non-lucid

Last night I had planned on doing another WBTB combined with SSILD but due to there being a nasty thunderstorm outside and it being REALLY hot I was barely able to sleep at all!
So I cancelled my WBTB-alarm which was set at 05:30 in order to have enough rest for the exam the next day.

For most of the night I wasn't sleeping but in some weird limbo between sleeping and awake, I could open my eyes at any point but I didn't have a sense of time anymore so I laid there for 3 hours motionless. However at last I fell asleep and had 2 long vivid dreams.

1. The creepy/not creepy place?

I was outside some old abandoned castle in the middle of some swamps and it was getting dark, my dad's with me and we decide to enter it using a side entrance on the right. There were stairs going down and we were in a hallway that looked like a public toilet, everything was abandoned and crumbling apart. I could see everything in a greenish way like we used glowsticks, I walked further and turned right, suddenly the dimensions of the inside changed and the hallway of the beginning was now part of a large open room. There were sky-lights in the ceiling every now and then letting in some ambient light, it looked like it was a deserted ski shop with skies hanging of the wall for sale. We decided to take some of them as they looked good, in total we took 4 pairs. Then we heard a noise from the door we entered, I crawled under a rack and saw a woman entering, suddenly there were people around the place like it was some sort of mall. As I tried to casually walk away she walked up to my dad and asked "Did you two just steal my skies?", we started bringing up some story why we had those skies in our backpacks and it actually sounded legit, like I expected she would let us go but she didn't believe us. She said, give the skies back and that's $50 for stealing. Dissapointed and slightly annoyed my dad gave 50 bucks and we leaved, however I managed to keep one pair of skies in my backpack. After that we went down some abandoned hallways again and at some point through an open door on the right I saw a modern classroom and my cousine sitting there doing his exam. There were about 50 other students in there and then he waved at me, I waved back and continued down the hallway. It turned to the left and then again to the left so me made a 180° turn in total. After that we exited the castle on a side entrance on the left, I noticed my dad was missing and walked up to the front of the castle behind the central pond. I looked at the middle through some of the large windows and saw an entity floating through the main hallway of the castle which gave of a dim white light. I began to get scared as I just saw a ghost and I'm standing alone in a dark swamp near a haunted castle. It was pitch black and I decided to go home, I used my IPad as a flashlight which showed me the way back. Ones I got home I knew I had to defeat that crazy wizard that lived in that castle and held my dad in his dungeon. I had to find my blue wizard-shoes! I found one at home but knew the other one was at the haunted castle so I went back and acted like a was someone that was simply lost in the Woods, I friendly introduced myself to the wizard and saw my other wizard-shoe laying on some planks on the ground. I waited till he looked away and put it on.

2. Secret spy-agent

I'm some sort of super agent chasing down a terrorist in a city, the sun is setting. We run over balconies and rooftops, suddenly a giant down on the street level starts trying to smack me of the balcony, as I run away from his giant hand I can hear the buildings crashing down behind me. At last I stop on a balcony above a bar from which the railings are full with barbed wire, I ask the owner who's on the balcony too to remove it but he responds agressivly. I know there isn't much time and the terrorist is already climbing down to street level. I say "Ah fuck the wire anyway" and jump right over the railing, very fast and acrobatic do I manage to climb down the side and continue my chase. He runs further up a plaza were he tries to climb up somewhere but I get to him and pull him down, throw him on the ground and take him out using some super kungfu punches. Another terrorist attacks me and I take him down too using my close-combat skills.

I hope next night I'll be able to fall asleep properly and attempt another WBTB with SSILD. I must say however that even though I had just 2 dreams they were both extremely vivid and long. Each lasting over 30 minutes I'd guess.

Tonight I woke up around 2:30 because it was storming really bad, sadly I think this distorted my REM-cycles and I could barely remember anything.
Also I tried doing SSILD again but for some reason I wasn't able to get in the right mood so it didn't work, I suspect that the first time it might've been a placebo-effect...

1. The exam-dillema

I was in some sort of gym but the room was full of randomly placed walls and I knew I had math-exam in an hour or so. I hadn't learn yet so I really wanted to review everything atleast ones but if a teacher saw it I would get a zero.

2. Fragment

I'm walking around in some suburbs... really that's all I can remember.

3. Where am I?

I'm some sort of wizard with a cape and climb in some sewers but the go down and end up in some sort of dungeon with skeletons. I do a spell which kills quiet a lot of them but there's still way too many for me to fight. I crawl through an opening and use some sort of broom to knock out a drain, suddenly a swarm of bees comes out. They want to sting me but for some reason they can't and I climb out of the sewers.

