Quote Originally Posted by Raed3700 View Post
Congratulations Mr. fogelbise and Mr. Saizaphod for having green names and stars . What is that? Why am I not colored too? I wanna be blue *-*.
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though it was an LD indeed, I decided not to count it as a successful attempt . The reason why is that, it was so unclear. It was like when you barely open your eyes and see. Sounds and senses was good though. In addition, it was like 33 seconds long. But of course, it is far away of being a failure.

I would really love to share the dream with you guys, it just.. I don't think you really want to know how pervert my dreams are. Lovely experience, glad to finally see what WILD feels like^^. Maybe I was exaggerating in my fears before.
Thank you. Like Saizaphod said, the task of the month tasks are fun and it comes with those cool wings you may see around the forum and orange color (I like having wings…I noticed my achievement badges are missing, oh well). If you are here a while (I hope you are), you could have blue one day if you want.

Why not count it…this is all part of your early experiences that you learn and grow from. You can also update your LD count that shows on the left under your username if you want. (Update from your user profile - "about me" tab)

Like Saizaphod said, anytime you would like to post any adult-rated dreams just use the "spoiler" tag function (from the "Go Advanced" posting options, it looks like a white square picture frame, close to the chain and anchor symbols).

Quote Originally Posted by Raed3700 View Post
Hi, I'm sorry if this sounds a bit off LD topic, but it is connected to LD.
I suffer from a problem that might sound a little stupid, but it really can cost me my future. People, >I can not study<.
Some very good ideas in my friend's posts above for you to try and see what you connect with. I will throw in some ideas as well to give you some variety to consider. I also want to give you a little hope tied to lucid dreaming! I found that at some point during my lucid dreaming practice that I became curious again, like when I was a child, with a thirst for new knowledge. Maybe you will find this too! Perhaps you can also do a search for ways to "cultivate curiosity" or "cultivate a learning mindset" or a "learner's attitude" just to throw some ideas out there of how you might find the right search results. I like the idea of asking a dream guide in the dream to help you with this. You are basically probing your own deep well of a brain for ideas and you may be able to also do this after a good meditation session or quiet contemplation. You can even quickly write down ideas that pop into your head "brainstorming" style and piece them together to come up with a plan. I hope our ideas help as I do think education is important. You got this!