Are any of them people who are no longer alive? For me I reached a point where any time my mom or dad show up, or a grandpa or grandma, I usually realize they're not alive anymore, though it doesn't always trigger lucidity. My sister lives far from here now, and yet she keeps appearing. I'm pretty sure if I would train my mind to see some of them as dream signs and do reality checks any time they show up it probably would cause lucidity. And yet I was doing that a couple of years ago, but somehow it never worked. It usually isn't until I wake that I fully realize the facts. But strangely I do often understand that the person I'm talking to is actually dead. At first this used to freak me out, but I've gotten used to it and now it's often nice to be able to speak with them. This has made me ponder the fact that in certain ways people you're close to never die, they live on in your inner world. Maybe that's why I sometimes speak about them in the present tense, though people always like to remind me they're gone now. That's only true in a physical sense though. |
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