StephL

If only I had the same motivation to DJ - and even LD - in the morning, as I have it later in the day..
Didn´t dictate anything - and so there are again only fragments..


One had me with backpain - and getting an x-ray at a hospital, which showed, that I had an implant - a fixateur interne - like if I had broken a vertebra:



We were wondering, how it got there - me having no memory of such a surgery.


Another one was about me looking for a job, and wondering, if I had to take one of the earlier university exams once more.
It seemed I had to - and I was almost completely clueless, how to prepare for that in the short time, which was available.
Funnily - there were classmates from school, who also had to take this exam..
But I managed to organize the books, I had used back then - and made myself a learning-place in our old house´s garden - with sun-umbrella, table, stool and heaps of books and started learning.
But I felt, I couldn´t understand most of it - and got worried about the job.


Another fragment had me searching for my shoes in a school-locker - there were lots of other people´s shoes in it - but not mine.
In every locker there were heaps of shoes - in the end I found one pair of mine, and took another one, which I liked...


And for the third time - I was at the house of another ex (not the one from the last two dream instances - where I wanted him back in the first - and got him back in the second one).
Like irl - we were just normal friends at that point in the dream.
His mother - bit of a bitchy person - was happy we had broken up (irl as well..) - and didn´t like it at all, that I was there in this dream.
Problematic was - I was seemingly going there as a sort of first shelter and place to get a shower and fresh clothes.
How it came, that I arrived totally freezing cold and almost naked in the winter - no idea.
I got myself sorted there anyway - small brother of my ex - and him - standing up for me.
We didn´t exactly get along perfectly back then - I remember being surprised about this brother´s support.
And - however this came to pass in the end: I got cookies and cake baked by this suddenly rather friendly mother - but she still was happy to see me getting out afterwards.


This has again:
School-mates
Exam
Old house of my youth - esp. garden
Shoes.. (?)
Taking something from somebody else
Searching/sorting stuff
Being freezing cold - and not enough clothes (just a sort of small blanket in this case..)
An ex of mine
This special ex´s parent´s house and being threatened to get thrown out.
Last two times I did get thrown out with the x-mas party first - and last time with my grandparents and their friends.

Seemingly again dreaming something once more, but with a more favourable course of events and outcome.