lucid

24.08.2010

My house is in the middle of darkness and nothingness. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Still on my small crisis! At least its going very good on my new business stuff. Two dreams, once lucid:

Second:

I woke up from a dream and just lost it entirely. I realized I was still under my new business changes thoughts. They came to my mind right away. It was early so I told to my self the only way to improve the night, was to have a lucid, so I had to turn lucid, yes or yes, no options.

I had a False Awakening in my room. My wife was telling me it was time to wake up. I felt very tired and I needed a lot more of sleep. I got out of my bed with my eyes half closed. I really felt really tired, so tired that I could put my reality into questioning. So I did. I looked at my hands, however, I just saw my hands blurry, maybe too blurry due tiredness. I decided to jump. I jumped and kept in the air. I was floating in the middle of my room. I felt really satisfied and I though, "This is so nice, I do not have to wake up, I am just dreaming!" My wife, half asleep was going to the bathroom, I flew away to my living room and opened the door (I was levitating by then) I flew out of my house.

My house was in the middle of a very dark forest. I do not recall many trees, the sky was black and there was no wind. The quality of the dream was very low. I flew up high. I could see my dream house surrounded by a few trees. Darkness surrounded my house and there was like a wall about 50 feets away from my house. I flew towards the wall and I flew over it. I only saw nothingness. Eternal darkness... there was nothing outside. I remembered that scenario on a few lucids when I was a kid. I landed and I focused in seeing skycrappers once I flew back up.

I flew again and now, instead of darkness and nothingness I saw I was in an island, surrounded by water. I gained height and I realized it was dawn, almost night. I saw skyscrapers starting to lit up for the night, I also saw the shadow of the sun on the sea. It was beautiful.

I flew towards the city of lights I just saw. I reached it in no time. I started to walk in the street. For a few seconds I lost lucidity. I saw the dream in third person, like behind a screen. It was like a youtube video of myself. I was walking on the streets and the video was titled, "Walking by the Animus" I started to think if Animus was for guys and Anima for gals or it was the opposite. I wanted to see how much detail my dream was having, so I went back to first person. I was in front of one building. The lights inside were on. I saw an office and every single detail. A computer, a cup of coffee, pens, pencils, chairs... I did not see any DC. I was flying by the building, observing it.

Suddenly, I was in my bed and my wife was waking me up. It was time to go. I felt more rested this time but I still found odd the situation. I woke up once more for real.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Spotted dream signs:
- Being so ridiculously tired.

Reality check performed:
- Hand check (partial failure... left me with doubts)
- Gravity check. (failed. turned lucid)

22.08.2010

Another lucid ended thanks to my cat!!!! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It was a "messy" night. I woke up a few times, with and without recall. I was very tired and I missed to write a couple dreams... Mainly fragments. I hope my subconscious ends to digest my new stuff on my business. One lucid interrupted by my cat.

Third:

I was in my room. It was very dark. Fore some reason I did a realty check. My hand looked blurry and I found it odd. I looked at my hands again and I had three fingers. I did not find I was a lot into the dream. I had no imaginery in my dream, so I was planning to start to fly to gain back the imaginery and make the dream stable. This is something I do NOT recommend, specially to my students on the MILD classes. I do not recommend start to fly to steblize the dream, as it will probably screw your dream and wake you up. Use traditional methods. Since I can remember, flight helped me to get more into the dream, but that is me. So please, my dear students, do not follow my steps on this... as its a rare case.
Before I was going to fly, I tried again to open my dream eyes. For some reason I couldn't. I remember this happening to me a few times when I was a kid, and indeed flying would fix it. I felt the air on my face. Suddenly, I entered in the double conscious mode. I could feel my waking body laying in bed and my dream body starting to fly. I avoided trying to open my eyes just yet, I knew the imagenery would return by it self.
I returned to dream conscious only and I started to feel more air in my face. Suddently, I woke up. My cat was talking and walking over my back asking for love.

Missing dream signs:
- None.

Reality check performed:
- Hand Check.
- Hand Check.

I want to add to this my wife's first lucid!!!

My wife hardly recalls dreams and never works in this stuff. However, sometimes when she sees something odd, she has learned to reality check... just in case. It paid off.

My wife had a false awakening in the room. She woke up from bed and went outside. Suddenly, she was in bed agai and had other false awakening. She found that odd and looked at her hads. My wife could not see well her hand, she counter her fingers and found six. My wife turned lucid. She remembered my advice of not flying because she would wake up. Yay for her! A fully lucid though. My wife was planning to explore the dream, however, everything started to happen very fast. Tons of images flashed through her eyes and she woke up.

Wife's missed dream sings:
- First FA..

