Soo happy - pure DILD without WBTB - I recognized being at my childhood home with my mother. Did RC - and actually I have been thinking, that my fingers being not countable might be pure expectation - since in the past I had just seen my hands normally. And so it was - counted 5 fingers on each hand - I knew somehow I was dreaming anyway, though - and convinced myself with nose-plug. I stabilized with handrubbing and with turning around slowly. I had read, that the spinning, which is meant to stabilize should be done slowly. And it worked - seems my brain produced ever clearer surroundings by me relatively slowly turning around and taking it all in. I did this twice more in that dream, and found it a real help with sub-optimal optics. I mostly did have suboptimal optics - but could freshen them up like this. This time I started out with remembering, what my goals were. And they were step two for comp. - basic summoning, and then I wanted transformation in that arctic wolf. But the snowman also came to my mind. So I started by imagining a necklace a bit like the one from my last lucid in a drawer. It wasnīt in though - but a chaotic assortment of socks and gloves and folding umbrellas. So I tried it with the door of the house - really convincing myself, that a certain friend of mine would stand on the other side. I hope it counts, that another guy stood behind that door?? So then I went out - left that guy standing - he wasnīt overly animated anyway - and went out. Flew around a bit - looking for snow - and it worked again, that from seeing something white - I was able to transform the landscape a bit in the difference into a winter-scene with thick snow lying on the ground. No need to let it snow. On the way - twice a DC wanted to lure me into doing something else - but I told them, I had no time. Then I tried to transform into an arctic wolf. The only thing I managed was feeling white hair growing from my body everywhere - and that took ages - somehow I gave up - thinking - common - December almost through - do at least that snowman. And I did - a small one - maybe 40 cm all in all - but from real snow, and this time I had some stones and branches for a face and it looked nice and friendly. Then I animated it - that was quite easy - I just pretended it was a dancing decoration snowman already - and it started dancing - it had two snow-ball feet (not from me..) and hopped from one to the other to a melody which he somehow caused himself. Very happy with the achievement - I woke up. Probably somehow on purpose - having thought, I had done all there was to do in that LD. Weell - I donīt regret it. One normal dream: Something I have dreamt before - I had finished school already - and had gotten a good mark overall - but suddenly this was not enough for some reason and I had to do the last class again. With younger classmates - some people I knew from real life, who were much younger than me. I was angry and not motivated and didnīt attend most classes - being on the lake instead etc. - not accepting this sort of. But when I had to attend - I suddenly wasnīt able to follow the proceedings - and got more pissed off, they made me do it again. There was a bit more, which I want to leave out - also not nice. In the end I got thrown out, because of misdemeanor - and it was unclear if I could go to university with what I got. Dream ended before I could find that out. I wonder, why so many dreams go about school and old friends from school - and comparatively much less with my actual recent friends and my husband, with whom I really spend time - also older jobs are not represented accordingly..?
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