Linkzelda's Dream Journal

I slept late. I was too busy finishing the Cladogram assignment I had for Biology, there was no way for me to recall dreams with only 2-3 hours of sleep.

At least now I don't have to worry about anything for tomorrow! So I can sleep early and hopefully synch up with Kaomea's sleep stages for a shared dreaming attempt.

04.04.2012

Biology Cladogram, Prospective Tenants (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

First dream that I remembered, it was really vivid, and some things were out of place, but it's funny how it was since I have a cladogram assignment to finish before today.

Dream 1: Biology Cladogram

I'm inside a Biology Laboratory, the environment is remarkably accurate to the one in waking life. There is faded gold-ish flooring to it, white lighting, and windows to the sides.

The tables have black tops, with the shiny brown and wooden cabinets with drawers and such supporting it, just like the ones in waking life, along with the light brown stools to sit on as well.

There's this person who looks like my lab partner in waking life, let's call him "Ley." Ley was telling me about the cladogram assignment.

One thing that I didn't catch to do an RC was that I normally sat at the far end of the set of lab tables in waking life, but I was sitting to the left side, and since each side had a set of stools, this meant I was close to other people who had their backs facing me.

Ley is wearing a brown jacket I believe, some dark blue jeans, but I can't remember the color of his shirt, it's a warm color, at least.

In his hand, it seems it is a folded up maroon paper that would would extend maybe 2-3 feet if opened. He finished the Cladogram assignment apparently, and I realize I haven't finished mine as yet.

The TA (teacher's assistant) wasn't here in the dream at all, but she probably was because I wasn't trying to paying attention to her at first.

The reason why I'm declaring that is when Ley showed me how to set up his Cladogram, I felt like someone was watching me, or it was just being cognizant that since this assignment does not allow collaboration with another classmate that made me quick in how I turned my head to see his folded up paper.

His choice with the color of the paper, along with it being in black ink wasn't even legible. The things that I saw on it were links, and a few think boxes linking each other to rectangles with curved corners.

It seemed more like a concept map rather than a Cladogram with just lines and a few curves. I try to take a peek, since he's offering to show me where to start at least, but I quickly look back the other way because I still feel the TA is in front of us trying to explain something.

I stopped looking after two peeks, and just paid attention to what was in front of me.

A projector screen was placed far back at the front of us in the middle, just like in waking life. It had a few messages on the board, and they were actually pretty stable in syntax.

I can't remember exactly, but the general message it was trying to portray was about the Cladogram Assignment we had to do, and what would happen if students turned it in late, some general things, but I'm glad the dream managed to have clear and legible spelling for once (other than the material on Ley's paper).

I stand up, and I decide I should go work with the people around me, but then I see a girl sitting alone on the far right side of where I'm sitting (I'm still on the left side of this table).

She looks a lot like someone I met in High School, but I can't figure who it was exactly.

She had brown and long hair, her facial composition was small, which made her cheeks stand out a little more, which augmented the cuteness factor big time. I believe she had freckles, and was probably wearing a little mascara, or was just using eyelash makeup to lure attention to her eyes.

She was wearing a light blue shirt, and her jeans, I'm not going to describe them too much, because it's probably wishful thinking to presume they were butt-lifting jeans, but because she looked like the girl I met in waking life, she did wear jeans to elevate her ass.

And the fact that her waist was wide, and having an hour glass shape (with the bottom a little wider than her top) along with perky breasts to accommodate her skinny top region just screamed "Fertility."

I believe she was a little annoyed with my presence, probably because I was showing someone else some magazines containing some adult content. After a while, I closed it and forgot about them altogether, and I basically stayed close to the girl from what I can remember.

Dream 2: Prospective Tenants

It seems people are checking out the house we're in, and I presume this because someone that looked like my mother was telling them to look around without any concern.

I was resting on my side, probably watching something, and I see more of what seems to be the relatives of the tenants. They were all Asian with black hair.

As much as I want to remember something, Chemistry Exam starting 3:55PM today, so, I better start studying again just to make sure I don't go to the room and not remember anything for it.

Yeah, not really going to worry about recall, Chemistry Exam tomorrow.

04.01.2012

Shower, Desserts, Stitch, Medicine, Kaomea Search, Embarrassment, Back-stabbing, Aly MSN, Crown

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Shower in Bedroom

I was showering in a bedroom in a house that looks familiar to me, except that the shower literally was in the bathroom.

What I mean by that is that there's shower head on top of a bedroom ceiling spraying water for me to take a shower. Even though there are people around me, I don't really mind being naked getting myself wet and clean for some odd reason.

There's this Asian woman I believe who is coming in, and it looks like my father is helping her check the house out. My mother was there too, should've done a RC there, anyway, the Asian woman was kind of cute.

She's wearing a white dress shirt along with a black or grey business shirt. Her hair is pure black, and her skin done is brown, but only slightly.

While I'm showering, there's this guy that looks like R, a friend of my father, who is next to me. I don't really pay too much attention to him, since I'm still showering. My mother, who somehow is still in this dream, was saying something to my father that he could turn off the T.V. with the remote.

I make a hand motion to her to make her stop, because the T.V. isn't really bothering whatever he's doing, but she's not seeing anything I'm doing, so instead of feeling awkward, I stood still for a while, and then went back to showering myself.

The dream shifts to where I'm outside now, and I see the same Asian woman inside riding a Jeep or some variant of it. Apparently, she's a real estate agent, because I see "For Lease" signs in the trunk of the vehicle.

The vehicle had tinted windows, but it was late afternoon, so the glare from the sun helped with seeing through things. I believe she's parking to go to another house.

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 2: Desserts, Desserts, Desserts!

Now that I recall this dream, I do remember Alyzarin telling me something about Cheesecake Factory one time, and how she went there, oh well, I didn't see anyone familiar or anything like that
I'm going inside a store that makes cakes, pastries and all sorts of deserts. I head to the left, and I see cheesecake, and they have.....

SAMPLES!!!!!!!

I go get a knife, and the samples are in bite size squares. I was confused if it was sharp cheddar cheese since it did look slightly orange, but I stack them laterally on the knife.

Someone tells me that I shouldn't go overboard with the amount, but they said it in a joking manner.

I start to eat these bite size pieces, but I don't recall tasting anything.

Dream 3: Creature Looks like Stitch From Lilo & Stitch

Lol, before I tell this dream, when I saw Stitch, and wake up to recall this, I automatically thought, HAWAII!!! Kaomeaaaaaaa!

I'm in a cave, it has a mystical feel to it. There's water pouring, and I believe the sound is associating with the online alarm site I had playing of "Water" to help me sleep (like using a white noise).

The area that I'm in, it was like a natural spiraling path going downwards. What I mean is that there's this huge vertical rock in the middle, and there's rock plates forming together to make a spiral around it as surface to walk on

The best example I can use for this is that it was similar to the environment that Emil went to in Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of a New world where he was close to the final fight against Alice and that lover of hers, Decus. (The area is the Ginnungagaap I think, yeah, I know long word, I had to google that myself, even though I beat the game several times xD)

The atmosphere was calm, tranquil, and it felt so empty. I see a creature, who has various shades of blue along with a very short composition. It looked like Stitch from the show "Lilo & Stitch," but it was so weird looking that using Stitch as an example is the best way I can try and describe.

I think it had tentacles on its face, but that's something I'm still not sure on. Apparently, someone tells me that I have to go to it when I want to get something changed. I don't know what exactly, maybe a change like body change, or maybe a change in emotion, I wasn't given much insight.

I do go towards the creature, and I do it slowly, it turns around, but I still can't make a good facial description of it.

I can't remember too much on what happens next.

Dream 4: Medicine?

This dream seems to be me in a stop animation production scene, because the only things I saw were hands popping out of random small doors near the floor, probably to help with concealing human involvement.

The hand is doing random things from throwing objects, or placing something in the middle.

The flooring a gray and there's white lights on top, your usual long and vertical white lighting placed laterally on the ceiling.

I think I kick around a few objects and continue moving forward somewhere. Then I see a sign that says Medicine, but in horrible spelling, like "Medisone" or "Medicoone," somewhere around those words.

Then when I'm past this area, I look back and there's this random person sitting down. I've seen this person in my dreams, but it was a loooooooooooong time ago, and he's just sitting there doing something. Then he tries to throw objects at me, ranging from green pencils or pens.

I dodge all of them, and I'm using the door in front of me to deflect most of them anyway. I grab a pencil/pen, and throw it back at him, and we continue doing this for a while until I got bored and left.

At least it wasn't Kaomea throwing a pair of scissors at me. I'm joking Kaomea!!!!!

Dream 5: I will find you Kaomea....(WILD)

After moving around to my sides a little bit from the WBTB time finishing from me recalling the previous 4 dreams, I feel this sensation that I'm being elevated, or that my body is getting more lighter.

I've had times where I felt I would lose connection with this sensation, but I just kept still to finally arrive somewhere. I knew I had to have been unconscious for a while, but the Rain music that was continuously playing for a while helped with awareness.

I wake up, I already know that I'm dreaming because I felt the sensation of going into the dreaming plane. I wake up in a random house.

It was a small bedroom, and I look a window to see that it's close to raining outside, I feel like I'm in a basement because the window was one of those where you have to peek a little higher to see what's going on ground level.

I look at the T.V. that's nearby me, and I'm seeing the Saving and Loading Screen for Resident Evil 4. There's nobody playing it at all, so I just watch in curiosity to see if this automatic movement of the game activating would give me a message.

When the game finally loads, I see Albert Wesker, and soon I realize it's the Mercenaries mini-game that is being activated by itself. I try to look at the white font text on the screen to see if the T.V. was trying to give me a message.

The first set of white font text while Albert Wesker is busy shooting Las Plagas enemies seems to appear in Spanish, and I couldn't understand anything from that.

The next sets that I recall seemed to be making fun of how Albert Wesker's intentions in ruling the world someday with non-zombie invasions.

(Because in Resident Evil 4, Las Plagas did not make the host into a zombie, it just controlled them and made them look like they were like zombies with red eyes and everything, but they still kept they're human traits. The only think that would be different is that they looked a little bit more darker).

After a few seconds of watching Albert Wesker shooting, I get out of the bedroom, then I find myself in the small hallway in my apartment. It was dark, but looking ahead I could see that the blinds near the front entrance where glowing a little bit with light. It was a gray light, and I knew it had to be raining or something.

Before I advanced any further, I stay within the exit to my bedroom, and was close to a few light switches. I didn't notice it at first but the light switches were on the right instead of the left like they were in waking life.

Since walls where narrow in this hallway, it was enough for me to tempt myself to jump, and spread my legs mid-air to rest on my back on the right wall.

Basically I had one feet that stayed in place on the right side, and extended my other leg to left side. It felt kind of weird for me to do this, I think I even managed to stick to the ceiling looking down on the floor!

But that moment lasted for a few seconds, and I'm back to resting my back on the wall with my feet helping me stay off the ground.

I take my right arm and move down a little bit to feel for any light switches, I try to turn both of them on, nothing.

