I had a pretty long lucid dream last night. It felt like it was around 45 minutes to an hour o.0 At least once (but possibly 3-4 times I really don't remember) the dream was fading or I was losing control and I looked at my hands to stabilize. I had some neat fire magic, I could stretch my hands, cause fire and make someone disappear. I don't remember that it hurt them, they just disappeared as the flames spread over their body. I was pretty bad at flying, I had trouble landing again. I also experienced something I had earlier. I was flying too high and got scared. I am scared of going too high and going above the clouds/into space and this time and the time before I was on the verge of waking myself up because I was scared of going too high but both times I somehow managed to stop going up. It's pretty annoying and I don't know what to do about it :S
Also, I'm feeling confident enough to try something new. I'm going to read this stabilization lesson and this dream control tutorial and pick 1 technique and try to use it in the dream. I'll edit this post and let you know which one it will be, I'll keep it at least 1 week, maybe 2/3 weeks is better but I'll see.
Edit: I decided. I'm going to fall backward and trust the dream. I want to get over fears, I want to become fearless in the dreaming world. I don't want to go to outer space yet so this will be a baby step towards freedom from fear
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