4. A new watch

I was ready to go to school and I put on a new watch, it was quiet heavy and looked like it had gold and diamonds on it. I put it around my wrist because with my previous watch IRL I put it higher up.

I'm going to research on what I can do tonight to raise my chances of getting lucid again, I'm really bored now that I didn't had an LD...

Alright! I had a lucid dream tonight after doing a WBTB and SSILD, if I can get frequent results using SSILD it will become my main technique for induction. I really don't know why or how it works but I look forward to next night.

1. Killer planes...

I was with some friends near a wall and next to the wall were seats, there was an opening in the wall were a small plane frequently flew through. We wanted to sit as close as possible to the hole so the plane would barely miss us, one friend sat so close the plane near smashed his head but he said I shouldn't worry.

2. Alright lucid, and now what?* (SSILD)

I was flying above a pine forest and suddenly I know it's a dream, I land in the forest and the pine trees are red and orange. On the ground level the water is 1 meter high and I do an RC to check, as I plug my nose and breath in I can clearly feel the cold air going down my throat. Suddenly I'm quiet worried of the fact I'm standing in water. (IRL I really don't like standing in water while I don't know what's in it...) A large waves formes and throws me off balance, as I go under I get teleported to a place I can't remember but it was urban. There I did the nose plug RC over and over cause I just couldn't believe it was true, then I looked at my hands and saw they were deformed. I tried flying several times but failed, after that I tested myself with some basic questions... "How old am I?", which I answered wrong cause I said "I'm 15 years old.", while actually I'm 16. DERP! For some reason after many failed attempts of flying I got bored for some reason and woke myself up. (I feel stupid now, I could've done more things...) I was suddenly in my bedroom and it was Sunny outside. Then I fell asleep again and woke up ones again but now it was raining. I got out and asked my sister who was already awake "Has it been that grey for whole the morning?", she said yes and I knew I had an FA... I should really do an RC everytime I get up now.

One thing to note is that last year when had a DJ I had my first LD after 8 entries and this time I had an LD again after 8 entries... according to the other DJ I should now have a night without an LD and then I should have a night with an LD again. Let's hope I can break the chain and become lucid tonight already!

Hi everyone, this morning when I woke up I knew I had atleast 6 dreams but only one was clear and vivid, the others were completly fragmented blurry shards.
However, that one dream that was vivid was so vivid that it was actually LD-capable, what I mean with that is that it was clear enough that there was a decent chance of me getting lucid had I payed more attention.

1. Missing the bus

I'm at school on the playground talking with some friends and we have a baseball bat with a ball. I say "Hey, see if you can smash that ball over the building?", nothing happens. Suddenly I'm walking infront of the schoolbuilding down the street and know the bus everyone's on for a school trip has gone the other direction but it will pass me on the next street. Before I can reach that street I can already see the bus passing and I run but it's too late. I jump up and wave with my arms hoping someone will notice it in the bus but nothing happens. I know more things happened but I just can't remember them.

2. Sneaking fail

I'm playing a stealth game (I think MGS4) and I'm about to enter a light office from the dark room I'm in first. The offices have a tropical style to them, as I enter the other room two men are talking in it. I go in guns blazing and shoot one guy through the head I think, the other one pinnes me to the ground and I'm busted.

3. The distorted stadium

I'm on the side in some weird stadium which is really blurry, I barely remember how the the sides of the stadium looked or even how the ground looked. I don't want to go in the field but people who sit next to me convince me to do it.

4. A Paradise of vividness...

I'm flying over a small tropical Island with a palace in the middle and on each side of it swimming pools. A voice tells me about he history of the building. Suddenly I'm with a group of people in swimming clothing walking through a dark tunnel to the swimming pools on the left of the palace, there's one woman who's pregnant yet wearing a bikini which freaks me out a bit. We sit in the pool and the waves of the ocean go over the low wall surounding the pool every now and then. Suddenly the waves get higher and it starts getting dangerous, I start going back and notice I'm suddenly the pregnant woman... as I walk back the waves get so large that I have to stop and hold on to a wall, I keep myself from falling cause I'm worried about the baby... Then I get to the tunnel in which the water is violently moving around, I manage to make it through. At this point I'm a man again and walking through a dark hallway, in my shorts completly wet and cold. Every now and then there are two doors on both sides of the hallway, the first two I look through the window. On the left I see an abandoned classroom, on the right I see a room were people are sitting in, yet they seem like they're not mentally there... I walk on and come to another pair of doors, this time on the right I see two guys with caps on sitting in bags playing a video game, they too seem not responding. Eventually I get to the lobby were a guy stands at the counter and I hear him say something in French. I ask him "Do you understand English?", he responds in more French so I start talking my best French... "Je parle un peu Français mais ce n'est pas parfait", he seems happy that I put effort in explaining myself in French. "Ou sont mes vêtements?" I say after that. He responds in English "You didn't check in so we thought the clothes were left behind and we took them.", then he grabs a map of the Island with two locations marked, I think the locations were the laundry areas. Then I ask him "Pourquoi est l'hotel plein?... I mean empty..." (Plein means full in French so I felled stupid.) I don't get a response and the dream ends.

