dress.

However, it was 18-Volt that appeared in his realistic Game & Wario appearance (his green jacket and trousers added as well), and so did Dreamy WB, with a symmetrical afro, wearing a black tank dress. 18-Volt got me onto his lap and evacuated me out of the house as it were, rushing over the roof and into the backyard, as Dreamy WB was seen in the background, fending my dad off; those two having an aerial battle with each other.

It was then that Riku (KH3 appearance) came (also aerial) and positioned himself in-front of 18-Volt, in which 18-Volt transferred me across to Riku. I was facing inwards, sitting on Riku’s lap but towards him as he closed his arms around me. It was as I spent a bit of time getting comfortable on Riku that the dream camera temporarily changed to third-person mode and showed some white, typed writing in the sky which said, ‘18-Volt, Mickey, Dreamy WB & Riku’. In that exact order, this was the dream listing my dream guides (even though Mickey isn’t supposed to be there). The dream camera then went back to showing me leaning into Riku, with my hands on his sides as he hugged me and ascended into the sky to finally take me to Dandenong Market, however interestingly initiating a ‘water drop’ like scene change when he was up high enough.

I was now at the Dandenong Market, but I was by myself, and started off by looking at these weirdly placed market stalls that I could not put a finger on as to why they were weirdly placed. It took a while before I found the belt stand, but I did so near the front of the market building. The lady there was suggesting all these different types of belts as I told her I wanted one to match a coral coloured dress with white spots on it.

The behaviours of the lady were normal at the start, but then there was this one belt in which the lady seemed to be placing undue pressure on me to buy. One part of me feared being naïve, but I managed to speak out and ask the lady all these questions about the benefit of the belt despite the high price of $159.00 (AUD) and not the same colour or pattern as the dress at all. It seems like the lady had been caught off guard as she said she was surprised I was able to ‘enquire’. I then realised, even though my dream guides weren’t with me anymore, I could feel Riku’s energy, as if he was still secretly present and that was likely the reason for my sharp, instinctual behaviour. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 776 B - The Quadratum Protection Pen
This dream was short and lasted for about 7 minutes. It started off with me being in a slightly distorted version of Melbourne at night time, with lots of tall buildings around, also with many iconic buildings being surrounded with radiant blue light. One of the last iconic buildings I saw was Flinders Street Station, in which I then apparently got on a train to go to Quadratum (Kingdom Hearts).

As I stepped off the train, arriving at Quadratum, I ended up in this square shaped pen, surrounded by big brown rocks placed next to each other to form a wall. Inside the pen was a friendly Indian male Protective Services Officer (PSO). He told me that he would only open the gate when someone came to collect me. It wasn’t long before Riku (KH3) was seen walking down the side street, coming towards the pen in front of the train station. As Riku came close enough, the PSO magically opened a section of the stone wall, having the stones swing out indeed like a gate. As Riku walked off with me, I woke up.



Dream 776 A
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB, 18-Volt & Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 776 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 5 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 771 - Separated Sections

Dream 771 A - Strange Family Holiday
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my family were driving around an area of the Grampians where we were for a family getaway. The scene then showed me in my room at the holiday house, packing my suitcase. I remember packing earring of every single colour, and then when deciding what outfits to wear. I made sure I had a full outfit of my signature colours, aqua and silver.

Later on in the dream, apparently I was to make my way to some sort of chocolate factory slash general museum, however, I could not find my way back. The dream ended up turning into some sort of world map like in Mario and Luigi Superstar Saga and just like the actual game, I was made to explore the different corridors and dodge the ‘enemies’ that were there. At one point, I realised I was extremely lost and could not find where I had started. After looking at yet another map, a sub-map, I figured I could go through a place called Hurtlift which had a Siberian-like environment. I can’t remember anything about this dream.

