Thread: Steph´s Workbook

Yeah - if only I knew where I read that about not keeping the eyes still.
But on the other hand - in that LD where I tried in vain to transform things - I did stare at stuff - and not woke up..
And yeah - definitively doing something in the day to anchor the intent was the driving force behind that short blip.

What I meant was more that I do not first think, all is reality - then do an RC - and then realize, I dream.
I realize that I dream first - and then do RC.

And I suspect to distract myself from the intellectual realization by for example too much hand-looking.
Got to try it out with only "taking it all in".

I sometimes have no body anyway - and it seems to be effort to bring all and every aspect into the dream of a body.
But maybe it is really very good verging on needed for stabilization for a beginner.

There was also a moment - one of my first lucid moments on here - zooming into a tree for nazi-hunting - where I did not have a body, and felt a bit clueless as to how to exist like that further on - and lost lucidity.


Last night I was semi-lucid - felt like being a character in a movie being recorded - I had my role to play - and special powers - but didn't recognize it as a dream. More like a game.
Not the time now - after posting loads other things instead..
But got to journal it soon - made no dictation, because it was so vivid and easy to remember - hopefully I get it back together.
It was impeding apocalypse by an attack from space - without finding the aliens unfortunately - that would have been nice - my first consciously remembered self-created aliens!!