"Right," I told myself.

(I said that in one word because it validated that I was dreaming because the light switches didn't turn on).

I felt the dream starting to fade, and I forgot to do a stabilization technique, and got out of tune with my dream body for a few seconds.

I find myself back in waking life for a few seconds, but I didn't move or anything, I just see the back of my eyes are gray and has that type of gray mystical field of vision that's wavy and everything, and then I get back into the dream. (DEILD)

I put myself down back to ground level, and as I'm getting closer and closer to the door to get out of my apartment, I believe I check the blinds first before I go in blind faith of where the door will take me.

I see it's just like a replica of my apartment, so I go outside, but not all the way. I feel something to the right side of me, like one of those one strapped bags, but it felt like my laptop case to the right side of me.

I didn't pay attention to it too much.

It was still raining, and I knew this was because of the "Rain" setting I had on the Online Alarm clock to play was white noise in waking life.

I told myself with confidence, "I will find you Kaomea....."

Since I knew I was near my apartment environment, and since I don't have that much power to just summon up a portal or something and go to Hawaii or even the Alaskan beach shared dreaming location we set up, I decided I should at least use my ability to run fast.

I prepare myself to run, but before I could even feel the sensation of the rain hitting my skin, the dream fades again.

I wake up again, but I still keep my eyes closed. Since I'm in the intermediate state with being half-awake, half-asleep, I categorized this dream with "Resident Evil 4" in my head, because of what I was doing watching the T.V. in the dream.

I relied on that categorization to help with the potential DEILD I could have, but I ended up being unconscious for the next few sets of dreams.

Dream 6: Embarrassment

The dream starts off to where I'm hanging out with a girl I never hanged out with before, I don't even know why I didn't do a RC, because I haven't been with someone to hang out with for a long time.

She looks a lot like Chelsea, one of my group partners in my first Biochemistry course when we had to do a presentation on a certain drug.

I'm not going to say what exactly just to remain slightly anonymous from her.

Chelsea is wearing a light blue shirt, and is wearing dark blue sports shirts. After walking around with her for a while, she tells me while smiling,

"Hey, instead of me and you going to a hotel together, I think it's best if I go back to my dorm room."

You.............did.....not....just.....tell....me ....THAT....in front...of these.........people!!!

Since we were near a small crowd of people, (I realized I was inside of the Hookah station, or something like it. It's bar near a few fast food areas, don't let the name fool you.

The reason why I'm presuming I was in the bar is because when I was looking at Chelsea, I looked outside with my peripheral vision, and saw the narrow street lanes, and it had to be outside near college main and the intersection).

A couple of guys made the "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOh" sound and laughed a little bit after Chelsea told me this.

I don't know why she would tell me this, or what the hell we could be doing for her to say that we should basically go back to where we live.

To save myself from embarrassment, I told her,

"Yeah, I have to go to a tutor at 7PM."

She acknowledges it, and we go our separate ways. I don't pay attention to where she's headed, she most likely vanish because I doubt that was the real Chelsea.

I leave the bar, and the dream environment is a little different, I go to my right and move forward, then I find myself stuck between a lady trying to move her car out of a parking spot, and it was really narrow that I was forced to wait for her.

Her car was green, and pretty generic in its composition, and she's moving the car slowly because there's two more vehicles to the sides that are too close to her car. It ends up causing a dent on the front side of her vehicle, but she doesn't seem to care.

By this time, I couldn't tell if I was still stuck when she was backing up, I probably just stoon on top of one vehicle to see how this woman is going to back up without damaging the other vehicles.

Dream 7: Back-stabbing

I'm in a dark area, seems like your classic creepy mansion. The room I'm in had a fancy carpet in the middle with some fancy stuff and bookshelves surrounding it.

I find myself being shifted to another environment, and it looks like I'm outside of the mansion or castle or whatever, and it's still night time.

I realize my back is being braced against a huge column, and my perspective is a little weird for a moment.

Imagine bracing yourself behind a wall, you can't really see much behind you unless you do some peeking to the left and right, but for me, it was like I was staring at myself bracing against the wall.

There's this huge Black dude in a Black long jacket. It looked like the Black dude from one of those Resident Evil movies, but that's just using a general comparison.

He's guarding the area in the middle of the 4 columns placed in a square formation. And he's looking at the area I'm hiding in, but he doesn't know that I'm there. Oh, and he has a really huge freaking weapon, like a really huge Shotgun.

All that he's doing is turning his body right or left, and when he does that, I peek in the opposite direction. I waited for a while to advance, but it seems instead of shifting to the right (he just shifted to the left), he takes another shift to the left.

Whoooooooooooops.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM! The shot literally demolishes the whole column I'm next to.

I barely dodge the shot by taking a small dive to the ground when he finds me out, and I try to hide to the column to the left of me, but that would be useless since he's already found me out.

The dream resets to me bracing against the column again, and I knew the guy would to those random formations where he shifts his body to the same direction twice.

I still was detected by him, but instead of trying to fight him I told him,

"Look, I already know I can't defeat you, that's impossible right now, can you at least show me who is your leader?"

Without even answering, the leader shows up out of a dark area. He looks like Steve Carell with glasses on.

Now that I'm awake recalling this, you have to be freaking kidding me....LOL...so much for looking like a fearless leader.

He doesn't say a lot in this dream, I'm just explaining why I'm here.

I tell him that I wanted to be part of his group, because I have intel from an enemy of his who thinks that I'm only working for him, and told him that I would be back-stabbing the other leader, which is Steve Carell.

He doesn't really take it too seriously, since I am working for him, but I didn't tell him that I'm only helping both sides for my own benefit, but I don't know for what though.

He talks, but it's like he's saying random shit to make it look like he understands me. He starts pointing at something like he's comprehending what I'm saying, but I just ...I just... lol, really?!!?

This guy is a leader??????

To be honest, if I was lucid, I would've just woken up from this fail leader. It's not Steve Carell that I was disappointed in, it was just that when I barely dodge a shotgun shot from some tall Black dude, you'd think that their leader would be a little MORE bad-ass than that?

Not the glasses man, not the glasses, it doesn't help with your "evil" visage.

Dream 8: Alyzarin

I wake up (FA), and I go to my laptop, and I go on MSN, and find that Alyzarin is online. (She's going somewhere at the moment, so she couldn't have been online, but I guess I was too excited to tell her what happened lol).

We chat around a little bit, and I forgot most of what we were talking about.

Dream 9: Crown

I believe I'm Link (this is just a video game simulation most likely), but just a weird version of him. He's like a variant of Windwaker's Link and other Links I'm presuming, can't remember exactly on his facial structure.

The dream is pretty vivid, but I didn't really pay too much attention to the environment, except for the fact that it seemed I was in a city that was in the sky (Skyward sword association probably, but I never played it).

Someone awards me with a golden crown, I didn't really think of it as anything useful, but the text below (like you would see when you get an item from a chest or person) said that wearing this crown allows you to double the speed for you to use an item or a weapon.

I just run around like a dimwit, trying to test out this crown I'm wearing, and there are command prompts on what actions can help you use it's function. I saw the Wii remote animations on the top screen while playing the game.

Don't remember much after I recall myself dashing like crazy in a random area of this sky city.

Dang it! Again with these False Awakenings!!

I wanted to take another attempt to sleep again, but it's 10:24 AM right now GMT -5:00, so I might as well put this as an entry now.

Damn it, I was lucid, had the intention to find Kaomea, but forgot to do stabilization techniques.

But again the lucid dream was vivid and looked stable, I just don't understand why the dream started to fade. Maybe it was from adrenaline, but I didn't feel any kind of rush, the least I felt was just anticipation of find her.

Well, no use complaining about it now...it's already done and gone.

03.31.2012

Birds, Oneironaut Zero Cycling, Telekinesis, Runescape Video Recording, Drive, Tower, Video, House (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Birds

Outside was really bright and sunny, I was sitting somewhere, I think near a cut off tree stump that's in the middle of concrete. I don't know what I'm doing, but it's attracting birds to come close to me.

Then for a while, I see a construction worker trying to park a really weird construction vehicle. It was one of normal ones you see that could pick and drop things like dirt, grass, etc. The construction worker is failing when he's trying to park the vehicle.

He was going so fast that I heard the vehicle go, "REEEEE ROOOO REEEE ROOOOO!" each time he went in and out of the small area he tried to park into.

He eventually gave up and carried the vehicle somewhere else. However, he rode it like a bicycle, it had pedals and everything, but its composition was so abstract that the lower region couldn't have supported the large torso of the construction machine.

I put my attention back looking at the birds really close to me. It was the typical brown ones you see here in Texas, and they're literally looking at me, and it felt so nice to have them around me.

They were either really brave to be near me, or maybe I had a positive energy that made them want to be around me. Then after getting into birds surrounding me, more come, and they're small gray birds.

I could feel some on my shoulder, and one accidentally flew into my right ear. I could tell because I heard some echoing with my right ear. It kind of tickled, and I basically spend the rest of the dream being around birds.

Dream 2: Oneironaut Zero Cycling

Okay, this time, I knew this was O in this dream. There was this huge gray fence with the holes in between each link, and I'm riding my bicycle.

I see a person, who looks Black, wearing a white vest and long white sports pants. There were red stripes going down vertically along the sides of the vest and the pants.

I couldn't catch up to O, he was going way too fast with his bicycle, which had yellow on the metal I believe, kind of like the bicycle I saw him use recently in post pictures of your everyday life.

I eventually went to spectator mode, and I'm seeing things from above so that everyone looks small from where I'm elevating. O is just going crazy around the corners....is it even possible to drift with a bicycle?!??!

He does this for a few laps around this huge barrier fence, until he stops near the entrance to get into it. My consciousness and/or body shifts back to the surface.

He said something along the lines of saying this was a great workout.

Then there's a laptop near the both of us. I wanted to log in, but I had to go somewhere in the mean time, probably to use the restroom.

But when I looked at the laptop, it seemed that I had saved information at the log-in screen, so I wouldn't have to type my password.

I wanted to leave, but I was worried O would log in into my account, so I just stay near the laptop. xD

Dream 3: Telekinesis

I was in a fairly large room, with a good amount of people, mostly females, actually, I think all were females at the time. The environment, the floor was dark brown, and it had a shine to it, and the walls I believe were gray bricks, the kind that has been painted over to make it smooth.

There were several purple light objects, it looked like plastic table cloth jumbled up, placed on the floor.

I was practicing Telekinesis with it by making them elevate about 5 feet or so from the ground, flip them over, and then put them back down. I do this for a while, having a bit too much fun with it.

Then I sit on the floor near some table and some mini brick ledge. There were females sitting on the other side of where I am, with their legs extending outward completely, resting on the wall.

One was blonde, that's for sure, and she's talking to another female that I can't make a good description of. I decided to use Telekinesis on one of their backpacks.

The backpack was white I believe, with brown handles, but it had a slightly dark color to it, probably from small dust and it being on the floor.

I moved it up a few feet from the ground, just like I did with the light purple objects, and I think the girl gets annoyed that I'm doing this a few times.