5. "Not in the bus!"

I went into a buss for a school trip and a girl sat next to me, she seemed quiet nervous and shy for me. For some reason I really liked her, she wanted to have sex but I said "Whoa, not in the bus." Then I woke up.

Anyway, next night I will do a WBTB and try out SSILD or WILD, I have high hopes.

This morning I remembered 5 dreams, so we're getting close to my record of 6 dreams which I had a year ago. However I must say that I really don't know in which order the dreams tonight happened so they are likely not chronologically. I checked my old DJ on LD4all and there I saw that after 8 days of journalling I had the first LD so in maybe 2 days I will have one again.

1. Techno commercial

I was a DO floating around some docks (I think Antwerp) and I heard a radio-dubbed voice (MTV, Jim TV?) anouncing a techno party. There were two small office buildings that had a connecting piece between them on the second floor and under that connecting piece the party would be. For some reason I focused on a white plank that hung in the corner of the right building and the connecting section.

2. The Kinsman

I'm escorted by a guy in suit into a bunker, I enter a large concrete room with several collums for holding up the roof. Near the entrance I see several beds on the side, these are the beds recruits sleep in, infact this is the room my bed will be in. All the beds look sloppy, I walk through the center of the room and people are scattered over the room. The way you have to see this large room is like a beach, people have their own little spot where they can lay down. I see a turkish looking bedroom next to a large concrete collum. (none of the bedrooms have walls around them, it's one large room) I stop and say "Oh, you even have a turkish agent?" to the man in suit escorting me but he seemed to have vanished. I continue through the room till I reach the other side, there I see a sofa against the wall for public use. A bit to the right I see my bedroom (for some reason it looks Greece), I relax on the bed for a bit when suddenly I hear an explosion near the entrance. I jump up and hear someone shouting "IT'S AN ATTACK!" I take cover behind a collum and see an explosion in the center of the room. This dream is completly inspired by me seeing the trailer for the film: 'The Kingsman', you can see it on YouTube. And the sloppy beds are inspired by me seeing this picture on a thread here on the forum: http://www.dreamviews.com/general-lu...ns-dreams.html

3. Stranded in Minecraft

I'm with some people in a small rubber boat, I see them laughing like it's fun. The boats sinks till we're knee-deep in the water but one of the guys says "Don't worry I'll blow it back up again." He blew in a small hole that filled the rubber boat back with air and it started floating again. We stopped at a little Island witout trees and a cliff of about 3 meters high. We get out and stand on the edge under the cliff, a tiny gollum from Minecraft punches some of the rock and I see it break.

4. The confusing pancake

I'm in a building and there's some party going on, I'm talking and laughing with friends and decide to go to the kitchen. There I see another friend making pancakes, I see a bottle of red spicy sauce and make a joke saying "Hey, why not put some of that sauce on the pancakes? " I put some sauce on the counter and looked away for a second, I look back and he actually put the sauce on the pancake he was baking. I thought he was crazy, but then I teleported back to my friends I was talking with and see a man eating pancakes with eggs under it, bacon on it and the red sauce. Now it didn't look that weird anymore.

5. Angry energy

I'm home at the table at which I normally study, there's a lot of books on it and it looks like a mess. I hold a paper doll in my hand with a purple head. Suddenly the doll jumps out of my hand and a line of paper starts expanding out of it's purple head, it starts flying around the book leaving a trail of paper over it. I think "Oh that's handy, now everything is nicely tied together..." Then I hear my dad shouting"WHAT IS THIS MESS, GET IT OUT OF HERE!" He starts walking around swearing and shouting to the point where I feel uneasy, my mother tells him that his behaviour is unnacceptable but he keeps shouting and eventually leaves the room. Then I break down and start shouting and swearing about how he shouted at me. At first my mother understands me but as I keep shouting and swearing I notice that I can't control my shouting and that it keeps going. After some some time my mother tells me that I have to stop but I can't, something else is making me say all these things and it's very frustrating. I never actually shout or swear IRL so it felled very weird doing it so intense and for so long.

