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    No Lucidity but High Romance

    by , 11-07-2013 at 02:05 PM (518 Views)
    Date: 07.11.13
    Total sleep: 9 h
    Daytime Techniques: wonderings about self and reality + ADA
    Lucid Techniques: Mantras between dreams and before sleep, haphazard short WILD attempt
    Recall Techniques: weeell - got to learn to write so I can decipher it - first dream, I put down is not retrievable
    Fell Asleep: 0:30 am (jippee! and stone sober)
    Dream Title: High Romance!

    Dream:
    This was the last three dreams - and so I have very good recall without having written much.
    It started at a festivity where the people having finished school with me met - but there were other people too - like a friend of mine from university.
    Somehow, I hadnīt managed to dress up for the occasion and wasnīt "styled" in any way - but the others were looking fantastic.
    So - wasnīt that bad, but when that friend of mine wanted to go to some sort of vip party afterwards - a friend of hers, whom I didnīt know, wanted to keep me away from that.

    So then something happened which is unusual for my dreams - usually I would have tried and not managed to go with them, or went, looking horrible or whatever.

    What would not have happened would have been me getting what I wanted - namely making my friend drop that bitch, she brought with her, and take me home with her to give me a really nice evening dress and her make-up and perfume and whatnot and chastised the doorwoman for not instantly letting me in there too. Lovely friend in real life - but ex-model and always soo beautiful..

    Anyway - in we were and it was like in a high-society movie.
    Great party - later it had somehow changed scenery to a garden in the morning.
    ...edited ..
    Awake: 9:30 am
    Vividness: (scale of 1-15, 10 is waking life vividness) 12/13
    Awareness: (1-10; or lucid) 9 non lucid
    Length: (how long it felt like! Because that matters) Dream in 3 parts - twice reentry because it was soo nice - all in all maybe story over 2/3 days
    Emotions: Weeell.. right - for the sake of analysis: started with feeling inferior, ugly, awkward - went to self-satisfied, radiant, attractive and confident, then totally smitten, in love, satisfied, hopeful and even sort of calmly confident for what would come, liberated

    Dream Signs: People from school, university - the garden party was for some reason in our old garden of the house I lived in my youth (thatīs a strong recurring sign, the house+garden)


    Conclusions - Overview:

    First of all - it is so great, that the journalling and general aim of lucidity and gaining dream-control spills over into my normal dreams and makes them so much more satisfying - amazing!!

    Secondly - got to work on readable notes in between dreams.
    First dream, after which I woke up got lost because of indecipherable nonsensical scribblings - except the dart-board snippet, which I posted next door - that I can remember vividly.

    Then - realization, that I actually always was and am able to re-enter a dream after waking up.

    Lucidity:
    I did my mantras and expectation-rising for DILD, but looking back - the real inner plan was more to do a WILD attempt after the first inter-dream awakening.
    I had talked to my hubby - finding out to my surprise that he had sometimes what seems to be called EHS - extremely loud noises from inside his head while falling asleep - and he hates it with a passion.
    Told him excitedly to ride it out next time and try to WILD himself.

    But - just like before several times - I felt tired and lazy and unwilling to try the WILD when the time for it was there - thinking - ah I will wake up once or twice more anyway.
    Which I did - with even less motivation - see dream-content..Name:  rolleyes.gif
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    This is so silly - I know, it would have been easy to at least get that far as last time once more - that only took like 2 min. lying still and vibrations and optics came.

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    Updated 11-17-2013 at 03:03 AM by 66050

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    non-lucid , memorable

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