False Awakening
Last night was the first competition 16 night - and I wasnīt even aware of it.. I had two awakenings, where I had more dream-content than I dictated - but I was too lazy to do that. Maybe if I had known.. But on the last two awakenings - without noting time - I tried to WILD with WBTB. Didnīt work - yet.. At least it was good for something! The dream, I have in itīs entirety: It started with a FA in our old house - one of my most persistent dream-signs - it is ripped down - one time (maybe twice - once years ago?) this made me lucid - to realize it. Not now - I got up in my old bed there being frustrated that my SSILD had "failed" - as in me not patient enough - and getting up. No RC - could hit myself. A Swiss friend of mine was there as a visitor - which in the dream came as a surprise (yes - again no RC ..). I wasnīt sure, if I was pleased with this fact - not having known about it. First of all I decided, that he had somebody to breakfast with - my mother and grandmother - and he was amusing himself - so I went in the basement, in my old room from childhood - not the room I had when we moved back there in my youth. And suddenly it was not okay, that I wanted to WILD there - something had to be repaired, and it was my grandmaīs room - but I had been lying down already - staying awake. So I got up - yepp - no RC.. Donīt know, if the day held anything - it was afternoon then and first didnīt like, that I couldnīt go out with some friendīs I had planned on meeting - because of the visitor. But I ended up happy with the night - me and him were at a theatre - a friend of mine was playing a role - the play was by his supposed favourite author - he doesnīt exist, I think - forgot the name. They and she - were great. The stage had boxes in room-size stacked four by five - and different scenes in them. No - music, I think.. Later we were home and talked about the author of the play and her. It was around midnight by then - so supposedly one whole day. But there was no story for in between the cusps. One fragment: I was doing dishes for a friend at their place. The thought crossed my mind, that the sink was to a normal sink, what an outhouse was to a toilet. The outflow-net was very big - and under it was a drop and autumn leaves - not any nasty, actually. A water fountain - a clean basin - and a view. Anyway - I had been given cherry-drops (??) for disinfection to use. That was it. Another one: I was about to move from Berlin to Bavaria - on my way driving a lorry - and I got a bit lost on the roads. Somehow I came to call my mother - and she started arguing, that I shouldnīt have decided to do the removals myself lala .. I count three points: WBTB, Fail: 1 1 Whole Dream: 1 2 Fragments: 1 Some conclusions and goals: be able to recognize the most frequent of my dream-signs always RC and dictate, when I wake up be more confident in my WILD tries - if I get into FA - why not into lucidity next.. do more daytime work - decide, which TOTM-Competition-Combinations: "synch up" with imJD - put on itīs feet team Taurus with him build a snowman from real snow, decorate and animate it (Object/DC Change) ask a DC for a present and note the reaction - but before get the DC by Basic Summoning - round corner/behind something at least start transforming into an Arctic wolf (Partial Transformation) to then maybe camouflage in the snow, sneak up on unsuspecting prey - and - rip it apart and eat it (start eating it seems okay..) - try tasting something.