Dream 771 B - Same Mistake
The dream started off with Riku in his KH1/CoM appearance venturing around Twlight Town as if it was a replay of his CoM story segment. However, after a while of the dream showing Riku, I came out from the side of one of the buildings and different music was playing (it was ‘Same Mistake’ by James Blunt); apparently this was my music for Twlight Town and I was doing missions of my own. First I started singing to ‘Same Mistake’, however not long into it, Riku actually joined in and sounded believably audible. I realised that Riku started singing because the song resonated with him (themes about being your own worst enemy and not being allowed choices to make the ‘same mistake’).

After our sing-song for a while, the dream then went to Riku doing another mission, fighting heartless, but I wasn’t visible anymore. As Riku swung his keyblade, Sora’s voices were being used, and I found it hard to subconsciously grasp why. Eventually, I figured that it was a metaphor for me fighting beside him, as if I was his ‘Sora’ in this part of the dream. For the last part of the dream, with Riku watching on, apparently I was to confront this version of Ansem who was then strangely revealed to be a severely distorted, dark Lexaeus. After a while of standing before this scary version of a dark matter Lexaeus, I woke up.



Dream 771 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 771 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 30 OCT - 2020



Dream No. 768 - Separated Sections

Dream 768 A - She's Back
I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, all the guardians of light from KH (except Riku) were scattered, floating above a scene of the Keyblade Graveyard. They were all there as they realised I had ‘come back’. They all said something, however I can’t recall what everybody said. I think one of them said that they’d (collectively) better tell Riku. Some of the characters I do remember speaking were Lea, and then Terra and Aqua. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 768 B - Bouncing Around Dad
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in the front driveway of my house, when the dream was playing a sub-scene about my dad yelling at me earlier. He was driving some sort of unknown car and as I was doing something in the backseat, I don’t remember what exactly, he scolded me. The dream then went back to the actual scene in my driveway, and my dad was still picking on me from before. However, this time, I knew straight away that Riku was the one to call.

As I called out for Riku to come, he did so very quickly. In his KH3 appearance, halfway between physical human and hologram, he scooped me up into his arms and held me against him as he bounced around and over my dad to stop my dad from getting me. After Riku bouncing me around for a while, I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 768 C - Kaizo Crash Bandicoot
This dream took place once again, starting off in my area. There was mention of this boy from my primary school, JSe, but he had a weird role that I can’t describe… The memory of his position is blurry. I have also forgotten what the first scenes were exactly. Though a bit later on in the dream, I was constantly riding a bike around a small area of my court; JSe was there, but once again, I have forgotten our association, still with his weird character role.

I can, however, remember the last scenes of the dream a lot better. I was myself but then I also seemed to be a first-person replica of Coco from the Crash Bandicoot series. I was jumping around on roofs of various 2 or 3 storey apartments at day time, in this unknown area. The layout of boxes started out very normal. Though it became fascinating when there were TNTs in the mix, and the actually started counting down with the sound effect when I jumped on them.

Later on in the scene though, the layout of boxes started to become more ridiculous; there were more of them and they were stacked closer to each other. Eventually, there was no gap in-between any of the boxes and they were an entire group of those ‘metal’ boxes, however, in the dream, they did break when I spun them. My brother appeared and said that we had gotten 40,135 boxes and that we had to get 40,136. However, he was quick to change his sentence, as he said in a shocked manner that more boxes were now spawning back at the start of the level.

Dream 768 D - Showing Off Stunts
This dream wasn’t very long; also, I wasn’t in this dream, rather I was a spectator. Riku was the star of the dream and he was communicating to me, who in this case was the dream camera. Riku (KH3) seemed very excited to ‘have me back’ as he said he wanted to show me some cool new moves he could do with his keyblade.

The scene was in the Keyblade Graveyard as it showed Riku flying around, fighting his fellow guardians of light with what was evidently cool new keyblade stunts… With him flipping everywhere. Eventually, there became KH graphics health bars at the bottom right corner of the screen, but not just one or two or three… Rather ten to twelve of them. Some were the guardians Riku was fighting. Others were miscellaneous characters like Isa and even Master Yen Sid. And then there was Riku’s health icon, with his one uniquely smiling, showing his teeth! After minutes of Riku showing off, the dream ended.