Wife's spotted dream signs:
- Second FA.

Wife's Realy Check Performed:
- Hand check.

18.08.2010

Potential Dream Sharing with my wife. (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A more decent night. Hopefully my subconscious is digesting all the new changes in my professional waking life. One fragment and two lucids.

Third:

I woke up from my previous lucid. It was not as awesome so I wanted other one. I promised to myself that I was going to MILD and have a decent lucid. I focused on a forest while falling asleep.

I was with a female DC. She was good looking and I knew she liked me, however, I felt we were just friends. We were indoors and we were going downstairs to some place. This place, was in the middle of nowhere, within a big forest. She was tired so I grabbed her like a "Just Married" couple going to the hotel. I waked faster to get to the place. Suddenly, she was waking next to me and I was surprised.

We got to a place, now, I was with my wife instead. We were going to a group of meditation and psychics. There was a guy with us and he was talking about what was going to take place. He told me we would start to see how my yoga was. It was not necessary to be qualified, but it was like some extra credit for something. We approached a room and he opened the door. There were three female DC and two male DC stretching. I observed they had blue yoga mats. My wife said that she know nothing about Yoga and she was not doing it. She left and I entered with the DC.

I was streaching when I noticed that I was on my underwear. I started to be worried about that, everybody else wore yuga suits. However, I noticed that the professor did not wear underwear. I saw his penis. I found that weird and I decided to RC.

My hands were blurry and I felt my dream fading. I though, "No way. That never happens to me" I exited that class and saw a small window. I knew if I started to fly my dream would become stable. I started to fly and I saw that my wife (who has been waiting outside the whole time) grabbed my foot and I was just floating. My dream was not stable, so I needed to fly away. I flew with my wife holding my foot. She was scared and I dropped her off outside a garden outside this building.

I was in the air, with my dream fully stable. I could see the Skyscrapers several feet away. It was dawn and it was beautiful. The sky was clear and I could feel the wind blowing my face. I felt very calm. I was happy because I finally had a decent dream to enjoy and slow down my waking craziness. I was going to fly away, however, my wife did not vanish and I found that odd.

I landed next to her and I asked if she knew where we were. She did not act dumb like a regular dream character. I told her we were in a dream. She replied that it was awesome, that finally she became lucid. I told her she did and I was very happy. I told her, "You are not used to this kind of gravity. If you feel you are going to wake up, tell yourself to remember this dream."

I remembered that my students on the MILD classes did not have much of a success with the lucid task I ordered, so I wanted to do it as example for next week. I decided to take flight and fly around the forest. I flew around the trees. I did not see that many trees, it was a pretty deserted forest. I flew over the threes and then, around the trees. I decided to land as the task was done. My wife was alone queuing. She still did not vanish like a regular DC, she stood in the same place where she was.

I flew back to my wife. She was looking around surprised. I rose my hand and aimed to a tree. Next to the tree a small white light appeared. My wife asked me, "Can I destroy that tree with my fist?" I replied, "If you believe, you can... see this" I rose my hand and used telekinesis on one tree. The land started to vibrate and I pulled the whole tree out of the ground. I was doing this with my mind. I could see how some dirt came off the tree. I saw the roots of the tree, perfect roots like real ones. I banished the tree into oblivion in the middle of the air.

My wife stopped next to a tree. She rose her fist and hit it. Half of the tree broke and fell to the ground. I saw how several leaves and branches flew in all directions. My wife was very happy. I started to feel I was going to wake, I tried to spin but I woke up.

I had a FA in my room. My wife was saying, "Do not hit me, do not hit me" I woke her up and told her it was not me. She replied, "Yes, you were lucid!" I told her it was my DC, that I awoke after she broke the tree. I woke up for real.

My wife never recalls dreams and she was not able to recall this one. Her DC acted and thinked with a lot of sense, never seen a DC acting and thinking that well. My wife was able to talk about stuff from waking, which means more evidence that she might had a lucid dream share with me.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Notice dream Signs:
- The yoga professor did not wear underwear.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand check.

18.08.2010

Bully attack - 2nd Flight to the moon canceled by my cat (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A more decent night. Hopefully my subconscious is digesting all the new changes in my professional waking life. One fragment and two lucids.

Second:

I was like in a school. I was going to attend a class about meditation and chakras. I was waiting outside and I was eating a dish of meat and potatoes made in the slow cooker. A 50 years old DC approached at me, entered the class and adviced me to join the class because it was about to start. I felt the class was going to be empty, as I saw no one joining it. I entered the class with my dish and found out that the class was crowed. I saw a lot DC that were copies of other classroom mates that I had at junior school.

