Hi, I'm sorry if this sounds a bit off LD topic, but it is connected to LD.
I suffer from a problem that might sound a little stupid, but it really can cost me my future. People, >I can not study<.

Since the first day I joined university, all my grades were bad. And it is going dramatically worse! they are so bad that the university literally, literally threatened to kick me out if I didn't raise them up in this summer! I'm not joking. I'm not even close to exaggerating. I would pic the sh*t for you but it is in Arabic. The reason why is that I can not sit down and read a book, specially an academic one. I can't force myself to sit away from distractions and read, memorize, and solve the curriculum. I hardly can read non-academic books. Laberge's book took me about 3 months to finish it. I had Daniel's Are You Dreaming? book since April and I still didn't finish it (I'm close though).

I can not read . I can spell the words alright, I can understand the language. I just can not sit and read for extended duration of time. (By extended I mean more than 1 hour a day). It cause me headache and lose of concentration. How is that related to lucid dreaming? If I study, I will have an eased mind and LD would be so much easier. Plus, I can set new goals in LD to enhance my knowledge, which is a good way to practice LDing.

Help? Anyone? If you have any advice, link, video, photo, comment, an angry mom that can lecture me about how study is important, anything! Just post here or PM me or E-Mail. Please.. Thank you.