Dream 768 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 768 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 768 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 768 D
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 25 OCT - 2020



Dream No. 766 - Fiddly Hospital Gown

The dream started in an unknown outdoor area, with two girls from unfamiliar video games talking to Riku. I didn’t know who one girl was at all, but I thought that perhaps the other one could have been Shiki from TWEWY. For the first scenes, Riku was in his KH3 appearance. Later in the scene, there are many groups of two girls with a video game character. Characters I remember seeing were Mario, Link, and of course Riku; there were many others but I couldn’t identify them.

Towards the end of the first scene is where I came in to be able to be a part of my own dream. There was a hologram showing me who was participating in the story at the moment and giving me the option to switch characters (between Riku and Sora), I decided to keep going with Riku and so two girls continued to interact with him. It was almost at the tail end of the scene that I felt it would be easy to get Riku in this dream. And so onto the next scene, I started calling for him.

The next scene was playing in the backyard of my house as I was walking down the incline while continuing to call for Riku. My voice seemed to be a bit quiet at times but I was able to control it and get it to a reasonable volume that I thought I would be heard at. At the bottom of the incline, in-front of the music room, Riku appeared in his KH-DDD (15yo) appearance, but I have forgotten our first interaction.

The scene did transition to my ‘fortress’ (a repeating reference to an environment I used in my childhood fictional stories) but Riku left as he didn’t think I needed him anymore. As I wondered around the corridors of the fortress, I thought to myself, ‘since it’s easy to get Riku this time, is there anything else we can use him for?’. I then looked over to the corridor leading to the hospital and agreed with myself that I could have him take me for elevator practise again. It was then that I went into the corridor myself but was shuddering at the sight of the four elevator doors, all placed next to each other.

As I walked out of the corridor again, I called for Riku; but he wasn’t coming straight away. At the end of the corridor I was walking down, I saw my dad in an office, behind a tinted window. Apparently he heard me calling for Riku as he pointed to the right, signalling to me that Riku was in another office that was identical to his but just a bit further down. And indeed as I got to Riku’s office and called him, Riku himself (KH-DDD 15yo appearance again) signalled for me to wait and that he would join me soon.

I went back and thought I’d wait near the elevators, but after looking at them again, I changed my mind. Walking backwards again, I was hoping to be put out of my misery and thankfully I was met with Riku now coming towards me. As we stopped to talk, I told him that we were in the hospital area, and so to put on a hospital gown, just for general safety and precautions.

He slipped on a blue gown with three buttons and a tie string to close the back. He looked like he was struggling to close the gown as he asked me for help. The buttons weren’t too bad to do up, but the tie string was very flimsy and even though I was being very careful, I almost broke it by the time I had tied it successfully. I then still had to put my gown on but Riku couldn’t help me as he was the unfamiliarised visitor; however, I managed to catch the attention of a ‘staff member’ walking by and he was happy to help me close my gown, doing it quicker that what I did with Riku’s.

Riku and I were then ready to go as he carefully escorted me towards the elevators. I shivered as Riku pressed the central button and we waited for one to open. The second one out of four did, Riku coming to put his arms around me as he took me in (now not in our hospital gowns anymore though). As always, I perched my head off his shoulder as I tried to get a grip on my fear. Weirdly, the inside of the elevator was nothing but four sides of empty, white plastered walls, just looking like the empty room of a house.

I saw the elevator numbers going up to 14, and so I wondered why… I had no idea what floor Riku was going to select when we went in at the start. He told me he selected a floor that would help me get a reasonable amount of exposure; so he evidently selected the top floor. As the elevator was still ascending with him holding me, I woke up.



