I didn't go to the old place I thought I was going to. I drempt all night of being a teenager and wanting to go out to a friends house. I didn't become lucid until 11 am and was able to find an elevator (this month's task) at which point the house was too noisy to continue. I have an interesting method that I have been working on. I lay in bed and visualize the floor of my next dream and my mind builds the rest of the scene at which point I step into it fully lucid and aware. My only problem is that this is taking up way to much of my time- I cant sleep until 12 everyday, it isn't healthy and its making my husband worried. I am also frustrated by the lack of depth- I am barely skimming the surface of my dreams, these are so superficial...I am barely in the DreamScape, so much so that most the time the DCs don't even realize I am lucid. I know that there is more because I have been there, deeper in the dreams. I have talked to DCs and had responses, I have met DCs that seemed as lucid ad I am , I have had meaningful experiences- these LDs I am having now somehow seem fake they have little to no emotional/cerebral impact on me upon waking. Please help. |
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