last night at approximately 9pm I was dreaming the setting was dark and there was a purple vase infront of me and just then it breaks and I say aloud with excitement " this isn't real I am dreaming!" . So I look at my hands to achieve further lucidity and they are big, black, veiny, and have claws. I remember the woman at my meditation centre told me to say show me the dreamer while dreaming. So I start yelling that and things start to shake I fall to my knees disoriented with my vision blurred by white light and I awake with my sister calling my name