I've found through dreaming that I'm a little more twisted than I though hopefully through lucidity I can help myself become more peacefull calm and collective! Injoy
We hitchhiked to a hotel far away in the middle of no were. I had a steak knife and my friend was laying on his back he said "kill me" so my first stab I tryed for his heart but cought his rib and he winced the second stab it went through and he made no sound. I thought it worked but he shouted now u have to kill me this hurts! He rolled onto his stomach and I Tryed for the heart again from the back when I looked it was a mess it looked as if someone opened a can of beef veg. Soup the next cut seen it was me and my girl as if I killed her I asked her to write a suCide note she said she was not worried about it and that I should leave lol. I told her that I was not hitchhiking again I'll wait till morning.
My first lucid was very interesting as many first lucids r. I was trying to hit a bowl without anyone noticing in a classroom then I Seen my garage door opener and pressed the button the wall were the chalk board opened I grabbed my book bag and walked out I seen my girlfriend and her friend get out grocerys in one hand baby in the other. I followed her up the stairs and she set the baby face down on the ground. I picked my son up and carried him over to the chair and sat down. Apon realizing how big and heavy he was I said out load our son hasn't been born yet! I looked at my hand and I had 6 fingers! I awoke almost instantly! More lucids to come ill keep posting them!