I stop, and there's this girl next to me. She's petite in size, really beautiful girl. Her cheeks had this glow to them, maybe it was the make up.

She had long black or brown hair, along with wearing a gray hoodie I believe, not to sure on that, but she was concealing most of her top region.

She was talking to me about something, then told me,

"Your handsome."

It takes a while for me to try and respond because it came so suddenly, then I declared,

"Thank you," and smiled at her. I noticed that when I said that, I was laying prone on my side, use my arm to support my head.

Then we went back to another conversation, I believe we were talking about dissections. She later tells me that she never did a dissection in class before.

I asked her, "You never did a dissection!?!?!?" and I look at her for a while, still surprised from this. She told me that she didn't want to overload herself with hard classes.

I responded saying that I took a lot of AP and Pre-AP courses in High School during one semester that I can't remember I told her, probably my senior year, where I only had one regular class.

I can't remember much after saying that, maybe seeing a person who is near us standing up talking with someone else, I'm not sure.

Dream 4: Runescape Video Recording

Apparently, I'm recording, or watching a recorded video of someone in Proselyte armor, Helm of Neitiznot, the old Dragonfire Shield design, dragon boots, whip, and even had a pair of dragon claws in their inventory as well.

They were picking up some items in an area that had a turquoise setting it, maybe it was the Ancient Caverns. The video was running smoothly, didn't see any kind of static or lag from it.


Woke up from those set of dreams for a WBTB, wanted to meet Melanieb in a dream, but that failed.

Dream 5: Late Night Drive

I'm driving on the slow lane in a car late at night, don't know why I didn't RC, because I only drove a car once in my life.

Dream 6: Underwater Clock Tower?

I remember having to swim underwater to fix some gears with a clock tower. It was pretty dark when I reached the gears room. Everything is flooded, so it makes things even harder because to relocate one gear meant putting more force.

I get near some of the gears, and had to attach something for it to connect, some kind of magnetic object.

The dream shifts to where I'm talking with some people, but I can't remember who, all I know is that I was in a dark blue pseudo space dimension.

Dream 7: Facebook Video

I posted a video as a comment on a person's status to add some humor to something, but it ends up being some guy ramming fairly huge objects into a women's private parts.

I think some person commented below me and had horrible spelling, but I can't remember what he typed exactly, but I knew it wasn't a good response towards the video I posted.

Dream 8: Searching Around House???

I can't remember this one too clearly, but I was in a house looking for something. I was with somebody, but I can't remember their facial or body composition.

03.30.2012

Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress, I'm The END, Short Seats (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I took a nap that ended up being a little bit too late to take one.

Dream 1: Castle Infiltration & Lady in Red Dress

I'm starting out in an awkward position to conceal myself in this dream. This dream had a few resets and moments where I was close to being caught.

I remember being side a fancy area with gray tiling and gray brick walls, and there's red carpet in the middle of every path to walk on. I hear a man talking about something to some guards, but I can't remember what exactly.

I had to be really careful of the guards, because they had some weird formation that apparently preventing them from having gaps whenever they turned their back at me.

I remember there being some reset in the dream when I was caught because I underestimated the guards.

Here's something new, most of them were blonde females in red latex outfits. I don't know if I should be afraid of them, or fantasize their amazing bodies in this dream, but they looked like serious business.

After the guy is done talking, I put myself against the wall, slowly moving to the left to see that he's this close from me, but because the area I'm in an area for things to be hung up as decorations, he doesn't bother going through the mini-hallway.

I see what's near the hall way, and I head outside to the door to the right of me quickly before the guards turned out.

I think there was another instance where I was hiding in the mini-hallway again, but this time, I was leaning at the right side to see the guards and the guy interacting with each other.

Since they were closer to the exit, that meant I could hide on the other side.

The area that's next to the mini-hallway I was in was formatted into a square, so there would be guards at each corner, but since they all gathered to listen to what that guy was declaring, I quickly went to the left side of the square hallway.

I see the blonde females in red latex suits move the opposite direction, and I quickly leave out to the door.

Somewhere along in those moments, there was one female who got closer to where I was hiding inside the mini-hall way with decorations and red carpet.

She actually came into the small room, and instead of staying there and making her tell the other guards, I quickly dash towards her, grabbed her neck, held it really tight, and then stabbed her in her stomach.

I didn't pull the dagger/knife out, I was still holding onto her neck, and slowly helped her descend to the ground. I believe she had brown hair, the type that had a shine to it, and her face was sort of pure with a light apricot skin tone to it.

She was wearing a red dress, not a latex suit. But because I was worried that someone might've heard the dagger penetrating through her, and her coughing blood once, I didn't bother to ask who she was before she really died.

She was completely different from the guards, she didn't have any weapons or anything, she just came in at the wrong time. I look her dead body, gazing at her cold and blank stare at me. She still has her mouth opened, and there's blood dripping out to the side.

Her skin tone started to become even more pale, and her arms are spread out. I couldn't do anything but leave the area.

If you want to talk to me, and make yourself less likely to be killed or injured, at least don't wear the same color as the other female guards!

Why am I killing people so recklessly in these dreams?

Dream 2: I'm The END, Escape from Bicycle

The title may be a little confusing, but I was "The End", I'm sure I was because even though things were in third perspective, I could feel myself being him.

He's basically this old guy who is supposed to be remarkable with sniper weapons and hiding overall in Metal Gear Solid 3, and if you managed to get him to cough up some items, you can get the camouflage that has the best percentage to conceal yourself in the game I believe.

I'm in some desert area, and there's a guard base. Since I'm using the camouflage of his that can alter to most environments, I didn't have to worry about guards finding me.

There's wide and big light brown tiling format I'm on that matched the sand's color.

I was prone (still in third person perspective), and there's a guard in front of me. I'm near his feet, I ponder if I should grab them and make him trip, but I decided to quickly stand up and grab the back of his neck.

I could feel how hard "The End" was choking this person from behind, I can feel the vibrations and the guard having no chance against him.

The guard falls to the floor, and then I find myself shifting consciousness somewhere else. The dream shifts to where I'm trying to escape an area full of guards and tanks with machine guns and turrets attached at weird parts of them.

There's a set of bicycles lined up at a bicycle rack, and most people are trying to escape, but none of the bicycles are moving, something is locking them.

It seems that the guards didn't care I was there anymore, because they're busy running for their lives as well. I was in a large and dark garage, probably where they stored their weapons and vehicles.

It opens up, and a guard that looks like a soldier in desert gear is getting on a bicycle, waiting for the garage door to open up. I see there's a bicycle next to him, and as he heads out, I quickly rush to it.

The bicycle was blue I think, and one of those with the curved metal handles at the ends. I'm trying to pedal, but I have to pedal too much, and it's not really going fast to compensate the effort I'm giving it.

I tried shifting gears so that it would be a little harder to pedal, but it would not go faster. While I'm riding awkwardly, there's some person to the left of me trying to get on a bicycle, but he can't ride it because it's locked somehow.

He asks himself, "What the hell is going on?"

I don't know if he was asking me, because I was too busy trying to escape whatever it is I'm running from.

Dream 3: Short seats At Lunch

I'm waiting at one of the lines at a random school, and I take a while on what I want to buy, even though I had enough to eat on my tray. I go to the cashier, but I can't remember paying for anything.

I sit near these group of people, mostly females, and the seating is really awkward, the seating was really low for comfortable eating.

I basically sit there feeling like a dimwit, trying to come up with a way to make myself seem normal around these people.

03.30.2012

Oneironaut Zero or Blade Home Invasion?? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Oneironaut zero or Blade Home Invasion?

The person looked a lot like O, but it could've just been my mind associating something related to him, Blade, or even Morpheus.

Before this dream, I was listening to the Cowboy Bebop Ending Song. It's been so long since I've listened to it, it really makes me depressed, but the music (especially the full version) is so enticing to me. I guess seeing the images pan over after the other makes me think a lot about how fragile your life can really be, but that's just me, it's hard to explain.

Just the music and the pictures really makes you feel like you're trapped doing all of these things in life, the basic things, the things that make you vulnerable....

I don't want to think too much about why I met Spike for a few seconds in a dream I had last night, but the fact that there could be symbolism like a fading star representing someone's death, which is what was apparent at the last episode before showing a picture of Spike at the end of the series, the choir, etc., things that made it look like he was going to die.

And the quote he says before going to the Red Dragon's lair (an organization) to kill Vicious

"I'm not going there to die. I'm going to find out if I'm really alive."

And when the Wikia talked about how he lives like he's in a "dream-state"

Spike's attitude of living in a "dream-like" existence is displayed by his careless behavior and his nonchalant attitude towards dangerous or outright fatal situations....

He also is shown to enjoy sleeping, and that may tie into his mantra of 'living a dream.'

I wonder why Spike appeared in my dream, and then flashed away, like a fading star dying....


I'm talking to my father about something, and then he tells me that he thinks that I'm annoying for some reason. Something along with how I'm some kind of distraction.

After a while, I could tell he was just in rage over something else, and was just saying that to me because he was in the heat of the moment, but after he calmed down a bit, he tried to apologize to me indirectly again by trying to be nice to me.

He asked me,

"Can I play this game called Runescape?"

I respond, "No."

Then he wants to play The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess, and at first I wanted to say "No" to that as well, but I just didn't really care what he did at this point, seeing as he's making himself pathetic trying to apologize to me without using direct words.

He disappears, which doesn't bother me at all, the dream was set for afternoon, maybe around 4-5PM where it's still bright outside.

I go near the entertainment center of the house (the cabinet center is what I'm talking about), and I see that there's some weird looking Nintendo console in front of me.

I fiddle around with other things surrounding it, like seeing Zelda collectables. I was pondering if my father was buying this for me to try and suck up to me for being mad at me, but I let the possibility fade away really quick.

Surprisingly, the vividness of this dream was amazing, seeing how I slept around 3-3.5 hours. I did not do a reality check inside the house unfortunately, perfect chance for me to be lucid, since I'm at my apartment in waking like.

I open the container that looked like some part of a DVD player eject out a Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess Wii Disc. It was exactly like the CD (almost), with the gold-ish tint, and the picture of Link holding a sword to where he has it angled towards the ground instead of upwards.

(Just imagine the image of link on the right being on the CD with a gold-ish color)

I put back the CD to get something to eat, and it seems I take a quick bite out of something that was probably Fish Cakes.

It tasted like red salmon, and then I realize I didn't heat it up, because it tasted weird when it was cold. Then I forget to do that altogether since I look outside because the backyard door is opened.

At first, I see some random DCs, I'm presuming are neighbors, walking their way to their homes as well. For some odd reason, I imagined things like,

"What if a tiger randomly popped in from the backyard?" (that was probably and association where I was watching the AVG tiger toothpick commercial on YouTube....check it out )

I let the thought fade away, and then for some reason, I immediately drop to the floor on purpose to land prone on the right side of my body extended out.

I get my right hand out, and aim for outside, and shadowed the form of a gun with it, and then said, "Bang!" as I imitated the recoil of shooting a gun.

