Thread: Steph´s Workbook

Heheeh - nope actually not.
In the end effect - I did really have an understanding of there being no consequences if I had killed one of them - except me having a nasty dream.
To completely free myself from such an effect then - is maybe not on the platter right now.
What I rather got to do - and didn't last night, what I think I should do is prepare myself for making a pause and think about my options - not have an idea and rush to follow it.
I didn't really expect an LD out of the blue - I should always be prepared.
I had promised myself to try and dart at the next best opportunity - but the criteria had come to my mind - and I forgot to consider further.
And not get disappointed by something like this next time - I could have just flown away and done something else instead of loosing lucidity.

What I take from it is planning my next alarm-night with an onset after 3 hours of sleep, and see how that goes.
And - I guess I can say, I fulfilled the criteria - I did not refrain from hurting somebody, because I thought they were actually alive other beings - but rather because I didn't want to dream of gore, screaming and dying.

Oh well - edit:
As an aside - nice I did the window thing on the one hand - on the other - I didn't really phase through - but rather made a transformation of the window into something penetrable irl.
So - once I got nothing better to do - I will work on that further. And I guess - once in a while - probably for a TOTM - I also will get myself into some gore and screaming and dying one day.
I think, Ophelia will reliably present some opportunities for that further on..

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