Along with shrinking my goals I want to explore motivation.
I am very inspired when I listen to the lectures and book of Tibetan dream yoga.
So my motivations are practical and mystical at the same time.
I want to make good use, practical use of the sleep time.
I want to meet teachers and guides that will instruct me in yoga, meditation and healing.

I have always had the desire for religious/spiritual experiences - to have the direct experience of God.
That desire has come and gone as I have had a family and children upon which to focus, but it is still there
and now is a good time to commit more to that desire.

I want the direct experience, yes. But I also want it to be skillfully approached so that I can commune with
higher intelligence at will. Or I approach as skillfully as possible and grace allows me inside the gates.
I want to have the direct experience of prana flowing up the central channel.
I would like the deeper understanding, thru direct experience, of the flow of prana both on the physical and the astral plane.
I want a deeper understanding, thru direct experience of the 5 koshas of the body.
I would like a deeper understanding of the flow of energy in the universe.

All of these things are fun to me.
I think my biggest distraction is that there is SO much information, so many paths, so many awesome stories and things to learn and I would love to learn it all. I get distracted from the step by step skill building that must take place.