One of the bullies critiqued my food and start laughing at me. I ignored the bully and he good mad. I did not feel threatened so I kept eating. He threw a punch towards me, however, I rose my arm and stopped his punch without even blinking. I hit him back and he got even more mad so he attacked a weaker DC.

He grabbed the DC on his legs and he started to spin. I felt he was trying to throw him at me, and he did. The dream was now in slow motion, more like Matrix effect. I saw the thrown guy coming at me. I avoided him Matrix style and he crushed with other folks. The dream banished and the scenery changed.

I was outdoors and I knew I was dreaming. I was in a big plaza and I saw a few DC. They were odd looking but they ignored me. I wanted to do a RC to make sure it was a dream, my hands looked OK, a little blurry but OK. I jumped about 10-12 feet easily.

I felt the dream was stable so I decided to fly to the moon and visit Nomad. As I was flying to the moon, I felt like something furry was moving around my legs. I wondered what was going on and my dream started to fade. I had double conscious for a few seconds until I woke up. My cat was purring around my legs asking for some love.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Junior school's classmates.
- The Matrix effect.

Noticed Dream Signs:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Turned lucid without reason.

06.08.2010

Zombies in the parking lot (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My wife's "lovely" bosses sent her one of their usual "Lovely" emails at night, which pissed her off before going to bed. That annoyed me as well and I did not focus on anything. I woke up at 5am with a short fragment, at 6:20 am with another fragment that I was able to recover into an almost full dream. I said to my self I so not wanted to come only with crappy dreams, having a lucid dream was a MUST to make the night at least a little decent. I fell asleep determined and had a lucid. Total of three dreams:

Third:

I was online browsing the DV boards. There was a section for fan art. People would request to have a personalized Pokemon face. I could see the images of different pictures of Pokemon, with their tongue outside like Next I could see their real photo. I found out it was a good idea and I would like one of those as well. I realized it would be nice to have a blend of a Gengar and a Ball Lightning (this second one is not a Pokemon but a Magic The Gathering card) I realized I could do it by myself. I wanted something like this:







I realized I had to do some arraingements so I closed up my computer, grabbed my car and drove. I got to a indoors parking lot. It was packed with cars, but I found a parking spot, so I did park my car there. I exited my car and I saw two female DC walking by. I was walking towards the store and I felt really lazy. I said to myself, "I hope I was dreaming... It would be cool and I would not need to do the arrangement"

Then I turned lucid. I did not do any reality check, but I found out I was indeed in a lucid dream. I walked by a wall, there were no cars parked here. I tryed to open a void. I did not intend to travel to a particular place and I neither put a lot of effort on my task. The portal did not open and I did not insisted. I realized I was lucid with little control over the dream. It did not bother me, I was not looking for any particular goal on this dream. I walked by two huge elevators. On one of them there were two DC and the other one was empty. The light of this elevators did not work, so they were totally dark.

I considered in getting inside one of them. I new it would be very cool. However, I remember that I suggested a similar task of the month for September, so I passed to spoil the fun if it gets selected. I kept walking around the parking lot.

A few small kids (about two feet tall) appeared. They had really sharp claws. They started to attack me. I saw myself bleeding but it did not hurt. I realized they were zombies by the look of their face.

They looked like this. If you are very sensitive, do not open the spoiler, it has a little gore:

Spoiler for Zombie Kid:

I tried to blast the kids. They were a few of them, but I was not able. I lost the imaginery of the dream entirely. I realized I was about to wake up. I wanted to kill the zombies first so I started to spin very fast and recovered the dream. I attempted another blast with success and destroyed all these zombie kids.

I found a small gun. I grabbed it and put it into my pocket. I saw five DCs. Three male and two female. The male ones had some blood on their shirt, so I figured they were zombies. I tried to save the female ones, they looked OK. I shot right in the chest on the male DCs. The gun did not work, however, the guys that I tried to kill did not realize it. I grabbed one of the females DC and started to run. The dream faded.

I had a false awakening in my room. I started to talk with my wife about the dream I just had. I suddenly saw my wife in this parking lot. I was a viewer now. I explained to my wife what happened. Suddenly, I heard the noise of a shotgun loading. My wife laughed and told me, "You nuts! What you were doing!" I laughed and realized that I had no shotgun but a regular small gun. I woke up for real.

Missed dream signs:
- None

Noticed dream signs:
- Hopping I was in a dream.

Reality check performed:
- Turned lucid without them.

03.08.2010

My Dream Guardian is on a 2 year and 2 weeks vacation!!! (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I got three dreams tonight. I went to bed pretty late. One lucid tonight.

