I think we might start out that way. But we are told (in the one that doesn't change no matter my attention or belief) that one matters and one doesn't. A lot of the other things people say here probably is true as well autopilot, social conditioning, not ever thinking about dreams, and other things seeming important. And as far as "full control getting boring as others mentioned. It just depends what you do with it. Being in " creative mode" on Minecraft can get boring with time, but just because I choose to play hardcore mode doesn't mean I dont have full control. And just because I am in creative mode doesn't mean I am "in full control". I usually create video games and plots and read books. Or I will create a small area and explore the whole thing. Exploring the whole of infinity is impossible and boring after a time. Going back to a small world and continually exploring and getting a reputation and exploring that worlds " rules" is not something that gets boring very easily. Practicing waking life hobbies is also good. There are many things that I simply can't see getting boring unless I lack creativity.