(I know that motion I did just had to be my association with interpreting why Spike from Cowboy Bebop was in my dream yesterday).

I had a little fun pretending I'm shooting a gun for a while, almost feeling like a kid for a few seconds aiming my fingers and random points outside.

Eventually, seeing how I was alone in the house, I felt that I might as well close the door, since I didn't really feel like going outside.

I get back up, quickly dash to the side of the door that was opened and extended to the right.

For those few seconds, just those few seconds of the quick dash, I see someone trying to come into the house through the SAME door.

I barely saw their visage to the right of the door window, and saw that they were wearing shades. The person had a dark skin tone, he was Black.

He wore a gray, white, or silver vest, and it seems they were sleeveless because they were ripped out. The guy had muscular arms from what I saw in the few seconds of looking at him. He wore short pants, maybe blue or Khaki, not too sure on that.

I almost had the feeling where I'm questioning if this person is Oneironaut Zero, or Blade, but the feelings started to fade because my main mood was to wonder what the heck am I going to do to defend myself.

I also think I was in denial in it possibly being O or Blade because of how they tried to enter the house by crouching down instead of just coming in casually.

To describe this mood of mine, imagine having no guns, and knowing that the person trying to come in could be armed, so now you feel so weak because of this, so you try to find anything sharp, and hope that wherever you hide wouldn't be the obvious choice for the invader to investigate.

Basically, just making anything that's metal and sharp into a potential murder weapon.

The person couldn't see me because there is a small transparent gray cloth I believe hanging over the window of the door.

I slammed the door immediately, locked the two silver locks, take one more quick glance at who was outside the backyard.

The person looks pretty serious, and I assume it's just someone trying invade the house silently, and I still think he thought the door just slammed shut because of the wind or something.

He tries to fiddle around with the lock from the outside, and I take this time to turn around immediately, and since I'm in the kitchen, I immediately gear my attention to the knives.

They were conveniently placed 1-2 feet away from me.

(Another reality check I could've done because I knew in waking life, those knives where set a little bit further from the backyard door, but I guess I wasn't serious about awareness of the environment I'm in, despite me looking around seeing weird things happening).

I quickly grabbed one knife out of fear, and then decided to get another. With one knife in each hand, I felt a little safer. I started to think about how I would kill the DC that was trying to lock-pick the door and invade the house.

I decided that I should hide behind the pantry, but that would be stupid, because I was worried that the person would check that first because it was the first thing you could see on your left if you come through the door leading to the backyard.

I believe I even thought of what would happened if I hid behind the pantry door as well, but at the same time, I felt I was already in the pantry door.

I was so afraid, despite having two weapons in my hands, and I think I hear the door slightly open.

I wake up, but my eyes did not open, I could've went into a DEILD and tried to see what happened, but in all honestly, I was afraid because I swore that person looked like Oneironaut Zero or Blade.

And I opened my eyes, but they wanted to close back, so I opened it again.

Did that just really happen? I do a RC to make sure it wasn't a FA when I woke up from it.

And I could've used that fear to try out the Flying Thunder God Technique if I was lucid and was actually trying to be strategic....seeing as this would be a situation where close quarters combat is almost inevitable.

And if I mastered the technique out of fear, the moment the person blinked their eyes to see I'm hidden in the pantry or whatever, it would already be too late because I would be right behind them.

Too bad I didn't use my brain for once....

EDIT

Dream 2: Okay Father....

I don't want to recall the details here, but basically, I was in a car I believe with my father and mother, that's weird.....still didn't do a reality check for that...

I was listening to their ignorance, and it really made me pissed, I insulted my mother, and then my father tells me to apologize to her and calm down.

"Okay father....." in my attempt to be chilled, still wanting to release rage to the both of them.


Dream 3: Ping pong balls..

I can't remember much about this one, except that I was playing tennis with ping pongs that eradicated when you slammed them hard enough. They burst like water balloons.

Dream 4: Adult stuff...

Nothing special, just looking at some adult scenes that I never seen before on my Zune HD.

03.29.2012

Kaomea in White Dress? Short Pink Dress...Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Kaomea or Lady in White Dress?

I can't remember much about this dream other than the fact that I think I met Kaomea in a white dress (I'm not too sure if it was her or someone else, never saw her in a white dress in a dream, mostly red or some outfit with a red color). I was trying to fuse with her, and when we did, we would teleport somewhere I believe.

After this, there was this weird inter-dimension (like a medium to be between that had a really dark pink space time of background to it. There was this random floating surface that was light pink, and it was gridded, but I don't know the exact number of squares.

The whole perspective in this shift was me spectating and see things in third person perspective.

There were small little dream characters, and I believe I was on the square as well, and I was trying to avoid them because everyone can phase and fuse into each other if they stood on the same square, which would apparently let them have a shared dream.

I think I managed to avoid them, barely escaping other DCs. They didn't move as fast, but it was like playing a game of chess, one move I made, would initiate someone to move somewhere else to get closer to me or someone else.

I think somewhere in another dream shift, I met Spike from Cowboy Bebop as well.

(I think this was because I was playing Chess on the computer because I couldn't connect to the Internet late last night).

Dream 2: Short Pink Dress....Alyzarin?

I was sitting down near a table with a few people. I know there was at least one female, and maybe a friend of hers who was also a girl.

The first girl I mentioned, she was wearing one of these two variations:

1. A really short pink (slightly dark pink) skirt dress that had the length of going all the way down where it barely covered her private parts. She was probably wearing panties, but the skirt was so short that if one was going under her, they could see whatever it is there.

2. A really short skirt, with a pink blouse with thin straps for her arms to go through.

She was also wearing a long black rain jacket (the one with that velvet kind of feel to it).

She had black hair (with some shine to it, but that was probably the light bouncing off), it was short, maybe going all the way down to her chin or at least the bottom ends of her ears.

Her skin tone, she had a peach color or apricot color to it, but it was a little dark, just slightly.

She was talking to me about something, and things are first-person perspective for me when I'm listening to her talk.

Eventually, I stood up moved a little closer to her, and spread my arms out.

At first she's wondering what I'm doing, she's still sitting down, but she answers her own question and said something along the lines of,

"Oh, because I stopped doing.......(something)"

And she gets up and hugs me as well.

I think the only people I would think about hugging naturally like that would be Alyzarin, Kaomea, or even Melanieb (but I already know how Melanieb looks, and Kaomea as well, and they didn't fit the description of the girl I met).

Maybe it could've been Melanieb, since she does have black hair, but I doubt she has it short in waking life.

And it definitely couldn't have been Kaomea...maybe I met the blonde DC Alyzarin met that had black hair instead.

03.28.2012

Nina and Boat Ride, Sandwich, Can I Keep It???, Obama and The Search for Kaomea

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Nina's last Avatar Come to Life?

I remember being with a group of characters ranging from Naked or Solid Snake from Metal Gear, a few Sonic characters, Nina's last avatar with the light blue character I can't even remember the name of, and a few more.

This dream felt like a parody, apparently, we were all set on vacation, it seemed like it because things were peaceful, except with the part with some male tried to poke fun into "killing" me.

I think I was supposed to sleep a few feet away from the guy, and apparently, I'm Tobi before he got his new mask. I found myself shifting consciousness between him and spectator mode a few times.

When I was resting on the bed, things felt weird, like I knew the guy who was in the big bed with me (because the same gender had to sleep with one another instead of the opposite gender for obvious reasons).

I think I wanted to use Sharingan, even though I wasn't even facing the guy lol. It just felt awkward being around this person.

I think I even asked the person if they have their gun with them, and some times, he doesn't even respond, so I quickly turned around assuming he's trying to shoot me with his gun.

I have a gun of my own as well, it's just that I was worried that he might use his first.

Then the dream shifts to where it's day time, and I see the character with the light blue hair Nina used to have as her avatar come to life.
(I don't know if the avatar character was male or female, but everyone assumes it's a female in the dream).

I stay pretty close to Nina, and she looks a little sad, and I'm wondering why she is sad. I see she has a gun, and it's longer than mine.

Lmao, she has a longer weapon than me. Hers has a 9 inch barrel, mine has a 6 inch barrel. She lets me see the gun for a while, and the same guy who was sleeping in bed with me (note: when I say sleeping, don't assume sex, we were paired based on same gender for safety reasons for the opposite side).

Then the dream shifts to where we all are on a big green tank that looks like it came off a game like Metal Gear Solid 1. Apparently, it is flooded, but it isn't a problem for me since I'm standing on water.

The environment is mostly water, we were just either on a boat, tank, and other forms of boats like mini-cruise ships, yachts, etc.

Everyone is complaining that the tank is flooded, and it's almost close from going underwater. Then Tails from Sonic disappears, and I'm wondering where the hell he went to.

He comes back super fast to find an alternative for us to travel and presumably go back to our homes, ideally, the utilization of portals.

I forgot some of the characters that went to their "home" area, and I lost track of what happened when I stepped into my portal.

I do remember Tails saying that once a person steps into a portal one time for a certain period of time, they can never get back out of the dimension the portal carries them too.

I believe the portal gave a preview of what would be on the other side, so there was no worries there.

All I remember for that one.

Dream 2: Sandwich

I'm outside, and there are good amount of DCs to make this dream like it's some type of event in college. I was walking with the group, probably just natural conformity to see what's going on.

I hear two girls talking behind me, and one mentioned that she received 23rd out of 24 on something, I'm presuming it's a test or something of the sort, and she got a lot of credit for it to transfer for her degree, most likely.

I'm still walking with the large group of people, just listening in between walking.

Then some other girl was telling how she got 50 hours added on. I was kind of interested in this eavesdropping, and wondered how a person can get so many hours based on a test they took?

I eventually ignore the rest of their conversation, and the dream shifts to where I'm inside a room that looks like lecture rooms in the Biochemistry Department at College Station.

I'm near the entrance, and apparently, there are note cards with our names on it. They're supposed to tell us which section we have to go to, and I assume things went based on the people in the line.

This leads me to assume that my name will be on the card that I will pick up, but it was for someone else, a female to be precise. It started with an "A." and the last name was just too long for me to remember, not insanely long, just a bit.

I turn around, and see it's a girl that resembles the girl who I sat next to in Physics Pre-AP at the second to last High School I attended. Let's call her Andrea.

I put back the card quickly on top of the stack, and the same card is Andrea's name apparently. So I go search a little bit through the stack of note cards with our names on it, and eventually find my name.

Apparently, I've felt I had this dream before, not too long ago, maybe this was a reset that happened a few minutes after the original.

I thought I would be assigned to the 3 Biochemistry professors, and all three of the main ones where there, at least the ones that I had my first semester.

But I'm assigned to go to row 501, and went I checked the walls that has the signs with the number ranges for the rows, it wasn't in this room.

However, there were doors to the right of me to go to the other rooms.

I turn right and open the door, which is still located at a high level near the entrance I'm at (the room is structured like a regular big lecture room).