Anyway, till next night!

Tonight I suffered from serious insomnia, I went to bed around 23:20 and fell asleep finally around 03:20 and I had to wake up next day at seven...

1. House-party?

This dream starts with me sitting in my bedroom and some friends are in my house for some party or schoolwork... I quikly walk to the computer to change the desktop cause I thought it was stupid. Don't know why, IRL it's just some mountains.) I think I changed it to a river or something, anyway then I quikly went to my bedroom to put away a teddybear that sat in a chair. (It's been there for years IRL and I don't really mind it.) Then I'm suddenly at school in a classroom alone, it's really late. (I think it was 02:30 which might be caused by my insomnia-night...) I am EXHAUSTED, I can barely move my legs yet I feel the urge to check if all cats are inside, I walk around and suddenly am in my living room where I open the door to the garden and look around, it's dark. I see most of the cats walking out of the door outside and I'm a bit annoyed by that. I quikly drive them back inside and close the door. Then I return to the abandoned classroom and sit on a chair watching the door, I pass out and wake up several hours later sitting on the chair, completly broken and still tired.

2. Cars > Bicycles

I'm driving around in Antwerp in some deserted Streets with a car, I feel as if something bad has happened like a robbery or a disaster. Then I see some friends riding bikes and I ask them something, they respond to me saying they're going to school, I drive to school and suddenly teleport to me riding a bike in school. I'm there just before the others arrive. I feel extremely tired again and I think I just crawl back to that chair from last dream.

Even though it's just two dreams I do remember they were quiet detailed and seem to last 40 minutes each. Then take into consideration that I had barely slept that night and it's still a good result.

Tonight I had enough sleep and upon awakening I remembered most of my dreams.
However I think I might have made the biggest mistake in Lucid history, completly ignoring a clear sign that I'm dreaming while in bed. This is what happened, I red this new technique here which I thought sounded good:

My personal method of becoming lucid. If anyone is interested. : LucidDreaming

You basicly have to mimic the feeling of an action you're familiar with (like clapping your hands) in your head while you're falling asleep and when you actually start doing this you should know it's your dreambody and you are in a dream. What happened is I tried it and I clearly felled my arms and hands clapping. But instead of thinking I was in a dream I thought I was doing it to intense and thought I was clapping in my bed IRL... I FEEL SO STUPID NOW!

1. The Aurora Borealis

I was at school exiting the main building cause it was pause, when I looked up to the sky it was quiet dark yet the sun (which was in a weird low place of the sky, one it's never IRL) was large and yellow. I could see stars and clouds were slightly glowing blue, I was amazed by the view and it got even better. A beautifull aurora borealis formed and I shouted to people next to me "Look at that! It's an aurora!" I felled intensely happy. It was slightly snowing I think... Then I was teleported to the red square in Moscow looking towards the Kremlin Palace with the aurora and blue sky. I walked to a weird half-open building and some sort of stage was at the back, on the stage 5 mannequins in Napoleon-style army uniforms came out of several door with trumpets and started making music similar to happy Disney music. I've never been to Russia though.

2. Dream film

This dream was like watching a film, I saw Eddie Murphy talking with someone (a guy) about some upcoming resistance they had to prepare against a nation. (in a funny way like his films usually are) They were in some sort of hideout and then the view shifted to another location filming a woman who instructed the 2 men that they had a symbol for the team. The symbol was a horseshoe but I saw it more like a general U-shape for some reason. Next thing I hear is Eddie saying they have to show it to everyone, suddenly I overlook the small house/bungalow they are in with the grass around it and other bungalows, they mowed the grass around their bungalow in squares with inside these squares the U-shape. I thought that it was a bit dumb to show it like that cause I thought the plan had to stay secret... I think they were somewhere in America, maybe Florida.