Third:

I was with my wife at home and we were talking. Suddenly, she started to run and she jumped to the bed. She started to roll, she fell from the bed and kept rolling. She kept rolling until she was by the closet. It appeared she was having an epileptic attack. I was worried for her and I asked her if everything was OK. She grabbed me and started to kiss me with a lot of passion. She pulled my clothes from me. She wanted to have sex so badly, so we started to have sex, the dream faded.

I had a FA in my room. I was alone in bed now. I could hear the TV and I realized that my wife was watching TV. It was very dark outside and I was confused why my wife was not in bed. I did not want to move from bed. I was trying to recall a dream I just had, however, the sound of the TV bothered me. It was an odd situation so I decided to do a reality check. I checked my hands.

My middle finger was thicker than usual, so I realized that something was wrong and I was dreaming. I got off from bed and pinched my nose. I could breath perfectly. I decided to jump to test the gravity. I floated for around three seconds. I went to my living room. I did not hear the TV anymore but I did not care. I opened the door. It was night. The exterior was as the same than waking. I took flight. I flew over my neighborhood towards downtown. The clarity of the dream was excellent. I kept flying until my dream completely stabilized. I landed and I started to walk around. I felt like going to pee, but I remembered I read someone's post about peeing for real in bed while lucid, so I avoided trying it.
I saw a bridge about 15 feet tall. I saw five dream characters looking at me from the bridge. I levitated and flew slowly towards the bridge. They looked surprised. I walked by them but I did not exchange words with them.

I passed by a house that had several plants. I touched the leaves of the plants and I could feel the leaves were humid. The leaves had small drops of water and they were cold. The quality and texture of the leaves were perfect. I looked towards the sky and I could see every single detail and every single star. I started to fly again and I though about summoning my Dream Guardian. I have never met him / her before so I wanted to attempt.

I started to walk again. I was in the middle of a big street. It was almost empty. I saw around two to three dream characters. There were a few parked cars, but no one on the road. I said out loud, "I want to talk with my Dream Guide" A woman dressed like a USPS employee walked by. She stopped and turned. She walked towards me and she said, "You will have to wait another two years and two weeks. Temel is gone." I was wondering what was that. I blamed that I might not had a lot of control during that step. She told me, "Why don't you come with me for a few minutes?" I replied, "I guess it will be fine. I am lucid dreaming right now so I can spend some time." She walked ahead of me, but I followed her. We got into a very small room, however, it was very well lit. She told me that my Dream Guide worked with her, but she was gone on vacation for a couple of years. I told her, "I know. I will ask the dream to bring me to her!" She replied, "That rude. Do not do that!" I explained to her, "Oh, OK. Well, I want to meet Temel. I have been lucid dreaming since I was a kid without knowing the meaning of these words. Now that I know the meaning of them, I want to meet with her!!"

I realized the room had several mirrors. I wanted to look at my reflection. It first looked normal but then, I looked two additional times. I saw a familiar face, but it was not mine. It changed every time I looked at the mirror.

The mail woman handed me a small receipt. The receipt had her phone number and her e-mail. She asked me to keep it. I told her it would be impossible to bring the paper to waking, so I was going to attempt to remember the e-mail and the phone number. Her e-mail ended in @yahoomail.com Before the @ there was a very short name, like Ruth or Beth. I tried to read but I was not able. I realized that the dream was stable so I tried again. The dream faded instantly. I though in spinning but it was too late and I woke up.

Missed Dream Sign:
- My wife's odd behavior.
- The FA.

Noticed Dream Signs:
- My wife was watching TV late at night.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand Check
- Nose Pinch.
- Gravity Check.

01.08.2010

Lucid Dream within a long non lucid dream (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not a bad night but neither an awesome night. I went to bed very late and I needed to wake up early (in fact earlier as I want to send this asap)

I was in a big apartment. I was there with my wife and some friends. In fact, we lived there with another couple and we even sleep with them. The other couple was not as unite as I am with my wife. He wanted to have sex with her and at the same time he was afraid. She was upset about it. She also wanted to have sex but she wanted to wait. Both of them knew I had a lot of eloquence and he was afraid I would convince his girlfriend to have sex with me. She did not want to have sex with me, she wanted to be loyal, but at the same time, she was afraid that my eloquence would convince her to have sex. She also knew I was powerful in my dreams. She though it was all about my pillow, or something odd. I told her if she needed to badly to have sex, we could have sex in a shared lucid dream. I used my eloquence to convince her and she fell for it. We were convinced we would meet in a lucid dream. We went to sleep

I had a false awakening and for some reason I knew I was dreaming. My lucidity was not awesome, I realized I was dreaming in my bed, but in my dream bed, not in my real wakin bed (yes, a dream within a dream) I was in a big hall.







