For keeping count - night before last night was a short but not mini LD - I wrote about it in my DILD workbook. Again it was so that early yesterday evening my real life stress took on levels of having to deal with it, and I didn't repeat my hypnosis as planned. A bit it is also so, that I am weirdly afraid of doing it - in order not to find out, I might delude myself on it's effect. Veery stupid. I know. There was another interesting episode, though. I was told, that at the end of a tram line there would be the second zoo of Hamburg. And after giving it some thought I said - yeah - I've been there - and started to describe it and the partly weird animals they have there. In retrospect, it was again so that in-dream, I remembered another dream - several actually - with this zoo. And built it into the actual one. By that the whole scenery and context changed - no more Hamburg, but I was where I had dreamt that zoo to be before. I am so lazy journalling - I do go for recall upon waking up and either record on I-Phone or just think about it. But meanwhile I am on the hunt of this in-dream remembering of another dream as reality. It fascinates me. So that's what goes in here. It's no good, though, because meanwhile most 80 % of what I knew sitting in bed is gone by now. But this is still quite clear - was so bizarre: I had a catholic priest seminarist as a beginning boyfriend and went to his lectures with him and got into a discussion with the prof. I think we had to leave then even - for some strange reason, the guy didn't dump me, but wanted to transform theology after what I had said. Despite me not believing anything - I would have found out something important. Not exactly proof of god - but something almost equally impressive. Forgot what that was supposed to be unfortunately.
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