Hi Everyone
I'm Nikita And i am 27. For over 6 years now i have the same 3 dreams and can have them most nights. In most i know its a dream, But cant change whats happening even though i know i'm dreaming again.
Its usually the following
*1) Im in a hotel/at home. Trying to pack a suitcase. I know i need to hurry as i keep clock watching, and times going very fast. I know i have to get to the airport/boat etc... And my things are everywhere. I know i need to get home to my kids.. or to my kids. And feel so panicked trying to get packed and out... I never manage and wake up before i finish.

*2) Im i a car , and its raining/foggy. I can't see well. it starts with someone else in driving seat. Then all of a sudden i am. im either alone at this point, or i have my kids in the back. And i cant drive... I cant control the car , Nor steer as its locked. There is walls. trees all over and i know we're about to die, the kids are crying and im so frightened... i don't always know this is a dream.. again i awaken just as we are about to crash.

*3) Im in my old house i8 grew up in, for around 10 years, My granmas home. Or my mums old home. My granma is there ( she has passed) or my great Aunt (n she has also passed) I know its a dream. And i know they have passed, I ask them if they are o0k, and they dont talk. Its always one, not both. They look content. But they wont answer me.
I keep asking questions, and i try to reach out to touch them, but they are too far, and i cant move. I look around and its always the same, they are dressed the same.
I become upset and cry. And my partner appears, and tells me he is leaving me and no longer loves me.
then wake up sobbing and crying.

I wish i could control these dreams as i said they happen almost each night all of them make me worried and upset when i awaken. And i want to try and change them in the dream. But i cant manage it.
I dont know why they repeat for so long. The ones i have inbetween are often nightmares and i dont remember after a few mins of waking.

So i joined here to try and learn from you all, and gain some power over them. So i dont wake up so sad each night. And maybe then work out why i have them.
So i'm pleased i found this page. You all seem really lovely and helpful from what i have read.

Nikita x