It was a huge fancy hotel. There were enormous chandeliers, beautiful ones. There were several red and golden carpets. There were no DC at all. I could hear the chatter of loose male voices, but nothing else. In a small table I saw different tubes of paint (for portraits, not regular wall paint) I remembered I had to pick certain colors. I saw some odd colors but I grabbed a blue one, a yellow one and a red one. I had all three, I decided to place them in a basket by themselves. I grabbed a light brown wooden basket. The basket had a small napkin. I placed the tubes inside. Red, yellow, blue. I closed up the basket and prepared as a gift. I look at the basket and said, "This is a gift that contains all three colors" I realized that I did both "one of each color" and/or "something with all three colors" As it was not clear what to do I did both. A little after this, I saw other baskets with several more colors, like rainbow ones, that contained all the primaries and secondaries ones.

I big door opened. I though in meeting my female friend. I realized I was going to have my first dream share. I was excited. The door opened and I though, "It is just a stupid white horse. Damn it" I realized I had to ride it. Now it had a small shinny horn in the middle of its third eye. It was a unicorn all right. I rod it, I think for a few seconds and jumped out of it. I said, "I did ride the stupid unicorn, both tasks done. Where is my female lover!" The unicorn was gone and I saw a couple of male DC. We started to talk about being in a lucid dream. My lucididy level decreased here, but I was still lucid. I told them I was dreaming, waiting for a hot female friend that needed sex in waking, but could not have it. I told them I was loyal to my wife and I would no have sex for real with her. They told me it was a good idea. They asked me that they wanted to do the same. I told them we were already in a dream, but they could try to go to sleep in the lucid and awake in other place. They left to do it. I then realized that at least for me, if I went to sleep in a lucid I would awake, I did that before. I started to walk around to see if I finally meet with this lady. My dream vanishes.

I have a False Awakening in the bed I "went to sleep" initially. I was alone now in my bed, but I could hear the other female DC. She told me that she broke up with his boyfriend because he left with my wife. I was not hurt about it, so I had some degree of very low lucidity. I wanted then to find this lady. I left my place and knew she lived in an Arabic country. I was going to fly (in a plane) to her country, however, I appeared right there.
I was in the middle of an Arabic bazaar







I was a little afraid. I did not know the language and I was not sure if I could communicate. I did not know either if I wanted to make a new life there or what. I saw a small wooden house, it was a restaurant so I decided to enter it. I could not understand a word of the environmental chatter. I saw some small tables without cloth. They had a small candle. I saw some DC eating odd food. The restaurant was not very full, in fact, it was almost empty. I did not find this lady here so I exited the restaurant.
I saw a big hill, it was very green, full of grass. I saw a small home at the very end. As I approached the house, the female DC exited the home with a white dress. The wind moved her dress and her hair. I felt very good. We met and kissed. We entered her place. Her place was very big (in was bigger than her house from the outside) It had several stores and a lot of fancy rooms. We had to watch out for her family, they could not spot us. We started to make out, but a male voice approached so we stopped. It was her dad. I can't remember what he did told her. We went to another room and we started to make out and we had sex (I remember a lot of detail here, but I won't share due minors in the board. Add one more paragraf and allow your imagination to run... probably you will be close)
Her mom suddenly appeared. She jumped off me and I kept laying on my back. Her mom asked her something, smiled at me and greeted me. She asked me what I was doing lying on my back (I had clothes now) I told her I was meditating. I kept looking at the roof and I woke up.

Missed dream signs:
- Four people in my bed.
- Talking about dreams in the dream.

Noticed dream sings:
- The FA.

Reality check performed:
- None.

Second part missed dream signs:
- The FA.
- Abrupt scenery change.
- Not being spotted by the DC's mom.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Probably wake myself up due long lucid.

26.07.2010

My cat cancels my moon travel. (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids.

Fourth:

I woke up from my previous dream and concentrated on the DEILD. I did not move nor opened my eyes. I felt vibrations and they started to intensify. I though in Astral Projection, but I felt I did not meditated properly nor cleaned my chakras, so I just focused to stay at the lucid stage.

I had a False Awakening in my room. I knew I had to be dreaming. I woke from bed and jumped. I jumped about three feet and floated for a few seconds. I also pinched my nose and I could breath properly. I told my wife I was lucid and I left.

I though in trying to call my Dream Guardian again, but I did not feel like doing it. I did not feel that my dream was very stable to be able to have a conversation with someone without waking. I opened the main door of my home and left flying. I could see the sky was blue. It was a beautiful day. I could fly without hassle as usual. I saw the Moon and a big planet next to it. I gained speed and headed for the moon. I was going to meet with WakingNomad & company.