I'm in the other room, which feels shorter, and for some reason, I feel like I'm not going to have a lot of fun with whatever professors I'm being paired with other than the previous 3 in the last room.

But I still check the walls for the signs, and finally found 501 after some self-questioning on where it was.

Then the dream shifts to where I see a pretty enticing sandwich in a poster, and then someone is telling us how a sandwich is heated up 1000s of times in a store, just to make us cognizant the next time we decided to heat up the sandwich.

Dream 3: Can I Keep It??

I'm riding my bicycle for a while in this dream, with some parts of walking. There's this small dog that has a long body, but is short in size. It isn't really bothering me, but I wanted to annoy it for some reason.

I follow it for a while, and I do something to make it pay attention to me. It's trying to bark, but I can't hear anything from it, seemed like a really weak animal.

I ride my bicycle a little faster to see if it can catch up, and it barely can do so. Then I see some girl and what seemed to be her mother. The child asked the mother if she can keep the dog.

This seemed like the classic "Only if you promise you'll take care of him" thing parents usually give if a child wants a pet, and then she says, "Okay."

The dog is still chasing me, but it's so short in size, it's hilarious seeing its little legs trying to catch up to me. Then I look at the girl, and the dog goes to her, since it is her new pet after all.

Then the girl and the mother look at me for a while, and then changed their focus on what's ahead of them.

Hopefully I'll get a lucid from this WBTB.

The time was around 5:45 AM, and I figured I could still WILD in that time. For a few minutes I tried remaining still, then I had the thought of getting to first base with Melanieb, and went with that thought.

Then I decided I should clear my thoughts out instead of hugging my pillow fantasizing about Melanieb. >.>

I tried to keep aware that I'm drifting to sleep, but I decided to just sleep instead.

Dream 4: Barack Obama and The Search for Kaomea (DILD)

I wake up (FA), and I believe my father is asking me for some money. I was wondering why he would need money, but either way, I told him he can use my debit card.

Then I told him that he can use another alternative, and he tells me,

"Oh yeah, I forgot about that."

So he gives me my debit card back, and I see my wallet has a picture of me when I was a child? He heads out to work I'm assuming, and I get up from bed.

I get a text message from a girl named Jalisa that I used to have for my English Pre-AP class in High School as a Freshmen before.

This text message seems to be a response to something I texted to her before apparently in the dream.

But things get even weirder, the response says,

"Nothing, just smoking drugs illegally <3."

I speculated if this was actually Alyzarin texting me rather than Jalisa, because I remembered that Alyzarin had a dream where she sent me a text message. (it also seems that she never had an Instant Message dream before).

Like usual, I forget about this and just not worry about it. Then I take the time to observe the house I'm in. I move around slowly, just to take in the detail. It's a little hazy, but not too much, I just woke up, but things clear up a little bit.

Then I pass through these beads that were hanging on top of one section to go into the a different room.

Instead of dashing through these beads (because I know they're annoying as hell when they get stuck on some gap in the clothing you're wearing) I take the time to go through them slowly. I let the hanging beads slide through my head slowly, and I took this time to try and phase through them.

To get the feeling of the phasing sensation, I remembered the sound where Aelita enters the tower in Code Lyoko. (She phases to go into the tower).


(from 1 seconds to 2 seconds of the video is what I mean by the sound)

The phasing doesn't work because there's one more bead sliding slowly on my head, and I didn't bother trying to go through this process.

I go to this new section, and it seems that I'm inside a garage. It has white tiles, and the walls have a turquoise color to them. I told myself,

"This place is weird...."

I do a nose plug reality check.

I breathe through my nose a few times, hearing the weird sound that comes from leaving a small hole for air to come through my nose.

So I held my nose even tighter, making it harder for small gaps to come through when I'm breathing. Now I'm more sure that I'm dreaming.

I didn't do any stabilization techniques because I was already relaxed enough in this dream to even bother doing it. The vividness augments gradually, and eventually reaches the level of waking life.

I know I'm dreaming, but how this dream is becoming like waking life amazed me. I head out the door, and now I'm outside.

I press my back against the brick wall to the right of me, turn to my right side, bend down on my knees.

For some odd reason, I felt like doing something like I'm on sort of mission, like Assignment Ada from Resident Evil 4.

When I'm crouching down, I take my left arm and move my hand on the side of my neck, then I said, "He knows...."



(I don't know why I did, just felt like doing it lol).

I move around a bit outside, and it seems the sunset is almost starting to rise. I look outside a little bit, getting a little bit lost in the experience for a few seconds.

Then this red car zooms RIGHT at me, but instead of being scared and jumping as a reflex, I did a way better job at keeping my cool.

The person driving the car made a pretty fast entry with it, I almost thought they were going to crash the car completely. Then I look inside of the window of the car.

It's tinted, so it's a little difficult to see who's inside of it. I had feelings of being afraid of who was going to come out, but if it's a red car, it just had to be some DC trying to get my attention.

I see the person inside the car looks like Barack Obama, and he's looking at me with a serious demeanor. His lips are a little bit elevated, kind of like a serious pouting face he puts up.

His eyes look serious, and when I see a DC that looks serious, I tend to augment my feelings of being afraid of something bad happening. But instead of acting like a wimp, I decided to just suck it up and keep my cool.

I knew I was dreaming, so there's no need for me to be afraid anymore like I am in non-lucids. Obama comes out of the vehicle, he's coming from the left side of the vehicle, so I guess that's one element that this lucid is getting right.

(I'm saying that because I had a dream where I thought someone came out of the passenger seat in a dream a few days ago, and I assumed that it should be from the left side, since I still have the basic thought that since I'm in America, it should be like that).

He comes out, still heading backwards (not coming at me) to the left side, goes around the back of the vehicle, and heads in my direction. He's looking at me, still serious and all.

For those few seconds, I thought to myself that he's going to do something bad to me because he's still looking serious to me.

Then I reformed back to remaining my cool, he wasn't going to do anything to me. He stands there, waiting for a response from me. I reach my hand out towards him to shake his hand.

"Nice to meet you, Barack Obama," I declared to him.

He responds with a nod, but not with a smile or anything like that, he's still having a stoic demeanor and a blank visage, seems that nothing I'm going to say is going to make this guy a little more positive.

But I do find he's complying with me, so there's no need for me to see a change in his demeanor.

Then the thought of finding Kaomea came to my mind.

I follow him going to another vehicle, a silver or white Ford truck I believe.

I asked,

"Look, I'm sorry, but....can you help me find Kaomea?"

"Kah-Oh,Mea."

He nods again, no words, maybe a silent yes, but I didn't pay too much attention to that. Seeing his nod was enough acknowledgement for me.

Then I asked him "Tell me, what do you know about Kaomea?"

He responds, "She's remorseful."

When he declares this to me, I'm in shock.

I stay there for a while, loosening my face because I can't believe his response.

I asked, "Can you tell me why?"

"No." he declared to me.

(All right, be laconic in your words mister, I don't mind, as long as you're going to help me, I don't care who you are, as long as you're going to help me find Kaomea).

Instead of going back to the red car, we head to some other vehicle to drive where Kaomea is (or could be), and because it's Barack Obama I'm talking to in the dream, I assume we're in Hawaii. (Yeah, I know, not really something to use for good measure, but whatever).

I follow him, and it seems he's going to another vehicle, a silver or white Ford truck I believe. I open the door, then I felt someone's presence behind me, and I turn around.

It's just a person going along their own way, and they're looking at me for a few seconds, probably to just see what's between each car just as a reflex.

His hair is black and saturated with hair gel. He's wearing an aqua blue hoodie, and dark blue jeans, the fancy kind of jeans that look clear and smooth.

To be more general, he looked pretty light in skin tone.

His face, I can tell he is Hispanic, or maybe he could be Hawaiian, but his skin tone was like apricot or a peach kind of mix with that variant of color.

He's taller than me, by 1 or 2 feet judging how far I am from him, which is around a distance of 3-4 feet, so it would be natural for me to turn around as a reflex.

I wave my hand just to be positive towards him and said, "Hi," with a grin on my face. He responds, "Hey" and smiles as well while he heads to wherever he's going.

I did that small gesture to sublimate the fear of someone being behind me (the person wasn't out to get me of course), and that person did look pretty real to me, seeing as I could get a good description of his visage.

I focus my attention to getting inside the vehicle. By this time, I feel a lot of time has passed already, so I do another nose plug reality check. Still breathing through it, and I tell myself,

"I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming!" to make myself more aware instead of relying only on a nose plug RC.

I look at the view inside the vehicle. Then this is the part that pisses me off.

I started to think, "Wake up! Wake up! Waaaake up!"

Nothing is happening at first, still in the vehicle, but then I had the urge to just wake up.

I wake up, with my eyes still closed.

I had two options, do a DEILD since my vision with my eyes closed is blurry and has that mystical feel to it, or just open them.

I honestly do not know why the freaking hell I would just freaking want to wake up???

I've done that before in a lucid looooong ago where I had amazing control, but I decided to cross my eyes to the front of my nose, which caused a slight strain on them for me to wake up.

I would've DEILD, but when I woke up, I saw to my right that the Alarm clock has the time of around 7:10 AM.

03.27.2012

Alyzarin and X.A.N.A., Melanieb works for a Private Company? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, the second dream I remembered, I had no intention of finding Melanieb, but it seems when I was joking around that I would find her, my mind actually associated her being half-naked at one time banning me from the ban the person above you thread. (in waking life that is)

Dream 1: X.A.N.A taking control of Admin Alex?

I'm outside near the entrance of a building, a group of people are trying to help a person to get inside, apparently they were impaired or something like that.

I wait for them to finally get the person in, and I go inside the building. I think I go on a computer where I started to chat with Alyzarin, I can't remember exactly what we said, but apparently, Admin Alex banned us from chatting with each other.

It wasn't even Dream Views, it was most likely MSN chat, but I couldn't get reach of her at all. The environment I'm in right now speculating what the hell is going on is me in a mini-computer lab, but it had a resemblance of a small library as well.

The carpet is dark blue mixed with colors, like most dreams I've had where I was near computers, and suddenly, the reason why Alex banned us was because X.A.N.A. took control of his network?

I'm assuming it's the network since X.A.N.A. was a multi-agent program that would hack into things electronically, like disrupting a transaction of some missle weapons exchange for instance.

Everything is in spectator mode now, I see Jeremy and Ulrich together, it seems they already know what's happening.

There's music within this dream that resembles William's Theme 1, and some of the second part of it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5gu6J...eature=related

Ulrich tells Jeremy he has to do something, and gives Jeremy two silver keys I believe. He told him he has to go to the factory by himself.

I don't know what Ulrich has to do, but since it's a X.A.N.A attack, he must be trying to distract one set of enemies so that Jeremy can sneak to the factory and go to the Supercomputer.

For some reason, there were some moments where I was Jeremy, and then my consciousness shifted back to spectator mode and seeing things in third perspective.

I believe one moment where I was Jeremy was when Ulrich gave me the silver keys, and I started to dash out the building immediately for some odd reason, instead of asking Ulrich where specifically I should use the keys for in the factory.

