I think, I have to fix something with my intent to DILD.
I feel, that this one experience with almost WILD has sapped away a bit of energy in this regard - like thinking - ah - DILD is so unpredictable - but maybe WILD is easier (because these bells were there so fast, when I tried for the first time..).
So what I really look forward to is waking up and then..

Maybe I should even drop the intention to go for one, to free up the expectation for a DILD.
Because the second time, when I had planned the WILD, I wasn´t interested, when the time would have been right - and today I was too late maybe, or made some weird mistake..

Anyway - recall is good - I´m just a bit torn about how to journal - only private - like the last two days - was once disappointing, I was too lazy - and yesterday I did type my stuff, but it was a much less satisfying activity than doing it in here.

But my dreams throw up a lot of personally interesting - well but also personal stuff.
Trying to do the leaving-out-dance later.