I flew through a small theme park. It was now night and I was able to see thousands of colors. As I was flying, the theme park was pulling me like if it was a magnet. I released my jacket and it flew to the theme park. I increased my speed and finally freed from the gravitational power of that theme park. I gained more height and speed and I was approaching the moon when I abruptly woke up.

One of my cats went nuts and woke both my wife and I. Darn! 1st possible dream sharing wasted due my cat!!! I planned to try to slip back into it, but it was almost time to wake up and I already chained two dreams.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Noticed Dream Signs:
- False Awakening.

Reality Check Performed:
- Gravity Check.
- Nose pinch.

26.07.2010

Weird Couple (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled a total of four dreams. Two whole dreams and two lucids.

Third:

I was in a hotel. There was a couple starting to have sex. Both of them were nude and kissing each other. I was not able to see the scene in detail. It was like censored. However, I was able to see his penis. I wondered why the penis was not censored. They changed their position and I could not see a thing from her. The started to have sex and he was done like in two seconds. She appeared disgusted. However, he said, "We can trade so we both can enjoy!" The guy pulled the penis out of his body like if it was fake.

I knew I was able to pull mine as well, I said, "If that guy can, I can as well." I tried and I was not able. I said, "Why? I am dreaming so I am supposed to do it!" I realized I could do more interesting stuff.

I requested the dream to see my Dream Guardian. A bald male with glasses, about 40s popped out and told me, "I am not your Dream Guardian, Fred will come in a few minutes, however, he likes to play mind games." He told me I needed to wait.

I was looking for black boots to wear and I see that the dream was fading. I tried to spin but I was not able. I said to myself to DEILD when I woke.

Missed Dream Signs:
- Unknown.

Dream Signs noticed:
- Unknown.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Already lucid.

24.07.2010

Wife behavior triggers lucidity (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well. This is my lowest night since several, several nights. I went to bed very late and woke up very early, I sleep only around 5 hours and I still managed to grab two dreams. One is a small fragment, and the other one, a lucid.

Second:

I had a false awakening in my room. I was with my wife and she was nude. My wife told me she did not need sex anymore. There were two more female characters and I asked to them what was going on with my wife. One of them told me that she may had other sources.

One of the female DC pulled a vibrating toy. It was hidden under my wife's pillow. We realized the reason that my wife needed no sex anymore. I felt bad about it, but got over it quick. I was looking for my dream journal. While I was looking for it, the issues with my wife came to my mind again. I wanted to talk with her about it.

I found my DJ. It was made out of gummy bears instead of regular paper. I could see some letters on it but it was hard. I started to write down my dreams and it shattered in several pieces (each gummy bear was separated) The DC helped me to put them together and I tried to write my dream, but the pen did not want to work.

I ran to the computer as I was afraid that my dreams were going to be forgotten. I saw my wife and it came once more to my mind the issue. I started to wonder why did she used such toy if she always has been happy with me. I reality checked as I was unsure that it could be for real. It was definitely fake. I had no thumb and two fingers were fused into one. I looked at my hand for a second time and it was fine. I jumped. I reached about a couple feet of heigh and I landed in slow motion. I left the room and walked downstairs to the living room. This house was not my waking house. I saw a big old school window and I decided to leave. I always fly in my lucids so is what I did (I rarely walk) I flew straight to the window but I hit the wall and bounced back.

I said to myself that I could easily go through the window. I flew into it again and flew through it. I could hear the glass shattering as I started to go through. I saw the pieces of the glasses falling being me.

I was flying over a big forest. The trees were big and they appeared treacherous. I realized that I was in a small island, surrounded by a lake. I could see a huge city after the lake. As I gained height, I saw that it was sunrise. I saw all the buildings with their lights on and the freeway getting crowed.

I looked up in the sky and I saw a huge and beautiful moon. I decided to fly towards it to meet with WakingNomad and company. As I gained more height, I felt passing through the big trees. While I was gaining height, I woke up. My wife's clock rang. Time to wake up to drive her to work.

Missed Dream Signs:
- The FA.
- They very odd shape of my wife's vibrating toy.
- My DJ was made of gummy bears.

Dream Signs noticed:
- Realizing that my wife would not act that way in waking.

Reality Check performed:
- Hand check.
- Gravity check.

17.07.2010

Lucid at work (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled five dreams and I had one (crappy) lucid. It was one of those sem-low-lucidity dreams... but it works to keep up with my goal of one lucid every two days.