I think I'm out of Jeremy's body after a few seconds of running, and he calls Ulrich on the cellphone for a more exact location to use the silver keys.

Ulrich tells him, and I can't remember where he said, but by the time Jeremy finishes his call with Ulrich, he's maybe 50 feet within walking distance from the factory.

He had two options, go to the bridge where he would go inside the factory, slide on the rope to land on bottom level, head to the elevator and get to the supercomputer......or to swim to the other direction to make the sneak attempt more successful.

This seemed to resemble one of those moments where Jeremy had to do something risky, because he was the brains of the group in Code Lyoko where he would do all the supercomputer work to transfer them to the virtual world called Lyoko.

He picks to swim across a fairly wide lake. As he's swimming, his hand loses grip on the silver keys, and this is when I made another transfer into his body, went under lake.

Underwater itself was scary for me, it was pitch black, and the water has a moss type of green to it. But I could not waste time trying to be a wimp, so I looked quickly for the keys, and found them still near the water surface going down slowly.

I grab them before they go into the pitch black area underwater, and went back up to the surface. I'm back in spectator mode again, and Jeremy is trying to swim quickly.

When I was looking at him swimming as fast as he could, no one was really behind him, so I wondered why he would go that quickly in the first place.

I spoke too soon.

A huge shark is maybe 5-6 feet away from him, and it opens its mouth and just charges for Jeremy. Instead of being afraid and just floating in the water, Jeremy closes his eys and starts swimming even faster.

Jeremy finally gets on land, and rushes quickly to a remote section of the factory. The overall setting of the factory is dark green, and Jeremy is going to a room where there's scanners completely different from the main ones near the Supercomputer.

He inserts some gold object on a smaller version of the scanners, like it served as a medium for an outfit he could wear.

Then, the most craziest thing Jeremy did in this dream, was going into a SCANNER.

He only went inside a scanner ONCE in Code Lyoko, and that was because he had to go into the fake reality X.A.N.A. created and save Yumi, Ulrich, and Odd that didn't know they were in one.

The scanner doesn't look like it's closing, or it just has a transparent medium that closes. The scanner is starting to activate, and green armor or some type of material was being attached to Jeremy's body!

After the scanning was complete, the last I remember of this dream was Jeremy going through the small vortex to get into Lyoko.

Oh, now I remember. When he goes through the vortex, he meets a group of DCs that show him a portal to another dimension, but that's it.

Dream 2: Melanieb Works for a Private Company

I think I'm on some webcam software, and I see a female half-naked. At first it looked like she was only half naked.

The quality was so amazing, it was like super HD, her hair and everything, it just amazed me, I honestly felt like I was in bed with her.

I knew it was Melanieb, I don't know why, probably the things she told me later on in the dream, but let's focus on her being half-naked.

I asked her,

"Shouldn't you be concerned if people take a picture of you half-naked?"

She replies, "I don't really care."

So I'm assuming it's just a video cam between the two of us. But again, I don't remember using a laptop to see her, so I'm presuming I was in bed with her. She put her arms to the back to rest like she's leaning on the bed.

It was like when I gave Kaomea her Gynecology exam, except Melanieb wasn't here for one, she laid there with her private parts exposed to me. I couldn't remember the exact color of her hair, it was slightly curly, and it probably was dyed at the time.

She's in the Spread-eagle position, except she has her top torso elevated, and her legs are elevated a bit so she can give me a full view of everything, and I mean everything.

I honestly do not know why I was not lucid, this was just that moment where she's practically exposing herself for me to explore and do anything to her, and I'm not aware of this.

I look at her breasts, and they're pretty huge, like, not like huge huge, just huge to where it just becomes eye-candy. Her nipples are light brownish, like a really faded color of light brown.

And how parts of her hair hanged out on her breast, seeing it stream down to the cleavage, and to the sides made it look like she was some kind of Amazon Queen or something.

I could hear her breathing as well, she's doing it pretty slow, and I just don't know how to respond to this amazement.

The bedsheets where probably brown overall as well, maybe white, but I do remember things being brown overall in the dream. I think it was at night she lured me to her bed in this dream.

I couldn't do anything but just look at her exposing herself to me, she's smiling at me too, just waiting for me to do something.

After just staying still and practically having my eyes twitching wondering if this is real or not, I have a dream shift to where things are in spectator mode for me again, and Melanieb is the narrator apparently.

She tells me that Dream Views is a site that believes dreams aren't a reality, and the company she works for is in it for making dreams become a reality?

I see several scenes pan over each other like it was some kind of trailer or something. I saw a library, office, etc.

I can't remember anything else after that.

I can presume that I saw the office and library because I think Melanieb said she was an editor before, which probably led my mind to associate things for that.


(I just know it has to be her because she's the only one in the dream, and if I had a dream before where I see Kaomea up close, it just had to be Melanieb).

Maybe she didn't remember this at all, but I just can't help but feel mad that I didn't do anything to her. She was just begging for me to touch her......

I can't remember anything, I slept a little too late, but again, that didn't affect me when I had little sleep yesterday.

Oh well. Maybe the memories will start coming back, but I just can't remember crap because I didn't do a WBTB.

I know I woke up because I set an alarm online

http://moods.onlineclock.net/

and set the mood to white noise, which helps with sleeping to be honest, because my mind isn't tempted to have brief bursts of random thoughts.

03.25.2012

Library, Carrot?, Why Are You Touching Me Like That?, Lecture Shifting, White Noise Should Help... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My recall is kind of horrible since I slept late last night, but I find that listening to white noise really helps with falling asleep for me, will have to continue using it to see if I can get to sleep faster.

Dream 1: Library

I'm inside of a library, and I go to peek over to see what's near the left section, and I find I see "Glass" again. She was reading a storybook to children sitting around her.

I quickly tried to hide so she wouldn't see me, then I find myself sitting down near some librarians. One was saying that she needed more people because someone could take the new books away.

Dream 2: Carrot?

It's dark, and the only source of lighting are the street lights. I see a female that looks like Carrot, it takes me a while to notice, but she's walking somewhere.

I just happened to cross paths with her, and it seems I did an ignore test to see if she was a DC or the real one. So I walk past her, and opened a laptop that was in my hand and pretended I was busy with something.

Turns out that I can still feel her energy. I can't remember what I did next though.

Dream 3: Why Are You Touching Me Like That?

I believe I'm near the middle of a two stairs being intersected. Imagine going down one set of stairs, and there's one square floor you walk on before you turn to your right to down to the other set.

I was in the middle, and I find something was a little bothering about my body. I think my shirt was already off, and I was wearing the black jeans I usually wear for Lab days, so I'm presuming I was getting off from a lab just now in the dream.

I don't know why I have the sudden urge just take things off, especially if people might pass, but it didn't feel anyone would come up or down these sets of stairs.

I feel someone's presence, and they're right behind me. She starts observing my lower region, and keeps staring at my ass. I didn't really mind, she had such a soothing nature to her that didn't make me feel bothered that she's seeing me half-naked.

To be honest, because she was so curious, if I were lucid, I would've become curious with her too.

She looks around some more, and she even touches me slightly. I've notice my whole body was warm in this dream, and me covered up in a comforter sheets probably was sublimated into this dream of me feeling a little heated up.


She looks a lot like a girl I had for my Psychology class in High School, let's call her Samantha. Samantha was giggling, almost like she wanted to tease her prey or something, I just wanted her to touch me more already since her cold hands felt really nice against my warm body.

I asked her, "Why are you touching me like that?"

But I can't remember what she said after that, I don't think she talked a lot, she mostly giggled and was smiling a bit.

I believe after she's touching my ass for a while, I told her I have to go. My memory is still a bit fuzzy from this, but I think she wanted me to stay, and almost cried and said, "Noooo!"

I remember her screaming something, so I'll just assume it was her saying "Noo!"

The dream shifts to where I'm outside to go towards the Clock tower in College Station, and I'm waiting for traffic to clear up a little bit, but then I find I can't head near the train intersection because something was blocked.

It looked blocked to me.

I guess that would make sense seeing as there's construction going on around that area, but even so, we can still pass through it because they set up temporary old fashioned stop lights to allow some traffic.

Dream 4: Lecture Shifting

My recall for this is horrible, all I remember is me sitting outside on the floor near a lecture room. I see my professor who covered the first two exams for my Biology 112 course, and the room is pitch black, with the screen being the only source of light.

The dream is weird, I can't tell if I'm near the lecture room, or near the drive-thru of a fast food restaurant lol.


Dream 5: White Noise should help...

I'm inside a room, watching an adult film, but I'm also hearing the white noise on my laptop playing from a link that continuously plays it over and over.

I believe I see my mom headed out somewhere by me peeking through the door. I'm watching an adult scene I believe, but then again, I'm wondering if I'm having sex at the same time.

I thought the white noise should help canceling out the moans in the room, and that my mother wouldn't hear that.

When I'm looking down, I don't think it's an adult scene I'm looking at on my laptop, but rather, a really beautiful woman really close to my body sticking her ass out to me.

So much for lucidity, because she was practically begging with the position she was in.

03.24.2012

Lucky Streak, Parents and Store, 3-Pointer & Hallway, Alyzarin and another Female?, Kyoto Sushi, Wayne Brady Attack (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I slept for a good amount of time, and woke up after a few dreams, which helped with me remembering certain categories before I slept again, so it helped tremendously with dream recall.

Dream 1: Lucky Streak

I'm in some type of old temple, and I'm getting all sorts of rare items on Runescape ranging from Dragon Implings to getting Verac's helm.

When I was searching inside of this temple, I go to my right, and find all sorts of gold, actual gold, not game gold. I saw pieces of meat in this stash, and was moving it around, there was a lot in this stash.

Dream 2: Parents and Store

I'm with my mother and father again, and we're going inside this store that's fairly dark, and it seems that it's our first time in this store. There's this Asian teenager who is probably around my age, sitting down in the middle of the store, probably just waiting until we're ready to buy.

My father is telling my I need a Transcription folder, I ask him why, but I can't remember if he responded to me. I shows me a folder that I can start using from the store shelf, and I go ahead and just take it from him since I felt I shouldn't care much over arguing for a folder.

My mother is buying a purse that costs like $59.99, and it looks a lot like the purse she's holding in the dream, only this time, it's round. The purse has that light brownish straw time of structure where the base is composed of being layered, kind of like the top of an apple pie.

I look at the purse she's buying and the purse she has on her wrist, and I almost wanted to tell her to not buy it, but I just stay in the back and let my father pay everything. After the finalize the payment and all that, I think the dream shifts.

I'm in the same store, only this time, I'm by myself, and I go there to buy some gum. I head to the same section where I bought the folder in the previous even before this first dream shift, and find the pack of gum is right there.

It's one of those single packs, and I thought it would be cheap, but apparently, 5 small packs of gum costs $7.00??? (I wasn't concerned about the price in the dream, just when I was awake).

I got one pack of gum, go to the cashier, and said I'll go and get more, I keep doing this for a while, and then he gets annoyed. He said he'll drop the price to where I buy a certain amount of packs for a what seemed like a cheaper price.

