I am quite unhappy with my recall from last night - and on top of that - I was too tired and lazy to try WILD - while a first natural awakening after 6 h not - and not with alarm-clock and hour later either. Where is my motivation in the morning?? And I was almost sure, I´d get a present last night from the TOTM.. Okay - first a dream, which directly relates to last night´s snippet Last night´s snippet was about me, wanting my ex-boyfriend back and having to find out on a holiday, that he was happy with his new girlfriend and backed off. This night - almost like a correction of this: I now was on holiday with him - it was great - we were talking about problems too, and others were advising us against a new start - but we did anyway and it seemed we finally much better understood each other. I also explained to him, what had happened lately in real life - and how I have changed my outlook on my professional career - he very much found it a good idea (probably in real life he would too..). Ha - exactly now, while writing - more of this comes back - very satisfying dream it was! Will be left un-journalled - but comes back to me - niice! Weird fragment: I was on the shore of a lake - stony shore and a lot of other sun-bathers. For some weird reason, there was a whole menu of food with us, a group of people, and we wanted to cook it later. But all ingredients - like meat, sauce, potatoes etc. - were all separately shrink-wrapped in plastic sacks. A small kid - maybe two years old - tottered towards us - and then peed on the sack with the sauce. Soo - we were worried, that the acidity would maybe solve the bag - so I was running in a house with it all and washed the outsides of the bags. Seemed undamaged. Ended up with me being "press-ganged" to do all of a big heap of dishes and being annoyed about that. Wanting to go back sun-bathing.. One more scene: I sat with my supposed grandparents - they looked different though than irl - on a terrace - eating and drinking wine - when suddenly it was clear, this was not our house - but I just had the keys to it - and thought the owners wouldn´t come back till later. Not so - they came and were angry, I had taken all the good red-wine and drunk it with my grandparents and a couple of other old people - supposedly friends of them. Bit like the dream with the secret Christmas party hidden in a house.. One more - it was there after waking up, but only now thought about it again - maybe a novel dream-sign (2nd time..) I was in a sort of animated DV version - but not 3D - and there were three avatars, one a guinea pigs and two rabbits - the ones with very, very much fur - and we had a post-exchange.. It almost seems as if I would dream further - or alternative-dream dreams from earlier nights - making them more agreeable - or at least a bit different. I wonder if this is common. Somehow I always manage to fill a page, if I want to - but - last night had really bad recall.
Updated 12-05-2013 at 12:35 AM by 66050