Third of the night:

I was in the Olive Oil store. I knew I was dreaming but I had no control at all. I followed the plot of the dream. I guess I was in the edge of lucidity and non lucidity. I was going to open the store and there was already someone inside behind the tasting bar.
The store was different as its for real and I realized that when I entered. The lady was behing the tasting bar and I wanted her to leave. I planned to do something funny but I decided to help her before. I stared at something and woke up.

And here is it. One of my worst lucids... But at least it was a lucid with low quality that goes to the stack of my overall lucids and will help to get even more in the future.

Missed dream signs:
- None.

Dream Signs Noticed:
- None. Already lucid.

What I would have done if I had some decent lucidity:
- Leave the store. Blast the dancers if present and head to a ToTY.

15.07.2010

Talking with a deceased family member (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not one of my best nights. My recall was not very efficient like usual. However, I still managed to get four dreams (two fragmented). The last dream was lucid, and one of the important personal memorable goal ones. I had a fifth dream, DEILDed from it for the lucid and I forgot the dream, only remembered the second in the chain (A few nights ago I chained three dreams and recalled all three, so I guess I lost it due a low recall night)

Fourth of the night:

I remembered a long dream and I was recalling it to write it down. I opened my eyes but closed them immediately because I felt like I was in trance. I started to feel vibrations around my body. I knew what was coming so I did not bother in writing the other dream. I started to focus on a Colosseum hoping I would appear in the Roman Age to participate in a gladiator fight. The vibrations increased intensity and I start to hear a strong buzzing. It was not usual for a WILD and it looked more like the beginning of an Astral Projection. I focused on my Astral Body instead and I was ready to separate and transfer consciousness to my Astral Body.
I was in my room. I was not floating in my bed and I did not feel like I was Astral Projecting. I was able to recall that being APing feels different. However, I was not 100% sure. Everything was a neat copy from waking. I knew I could have not fail due the vibrations and buzzing. I went to my bathroom and my wife was there. I was silent and I stopped in front of her. She looked at me and smiled at me. I kept standing there and she sent me a kiss.
I realized she was able to see me, so I was not in my Astral Body. I was wondering how come I failed that. I went to my room to lay down to attempt to recall more details from my recent dreams. I saw that my cat was all black and had become a kitten. "Aha! This is not my cat! I am dreaming!" I looked at my hands and they looked OK. I then pinched my nose and I was able to breath. The vividness of the dream increased and I left the bedroom.
I was in my living room next to the door to leave my place. I saw half x-mas tree in the floor and some other debris. I was in my shorts but I did not care. I said, "I am lucid, so see you later. I have stuff to do." My wife did not answer or I left too fast.

When I exited my place, I was in a different neighborhood. It was more like the neighborhood were my wife takes care of a kid to help out a family. It was very sunny and there were no cars in the street. I started to fly pretty high. I was wondering if it was not too soon to fly as I just started my lucid. But I realized that flying is something I am very used to do in my lucids and I could fly without any major effort that would provoke a premature awakening.

While I was flying I remembered I could complete one of the Tasks of the Year. However, I saw a few DC around and I decided to do something different.

I landed and I said, "I want to talk with my wife's mom. I do not want a DC but her real mom!" Suddenly, a lady popped out from nowhere and said, "Who called me?" I approached her and she asked me, "Who are you. You sound familiar." I told her I am her daughter husband. I described her to my wife and my wife told me that the description matched perfectly.
My wife's mom approached me and hugged me. She started to kiss my chicks and she got very emotional. I was moving my eyes around because it was a short distanced and not moving me eyes would terminate the dream.
My wife mom said, "I want you to say to Ana that I am very happy and fine. I feel great and she does not have to worry about me. I love her and I am very happy that she feels great with her life." I told her that my wife missed her and she replied, "Let her know I am feeling great. She has not to worry about me." She gave me more kisses and hugs. I pulled out my pendant and I told her, "See. I am wearing it!" She recognized it as hers and she smiled. She had a similar one as well.

She gave me a stronger hug and I only could see her. I started to see the dream fade, but I did not feel like spinning with my wife's mom hugging me. As the dream was fading more, my wife's mom vanished into me. I woke up.

Dream Signs missed:
- None

Dream Signs Noticed:
- I owned a different cat.

Reality Check Performed:
- Nose pinch.

14.07.2010

Non REM lucid???? Instant Projection???? FA??? What happened! (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth night in a row with +6 dreams recalled. I think I am getting into my goal of 5-6 dreams recalled per single night. I've been recalling a minimum of 2-3 dreams for over a month! So I am super happy. Not the best night dream-wise though.
First of the night.

