This post is just hard to get a right title for.

To be brief and unspecific, due to a recent experience I was mentally with an entity from another reality. The encounter started with the images, mentally manipulated by me, of the one I wanted to be with. Then it changed and I was actually with someone, in my mind, not a mental creation, no force or mental manipulation. First time this has ever happened.

I am now under debate. Was I with who I wanted to be with, who my mental connection, for lack of a better phrase, was open? Or did something else come through, like walking through an open door?

In my mind when I try to see the one I want to see, sometimes I see characteristics that are opposite of her. A sort of animal nature. Sometimes the form is slightly different, although there are similarities, and in pretty much every case I can't make out the face and details.

Once, when I tried to open my mind to the one I want, and then let them act without any manipulation on my part, they acted strangely, then just laid on the ground. I turned the body over and maggots were coming out of it.

It is my hunch that between realities, probably some subconscious thing in me or ego issue, there is some sort of barrier, or mask or something. Either I can not see details because deep inside I don't want to, or because of some weird trait of working between realities I can't, or something.

I just want to know, when interacting with entities from realities separate from our own, what I should be aware of. I need advice and guidance from experienced travelers. I need to determine what exactly is causing this lack of detail, these strange images, and this strange behavior.

The way I see it there are three possibilities and I am open to all of them:
1. I was not with the one I believed I was, I was with something else.
2. I was with the one I thought I was, but that is her true form.
3. I was with the one I thought I was, but there is, for lack of a better description, interference causing strange issues between realities. Like tuning into a radio station and hearing faint music over the static or something.

I would really appreciate your help in this. Please do not ask for more specific details about the one I was with or what I mean when I say we were together.
- DreamBliss