3. Midnight snack

I was looking at a small bag with nuts in it, I saw that the nuts had different spices around them, I thought of them like crisps. My dad who stood next to me had a different snack, his nuts were larger and I think I also saw a dried pear in it. My mom who stood infront of me looked at me and I said that I would keep my nuts, otherwise my dad would eat them. My dad gave my mom a large nut and she ate it, I saw that it was a crispy nut that crumbled as she bit in it. I ate some of my own and noticed that the nuts in the bottom of the bag had a lot more different spices each, I saw this cause they had weird icons floating above them with symbols like a Pepper or a belpepper. This all took place at my school infront of the doors of the old gym. Then I was teleported to a weird place that was both the kitchen/dining room of my house and the place at school I was before. My nuts were now in a large drinking glass and I felt that my stomach was completly full. I went to the bathroom and opened a secret door that let to the kitchen.(wasn't I already in the kitchen?) I placed the glass on the table and I heard the disembodied voice of my mom telling me I have to eat all the nuts but I ignored her and went through the secret door again out of the toilet and the only thing I wanted at that point was go to bed.

4. Back at school

I was talking with a teacher I've never seen before IRL but in the dream she looked familiar. I talked about the aurora (from the first dream) and the nuts I ate (from the third dream), we stood near the old gym and the sky was still filled with blue glowing clouds. I talked about how crazy people can get when they're addicted or really want something. That moment I looked back and had a flashback of a kid going mental because he didn't get any ice-cream, that boy stood 5 meters behind us and he friendly laughed admitting he acted quiet crazy back then. Then I woke up.

So yeah, it looks like the dreams are getting more and more detailed again, and I remember more dreams every night so we're on our way to lucidity ones again!

Before I went to sleep it got really late and I ended up having almost less than 5 hours of sleep. (Not my fault though) Upon awakening in the morning I couldn't remember anything, however as I got out of bed and was confronted with clues on my way to school I started remembering everything again...

1. Am I a chainsmoker?

This dream remains very blurry but after seeing some people smoke infront of school I remembered a little bit again. I was standing outside on the street somewhere on a corner with someone else I think. In my hand I saw a very detailed cigarette, I lighted it up and smoked it. I thought of how bad that actually is for your health but it felt too good. I dropped it on the ground unfinished and grabbed another one out of my pocket. I think I smoked 6 cigarettes and everytime I smoked one I felled more and more regret of damaging my health, but it still felt too good. It's weird cause I don't smoke IRL and actually thinks it's a little bit dirty, however now that I've had this dream I understand why people like it so much and why it's such a strong addiction. Anyway, I still will never start smoking but I have more respect for people who do now.

2. Teacher rage

In school when I went to physics and entered the room I remembered that I had a dream about it. I was sitting back in the class with some of my friends and one of them asked or said a really dumb/silly thing and I sarcasticly responded "Are you really that stupid?" with a smile. Right after that the teacher walks up to me and grabs the back of my neck, he violently hauls me through the classroom and throws me at the side. I felled a lot of shame cause I looked stupid for everyone. IRL I'm not someone who gets into trouble or do anything wrong, I don't make sarcastic jokes about my friends so I'm almost thinking that it's an entirely different person in that dream.

3. A new house

I remembered this dream while I was dressing up and was almost ready to leave for school. I was in an office and a man in suit was smiling to me, for some reason I thought he was my father and we were standing in his office. I realised that it was the bottom-floor of our new house. I walked around and stopped at a computer on a desk infront of a wooden wall. I pulled the computer in half which nicely opened up and slided to the sides, behind that the wooden wall opened as a door. I went in and there were some stairs. I went up and was in a large room with windows on the front-side and a massive brownish kitchen to the back which was a bit dark. I looked up and could see the next floor through some square holes in the ceiling. I saw a large lamp hanging from the ceiling on the next floor and it had a classic-looking ceiling. For some reason it felt like that upper floor (that had no stairs leading to it) was haunted, and I knew that the bedrooms were on that level. Anyway I entered the kitchen and went left to eat something (herbs/candy/...?), the kitchen was absolutely huge almost as large as an Industrial food-factory but I liked it. Next I went down and outside, the house stood between two other large houses and had 4 floors, my sister called me and asked me how the new appartement was, I said "It's not an appartement, it's like a massive double duplex." She still called it an appartement and I then said it was a large house. Then I woke up.

Okay, first night and already have 3 dreams to talk about.

1. An average day at school.

The dream starts with me sitting in history-class and one of my friends laughing at me. It's all very cloudy but I was suddenly walking around the building and I looked up to the trees waving in the wind. I entered the class-room again and saw the teacher, suddenly I feel a strong feeling of stress. (IRL I had to do a task for him but I gave it in late and I got a warning, nothing serious though.)

