Psychonautic

I had an odd series of dreams and awakenings last night. Again my dream recall is pretty shitty, so I don't remember it vividly enough to tell it in order or in the form of a story. One thing happened though that was worth mentioning. In my dream I closed my eyes while making out with this girl. With the dreamworld gone, I could still feel her lips. I tried opening my eyes again from within the dream but it felt as if they were stuck shut. I finally managed to open them a tiny bit and that's when I realized I was opening my real eyes, and decided I did not want to do that so I shut them again. I was just sitting in a darkened dream world until eventually everything came back on its own. I think the reason I wake myself up a lot is that when I enter the darkness I try opening my eyes and end up doing so. Just sitting in the darkness, however, returned me to what I think was my original dream, but it was not in the same location, but rather a location I had been in earlier in that dream before blacking out. I was in the darkness for awhile, I started trying to imagine a Colosseum, but I found it pretty difficult to do so. I was trying to imagine myself standing inside of it and what it would look like from my perspective, but I couldn't really hold a good mental picture of it.... Maybe I need to start looking at a bunch of photos from inside the Colosseum or something....