Dream No. 766
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 23 OCT - 2020



Dream No. 765 - The Special Cobbled Pathway

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I cannot recall the purpose for me having to take a certain route through an area. Either I was getting away from someone, trying to find someone, or get somewhere through this detour. As I closed my eyes, I noticed each of my dream guides coming in a sequence to help me. First of all was Dreamy WB as she hugged me and escorted me (both of us walking across the cobbled pathway). Next was 18-Volt who picked me up (and hugged me in a way while doing so) and lifted me over this massive barrier. Riku was last, and he picked me up to carry me to the end but I could tell he was struggling with gravity. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 765
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB, 18-Volt & Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 13 OCT - 2020



Dream No. 762 - Distortion Medicine

The dream started off with me at some huge dreaming institution, where there were a large number of people; groups being split up into boys and girls, also with the gender of the teachers. Three of the boys were of a violent tendency and had ganged up to target me in a staged attack. This scene seemed to be brief.

In the next scene, five of the girls from the institution came to my house, and I was keen for them to meet Riku, showing them that he’s my dream guide. I asked Riku to come, in which an extra small room then appeared where my TV was situated. Though the dream was threatening to wake me up, as it counted to 3; and so I had no choice but to tell Riku to wait in the room until I took my medicine.

I ended up taking the medicine, but that made Riku distort. He and Mickey came out of the room and sat on my couch. Riku sat next to me with an arm around me, while Mickey sat further down. The five girls also appeared to fit on the couch, with some of them being on Riku’s lap. Then dream then changed scenes again.

SP was going to be heading to some shops, but I couldn’t follow her, as the elevators were the only way to get there. Before I would lose SP, I ended up calling out for Riku to come and for him to be quick. I ended up losing SP, but Riku came out of one of the elevators, this time, in his correct KH3 appearance, and was ready to take me in the appropriate one.

As Riku gently took me in and turned me around, he then stood beside me, but pretty close so that our bodies were touching (my eyes closed in the dream the whole time). After a while, I asked Riku why the elevator wasn’t stopping; it seemed to be going up AND like it was on rollercoaster rails (but slow) for a while. Riku said to me “I’m taking you down the scenic route so you can have more practise”. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 762
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 8 OCT - 2020



Dream No. 760 - Separated Sections

Dream 760 A - Riku's Tiny Car
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in my house, more aware than usual, and I recalled how I wanted to call Riku over. I didn’t seem to shout too loud, as to call into the sky like usual. Rather, I was just calling his name at a normal volume as I walked out the front door and casually strolled down the court.

As I turned the corner to get onto the connecting street, I saw a small car driving in from the other corner and I realised it was Riku. I couldn’t contain my excitement (after not seeing him in a while) as I stood as far on the nature strip towards the road as I could, eager for Riku to see me. At first, it seemed like Riku couldn’t find a place to park, but then I realised he was assessing the nature strip, and he turned around, parking in-front of me even though it was the wrong side of the road.

As Riku slowly got out of his low-positioned, tiny car, I couldn’t stand still anymore, waiting for him to come and speak to me. When he was close enough, I said “Riku! I miss you!”. For a short while he didn’t say anything; however, once he seemingly processed my words, he walked right up to me and hugged me, letting off a vibe as if he missed me too. He then went back to his car and drove off, not sure if he was leaving or was going to my house.

The dream went to the next scene in which I seemed to be demonstrating my own battle skills to Riku, with some Renee Geyer music playing in the background, which was supposedly my action theme. Aqua seemed to take an interest, coming into the scene; I gave her a sole demonstration of my abilities next, and she was fascinated by them. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 760 B - Ridiculous Maths
I can’t remember much about this dream, from where I can remember. My Year 6 teacher was at my old house, taking me for some sort of maths class. However, the maths was of a ridiculous difficulty and with the way he was teaching it, I could not remember anything. I seem to recall it was parabolas but the dream just made the whole concept non-understandable. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 760 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 760 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 7 OCT - 2020



Dream No. 759 - Can You Help Me With My Dreams

I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, the dream started off at the local primary school near my house, but I can’t recall what I was doing there. Closer to the end of the dream, there was a sub-scene where I was supposedly at Riku’s house. He was walking me through the kitchen as he asked me if I could help him with something about his dreams. The dream then ended.