2. A 2D Side-scrolling platformer...

I was in some blocky building and my view shifted from looking through my own eyes to a game-perspectif of a 2D Side-scroller with me being the main character.
I don't know why but as I went through the levels I had to refill some sort of meter. (I think it was my culture-level.) So along the way I stopped by some things that refilled it, I think first I ate a sandwich that was on the ground and then there was a cow that had a bag over it's back filled with milk which I drank from.

3. Emergency!

My mother drove up to the front door and I got out with my backpack, I think it was somewhere in the afternoon.(IRL I just walk home from school) I went inside where I saw my father laying on the ground unconscious. I saw that before that he had started cleaning the house cause he had a free day. I shouted 'FUCK!', I pulled him up and rapidly carried him outside to the car where my mother was still in. He felled very light and I had no trouble holding him. When I got to the car my mother asked me 'What happened!?', I responded "I don't know! He was on the ground!", I got in the car and pulled him in, the door of the car was still open but the rapid acceleration of the car smacked it back. We drove really fast and after a minute my father woke up, he said that he thought it was a bleeding in his head. For some reason we let him drive. We drove over a dirt road and I remember seeing a puddle on it, I said "Look out, you don't know how deep that is!", but it wasn't deep so we went over it. Then I woke up.

Hi, I'm LDman or actually my name is Tommy.
A short introduction for those who might accidently end up here:

The time that I'm writing this I'm a 16 year old guy from Belgium who has his exams starting in about 5 days.(good moment to start a new DJ...)
This might be my very first DJ on this forum but I'm not a rookie when it comes to LDing, I had my first LD about 3 years ago.
From then on I did nothing for a year until I saw the film 'Inception' which sparked my motivation for lucidity.
I started heavily researching and experimenting with every technique I've found on the net in the last 2 years, have had a DJ last year for about two weeks because it was more an experiment then a real DJ. However due to the EXTREME increase in Dream-recall and lucidity I decided after one year of school (almost, exams coming up... ) that I should start a new one.
How effective the DJ last year was you might ask?
Well at first I could normally remember 1 dream per night, the first week of keeping the journal that increased to 6... 6!
The second week of me keeping the journal I had already gotten 2 DILDs, and I wasn't even trying to.
Not only that but my waking memory exploded to the point where I could remember complete conversations from weeks ago... and THIS is why I decided to begin the journal now, using it as a hacking-tool for my exams which won't be that much a problem anyway but I'm always stressed for it.

This year without me keeping a journal or doing anything I had 15 DILDs and 2 WILDs, could remember 2-4 dreams per night and still have an extremely detailed memory...


That was quiet a long introduction comparing to most others starting a DJ here but that's the way I am and the way you will likely read my dreams.
I won't be posting them the moment I wake up cause I really don't have enough time then, I will dot down some key-words and likely start writing them in the afternoons if I can remember something by then. Well actually it won't be that much of a problem, I can already remember a dream I've had this morning and it is nearly midnight now so... I might just tell it already:

Black: Awake

Blue: Dream

Green: Other states (Sleep paralysis/Astral Projection/...)

Red: Lucid


I was in a gras-field somewhere in the England and there where some shelves scattered around like it was some open-air magazine, however the shelves were spread out like 50 meters each time. Of into the distance somewhere in the middle of the field there was a steam-train slowly coming to a stop. I was looking in a shelve for a noise filter that would stop the static noise from my headphones in my computer (real life problem) and behind some cables I found them, I was extremely happy to find them there. (still haven't found them IRL, I will order them online soon... ) Anyway, so I was happy and was ready to go to my family which I knew where near the steam-train... WHEN SUDDENLY I heard gun-shots coming from the steam-train and I panicked, I knew my family was dead by then which was depressing. I told myself "Shit, I need to get the fuck out of here!", by then a rocket was launched from the steam-train and quikly flew towards me, I dodged it and it exploded behind me, I filmed it with my Phone cause I thought it would be evidence for later. I started running towards some old bridge that went over some rails. (not those from the steam-train) There I saw a modern train was starting to leave, I knew it was my last chance so I jumped on the back while it started driving. It felt like I was in a game, I fell of and tried jumping on it again but failed. Then I woke up...


So yeah you can see how intense my normal dreams can get, and then I haven't even talked about my lucid dreams. Prepare for stories about me being chased by bears wearing clown make-up that want to rape me... seriously that happened last week in a dream but I managed to run away so don't worry.
My friends at school are usually amused when I tell them about my dreams and I understand why. I haven't had any childhood trauma's nor am I crazy so stay calm.