But I keep going back and forth for a while, and now he's practically begging me to make a decision by trying to come up with random offers that tempt me to stop going back for more gum.

I can't remember what happens next, but I do now there's another dream shift in this same store.

Dream shifts, and I'm in the same store again, but this time, the guy is showing me some videos that he made apparently. I told him that I'll watch them, just to be nice because he already set me up in a situation where if I said "No," he'd probably be sad because no one wants to see his videos.

I believe I sit down, and I watch the videos, and you know how you pretend to laugh just to make the other person feel better to think that they're funny?

I did that, but to the extreme, after watching more scenes of the videos, my laughter started to augment to the point where I had to breath for air for a few seconds, and then laugh insanely, just to make the guy feel a little bit better.

He didn't seem like the person to enjoy the job he has as a cash register in what seems to not be a popular store at all. After the video is done, I go up to him, still retaining my cheerful and pretentious acts of laughter and shake his hand.

I told him, "Man that was funny!!!!" as I'm continuing to laugh. Then I told him, "See you later!" and he looked happy that I enjoyed the video.

After I turn my back on him, I'm shifted into a different dreaming environment, and now that he's out of my freaking sight, it took a while for me to alter my visage because my cheeks were still a bit elevated from those series of false smiles and laughter.

It felt weird suddenly being happy and having a demented demeanor, but I didn't care, I didn't find the videos funny at all. To the right of me, the Third Tsuchikage from Naruto Shippuden seems to be in a tight situation.

Some type of material, it looks like it's a clay material or something that traps his arms and parts of his thigh region from moving. (Now that I'm awake, I think this is an association where I was watching Naruto Shippuden Episode 255 yesterday, but.......

Spoiler for Spoiler:

instead of Yamato being the one taken hostage by Kabuto, it seems the Tsuchikage gets caught instead

I believe I'm in third person perspective, or in spectator mode, and I see Tobi in his new mask and outfit from the anime. I can't see his eyes, the mask makes them pitch black, and he's looking down at the Third Tsuchikage as if he's going to use his visual prowess to interrogate him.

There are also people or creatures in white that are holding spears maybe 1-2 feet away from the Tsuchikage's neck region, and they're all in a radial formation, probably to make sure that if he tries to escape, they can easily stab him and kill him.

I can't remember what happens next. (It would make sense that I don't know what happens next because in Episode 255, there's another cliffhanger on what Tobi is going to do to the hostage).

Dream 3: Insane 3-Pointer shot & Line created Hallway

Now that I'm awake, this dream was so random and just plain weird.

I believe I'm in first person perspective for this part. I think I'm part of a team in a Basketball match, but there isn't a crowd or anything, it seems to be just for fun or something. (I don't like Basketball nor have I played it as a sport, don't know why I wasn't aware of this in the dream....).

Apparently, everyone is so amazing in this dream that it's really hard for both the teams to actually make a decent shot to the basket. There were several moments where it looked like one team was going to make it, but there were so many insane rebounds that it started to get irritating.

There were a lot of mishaps as well, like the ball rolling down the court because one person lost control of the ball after the person try to do a steal, but it always ended up being one person getting it back really quick, and then another doing a another steal.

After this really really irritating process, finally someone makes a shot to the basket, but they had to be really close to it so that they wouldn't get rebounded.

Everyone starts to cheer for the team that the person who made the shot in, and I'm still not aware if I'm on that team or the other team. But while they're doing their little group together, a crowd suddenly manifests out of nowhere.

I have a basketball in my hand, and I decided to why not try to attempt to make an 3-pointer? I go beyond the line that is needed for the shot to be a 3-pointer, and I make it with ease. I tried to remember how to hold the ball and all, and I honestly thought I wouldn't have made the shot because it was just awkward holding the ball, but I did it.

I don't think the crows really cared much about the almost impossible shot I just made, maybe a couple of "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHs," but they were focusing on the winning team. I wonder if I was just the half-time segment, but the game was over, so I don't think it could've been me being the half-time "entertainment."

Everyone starts lining up, and by this time, I forget about the basketball players completely. Everyone is forming a line from two sides to make a small hallway for random DCs to pass by them and touch their hands or something like they're celebrities.

There were a few familiar faces, but just by the outlines and some basic parts of their visage. I noticed that all the female DCs that pass through this line created hallway wore transparent white gloves.

And when I touched their hand, something felt wet, like they dabbed some hand sanitizer in advance before interacting with others.

I wondered why they would do this if they were wearing gloves, but I guess it was for the safety of the fans or people touching them, since there were a lot of people where it would be a concern about germs spreading.

Then things get even weirder, now the whole thing is like a miniature parade. I see glass containers passing by, and Stewie from Family guy is nearly in all of them in different positions.

I put my finger near the glass, and Stewie is extremely engrossed with the movement of my fingers because his eyes are moving around to find the finger's path like a hawk.

Then another glass container of Stewie appears, and the last one I believe is where he commits suicide by shooting a gun right at his face, but I didn't see the animation for it, he was just dead laying on the floor within the glass container.

I can't anything else from that dream.

Dream 4: Alyzarin or her potential Dream Guide?

I'm in an environment that represents a section of Texas A&M at College Station. There are a lot of trees and most of the walking paths have the same composition with the gray pebbles and rocks plastered to make a smooth but slightly bumpy surface to it.

I believe I was sitting down with a female. I think she was blonde, bleached blonde hair to be precise. (Alyzarin told me how her DG looked like she was bleach blonde in her last DJ entry where the DC appeared really fast near her, and how she tried to kick the DC out of reflex).

I don't know what I was talking to the woman for, but I do remember her getting off the stone bench outside that we were sitting on, and she was about to walk over some weird looking puddle of water that made fairly long distance from one side to another.

I tried to motion my hand to inform the girl to not cross it over. To me, I could feel like the water was acidic to where it could damage the girl. I believe she catches my hand motion, and walks to the left, avoiding the water.

I couldn't tell her expression, and I basically watch her carefully, because I felt like she was a bit ditzy at the time, and I didn't want her to go over the acidic water. Even though she looked like she was confused (Alyzarin told me she does tend to do ditzy and random things in her non-lucids) she felt like an independent being rather than a DC that disappeared if I ignored them for a while. I couldn't really control her actions, or make her disappear

(This is the reason why I believe it could've been Alyzarin or her potential Dream Guide, because most of the time I meet a blonde in my dreams, they were more concerned about me rather than me being worried about them).

She goes somewhere safe, probably 10-20 feet of where I'm still sitting on the stone bench. It seems to be some stone structure that can be use as desk (to some extent) for writing notes or something.

We're still outside of course, and after awhile, I decided to get up come closer to this female.

I wanted to call out her name, but I felt that I shouldn't because for some odd reason, I felt like I was being watched by another person, or maybe I was just paranoid of the few DCs that were randomly going their own ways.

So what I did is take out a random blank college ruled paper, and I believe it was folded already, or I actually was folding it a few times to make it into a smaller rectangular shape.

I'm close to the female, a little bit too close, but that wasn't an issue with her. I took out a blue ink pen, and before I write anything down, I look around to make sure no one isn't near me, and I started to write down a message to her.

I think it was acknowledging why I did the hand motions to her because I was concerned that the stagnant water was bit too acidic for her to cross safely.

I believe the same female I'm near was wearing a green shirt (or some set of cool colors from blue to green), with a small dress jacket and wearing a dress bottom.

(Now that I'm awake typing this, I noticed another DC, but I didn't pay too much attention to the person, but now I'm getting collective events from this, this really is something worth noting).

The female (I'm sure it's a female because of the description I'm going to give right now) who is right next to this female I'm giving the note that could be Alyzarin's DG or her, she has short black hair.

(Alyzarin told me the girls she met in a recent DJ entry, she had short black hair, kind of like the lady on Melanieb's avatar when I asked for more description of the girl she met in a conversation I had with her).

The reason why I'm concerned about this, is because I know I was paranoid about other DCs near me, because I didn't want to them to see the message I was giving to the female that could've been Alyzarin or the bleached blonde she met in her dreams.

And if there was a DC near the female I was with, obviously, I wouldn't have continued finishing writing my message to her, but I didn't even mind the lady with the short black hair's presence at all.

In fact, I think I was mentioning this message to the BOTH of them. The short black haired female is looking down at the message I'm writing along with the bleached blonde.

After I finish writing it, I think I give it to the female close to me.

I can't remember what happened next from the dream. But from what I'm interpreting from it, there's three possibilities:

1. I met Alyzarin in a non-lucid shared dream, who is probably blonde or bleached blonde in real life (or her dream body), and the black haired female is the person she met in a Dream Journal Entry of hers.

2. I met the bleached blonde that had super speed in another entry Alyzarin had, and the black haired female with short hair was probably Alyzarin's dream body or both her waking life body and the dream body.

3. I met both two women that Alyzarin met in her two entries, and not Alyzarin herself.

So maybe I was giving a message to whatever possibility it could've been to the two females I'm close to.

I can't wait to see Alyzarin's dreams now. But don't be suggestible to the things I experienced though.

To contradict what I said about being highly suggestible, the bleach blonde I met, I believe she had freckles, and that just augmented her pure state.

Everything about her was so....innocent and naive, and yet, I could tell that she could hold her own just fine. It's just...I don't know...that just made me attracted towards her.

Dream 5: Kyoto Sushi Restaurant

It's night time in this dream, and I'm at the intersection where there's several bars and other fast food mini stores in front of me.

It seems I'm heading back to my apartment, seeing as I can see the fast food areas in front of me. When the green light turns on, I immediately get a good speed from my bicycle.

I turned my face to the back to see if there were any vehicles behind me, and I wanted to signal that I wanted to go left to the area where people hanged out in bars and payed for parking.

There's this red ford vehicle I believe, but before I could signal my left hand that I'm going left, it seems the person knows I'm trying to move to the lane they're in rather than me staying on the bicycle lane.

But I was confused because they slowed down, but I also didn't want to advance forward even if I did acknowledge them slowing down for me to pass by.

I let the vehicle pass, and immediately went on the other lane to my left.

The lane to the left of me (which would be the right lane if I was going opposite) had some cars lined up, and normally when the "Walk" signal initiates , when it's almost close to 0, usually the lane to the left of me are able to go ahead and move.

I believe I still hear the timer making the beeping tick sounds, so I quickly steered left to the shortcut I take, just in time before the vehicles lined up started to move.

Then for a few seconds when I was steering to the left, probably a few seconds of slow motion, I see the Kyoto Sushi Restaurant that I go to sometimes. The lights inside the place are dim, as if they're closing, but I knew that they should still be open until 2 AM I believe.

I had the temptation to go go park my bicycle to the metal bars for it to the right of the mini-restaurant, but I decided I shouldn't waste my money when I could just use the food at my apartment.

But the dream shifts to where I'm suddenly teleported inside the Restaurant, and the blonde female waiter that I usually meet who knows what I want since I only come for Chicken or Beef Fried rice asked me if I wanted it To-Go.