Dream No. 759
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 29 SEP - 2020

All Dream Titles:
Dream 752 A - Reconstructed Brands
Dream 752 B - Destiny Islands' Protectors
Dream 752 C - Flashbang Is Too Early
Dream 752 D - Shower Troubles
Dream 752 E - I've Never Seen You Cry Before

Dream Title In Summary:
Dream - Reconstructed Brands & Destiny Islands' Protectors & Flashbang Is Too Early & Shower Troubles & I've Never Seen You Cry Before



Dream No. 752 - Separated Sections

Dream 752 A - Reconstructed Brands
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at a distorted version of Knox MYER, doing Christmas shopping although some sections looked they were stocking for Easter instead. At one point, while I was on the second floor, my grade four teacher was there, but she was twisted in this dream. I can’t remember anything that she said or did though, just that I felt very uncomfortable around her.

Eventually, I was on my own again, as I went to the bottom floor to seek out my favourite clothing brands. However, in the dream, they were supposedly on an even lower floor, in which I had to walk a fair distance to reach the area. In the midst of the corridor to the new area, it felt like MYER and the rest of the distorted shopping centre were blended together, but it looked cool.

I did end up reaching the basement, which the colour scheme of it was yellow and black like in real life. I ended up seeing the ‘Princess Highway’ brand of clothes as they were in real life, but wasn’t sure about what happened to any of the other brands. A young lady that worked there then approached me and told me that one of the other brands had been reconstructed, and then she showed me where those clothes were. With the ‘reconstructed’ brand, all the clothes seemed to have white collars on them, making them distinctly different from everything else. However, I can’t remember anything in the dream that happened after this.

Dream 752 B - Destiny Islands' Protectors
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, it was a sunny day with blue skies and I was heading to my high school, apparently on a Saturday, for some parent volunteer event. Just outside the front gates, I was speaking to someone, but I have forgotten who exactly. I told them to call for Riku to come and protect them and as I said this, I could perceive Riku’s energy coming from the Destiny Islands; not only that, but Kairi’s as well. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 752 C - Flashbang Is Too Early
The entire of this dream took place with me being on Discord. At first, I seemed to be watching this video of David Gallagher hosting some sort of convention panel by himself, as if he was directing it. He was saying some garble; something about how Buzz stayed and Riku went. Riku was seen in that video as well; this time, in his KH3 Shibuya graphics.

I was then on another part of the Discord with the wrestling community I know in real life. Edward (Ed) B had posted that he was making a permanent change to the start time of his wrestling show; that he would be starting it three hours earlier than before. I shook my head as I realised this would be 7:00 AM for me… I was not happy. However, after a few short minutes of processing my frustration about the change, the dream had ended.

Dream 752 D - Shower Troubles
There wasn’t much that happened in this dream. I was in my mum’s bathroom of the old house, taking a shower in there. During the shower I was fine, but it was when I got out of the shower that I apparently needed help with something. As I called out for help, there was energy coming, and a feint sub-scene processing in the background of the dream, that Riku and Aqua were on their way to my parents’ bedroom, which was just outside the bathroom. The dream then ended.

Dream 752 E - I've Never Seen You Cry Before
The dream started with my in some unknown indoor area, which looked like a darkened version of my main school science lab, but with some other aspects as well. It felt like a blend of familiar environments, which in the dream turned unfamiliar. As for myself, I was standing on one of the benches in the room, and decided to throw a screwed up paper ball which ended up hitting Riku on the back (he was in his KH 2.8-Prologue appearance). As he turned around in startled manner to notice me, he didn’t look happy. However, as I didn’t intend for it to hit Riku, I repeatedly apologised; but it seemed like nothing I said was going to make things better.

