 Originally Posted by FryingMan
Not "always in a dream," we're not always in a dream, but at any particular moment, we *could* be in a dream, as seen by so many "man I really thought I was awake!" moments. Never simply blindly assume you're awake, don't take your current state as "waking" without reflection.
But it sounds like you keep up the criticality and RI, so that's good. Awareness and memory always precede the RC so they're more important in my book, but don't shortchange the RC. 2 or 3 a day may be a bit low IMO, but you should of course follow your own path and do what works for you.
Happy New Year!
Yeah I need to do more. Now that I'm doing mindfulness training, I'm also doing another PM training. I just need more motivation. I'm still very down from that frustration meltdown I had the past summer. I'm not recovering well. LDing is still blant to me right now. I try to regard it as a platform, and what I do in it is the thing that matters, but still the wonderful plans I have aren't motivating me. It's like I don't care about LDing anymore. Of course I still do care, but it's like all that hope and faith I had when I started just went away. I know that with training I'll wake up someday from a LD I just had that was so real and wonderful and felt like I was actually there and teleported back, but at the same time I can't get my head straight about this. It's all jumbling in there. I'm still in the state where I'm like still having an automatic mental defense against getting my hopes up. So I want t get better so I can reach a level where I can trust I won't get frustrated, but this problem is slowing me down, and I can't stop it unless I get results so I can trust again. Paradox thingy!
I'm sure a great LD would solve this because it seems I won't trust how great my LDs can get except if I experience it myself (I have a big fear that I naturally can't get highly vivid aware and crisp senses LDs even with extensive training and years of practice).
Like I'd think about an amazing thing to do in a LD and get ready to sleep and tell myself "now I'll do this thing for real!" but this doesn't get me the least bit excited. I used to get ecstatic before when doing this before sleep!
 Originally Posted by Travis E.
Yep, that happens to me too, where I'm frequently surprised that I'm dreaming, but I always trust the results of the RC when they indicate a dream. That's the right attitude to take. If you don't thoughtfully consider the result of the RC, and you get in the habit of easily disregarding it, or you think something like, “I'll do an RC like I'm supposed to even though I know I'm awake for sure”, that's where people run into problems when they end up doing the same thing in a dream and don't become lucid.
Yes that's a very important point. RCs should be done mindfully and seriously.
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