I was lying down in my bed and I could see perfectly. I was wearing my total blackness glasses so it had to be a dream to be able to see through them. I heard a voice that whispered in my ear, "You are a genius" I then, was able to see in a 360 degrees radius like if it was an Astral Projection. I suddenly saw a black shadow, it was more of a presence rather than a shadow. I guess it was a dream and not an Astral Projection because it did not feel like in an Astral Projection. It did not feel either like in my regular lucids. But I was fully conscious that I was not awake. I could not move from bed. The shadow did not want to attack me, it was just there, walking up and down my room. I decided to wake myself up. I knew I was not in a REM so it would end soon anyway.

I had a false awakening. I was still paralyzed but I could still see through my glasses. Not as clearly as in the lucid or whatever-it-was. It was not as if I had no glasses like in the lucid, but I could see the shape of my hand. I was bugged and I took my glasses off. I was awakened...

This was very odd. I am very focused in increasing my regular recall from 3-4 dreams a night to 5-6 a night. I am also focused in getting at least one lucid per night or every two nights (so far so good) and also I am focused in Astral Projection. I have been thinking about dream sharing as well. However, as soon as I went to bed, I felt tired so I just planned to fall asleep. I did not attempt WILD nor Astral Projection. I know I was meditating and I fell asleep instantly. I also asked my wife in the morning and she confirmed me I fell asleep as soon as I touched the pillow, so it was not a massive Hypnagogic Hallucition.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Dream Signs Noticed:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None.

13.07.2010

Room changes. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I recalled three dreams tonight. I went to bed late as I had a busy day and I had to write down eleven dreams from the previous night.
Second one of the night:

I was talking about two dreams and about becoming lucid on one the dreams were I was at the moment. I was told I was able to change the decor of my room with the help of a DC so I would turn lucid the next time I saw my room.
I was wondering if the changes would take effect for even in waking.

I do not remember at what time I exactly had this lucid. Is definitely one of my worsts lucids that I can recall. I was not even thinking straight in this dream and it was very short. I lost lucidity at some point but I do not remember what happened next.

Missed Dream Signs:
- None.

Dream Sign Noticed:
- None.

Reality Check Performed:
- None. Already lucid. Awful quality.

12.07.2010

I beat Neil Armstrong (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was a pretty awesome night. My old record of dream recalled in a single night was 8, I rose that up to 11 Only one of this was a fragment. Three of these were lucid and on one of them I completed one of the Tasks of the Year.
Tenth of the night:

I tried to DEILD from the previous dream, but I moved in bed a little bit.

I was at home, I had a false awakening in my bed but my wife was awake. It was 7am time to wake up but I told her I was going back to bed. I went to the table were I write my dreams down. I started to write one and a friend plus my wife appeared.
My friend took of his shirt and he had a tattoo in his chest exactly the same than mine. Then, suddenly his tattoo changed into a different one, but with the same black and red colors. I found it odd and I realized a reality check.

I look at my hands and I had a lot of fingers so I became lucid. I said, "Ha! I knew it. That tat is not right. I am lucid, this is a dream." I took my blue backpack were I have my cards and left. I flew away and saw the moon up in the sky:







I gained some height and used my backpack as a jet pack. First I flew straight up and then straight. It was hard to fly with the jetpack. I almost hit a building. My backpack ran out of gas so I threw it away and kept flying on my own. I saw the moon and the dream started to fade. I spun and recovered the dream. Slowly the imagenery was back. I was getting out of the Earth and a voice said, "I know what you want. You want to go to Space." As I was exiting the Earth, instead of the moon, I saw another Earth. I though, "Not the Earth, I need the Moon!!!" The voice sounded again, "I know what you want. You want to see the Earth from a balcony at the moon." I was annoyed about that voice messing up. I saw myself approaching at the moon. I saw an odd building. The dream started to fade, so I had to recover it again.

I was inside a building. Everything was metallic and I saw flashes of light. I was like in a very old school first person shooting game, but I had no gun. I heard a lot of loud and annoying noises:







I saw red and blue arrows. Every few seconds, a hatchet with a blue arrow would close. I realized I was in a maze and I had to run to exit throughout the blue arrows. I suddenly saw armed soldiers, but they ignored me. I walked through them. I finally exited and I had a perfect vision on the moon. The voice said, "Oh. Now I know!" I saw a ship trying to land. It was Neil Armstrong!







I flew close to him and placed a flag with my own symbol. He was surprised when he saw me and he said, "You beat me here! How?" I laughed again and hit him softly in one of his shoulders. Then I forced myself to wake up. I knew I chained three lucids and I was entering the dangerous zone for recall. I woke up.

I want to know this is the first time I have a ToTY or ToTM completed without a FA after the lucid!

Missed Dream Signs:
- The False Awakening.

Dream Sign Noticed:
- The changeling tattoo.

Reality Check Performed:
- Hand Check.