I then noticed the Wayfinder Trio on the left side of the room, and the Seasalt Trio on the right side of the room, each of them floating as ghosts. Even though they were expressionless, I could tell via energy that they were aware of Riku’s anger and they felt they had to do something to suppress it. They each flew into him, absorbing themselves to now be a part of him. And lo and behold, Riku’s demeanour now felt different, as if he now remembered who he was as my dream guide.

As I kept constantly apologising and freaking out over Riku, he spoke and told me that it was okay. Even though I seemed fine in-dream, Riku seemed to take notice of the fact that I ‘wasn’t myself’ as he came right up to me and offered me a hug. Still flustered from the previous situation, I asked if that was okay. He said yes and also said ‘I’ll hold you for as long as you want’. That’s when a feeling of relief but also excitement washed over me. As Riku put his arms around me, this time holding me tightly against him, with my head tucked into his neck; he held me for about half a minute before I said he could release me.

The dream then changed scenes to me being on my own in the front yard of my old house. As I was walking towards the carport, the circular poles in the corners of it seemed to morph into the large square poles that it had in real life. However, it gained circular poles in the middle of its borders, and as I was motioning towards the carport uncontrollably, I was afraid I was going to hit one of the poles.

The dream however showed me in the entryway to the back gate all of a sudden, which was just outside the other side of the carport. I was seen moon-jumping across multiple steps in slow motion, which was also considered a back-flip at the same time. Apparently I was getting used to the features of my new powers that I gained from Riku holding me from a prolonged amount of time. Eventually, I managed to moon-jump from the very bottom step all the way up to the same level that the driveway.

And then the dream had changed scenes again. I was now in my old bedroom, but with my current bed, and I was crying; apparently because of my dad who had done something in the dream. Riku was seen coming into my room, with the same appearance as before, like he picked up from where he was that I was crying and so came to see me. He looked shocked and confused as he said to me “I’ve never seen you cry before”, putting a hand on the shoulder of mine that was facing upwards (I was lying on my side). As I told him about my dad, he then went “did you want me to say anything to him?”. However, I was so angry at my dad that I told Riku “I’m calling security”. As Riku walked out of my room with the idea he wasn’t needed, the dream ended.



Dream 752 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 752 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 752 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 752 D
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 752 E
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No



Just acknowledging that during the last lockdown, my subconscious was doing some very shonky (rip-off, dodgy, scandalous) stuff to cause me to reject Riku in my dreams. When the lockdown lifted, he came back. But Day 1 of this new 2021 lockdown being imposed, my subconscious has reverted back to it's 'behaviour'. I'm just acknowledging this as a technique to my subconscious and to nip its issue in the bud this time. I am also making it accumulate 'debt' this lockdown for every time it does something shonky. So let's see how much it debt it accumulates this year!

Date of Dream: FRI 25 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 749 - Separated Sections

Dream 749 A - We'll Find Kairi
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in some sort of corporate building, that looked like my university complex but wasn’t. Girls from all different schools came to gather at ‘our school’ and do activities with us. My RE teacher Mr. Bl took my group of mixed girls and we were going to learn a song to perform to the other groups.

Later on in the dream, the school groups seemed to be leaving to go back their own schools. Sora was in one school group, and in this dream, we seemed to know each other, so I came to speak to him before he left, while the teachers were corralling his classmates outside, not knowing where he was yet. Sora seemed to be crying about something, and so I told him, “don’t worry, we’ll find Kairi”, as I hugged him and he returned a big hug back. And then he walked out to join the rest of his group as they walked through the distorted Dandenong to get back to his school. The dream then ended.

Dream 749 B - Ballistic Sora
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, Two Rikus were affected by this ‘ballistic’ Sora going everywhere in what seemed to be the floor of a ballet practice room; the two Rikus were carbon copies of each other. In the dream, I could only save one Riku, and for some odd reason, I chose the cloned Riku over the real one, and so the real Riku was ‘wiped out’ by the ballistic Sora. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 749 C - Murder Cave Creator
I don’t remember much about this dream at all. The only thing I can remember is that someone from my MNW community appeared this dream, one of the ‘murder cave creators’. That’s all I can remember about this dream.