I say yes, and I'm still puzzled on why I was here. It seemed the place wasn't getting a lot of business tonight, and the blonde waiter was excited that someone like me came inside.

I could see the look on her face that they finally got someone to place an order, and that sort of made me feel more sympathetic that when I got my meal (which I already ate even though it was supposed to be To-go), I told them I'll be back really soon.

So in response to that, another waiter was nice to me to open the backdoor to the restaurant for me to head to my apartment. She had to push the door and stay on the side to keep it open for me to head out.

I go outside, and now I'm walking to my apartment, and I tell them again that I'll be right back, and it seems they're really happy for this.

Then I noticed, they have my bicycle inside the store, but I ignore this because I'll be coming back anyway. The dream environment is completely different now.

Instead of going through Traditions at Northgate's parking garage (outside the entrance of them, not within them) and the bicycle racks set to the right like normal, the place is completely barren with just green grass.

There's a gray metal fence, and I tried to find an metal door to go through, and I see there's one to my right that is open. I go to it, and it starts to rain a little bit, the path that I'm taking is a diagonal dirt road.

I figured that since it's drizzling for a little bit, I can go ahead and run in this path without worrying about my shoes getting muddy. As I'm near the end of this off-road path, I see some people hanging around near a mini-apartment complex.

It should've been an abandoned house from waking life that was near my apartment complex, but I ignored this abnormality.

As I'm running towards the end, I hear some guy having a conversation with probably two females, but I didn't pay attention to their facades or body composition too much, just voices, and I knew people were outside.

The guy was talking about how it could run from her to Katy Mills in under an hour. I'm still running to my apartment, and I have his words lingering in my mind for a moment.

How could someone run from College Station to Katy Mills if getting to Katy takes at least a 90 minute drive with moderate traffic.

This was probably the moment that would've made me lucid because I was analyzing for a few seconds on that abnormality of how he could run that fast to Katy mills, but the thought disappears sadly.

I turn my attention to going inside my apartment, and I checked my wallet to see how much physical cash I had, since I didn't want to use the debit card for it to show up on the bank statement or whatever.

I believe I had three dollars, just like I did in waking life, but as I'm going through counting the money anyway, I see one five dollar bill.

Then another, and another, and another, and probably another one to where I think I have 30 bucks in cash. I was kind of surprised, seeing as I was searching for any dollar bills I had hanging around in my apartment.

I can't remember anything else that happened after that, but I assume I'm heading back to the Kyoto restaurant to make another order and get my bicycle back.

Dream 5: Wayne Brady Sneak Attack

It appears that I'm in third person perspective, and I don't realize that I'm playing a video game simulation until later on in the dream.

I'm balancing on a high ledge beam, and Wayne Brady seems to be patrolling around the area. I have to be careful of balancing on the beam I'm on, and the beams that I will be jumping off from, because if I hang on the ledges with my hands, Wayne Brady will figure me out.

He was wearing khaki jeans and a light blue sweater or light blue shirt. When he turns his back on me, I jump from one beam to another.

I continue this one or two times, until I find I can't jump from the last beam to drop down and attack him because there's a thin and long stone column separating me from jumping to it.

I was right in front of this, and I'm positioned to where I all of my feet are on the beam rather than only the middle section on the beam.

The only way I could get to the other beam is if I grabbed on the long and thin stone column, and make a radial rotation with my body to land on the other side.

I didn't want to do that because there was the risk of me falling from the beam and hanging from it with my hands.

So when Wayne Brady turned his back on me, I dropped down, slowly walked towards him, and found he was going to turn around, so I quickly move around so he wouldn't see me with peripheral vision.

Then when he's walking back to near one of his guarding areas, before he could turn, there's a split second moment of white streaks of light shining, kind of like how you do a Speed Kill in Prince of Persia: The Thrones. (the video below is what I mean by flashing streaks of light)



Then I realize I'm playing a video game, because my fingers are trying to tap on the game controller like crazy, but it's not working, so instead, I think my consciousness shifted back to actually being the character trying to attack Wayne Brady.

Wayne Brady turns around, and before he could respond, out of instinct, I tackled him, which made him fall off the ledge into a deep bit.

(Whoooooops seems I screwed up there, but I again, I'm assuming the objective was to attack and kill him.).

Then I hear a voice that's mentioning Jay-Z, and how if he forces you to take my vitamins or whatever, kill him as well.

I think I did, but I can't remember too much after accidentally pushing Wayne Brady towards his death into a deep pit.

03.23.2012

Where are we going to?....Tommo?, Bed needs an Oil change, Calling my Mother, Just Get Out Already

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Where are we going to?....Tommo?

I remember the dream starting out where I'm sitting in the passenger seat, and someone is giving me a ride to somewhere.

It seems they stopped near a few stores are that linked together, and I asked them, "Where are we going to?"

I can't remember if they responded to me or not, but we both get off, and I still have no clear image of this person who gave me the ride. I thought we were headed for Gamestop, seeing as we're parked close to it.

I try to open the door to Gamestop, but I'm having difficulty opening it, the door is opening, but not even all the way.

It seems the game store isn't even opened as yet, in fact, it looks abandoned and empty because it's dark and there are white walls that are not filled with anything. I decided I should just give up since I'm struggling to open the door, but the person that I'm not even paying attention too opens it for me with ease.

I follow this person through this dark and empty area, and there's another door in front of us, and I just follow the other person's footsteps, and suddenly we're in another dark area, but it looks more like someone's house.

In this area, there seems to be another door in front of us, but I think it was just a house bathroom this time, and the person goes in. After I'm waiting and staring at the partial darkness, I see a cockroach on the floor, and it is really huge.

If you spread your index finger and thumb all the way, that's how huge it was (size may vary ).

I didn't really panic seeing this cockroach, I was just looking at it and making sure I didn't make sudden movements because I wanted to kill this thing. It was moving its antennas freely, and it probably didn't even notice that I was there.

What I said after seeing the cockroach is what really confuses me, I'm not sure if I really said this, but from what I remember, this is what I asked the person in the bathroom or whatever room they're in.

I asked, "Tommo?" in a quiet voice to make sure the cockroach wouldn't try to move quickly. The person, who apparently is supposed to take the role of Tommo now opens the door quietly.

He asks me, "What's going on?" and I tell him that there's a huge cockroach on the floor near us. I think he gets a blue broom, and slowly creeps behind the cockroach and slams the broom on it.

I can't remember what else happened after that.

Dream 2: Bed needs an Oil change

I'm with my mother, and we're near some bed. For some odd reason, we treat this bed like it's a car or something, because apparently things like the oil gauge needs a new change, and the fuel ran out as well.

I first checked the oil gauge of the bed, and I pour some random liquify contents from a container I didn't even pay attention to, I just assume it's going to help will filling up the oil gauge.

I see my mother trying to pump air into what seems to be an empty lotion bottle, (now that I'm awake, what she's doing is clearly freaking stupid, especially using a mini air pump to fill air into it). She's trying hard to pump air into it, and I ignore her stupid interaction with this lotion and air pump, and I find the gasoline levels of the bed is empty.

At first it didn't seem like it, but after fiddling with it for a while, it was clearly empty. I can't remember much after that.

Dream 3: Calling my Mother

I'm on the phone because I see my mother is trying to call me, and I pick up my Blackberry and started to ask my mother what is she calling me for in an annoyed tone.

I can't remember what she asked me, but I responded in a raspy voice, and I tried gaining my normal voice, but I just can't. So I hang up the phone, and tried to call her again, and I'm still have a some trouble speaking normally, but eventually I get my voice back.

(This was a slight improvement compared to the lucid yesterday where I completely failed in speaking to the a Ginger lady overall).

My mother made fun of my raspy voice, which only made me more pissed off at her, and I told her something in a raging manner, and then hanged up the phone again.


Dream 4: Just Get Out Already (DILD)
(I did a mantra before this as I started to do a WILD attempt after doing a WBTB time for 30-45 minutes) I said a number as I'm inhaling, and "I am dreaming" as I'm exhaling all the way to 150, and then did the same thing from 151 to around 300, but this time, I said, "I will meet Alyzarin" as I exhaled.

I thought this would be a useful anchor, but it seems when I'm getting closer to 300, I get irritated, because again, I wanted to get this WILD attempt done and over with so that I can find Alyzarin. I was listening to a few love songs before doing this just to relax myself.

But I do admit that I was more relaxed, and by the time I quit counting, I turned to my right side and just focused on sleeping instead of trying to keep a small awareness) This dream was kind of weird, my eyes were closed, but I felt like I was standing. I heard my mother and father talking to each other about something, and it seems they're getting ready to go somewhere.

I knew that I'm alone here at my University in waking life, so I knew something was wrong if I could see my father, or even my mother together. I didn't do a reality check or anything, I just knew I was dreaming.

I didn't have the mindset to find Alyzarin in the moment, because I wanted to get rid of my parents first (but I know that if I could just get them out, it would come back immediately). I see my mother is wearing a black and white Nike sports jacket, and I advanced towards her to hug her because they're leaving.

I told them that we're dreaming, but they don't really seem to pick up on what I'm telling them. Their faces are just neutral, but not blank to where they look like robots, but just being quiet for a while, and then resuming back to whatever role they serve in this dream.

I tell the both of them they can go now. I think I'm pushing my mother a bit because she said she had to go back to get something, but she's clearly doing it to buy time or something, so I prevented her from doing that. My father is already headed out the door and to the vehicle, so I didn't have to worry about him.

My mother is going inside the vehicle, and I believe the seating was obviously wrong in American standards. I believe my father was on the left side instead of the right side for the driver's seat, and my mother was sitting on the left side that was the passenger seat.

(I didn't notice this until I woke up, but I don't think that's a really big issue, maybe the car was in different position to make me assume that).

She is asking me to bring her something that she forgot, and I believe she wanted me to bring her a bag of chips. At first I tried to raise my left or right eyebrow because this seems like a random question for her to ask me, but I go back inside the house to check.

What's funny about the arrangement of this house was that the kitchen resembled my apartment's model, while the living room resembled a completely different house. I check the mini doors on top of the fridge, exactly like my apartment's structure.

And I also noticed that the blue trash can I have in waking life is a little bit too big than is needed, and it distracted me for a little while, but I eventually ignore it.

The fridge wasn't even near where I was checking for the Potato Chips, it was probably behind me, so that's another alteration that was different from the actual model structure in waking life.

I open the kitchen cabinet doors, and I find two bags of Lays Potato Chips. One is almost done, maybe half-way, and the other is an full one.

I take the one that's half-full first to give to my mother, and decided I'll eat the other one for myself when I come back. I go out and I believe I give my mother the bag of potato chips.

Then she wants something else.

Are you freaking kidding me!?!?!? She asks me if I can get her some Ginger Ale for me and my father. I asked her, "Why do you need Ginger Ale if you don't have any extra cups or containers to store it in?"

I couldn't really tell her facial expression after I asked her that, but I assume I went back to the house to get it.

That's all I remember.