Dream 749 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 749 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 749 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 17 SEP - 2020



Dream No. 742 - I Don't Belong Here

This dream, with its surroundings in the KH3 graphics, started inside the Mysterious Tower. For some reason, I felt like I didn’t belong with the Kingdom Hearts and Disney group, all because I didn’t like that Master Yen Sid disapproved of me not bowing at him like everyone else. As I was walking off, there was a voice in my head saying something like “I need to go somewhere where I’ll be happier; I’m just not happy here”. The dream then played a sub-scene which showed me sitting at the computer in my study room as the voice in my head said “If you go home, you won’t remember anything about being with Kingdom Hearts”; I also wouldn’t be able to come back. And as the sub-scene was playing, the energy around me felt dead and empty, and like I was just living a normal life.

Back to the actual dream scene, as I was heading into the room that had the portal to my house (literally a round-shaped void of white light against a wall), Riku walked in behind me and spoke to get my attention. He said something along the lines of “Did you want to talk this out?”, but still being super upset from Master Yen Sid, I was adamant about going home and seemed to overlook the consequences of forgetting everything once on the other side; perhaps also thinking that Master Yen Sid may have sent Riku to speak to me as Keyblade Master duties. However, Riku’s energy suggested that he was desperate for me not to go and that his heart was breaking from the thought of losing me, that he wasn’t doing it for Master Yen Sid but for me.

After I rejected his offer to talk about the matter, he became quiet as he carefully but quickly pondered how else he could convince me to stay. Through his energy once again, I could sense that he was recalling on the fact (based on the real life KH game lore) that he never hugs anyone, but he turned to me and said “Here, if this makes you feel better”; but as he was coming to hug me, I once again seemed to reject the offer. As I was about to go through the portal, the dream camera seemed to centre on Riku, showing him standing very still and although he tried to keep a straight face, a tear rolled out of his right eye and down his right cheek.

However, right as I was about to be sucked up into the white void, I could here a voice saying “I think she’s being unreasonable”, with the female voice seeming to agree. My two main teddy OCs (from fiction I write IRL; they were human size in this dream!) came out of nowhere, from the left, running as fast as they could to stop me and pushed me, making me skid over onto the floor. I realised that they were listening to the conversation with Riku the whole time. As they pushed me to the ground, they then scrambled to get an anaesthesia mask and shoved it over my face in a bid to knock me unconscious to stop me from leaving. Apparently their plan was to gas me for a few days as to give KH members time to try and repair things.

For this next part, a plethora of scenes seemed to be playing at one time; so the recap is done in the most logical way. An image was shortly shown of me ‘at the hospital’ which seemed to look more like a normal bedroom looking out onto a daytime setting. My two teddy OCs, Selvian (Male) and Sierra (Female) were sitting beside my bed but chatting amongst each other while I was asleep. The camera was then back in the Mysterious Tower as Riku came to the realisation that I hadn’t left and that I was indeed still in their world. Riku stated in a sense of urgency that I was still around and that he needed someone else to go and speak to me, in which Ventus volunteered. Riku went on to say that I was in the hospital in Traverse town.

It was now fully the scene in the hospital (more like bedroom) and even though I was asleep, the dream camera was playing the scene from my perspective as if I was awake. Ventus was seen looking down at me, examining me as I still slept under the anaesthetic the teddies had put me under. It was then that Selvian came to the bedside to speak to Ventus in a friendly way as Sierra stayed in her chair, seemingly manning the ward phone if anyone was to call. After a while of Ventus and Selvian chatting, the dream changed scenes.

I was now back at the mysterious tower and everyone, especially Riku, was happy to see me. Mickey ended up saying something like that they were a part of Disney and so their values are to accept everybody and make them feel like they belong, and that they appreciate me for who I am. The dream then ended.



Dream No. 742
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No